{"id":16095,"date":"2015-11-20T10:47:56","date_gmt":"2015-11-20T06:47:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16095"},"modified":"2015-11-20T10:47:56","modified_gmt":"2015-11-20T06:47:56","slug":"s%c9%99faq%c9%99t-cavansirli-arzunda-arzunammi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16095","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259faq\u0259t CAVAN\u015e\u0130RL\u0130.&#8221;Arzunda arzunamm\u0131?&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/12202155_886472768116427_1538859207_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/12202155_886472768116427_1538859207_n-169x300.jpg\" alt=\"12202155_886472768116427_1538859207_n\" width=\"169\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-15781\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/12202155_886472768116427_1538859207_n-169x300.jpg 169w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/12202155_886472768116427_1538859207_n.jpg 540w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 169px) 100vw, 169px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rim yol \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r.<br \/>\nH\u0259yat\u0131nda yerim yox.<br \/>\nKa\u015f bil\u0259ydim x\u0259yal\u0131nda yerim n\u0259.<br \/>\nArzunda arzunamm\u0131?<br \/>\nKa\u015f bil\u0259ydim o arzuda<br \/>\nyumruq boyda \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan<br \/>\n\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 yerim n\u0259<br \/>\nKa\u015f bil\u0259ydim o \u00fcr\u0259yin<br \/>\nniyy\u0259tind\u0259 yerim n\u0259<br \/>\nQorxum t\u0259nhal\u0131q deyil,<br \/>\nT\u0259k qalma\u011fa n\u0259 var ki,<br \/>\nD\u00f6rd divar aras\u0131nda<br \/>\nsakit s\u0259ni dinl\u0259y\u0259n<br \/>\nm\u0259zlum qonaq olarsan.<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259 bezib<br \/>\nOnlara qulaq dostu,<br \/>\nSakit sirda\u015f olarsan.<br \/>\nQorxum insan arzusu,<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n qorxulumu<br \/>\narzudan arzu olmaq.<br \/>\nBu arzudan o arzuya<br \/>\nsad\u0259l\u00f6vh u\u015faq kimi<br \/>\n&#8220;hop&#8221; dey\u0259r\u0259k hoppanmaq.<br \/>\nBir, iki dey\u0259r\u0259k,<br \/>\nz\u0259f\u0259r bayraq \u0259lind\u0259<br \/>\n&#8221; urra &#8221; s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k<br \/>\nsonunda qalib olmaq<br \/>\ng\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n qorxulumu?<br \/>\nAtam\u0131n a\u011f sa\u00e7\u0131nda,<br \/>\nAnam\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259,<br \/>\ng\u00fcnahlar\u0131m gizl\u0259nir.<br \/>\nSavab\u0131mla r\u0259qibdir.<br \/>\nDem\u0259k qorxulu deyil!<br \/>\nS\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131lan taleyin<br \/>\nel\u0259 s\u0131n\u0131q yerind\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni s\u0259nt\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n<br \/>\nxo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n soraq var.<br \/>\nO soraqda hardasa<br \/>\nya yolun ba\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131,<br \/>\nya da t\u0259n ortas\u0131nda<br \/>\nM\u0259ni s\u0259nt\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n<br \/>\nEl\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r var&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rim yol \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r S\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r. H\u0259yat\u0131nda yerim yox. Ka\u015f bil\u0259ydim x\u0259yal\u0131nda yerim n\u0259. Arzunda arzunamm\u0131? Ka\u015f bil\u0259ydim o arzuda yumruq boyda \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 yerim n\u0259 Ka\u015f bil\u0259ydim o \u00fcr\u0259yin niyy\u0259tind\u0259 yerim n\u0259 Qorxum t\u0259nhal\u0131q deyil, T\u0259k qalma\u011fa n\u0259 var ki, D\u00f6rd divar aras\u0131nda sakit s\u0259ni dinl\u0259y\u0259n m\u0259zlum qonaq olarsan. 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