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Fidan Eldar\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259sin\u0259 bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 z\u0259ng etdi, cavab verm\u0259di. Sonuncu z\u0259ngd\u0259n m\u0259lum oldu ki, telefon s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcb. T\u0259hmin\u0259 qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi.
\n– Sabah\u0131n\u0131z xeyir, ev \u0259hli.
\n– T\u0259ki xeyir olsun.
\n– N\u0259 olub yen\u0259?<\/p>\n
Fidan stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki q\u0259zet par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 uzatd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 q\u0259zet\u0259 baxmam\u0131\u015f dedi:
\n– D\u00fcn\u0259n anonslarda dedil\u0259r. M\u0259mur o\u011fludur, dem\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259zl\u0259r.
\n– S\u0259n u\u015fa\u011fa baxa bil\u0259rs\u0259n? Eldar\u0131n i\u015f yerin\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259m. M\u00fctl\u0259q dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131yam.
\n– M\u0259nc\u0259, imkan ver bir az sakitl\u0259\u015fsin. \u0130ndi \u0259s\u0259bidir.
\n– Dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. M\u0259nim d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim doludur. <\/p>\n
Fidan paltar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdikd\u0259n sonra, yolda taksi tutdu, Eldar\u0131n ofisinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Eldar ofisin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. Birlikd\u0259 ofis\u0259 girdil\u0259r.
\nEldar – T\u0259z\u0259 ad\u0259tdir?
\nFidan – Bir evl\u0259ndiyimiz g\u00fcn, bir d\u0259 bug\u00fcn S\u0259f\u0259ri \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 vurursan. \u0130zah el\u0259.
\n– N\u0259yi izah edim? H\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259hv edirs\u0259n. Deyir\u0259m buyur, ist\u0259diyin q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259hv et. – S\u0259nin d\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 ad\u0259tin var. \u0130\u015f\u00e7id\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l g\u0259lirs\u0259n i\u015f\u0259.
\n– He\u00e7 d\u0259xli var? S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc de, \u00e7\u0131x get. \u0130\u015fim var.
\n– Birlikd\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131m\u0131z s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259zab verirs\u0259, bir il g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 bil\u0259rik.
\n– \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 biz bo\u015fana bilm\u0259rik Fidan. Bilirs\u0259n niy\u0259? S\u0259ni qohumlar\u0131m bilir. Ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 Ya\u015far m\u0259nim o\u011flumdur. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 haql\u0131san. Evliliyimiz \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fczg\u00fcn deyildi. El\u0259 bilirdim m\u0259ni ail\u0259n bilirs\u0259n.
\n– Onsuzda ail\u0259ms\u0259n.
\n– Ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram. <\/p>\n
Fidan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131. Dem\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z tapm\u0131rd\u0131. Eldar davam etdi:
\n– M\u0259n\u0259 inan\u0131rsan. Sabah adam \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u0259n, g\u0259lib dey\u0259c\u0259yin yegan\u0259 insanam.D\u00fczd\u00fcr? – D\u00fczd\u00fcr.
\n– N\u0259 olsun. Sevmirs\u0259n. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rdir.
\n– S\u0259n m\u0259ni S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 q\u0131sqan\u0131rsan. Omayan insane. \u00c7ox nahaq.
\n– Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, get ev\u0259.
\nFidan Eldar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na ke\u00e7ir, diqq\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 bax\u0131r. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131r, ofisd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.
\nFidan piyada yola t\u0259r\u0259f ged\u0259nd\u0259 Eldar qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda ona bax\u0131r. \u00dcr\u0259yi d\u00f6zm\u00fcr, Fidan\u0131n arxs\u0131nca gedir.<\/p>\n
Zaman Lamiy\u0259ni Fidan\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fcnvana g\u0259tirir. Lamiy\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, d\u0259mir qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcr.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fidir, k\u00f6rp\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xa bilmir.
\nLamiy\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259krar yen\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcr. S\u0259bri t\u00fck\u0259nir, ma\u015f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f gedir.
\n– Evd\u0259 yoxdular.
\n– G\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik?
\n– Yar\u0131m saat g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259k. Laz\u0131m olsa, sabah yen\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rik.<\/p>\n
Yar\u0131m saat ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015f Eldar ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda saxlad\u0131. Fidan ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, a\u00e7arla d\u0259mir qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 Fidana baxd\u0131. Eldarla Fidan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc.
\nQap\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 Eldar a\u00e7d\u0131:
\n– Buyurun.
\nLamiy\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di – Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, sizi narahat edirik. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131m\u0131z bird\u0259n dayand\u0131.
\nS\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc ma\u015f\u0131nla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olanacan qona\u011f\u0131n\u0131z ola bil\u0259r\u0259m?<\/p>\n
Eldar bir az ondan aral\u0131 dayanan Fidana t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131. Bir-biril\u0259rinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.
\nEldar – Tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lirsiniz. Sizi hardasa g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m?
\nLamiy\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. – Q\u0259zetd\u0259 \u015f\u0259kilimi g\u00f6r\u0259rsiniz.
\nEldar Lamiy\u0259ni tan\u0131d\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0259kildi, Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 yol verdi.
\n– Buyurun, xo\u015f g\u0259lmisiniz. <\/p>\n
Lamiy\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. Fidanla g\u00f6z-g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r. Bir-biril\u0259rini tan\u0131d\u0131lar. \u0130kisi d\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259rini itirdil\u0259r. Lamiy\u0259 az qala a\u011flayacaqd\u0131. Dilin\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 deyirdi – Bu nec\u0259 taledir bel\u0259? O\u011flumu \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa \u0259rimin ke\u00e7mi\u015f ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb.
\nFidan da dilin\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259dikl\u0259rini \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7irirdi.
\n– Birc\u0259 bu \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 buralara g\u0259ls\u0259, v\u0259ssalam.<\/p>\n
Eldar Zamana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– K\u00f6m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r?
\n– \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun. \u00d6z\u00fcm h\u0259ll ed\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Eldar bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259di, \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 girdi.
\nFidan Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 oturmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn divanda yer g\u00f6st\u0259rdi.
\nLamiy\u0259 evi g\u00f6zd\u0259n ke\u00e7irirdi. Eldar i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. T\u0259hmin\u0259 quca\u011f\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u0259 ota\u011fa girdi. Lamiy\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi, Fidana baxd\u0131.
\n– Salam.
\nLamiy\u0259 – Salam.
\nLamiy\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini Ya\u015fardan \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. H\u0259y\u0259can\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259 gizl\u0259dirdi, Eldar \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259ndi.
\nEldar – N\u0259 is\u0259 olub?
\nLamiy\u0259 – Xeyr, ma\u015fallah \u015firin u\u015faqd\u0131r.
\nFidan o\u011flunu T\u0259hmin\u0259d\u0259n ald\u0131.
\nFidan – \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Siz K\u0259rim K\u0259rimovun g\u0259lini deyilsiz?
\nLamiy\u0259 – B\u0259li m\u0259n\u0259m.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di. Fidanla Eldar yanbayan divanda Lamiy\u0259yl\u0259 \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdil\u0259r.
\nLamiy\u0259 – O\u011flunuzdur?
\nEldar – B\u0259li.
\nLamiy\u0259 Eldar\u0131n s\u0259sind\u0259ki soyuqluqdan hiss etdi ki, g\u0259li\u015fi onun xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259yib.
\n– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, narahat edir\u0259m sizi.
\nFidan – Yox, narahat etmirsiniz. Bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z oldu.
\nFidan \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc Eldara tutur. – D\u00fczd\u00fcr, \u0259zizim?
\nEldar – Do\u011frudur, g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z oldu. Yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n ad\u0131… <\/p>\n
Lamiy\u0259 – S\u0259f\u0259rdir. S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck sevgiyl\u0259 ail\u0259 qurduq. H\u0259l\u0259ki \u00f6vlad\u0131m\u0131z yoxdur.<\/p>\n
Fidan diqq\u0259tl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 qad\u0131na baxd\u0131. – Allah ba\u015facan el\u0259sin. Buralarda n\u0259 \u0259c\u0259b?
\n– Qohumumu g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdim. Qay\u0131danda ma\u015f\u0131n dayand\u0131.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 fincanda \u00e7ay g\u0259tirdi.
\n– Buyurun. Lamiy\u0259 \u00c7aydan iki qurtum i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131.
\n– Ad\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 bilm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, sizi tan\u0131ma\u011f\u0131ma \u015fadam.
\nEldar – Niy\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sirsiniz? Ma\u015f\u0131n b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259yib?
\n– D\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 taksiyl\u0259 qay\u0131daram.
\nFidan – Yolda\u015f\u0131m sizi apara bil\u0259r.
\nLamiy\u0259 – Q\u0259tiyy\u0259n olmaz. Yolda\u015f\u0131m q\u0131sqanc insand\u0131. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m. <\/p>\n
Lamiy\u0259 Fidana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, quca\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 o\u011fluna baxd\u0131.
\n– Quca\u011f\u0131ma ala bil\u0259r\u0259m?
\nFidan k\u00f6rp\u0259ni Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 uzatd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 Ya\u015fara baxd\u0131, qoxlay\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fc. Sonra k\u00f6rp\u0259ni anas\u0131na qaytard\u0131.
\n– Allah saxlas\u0131n.
\nFidan – \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun. Siz\u0259 d\u0259 qism\u0259t olsun.<\/p>\n
Lamiy\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Eldar da arxas\u0131nca. Lamiy\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259t qap\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xanda Zaman dedi:
\n– Ged\u0259 bil\u0259rik Lamiy\u0259 xan\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Zaman arxa qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, Lamiy\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi.
\nEldar qap\u0131n\u0131 hirsl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131, ev\u0259 girdi. Fidan m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 t\u0259k idi.
\nEldar – Arvad\u0131n\u0131n bura g\u0259lm\u0259si t\u0259sad\u00fcfd\u00fcr?
\nFidan t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 – Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim.
\n– S\u0259nin S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tin var? – Ba\u015flama da…
\nFidan m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc.
\n– A\u011f\u0131l var, m\u0259ntiq var. \u018friyl\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tim olsayd\u0131, arvad\u0131 mehriban dan\u0131\u015fmazd\u0131. Qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259n kimi sa\u00e7lar\u0131mdan tutub evd\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259rdi. Ad\u0259t\u0259n bel\u0259 olur.
\nEldar Fidan\u0131n dedikl\u0259rind\u0259n sonra sakitl\u0259\u015fdi.
\n– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, d\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n. Yersiz q\u0131sqancl\u0131q el\u0259dim.
\n– Dala\u015fmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, evd\u0259 s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m.
\nEldar \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 Fidan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n tutdu, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131, sa\u011f yana\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fc.
\n– \u0130\u015f\u0259 qay\u0131tmal\u0131yam.
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131 yol.
\nEldar m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Fidan m\u0259tb\u0259xin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n Eldar qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xanacan izl\u0259di.
\nLamiy\u0259 ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n a\u011flad\u0131. Ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 Zaman t\u0259klif etdi.
\n– \u0130st\u0259s\u0259z , ba\u015fqa yolnan da h\u0259ll etm\u0259k olar?
\n– Nec\u0259?
\n– U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 o\u011furlayar\u0131q.
\n– Sonra? Ev\u0259 hans\u0131 adla g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259m?
\n– Yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131z evd\u0259 olanda qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na qoyaram, sonra \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn raz\u0131 salmaq sizin boynunuza.
\n– El\u0259 bilirs\u0259n, asand\u0131r? Fidan\u0131n \u0259ri b\u0259rk adama ox\u015fay\u0131r.
\n– M\u0259nd\u0259n t\u0259klif etm\u0259kdir. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fin.
\nLamiy\u0259 fikirli ev\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n
Qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z – \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n– M\u0259nim o\u011flumdur. Zaman haql\u0131d\u0131r. S\u0259f\u0259rin \u00fcr\u0259yini \u0259limd\u0259n ald\u0131n Fidan, o\u011flumu \u0259limd\u0259n alma\u011f\u0131na imkan verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Ax\u015fam S\u0259f\u0259r sexd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ev\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 barlar\u0131n birind\u0259 saxlad\u0131. Bara girdi, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u015f\u0259rab sifari\u015f verdi. Ofisiant sifari\u015fi g\u0259tirdi. S\u0259f\u0259r r\u0259qs ed\u0259n yar\u0131\u00e7\u0131lpaq q\u0131zlara baxa-baxa \u015f\u0259rab\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7irdi. Ne\u00e7\u0259 saat barda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlamad\u0131. Aya\u011fa qalxanda hiss etdi ki, s\u0259rxo\u015f olub. Hesab\u0131 \u00f6d\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131 iyirmid\u0259n \u00e7ox olmazd\u0131, q\u0131z ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Salam.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz salam verdi. Q\u0131z S\u0259f\u0259rin yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259rab\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi.
\n– B\u0259lk\u0259 getdiyin yer\u0259 m\u0259ni d\u0259 aparasan.
\n– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, s\u0259n\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m yoxdur.<\/p>\n
S\u0259f\u0259r q\u0131z\u0131 \u0259liyl\u0259 k\u0259nara it\u0259l\u0259di, bardan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ma\u015f\u0131na oturub qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flama\u011f\u0131yla u\u015faq kimi h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u011flamas\u0131 bir oldu. Fidanla ba\u011fl\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259ri yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ni\u015fanland\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r, ilk d\u0259f\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r oldu\u011fu anlar el\u0259 bil g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda canland\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sildi, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015f\u0259 sald\u0131.<\/p>\n
Fidan Ya\u015far\u0131n yem\u0259yini yedizdirirdi. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 it bird\u0259n h\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Az qala z\u0259ncirini q\u0131racaqd\u0131. Fidan maraqla p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 baxd\u0131. \u0130t qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f bax\u0131b h\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. Fidan telefonunu cibind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131, Eldar\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259sini y\u0131\u011fd\u0131.
\n– Hardasan?
\nEldar ma\u015f\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\n– \u00c7at\u0131ram az qal\u0131b. N\u0259 olub?
\n– \u0130t b\u0259yaqdan h\u00fcr\u00fcr. Evin qap\u0131s\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f h\u00fcr\u00fcr.
\n– Nec\u0259? hardasan indi? Y\u0259ni hans\u0131 otaqdasan?
\n– U\u015faqla \u00f6z ota\u011f\u0131mdayam.
\n– Ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011fla, m\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n a\u00e7ma.<\/p>\n
Fidan ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc, a\u00e7arla ba\u011flad\u0131, stulu da qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na qoydu.
\n– Niy\u0259 el\u0259 dedin? Kims\u0259 ev\u0259 gir\u0259 bil\u0259r ki?
\n– Az qal\u0131b \u00e7at\u0131ram. Qorxma.
\nFidan telefonu taxt\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 atd\u0131. \u0130tin d\u0259 h\u00fcrm\u0259yini e\u015fitmirdi. K\u00f6rp\u0259si a\u011flayanda quca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131, sakitl\u0259\u015fdirirdi
\nK\u00f6rp\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 Fidan be\u015fiyin\u0259 qoydu. Bir g\u00f6z\u00fc qap\u0131da p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ti yerd\u0259 s\u0259ssiz uzanm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Fidan qorxdu, asta-asta geri \u00e7\u0259kildi. Q\u0259fild\u0259n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 at\u0131lan da\u015fdan p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259l\u0259rinin q\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131yla, Fidan\u0131n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma\u011f\u0131 bir oldu. K\u00f6rp\u0259 d\u0259 yuxuda diksinib a\u011flad\u0131. Fidan k\u00f6rp\u0259sini quca\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, qorxudan a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.
\nOn be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 Fidan k\u00f6rp\u0259si quca\u011f\u0131nda \u015fkaf\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc.
\n– M\u0259n\u0259m,a\u00e7 qap\u0131n\u0131.
\n Fidan Eldar\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259n kimi c\u0259ld qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, a\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n
– Hardayd\u0131n? P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni s\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131lar. – Fidan a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya deyirdi. Eldar o\u011fluyla Fidan\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131. Fidan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 Eldar\u0131n sin\u0259sin\u0259 qoymu\u015fdu, \u0259sirdi.
\nEldar – Qorxudan \u0259sirs\u0259n.
\nEldar Fidan\u0131 taxtda uzand\u0131rd\u0131, k\u00f6rp\u0259ni be\u015fiyin\u0259 qoydu. Sakit idi k\u00f6rp\u0259. Eldar arvad\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259dyalla \u00f6rtd\u00fc.
\n– Fidan, qurban olum, qorxma. Yan\u0131ndayam
\nFidan – O kim idi? N\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131 onlara?
\nEldar – Bilmir\u0259m kimdi, kiml\u0259rdi. Qorxma, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, m\u0259n varam,qorxma.<\/p>\n
Fidan Eldar\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131. Eldar Fidan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fc. – R\u0259\u015fadgil d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k bir azdan. Narahat olma. Laz\u0131m olsa, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t onlarda qalar\u0131q.
\n– O\u011flumuz da qorxdu. Bird\u0259 bizi t\u0259k qoyma, bizi t\u0259k qoyma. Fidan Eldara q\u0131s\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Eldar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu. Hiss edirdi, Fidan zamanla onu sevecek.<\/p>\n
R\u0259\u015fadla T\u0259hmin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 Fidan yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n hiss olunurdu ki, yolda a\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Fidanla u\u015fa\u011fa he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmay\u0131b?
\nEldar – Fidan da, u\u015faq da yat\u0131bd\u0131.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 yataq ota\u011f\u0131na getdi. R\u0259\u015fadla Eldar h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar, it\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131lar. \u0130ti g\u00fcll\u0259yl\u0259 vurmu\u015fdular. \u00c7ox g\u00fcman s\u0259sbo\u011fucudan istifad\u0259 etmi\u015fdil\u0259r.
\nR\u0259\u015fad – S\u0259n kimd\u0259n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nirs\u0259n?
\nEldar – N\u0259 bilim. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n bir deyil, iki deyil..
\n– Bu adam buracan g\u0259libs\u0259 dig\u0259r ail\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259d\u0259dir dem\u0259li.
\n– Onlara toxuna bilm\u0259z. Qoruyucular var. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc d\u0259 tutmu\u015fam. S\u0259hv el\u0259dim, g\u0259r\u0259k Fidangil\u0259 d\u0259 adam tutard\u0131m. S\u0259nc\u0259 o ola bil\u0259r?
\n– O kimdir?
\n– Camal.
\n– Y\u0259ni, bu q\u0259d\u0259r axmaqd\u0131r ki, qay\u0131ts\u0131n?
\n– H\u0259r \u015fey olar. \u00c7ox nahaq onu sa\u011f qoyduq,
\n– Sabah bu haqda maraqlanacam.
\n– Aeroportdak\u0131 adam\u0131m\u0131zla da \u0259laq\u0259 saxla. G\u00f6r o \u0259claf qay\u0131d\u0131b, ya yox.
\n– M\u00fctl\u0259q.
\n– Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sizd\u0259 qalaca\u011f\u0131q. G\u00f6r\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za n\u0259 i\u015f g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n
Eldarla R\u0259\u015fad ev\u0259 ke\u00e7dil\u0259r. Fidan oyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n paltarlar\u0131n\u0131, yem\u0259kl\u0259rini \u00e7amadana y\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Eldar Fidana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Dinc\u0259l, \u00f6z\u00fcm y\u0131\u011faram \u00e7amadana.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259n zir\u0259k oldu\u011fundan paltarlar\u0131 Eldarla birlikd\u0259 \u00e7amadana y\u0131\u011fd\u0131.R\u0259\u015fad \u00e7amadan\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 d\u0259 Ya\u015far\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131, R\u0259\u015fad\u0131n arxas\u0131nca \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\nFidan Eldar\u0131n qolundan tutdu.
\n– D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc de, o adam kim idi?
\n– Vallah bilmir\u0259m. Bils\u0259m indi yan\u0131nda olmazd\u0131m.
\n– O, qay\u0131dacaq.
\n– N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, yan\u0131ndayam, he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n, he\u00e7 kimd\u0259n qorxma. \u0130ndiy\u0259c\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 nec\u0259 inanm\u0131sansa, bundan sonra da inan.Ged\u0259k.
\nFidan Eldar\u0131n qoluna girdi, birlikd\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. Eldar qap\u0131lar\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131, R\u0259\u015fada i\u015far\u0259 verdi ki, qabaqda getsinl\u0259r. Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, Fidan qabaqda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131na mindi R\u0259\u015fadgilin arxas\u0131nca s\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nYolda a\u015fm\u0131\u015f ma\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r. Adamlar, polisl\u0259r ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Fidan da diqq\u0259tl\u0259 adamlara bax\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Kimdirs\u0259, Allah k\u00f6m\u0259yi olsun.
\nEldar – Amin.
\nT\u0259cili tibbi yard\u0131m ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259ri h\u0259kiml\u0259r bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 adam\u0131n k\u00f6m\u0259yi il\u0259 yerd\u0259n qald\u0131randa Fidan g\u00f6rm\u0259di. Eldar ma\u015f\u0131nla hadis\u0259 yerind\u0259n \u00e7oxdan uzaqla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n
T\u0259hmin\u0259 Fidan\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259lki ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131 haz\u0131rlad\u0131. Ya\u015far\u0131n da yem\u0259yini vermi\u015fdi, k\u00f6rp\u0259 yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Eldarla Fidan\u0131n sirrini bilm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Eldara ba\u015fqa otaq haz\u0131rlamam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Fidan hamamdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259ldi, Eldar p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131.
\nEldar – H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u0259mizlikd\u0259 – deyib, otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 Fidan \u0259lind\u0259n tutdu. Eldar Fidana baxd\u0131. Fidan – \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m ged\u0259s\u0259n.
\nEldarla Fidan birlikd\u0259 taxtda uzand\u0131lar. Fidan Eldar\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Eldar da Fidan\u0131 qucaqlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yata bilmirdi. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ninin kim oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Ard\u0131 var…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Fidan Eldar\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259sin\u0259 bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 z\u0259ng etdi, cavab verm\u0259di. Sonuncu z\u0259ngd\u0259n m\u0259lum oldu ki, telefon s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcb. T\u0259hmin\u0259 qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. – Sabah\u0131n\u0131z xeyir, ev \u0259hli. – T\u0259ki xeyir olsun. – N\u0259 olub yen\u0259? Fidan stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki q\u0259zet par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 uzatd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 q\u0259zet\u0259 baxmam\u0131\u015f dedi: – D\u00fcn\u0259n anonslarda dedil\u0259r. M\u0259mur o\u011fludur, dem\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259zl\u0259r. – S\u0259n u\u015fa\u011fa […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16134","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-home"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16134","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16134"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16134\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16135,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16134\/revisions\/16135"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16134"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16134"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16134"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}