{"id":16017,"date":"2015-11-17T13:00:30","date_gmt":"2015-11-17T09:00:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16017"},"modified":"2015-11-17T16:44:12","modified_gmt":"2015-11-17T12:44:12","slug":"s%c9%99hriyy%c9%99-q%c9%99z%c9%99nf%c9%99rqizi-usaqligi-ist%c9%99mir%c9%99m","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16017","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259hriyy\u0259 Q\u018fZ\u018fNF\u018fRQIZI.\u201dU\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 ist\u0259mir\u0259m\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/sx.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/sx-230x300.jpg\" alt=\"sx\" width=\"230\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-15443\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/sx-230x300.jpg 230w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/sx.jpg 324w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 230px) 100vw, 230px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>  \u018ftraf\u0131mdak\u0131 insanlar\u0131n, dem\u0259k olar ki, 90%-i zamanla u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131r. Atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 add\u0131mlar\u0131, dediyi s\u00f6zl\u0259ri, h\u0259tta dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131 hadis\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259rk\u0259n yediyi yem\u0259kl\u0259r bel\u0259 yadda\u015flar\u0131nda. Anam r\u0259hm\u0259tlik h\u0259r zaman u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. V\u0259 x\u00fcsusi qeyd edirdi ki: \u201d o zaman m\u0259nim iki ya\u015f\u0131m var idi. \u00c7\u00fcnki atam h\u0259l\u0259 sa\u011f idi\u201d. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 insanlara h\u0259m h\u0259s\u0259d aparm\u0131\u015fam, h\u0259m d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m. Bu yax\u0131n g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259 bir g\u0259nc q\u0131z\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 oxudum. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 ged\u0259n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131na ox\u015fatmas\u0131, onu k\u00f6rp\u0259liyin\u0259 qaytarmas\u0131, d\u00fcz\u00fc, m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox maraql\u0131 g\u0259ldi. Des\u0259m ki, m\u0259n u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, dem\u0259k olar ki, xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram, bu siz\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259li g\u0259l\u0259r. Ancaq m\u0259n n\u0259inki u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, h\u0259tta m\u0259kt\u0259b ill\u0259rimi d\u0259 xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram. 18 ya\u015f\u0131ma q\u0259d\u0259r olan h\u0259yat\u0131m sanki beynimd\u0259n silinib. Universitet h\u0259yat\u0131na ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcnd\u0259n bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r olan h\u0259yat\u0131m is\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259rin ba\u015f verm\u0259 saat\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r yadda\u015f\u0131ma h\u0259kk olunub.<br \/>\n  Psixologiya f\u0259nnini ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 (qeyd edim ki, \u0259n sevdiyim v\u0259 yax\u0131ndan maraqland\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir sah\u0259dir)uzunm\u00fcdd\u0259tli v\u0259 q\u0131sam\u00fcdd\u0259tli yadda\u015f ke\u00e7irdik. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 bir misal \u00e7\u0259kirdik ki: \u201cAh\u0131l insanlar\u0131n cavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ba\u015f ver\u0259n hadis\u0259l\u0259r onlar\u0131n uzunm\u00fcdd\u0259tli yadda\u015flar\u0131na, indiki hadis\u0259l\u0259r is\u0259 q\u0131sam\u00fcdd\u0259tli yadda\u015flar\u0131na h\u0259kk olur. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onlar cavanl\u0131qlar\u0131yla ba\u011fl\u0131 h\u0259r \u015feyi xat\u0131rlay\u0131rlar, bu g\u00fcn\u00fc is\u0259 unudurlar\u201d. B\u0259s m\u0259niml\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259n bu hal\u0131n ad\u0131 n\u0259dir? Bu sual\u0131n cavab\u0131n\u0131 tapma\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ox ist\u0259rdim. Apard\u0131\u011f\u0131m ki\u00e7ik ara\u015fd\u0131rmadan bel\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, bel\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259lik m\u00f6vcud deyil. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bu yeni bir x\u0259st\u0259likdir, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, k\u00f6hn\u0259dir, amma tibb\u0259 m\u0259lum deyil.<br \/>\n  \u00c7ox insan \u201cka\u015f ki yen\u0259 u\u015faq olard\u0131m, o g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rdim\u201d deyir. Zamanlararas\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131na boylanan, h\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259 baxan, geri d\u00f6nm\u0259yi arzulayan o q\u0259d\u0259r insan var ki. Bu ist\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r uzaqd\u0131r ki. H\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 sual ver\u0259nd\u0259 ki,: \u201c u\u015faql\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6nm\u0259k ist\u0259rdin?\u201d, el\u0259 k\u0259skin formada \u201cYOX\u201d deyir\u0259m ki, sanki \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 d\u0259rin iz salan bir u\u015faql\u0131q ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam. Lakin bel\u0259 deyil. Xat\u0131rlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fcr. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 ya \u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt, ya da \u00e7ox yoxsulluq, ac\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n insanlar daha \u00e7ox o g\u00fcnl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlay\u0131rlar. M\u0259n normal, y\u0259ni qeyri-adi olmayan bir u\u015faql\u0131q ke\u00e7irmi\u015f\u0259m. B\u0259lk\u0259, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bel\u0259 unudulub? Bir d\u0259 32 ili yenid\u0259n ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259 ala bilm\u0259r\u0259m.<br \/>\n   M\u0259n u\u015faql\u0131qda b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7ox h\u0259v\u0259sli olmu\u015fam. \u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck bac\u0131lar\u0131ma h\u0259s\u0259d apar\u0131rd\u0131m. \u0130st\u0259yirdim m\u0259n d\u0259 tez b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259m. Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r yad\u0131mdad\u0131r, ancaq hadis\u0259l\u0259r yox. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bu h\u0259r u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n ist\u0259yidir, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 yad\u0131mdad\u0131r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bunu ist\u0259diyimi d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m, y\u0259qin, bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, bir az q\u0259liz dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. U\u015faql\u0131q xatir\u0259l\u0259rimd\u0259n el\u0259 \u00e7ox dan\u0131\u015f\u0131blar ki, h\u0259rd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259r canlan\u0131r. Amma onlar\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram. Nec\u0259 ki, bir \u0259s\u0259r oxuyanda hadis\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 canland\u0131r\u0131rsan, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 bu. Sanki yad\u0131mdaym\u0131\u015f kimi xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. Amma \u0259slind\u0259 xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, m\u0259nim u\u015faql\u0131q \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rim d\u0259 bir o q\u0259d\u0259r yoxdur. B\u0259lk\u0259, yadda\u015fdan silin\u0259n u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n bununla bir \u0259laq\u0259si var? U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131mla ba\u011fl\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0259qam yaln\u0131z budur: \u201cA\u015f\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fczg\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259ff\u00fcz ed\u0259 bilmirdim.(Amma indi el\u0259 bir problemim yoxdur) Bac\u0131lar\u0131m h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 deyirdil\u0259r: \u201cDe g\u00f6r\u00fcm \u201ca\u015f\u201d\u201d,deyirdim \u201cas\u201d v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. B\u0259s bu bir o q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6z\u0259l olmayan hadis\u0259 niy\u0259 yadda\u015f\u0131mdad\u0131r? B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, u\u015faq q\u00fcrurumun z\u0259d\u0259l\u0259ndiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn unudulmay\u0131b\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u018ftraf\u0131mdak\u0131 insanlar\u0131n, dem\u0259k olar ki, 90%-i zamanla u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131r. Atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 add\u0131mlar\u0131, dediyi s\u00f6zl\u0259ri, h\u0259tta dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131 hadis\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259rk\u0259n yediyi yem\u0259kl\u0259r bel\u0259 yadda\u015flar\u0131nda. Anam r\u0259hm\u0259tlik h\u0259r zaman u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. V\u0259 x\u00fcsusi qeyd edirdi ki: \u201d o zaman m\u0259nim iki ya\u015f\u0131m var idi. \u00c7\u00fcnki atam h\u0259l\u0259 sa\u011f idi\u201d. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 insanlara h\u0259m h\u0259s\u0259d aparm\u0131\u015fam, h\u0259m d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m. 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