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D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259kd\u0259n Eldar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131. Fidan\u0131n yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u0259min olduqdan sonra uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259n qalxd\u0131. Fidan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u00fcb, o\u011flunun burnuna barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 toxundurduqdan sonra otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\nEvd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda R\u0259\u015fad\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fitdi.
\n– Hara gedirs\u0259n?
\n– \u0130ti basd\u0131rma\u011fa. Ola bilsin gec\u0259 qay\u0131tmaram. M\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yanlar\u0131nda ol.
\n– Arxay\u0131n ol.<\/p>\n

Eldar evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 Fidan oyand\u0131. Yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yan\u0131nda g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 telefonuna z\u0259ng etdi.
\n– Gec\u0259 vaxt\u0131 hara getdin yene?
\n– Narahat olma, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m.
\nEldar \u00e7ox dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131. Telefonu s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc. Fidan bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 “Alo” des\u0259 d\u0259 cavab ver\u0259n olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Fidan yuxudan oyanana kimi T\u0259hmin\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f, yem\u0259yini vermi\u015fdi. R\u0259\u015fad is\u0259, h\u0259yatda g\u0259zdirirdi
\nEldar h\u0259l\u0259 qay\u0131tmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Fidan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7ay s\u00fczd\u00fc, qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259ldi. Eldara z\u0259ng vururdu, yen\u0259 z\u0259ng \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 Fidan deyindi:
\n– Telefonu niy\u0259 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcr, bilmir\u0259md\u0259. Adam narahat olur. <\/p>\n

Fidan televizoru yand\u0131\u0131b divanda oturdu.
\n– He\u00e7 olmasa R\u0259\u015fadla ged\u0259rdi. Adam\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131na h\u0259r \u015fey g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

Kanallar\u0131 bir-bir d\u0259yi\u015firdi. S\u0259f\u0259rin \u015f\u0259kilini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 pult \u0259lind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. X\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r K\u0259rimovun avtomobil q\u0259zas\u0131 ke\u00e7irdiyi deyilirdi. Kadrlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Fidanla T\u0259hmin\u0259 bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – D\u00fcn\u0259n biz g\u00f6rd\u00fck ki…<\/p>\n

Fidan “S\u0259f\u0259r” deyib dizl\u0259rini d\u00f6yd\u00fc, a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 onu sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n– A\u011flama. R\u0259\u015fad e\u015fits\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 deyil. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al, Eldar g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259r.
\n– E\u015fitm\u0259din? V\u0259ziyy\u0259ti a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al.
\n– Ged\u0259c\u0259m yan\u0131na. Onu g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259m, \u00fcr\u0259yim partlayar.
\n– A\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f.
\n– Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrs\u0259n m\u0259ni. S\u0259f\u0259rin v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– S\u0259n d\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, ail\u0259lis\u0259n, S\u0259f\u0259rin arvad\u0131 var. Eldar bils\u0259, fikirl\u0259\u015fmis\u0259n n\u0259 ola bil\u0259r? C\u0259mil\u0259 imkan ver\u0259c\u0259k el\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Fidan T\u0259hmin\u0259ni dinl\u0259m\u0259di, ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di, paltar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – N\u0259 i\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n? N\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259m Eldara? M\u0259ni pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qoyursan.
\n– He\u00e7 kim m\u0259n\u0259 mane ola bilm\u0259z.
\n– Eldarla x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evl\u0259ndin?
\n– Gic-gic dan\u0131\u015fma. <\/p>\n

Fidan qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 arxas\u0131nca qa\u00e7d\u0131. R\u0259\u015fad\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb ayaq saxlad\u0131.
\nR\u0259\u015fad – Hara gedirs\u0259n, Fidan?
\nFidan – \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc pis hiss edir\u0259m. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m.
\nFidan h\u0259y\u0259t qap\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. R\u0259\u015fad t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad soru\u015fmam\u0131\u015f cavab verdi.
\n– Eldara z\u0259ng \u00e7atmad\u0131, nigaran qald\u0131,arxas\u0131nca getdi. Neyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rdim? Fidan\u0131 saxlamaq olmur
\nR\u0259\u015fad – Ax\u0131, bilmir harda axtarmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Eldar \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259k.
\n– T\u0259rsdir…
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 yalan dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa m\u0259cbur olmu\u015fdu. <\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259rin v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti a\u011f\u0131r idi. C\u0259mil\u0259 K\u0259rim\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131l\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– O\u011fluma n\u0259ys\u0259 olsa, \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m ay K\u0259rim. D\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. <\/p>\n

K\u0259rimin d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu, C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259skinlik ver\u0259c\u0259k halda deyildi. Lamiy\u0259 bir k\u0259narda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259rin q\u0259za ke\u00e7irm\u0259sin\u0259 pis olsa da a\u011flam\u0131rd\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u0259linin\u0259 sata\u015fd\u0131. K\u0259rimd\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131b ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. <\/p>\n

– H\u0259r \u015fey s\u0259nin ucbat\u0131ndan oldu. Evimiz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fc ayaqlar\u0131n q\u0131r\u0131layd\u0131. <\/p>\n

X\u0259st\u0259xana d\u0259hlizind\u0259 ba\u015fqa x\u0259st\u0259 yiy\u0259l\u0259ri, otaqdan-ota\u011fa gedib g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259kiml\u0259r, tibb bac\u0131lar\u0131 qaynana-g\u0259lin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, astaca dedi.
\n– C\u0259mil\u0259, sakitl\u0259\u015f. Camaat biz\u0259 bax\u0131r.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 nifr\u0259tl\u0259 Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131, s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 davam edirdi.
\n– S\u0259n o\u011flumu bu g\u00fcn\u0259 sald\u0131n. Niy\u0259 getm\u0259din ananla? N\u0259 yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131san yaxam\u0131zdan? Lamiy\u0259 susurdu, s\u0259br edirdi.
\nK\u0259rimin \u0259l telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi, X\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmal\u0131 oldu. Lamiy\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259nin qolundan astaca tutdu, s\u0259sinin tonunu qald\u0131rmadan dedi:
\n– A\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f, s\u0259sinin d\u0259 tonunu a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal. O\u011flun da, m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nin ucbat\u0131ndan b\u0259db\u0259xt olmu\u015fuq. Fidan\u0131, \u018frinin m\u0259\u015fuq\u0259sini t\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 sald\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fc n\u0259 tez unutmusan?
\n– Ay axmaq, onsuzda itir\u0259c\u0259yim he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur. S\u0259ni qon\u015fular t\u0259z\u0259likc\u0259 ki\u015fiyl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcbl\u0259r. Birc\u0259 fahi\u015f\u0259liyin \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– N\u0259di? Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 bakir\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 verm\u0259mi\u015fdin?
\nAyb\u0259niz g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, atas\u0131 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r, anas\u0131n\u0131n qolundan tutdu.
\n– Sakit olun, atam g\u0259ldi. Ba\u015f qo\u015fma ana, d\u0259ym\u0259z.
\nLamiy\u0259 bir az aral\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kildi – \u015e\u0259r\u0259fsiz \u015f\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Fidan salondan \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fdan \u0259vv\u0259l divarda as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f saata baxd\u0131. G\u0259r\u0259k g\u00fcnortayacan ev\u0259 qay\u0131ts\u0131n. Fidan yol k\u0259nar\u0131nda dayanan taksil\u0259rin birin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\nH\u0259kim K\u0259rim\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259yl\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 1+ qan laz\u0131m idi.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Q\u0131z\u0131mla m\u0259nim qan\u0131m ikidir. K\u0259rim, s\u0259nd\u0259 birdir.
\nK\u0259rim – M\u0259n qan ver\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. H\u0259kim d\u0259, C\u0259mil\u0259gil d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 bax\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. H\u0259kim – Niy\u0259?
\nK\u0259rim – Evd\u0259kil\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm demirdim. \u015e\u0259k\u0259rim var.
\nH\u0259kim – B\u0259s yolda\u015f\u0131?
\nH\u0259r k\u0259s Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131. K\u0259rim Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 qan laz\u0131md\u0131r. Birinci qrup qan laz\u0131md\u0131r.
\n– \u0130kinci qrupam.
\nK\u0259rim m\u0259yus h\u0259kimin yan\u0131na qay\u0131td\u0131.<\/p>\n

Eldar evd\u0259 Fidan\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 hirsind\u0259n bilmirdi neyl\u0259sin.
\n– Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni m\u0259ni tapmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b? Telefonuna z\u0259ng d\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131r. D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc deyin, hara gedib bu q\u0131z?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu, Fidana z\u0259ng ets\u0259 d\u0259, ona cavab verm\u0259mi\u015fdi, yalan\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131ndan qorxurdu.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Vallah , s\u0259nin arxanca \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259di. S\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng \u00e7atmayanda narahat oldu.
\nEldar – Ofis\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259ydi bil\u0259rdim. Ofis\u0259 d\u0259 d\u0259ymi\u015fdim.
\nR\u0259\u015fad ev\u0259 ke\u00e7di. – G\u0259tirdiyin adamlar harda qalacaqlar?
\nEldar – N\u00f6vb\u0259yl\u0259 qalacaqlar. Biz olmayanda T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 Fidan\u0131 hara ist\u0259s\u0259l\u0259r apar\u0131b g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. \u0130ndi bunun yeridir?<\/p>\n

Eldar yen\u0259 Fidana z\u0259ng edir. Fidana z\u0259ng \u00e7atm\u0131r. Eldar telefonu yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131r. T\u0259hmin\u0259 diksinir. R\u0259\u015fad T\u0259hmin\u0259nin qolundan tutdu ki,sakitl\u0259\u015fsin.<\/p>\n

Fidan x\u0259st\u0259xanaya gir\u0259nd\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r K\u0259rimovu soru\u015fur. Qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259gili g\u00f6r\u00fcr. Fidan\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131 sar\u0131 idi, g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 eyn\u0259k vard\u0131. K\u0259riml\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259nin s\u00f6zl\u0259rini e\u015fitdi.. C\u0259mil\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Birinci qrup n\u0259dir ki, bu boyda x\u0259st\u0259xanada tap\u0131lmad\u0131?
\nK\u0259rim – Narahat olma, Rafiq\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam.
\nH\u0259kim K\u0259rimin yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi. – Tapa bildiniz?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 K\u0259rimd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 cavab verdi – El\u0259 bil o\u011flumun b\u0259xtind\u0259ndi. Tapa bilm\u0259dik. H\u0259kim – \u0130n\u015fallah tap\u0131lar. \u00dcmidinizi itirm\u0259yin.<\/p>\n

H\u0259kim ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda, Fidan da onun arxas\u0131nca pill\u0259kanlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. D\u0259hlizd\u0259 Fidan H\u0259kimi arxadan s\u0259sl\u0259di.
\n– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259tinizi e\u015fitm\u0259li oldum. Kim\u0259 qan laz\u0131md\u0131r?
\n– S\u0259f\u0259r adl\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259y\u0259.
\n– Ne\u00e7\u0259nci qrup?
\n– 1+ – M\u0259n haz\u0131ram \u2013 Fidan h\u0259kimin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.
\nH\u0259kim Fidana diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131. – Onda m\u0259niml\u0259 g\u0259lin.<\/p>\n

Fidan qan ver\u0259nd\u0259n sonra aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131 gic\u0259ll\u0259nirdi. Tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 Fidana \u015firin \u00e7ay verdi. Fidan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldikd\u0259n sonra telefonunu \u00e7antas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131, yand\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7ox ke\u00e7m\u0259di T\u0259hmin\u0259d\u0259n z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. Fidan telefona g\u00fccl\u0259 cavab verirdi.
\n– Allo.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 yataq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di. – Hardasan? Eldar g\u0259lib, \u0259s\u0259bind\u0259n az qala evi alt-\u00fcst ed\u0259.
\n– X\u0259st\u0259xanadayam. S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 qan verdim, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131 hiss el\u0259mir\u0259m.
\n– N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? M\u0259n d\u0259 qorxumdan demi\u015f\u0259m ki, Eldar\u0131n arxas\u0131nca getmis\u0259n. Tez taksiy\u0259 otur g\u0259l.
\nFidan birt\u0259h\u0259r aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b d\u0259hliz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. H\u0259kiml\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131lar.
\nH\u0259kim – \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc nec\u0259 hiss edirsiniz?
\n– Bir az hals\u0131zam.
\n – \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 qara \u015fokolad al\u0131n, qan\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 art\u0131ran vitaminl\u0259r q\u0259bul edin. Sizi yolda\u015flardan birin\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131raram \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r.
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131 olar. Bird\u0259 h\u0259kim, xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, kimliyim haqq\u0131nda m\u0259lumat verm\u0259yin. H\u0259kim g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di – Ba\u015f \u00fcst\u0259, m\u0259nim g\u00f6zl\u0259rim \u00fcst\u0259. <\/p>\n

Fidan tibb bac\u0131s\u0131yla x\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7\u0131xanda C\u0259mil\u0259 il\u0259 rastla\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6z-g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r. Fidan eyn\u0259yini g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 taxd\u0131, C\u0259mil\u0259nin yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7di. C\u0259mil\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 Fidan\u0131n arxas\u0131nca baxd\u0131. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n– Bu q\u0131z m\u0259n\u0259 nec\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lir?!…
\n Fidan taksiyl\u0259 yola salan tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fanda saxlad\u0131.
\n– Q\u0131z\u0131m, o xan\u0131m kim idi?
\n– Tan\u0131\u015f olmad\u0131n\u0131z? Xan\u0131m sizin o\u011flunuza qan verdi.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. – Ad\u0131 n\u0259dir?
\n– Fidand\u0131r.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 bir anl\u0131q el\u0259 bildi ki, yer\u0259 yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fccl\u0259 \u0259l\u0259 ald\u0131.
\n– \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun.
\nTibb bac\u0131s\u0131 binaya gir\u0259n kimi C\u0259mil\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayanan taksil\u0259rd\u0259n birin\u0259 oturdu, s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcy\u0259 d\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, b\u0259yaq x\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7\u0131xan a\u011f r\u0259ngd\u0259 olan taksini izl\u0259sin.
\nS\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc a\u011f taksini g\u00f6r\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 s\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nEldar h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259, bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 gedib g\u0259lirdi. Fidan h\u0259y\u0259t qap\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259n kimi ona t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131. Fidan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 gic\u0259ll\u0259nirdi. Eldar Fidan\u0131n qolundan tutdu.
\n– N\u0259 olub? Fidan…Fidan…
\n– Yatmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m, dinc\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
\nEldar Fidan\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131, ev\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi. Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda R\u0259\u015fad qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131yd\u0131.
\n\u2013 Camal qay\u0131d\u0131bd\u0131.
\nEldar g\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 Fidan\u0131 i\u015far\u0259 etdi, y\u0259ni qad\u0131nlara deyib qorxutmaq laz\u0131m deyil. Fidan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yummu\u015fdu, R\u0259\u015fad\u0131n dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 he\u015f bir reaksiya g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259di.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 is\u0259, Fidan\u0131n evini \u00f6yr\u0259ndikd\u0259n sonra, taksi s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fcn\u0259 geri qay\u0131tma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131….<\/p>\n

Ard\u0131 var…<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259kd\u0259n Eldar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131. Fidan\u0131n yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u0259min olduqdan sonra uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259n qalxd\u0131. Fidan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u00fcb, o\u011flunun burnuna barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 toxundurduqdan sonra otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda R\u0259\u015fad\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fitdi. – Hara gedirs\u0259n? – \u0130ti basd\u0131rma\u011fa. Ola bilsin gec\u0259 qay\u0131tmaram. M\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yanlar\u0131nda ol. – Arxay\u0131n ol. Eldar evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 Fidan oyand\u0131. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16174","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16174","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16174"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16174\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16175,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16174\/revisions\/16175"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16174"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16174"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16174"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}