{"id":16237,"date":"2015-11-30T11:00:21","date_gmt":"2015-11-30T07:00:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16237"},"modified":"2015-11-30T12:26:06","modified_gmt":"2015-11-30T08:26:06","slug":"ruslan-nadiroglu-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16237","title":{"rendered":"Ruslan NAD\u0130RO\u011eLU.\u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/8acbbdae-53a8-40aa-bace-efff43f92c51.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/8acbbdae-53a8-40aa-bace-efff43f92c51-288x300.jpg\" alt=\"8acbbdae-53a8-40aa-bace-efff43f92c51\" width=\"288\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-16238\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/8acbbdae-53a8-40aa-bace-efff43f92c51-288x300.jpg 288w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/8acbbdae-53a8-40aa-bace-efff43f92c51.jpg 318w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 288px) 100vw, 288px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p> * * *<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rim s\u0259man\u0131 dolan\u0131r yen\u0259,<br \/>\nRuhum b\u0259d\u0259nimd\u0259n getm\u0259k ist \u0259yir.<br \/>\nUzad\u0131b \u0259lini haqq\u0131n evin\u0259,<br \/>\nAllah\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n d\u00f6ym\u0259k ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r savab\u0131m var is\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b,<br \/>\nG\u00fcnah\u0131 savab\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 bo\u011fub,<br \/>\nK\u00f6rp\u0259 bir b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya do\u011fub,<br \/>\nYenid\u0259n dil a\u00e7\u0131b dinm\u0259k  ist\u0259yir<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u0259rdini q\u0259mini at\u0131b,<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259 son qoyub v\u00fcsala \u00e7at\u0131b,<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 bir m\u0259sum  sevgiyl\u0259 qat\u0131b,<br \/>\nDey\u0259s\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259k ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n<p>Bir ahu g\u00f6zl\u00fcn\u00fc sevib ,sevilib,<br \/>\nY\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b d\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259yir.<br \/>\nH\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bu d\u0259rdl\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcb dirilib,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyaya yenid\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259yir.<br \/>\n<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>14.08.2015<\/p>\n<p> * * *<\/p>\n<p>Gedirem tenhalig karvaninda men,<br \/>\nSeni sensiz yasamag qismetim imis.<br \/>\nGedirem olmayan unvanima men,<br \/>\nSen deme tenhalig taleyim imis.<\/p>\n<p>Alib oz dunyami ciyinlerime ,<br \/>\nGedirem karvanin sonlugunda men .<br \/>\nBos dunyam ciynime agir lig edir ,<br \/>\nAtib gedeceyem bu dunyani men.<\/p>\n<p>Sensizik bextime bir qara yazi,<br \/>\nMense bu yazinin ag varagiyam.<br \/>\nSensizlik qelbime gelen sonbahar,<br \/>\nMense  sonbaharin son yarpagiyam.<\/p>\n<p>29.07.2012   <\/p>\n<p>\u201cGEC\u018f \u201d<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ssiz gec\u0259,musiqi,<br \/>\n\u00dcz-\u00fcz\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<br \/>\nGec\u0259nin z\u00fclm\u0259tini,<br \/>\n\u015eamla ayd\u0131nlatm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<br \/>\nP\u0259rvan\u0259l\u0259r dolan \u0131r,<br \/>\nBu \u015fam\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131nda.<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259n at\u0259\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr,<br \/>\nP\u0259rvan\u0259 qanad\u0131nda.<br \/>\nDuygular dil\u0259 g\u0259lir,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z- g\u00f6z\u0259 kilit\u0259nir.<br \/>\n\u00c7at vermi\u015f doaqlar\u0131m,<br \/>\nDoda\u011f\u0131nda n\u0259ml\u0259nir.<br \/>\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131n sin\u0259m \u00fcsd\u0259,<br \/>\nDa\u011f\u0131l\u0131b,s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nib.<br \/>\nDoda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n boyas\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00d6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 gizl\u0259nib.<br \/>\nS\u0259n sevgi \u015f\u0259rab\u0131san,<br \/>\nM\u0259ns\u0259 s\u0259rxo\u015f \u015fair\u0259m,<br \/>\nBir \u0259limd\u0259 piyal\u0259,<br \/>\nDig\u0259r \u0259limd\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m.<br \/>\nGec\u0259nin qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nMur\u0259kk\u0259b q\u0259l\u0259mimd\u0259.<br \/>\nYazd\u0131m ki bu gec\u0259ni<br \/>\nYa\u015fas\u0131n \u015feirimd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>05.02.2014<\/p>\n<p>X\u0259yal  kimi<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259nha bir ulduzam m\u0259n g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd \u0259,<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7ox uza\u011fam s\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u0259l m\u0259ni s\u0259n axtar \u00f6z\u00fcn-\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259,<br \/>\nTapsan ya\u015fa m\u0259ni bir x\u0259y al kimi,<\/p>\n<p>Bir xari b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u0259m sin\u0259m yarali,<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm saf sevgid\u0259n uzaq arali,<br \/>\nYa\u015fatdim i\u00e7imd\u0259 \u00f6zg\u0259 bir yari,<br \/>\nPu\u00e7 oldu arzlar bir x\u0259yal kimi.<\/p>\n<p>Sevirdim m\u0259n s\u0259ni saf d uy\u011fularla,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni axtardin \u00f6zg\u0259 bir yarda,<br \/>\n\u00d6zg\u0259 qollarinda \u00f6zg\u0259 yata\u011fda,<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259 ya\u015fa m\u0259ni,bir x\u0259yal kimi<\/p>\n<p>03.09.2012<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;G\u0259l Ayr\u0131laq&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259l ayr\u0131laq bu gec\u0259,<br \/>\nBitir\u0259k bu oyunu.<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirs\u0259n,<br \/>\nYoxdu bu e\u015fqin sonu.<br \/>\nHec sevgi d\u0259 deyil bu,<br \/>\n\u00d6t\u0259ri bir h\u0259v\u0259sdi.<br \/>\nYet\u0259rinc\u0259 g\u00fcnaha,<br \/>\nBatm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, daha b\u0259sdi.<br \/>\nZ\u00fclm\u0259t gec\u0259l\u0259r kimi,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 qaral\u0131b.<br \/>\nG\u00fcnah h\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259k kimi,<br \/>\nBizi toruna sal\u0131b.<br \/>\nBu ki,m\u0259 h\u0259bb\u0259t deyil,<br \/>\nBu \u015feytana p\u0259nahd\u0131.<br \/>\nC\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m alovuyla,<br \/>\nG\u00f6y\u0259 yuks\u0259l\u0259n ahd\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259nin yar\u0131san,<br \/>\nM\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6zg\u0259 bir adam.<br \/>\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla, getm\u0259liy\u0259m,<br \/>\nBu gund\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 yadam.<\/p>\n<p>18.05.2015<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;S\u0259nd\u0259n Ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131,Sev\u0259 Bilmir\u0259m&#8220;<\/p>\n<p>Bu n\u0259 sirrdir n\u0259 hikm\u0259tdir g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\nLal da\u015fa d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m ,niy\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u018fhdin\u0259 v\u0259fal\u0131 olmasanda s\u0259n,<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259, v\u0259fas\u0131z dey\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Uyuram yalana m\u0259n bil\u0259-bil\u0259,<br \/>\nYalan\u0131 sapa d\u00fcz, s\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259,<br \/>\nYalanla q\u0259lbim\u0259 d\u0259y d\u00f6n\u0259- d\u00f6n\u0259<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin q\u0259lbin\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. <\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259 x\u0259yallar pe\u015find\u0259 qo\u015fan ,<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin e\u015fqinl\u0259 yanan ,al\u0131\u015fan ,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni sevdim dey\u0259 ,oldum p\u0259ri\u015fan,<br \/>\nA\u011fla\u011fan olmu\u015fam,g\u00fcl\u0259 bilmir\u0259m .<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnahm\u0131 etmi\u015f\u0259m s\u0259ni sev\u0259r\u0259k?<br \/>\nN\u0259 f\u0259rman dinl\u0259mir ,n\u0259 s\u00f6z bu \u00fcr\u0259k,<br \/>\nD\u0259vas\u0131z x\u0259st\u0259lik bu olsa g\u0259r\u0259k ,<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131,Sev\u0259 Bilmir\u0259m .<\/p>\n<p>08.08.2013<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;El\u0259 sev ki qad\u0131n\u0131&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 sev ki qad\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nSevgiye k\u0259m baxmas\u0131n.<br \/>\nSenle sevsin d\u00fcnyan\u0131 ,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyadan usanmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 sev ki qad\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00f6hr\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00fcl a\u00e7s\u0131n.<br \/>\nE\u015fq ad\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nBulud kimi dolmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 sev ki qad\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc taps\u0131n.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rsin ,<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259ki s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ats\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 sev ki qad\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nSevgiy\u0259 yad olmas\u0131n.<br \/>\nQoy s\u0259nd\u0259 do\u011fmala\u015fs\u0131n<br \/>\n7S\u0259ni \u00f6zg\u0259 sanmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 sevki qad\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni S\u0259n\u0259 Qaytars\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>17.05.2015 <\/p>\n<p> * * *<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f h\u0259sr\u0259tin y\u00fck\u00fc,<br \/>\nYoruldum, t\u00fck\u0259ndim,bax diz\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fcm.<br \/>\nS\u0259n ged\u0259n yollar\u0131n tozuna h\u0259r g\u00fcn<br \/>\nA\u011flad\u0131m, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u00f6kd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nsizlik sad\u0259c\u0259 yoxlu\u011fun deyil,<br \/>\nYox lu\u011fun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb \u00f6lm\u0259kdi h\u0259rg\u00fcn.<br \/>\nL\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 u\u011fram\u0131\u015f g\u00fcnahkar kimi<br \/>\nC\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m odunda yanmaqd\u0131 h\u0259rg\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>Tanr\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259z\u0259bi tutsada m\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\nTanr\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131nad\u0131m h\u0259rg\u00fcn.<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 qovu\u015fma\u011f\u0131n yoludur dey\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, \u00f6l m\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm h\u0259rg\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>19.04.2015<\/p>\n<p>\u0130l\u0259lr \u00d6t\u0259c\u0259k<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ll\u0259r r\u00fczgar kimi \u0259sib ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k,<br \/>\nQara sa\u00e7lar\u0131na a\u011f d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\nBaxd\u0131qca aynaya b\u0259yaz telin\u0259,<br \/>\nCavanl\u0131q \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131n yada d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>X\u0259yal ed\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259n \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131,<br \/>\nCanlan\u0131b x\u0259yallar yen\u0259 din\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\nQopacaq i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir d\u0259li tufan,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc-\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0259rq eyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Axacaq g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259t ya\u015f kimi,<br \/>\nAx\u0131b yanaq boyu s\u0259ni \u00fcz\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\nQ\u0259ddini \u0259y\u0259c\u0259k bir q\u0131z h\u0259sr\u0259ti,<br \/>\nBu h\u0259sr\u0259t s\u0259ninl\u0259 q\u0259br\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Ged\u0259c\u0259k tabutun \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 r\u0259smin,<br \/>\nXo\u015fb\u0259xt imi\u015f kimi g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\nBaxacaq yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259rmi\u015f kimi,<br \/>\nBir da\u015f q\u0259mli-q\u0259mli t\u0259k dikil\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>14\/10\/2012<\/p>\n<p>A\u011flad\u0131 Getdi<\/p>\n<p>Bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k qopard\u0131m sevgi ba\u011f\u0131ndan,<br \/>\nTikan\u0131 \u0259limi dalad\u0131 getdi.<br \/>\nBir v\u0259fas\u0131z yara verdim k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\nOda q\u0259lb evimi talad\u0131 getdi.<\/p>\n<p>Onunla a\u011flad\u0131m ,onunla g\u00fcld\u00fcm,<br \/>\nSevinci, k\u0259d\u0259ri onunla b\u00f6ld\u00fcm,<br \/>\nM\u0259n o v\u0259fas\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fcm,<br \/>\nO is\u0259,g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n ya\u015f oldu getdi.<\/p>\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn m\u0259ni, g\u0259lib sizd\u0259n sorarsa,<br \/>\n\u00d6ld\u00fc dey\u0259rsiniz o, vefas\u0131za,<br \/>\nX\u0259b\u0259ri duyanda, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolsa,<br \/>\nDey\u0259rsiz \u00fcr\u0259yi yaral\u0131 getdi.<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin q\u0259lbind\u0259,r\u0259smin \u0259lind\u0259,<br \/>\nA\u011flad\u0131-a\u011flad\u0131, s\u0131zlad\u0131 getdi,<\/p>\n<p>08.12.2012<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>* * * G\u00f6zl\u0259rim s\u0259man\u0131 dolan\u0131r yen\u0259, Ruhum b\u0259d\u0259nimd\u0259n getm\u0259k ist \u0259yir. Uzad\u0131b \u0259lini haqq\u0131n evin\u0259, Allah\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n d\u00f6ym\u0259k ist\u0259yir. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r savab\u0131m var is\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b, G\u00fcnah\u0131 savab\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 bo\u011fub, K\u00f6rp\u0259 bir b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya do\u011fub, Yenid\u0259n dil a\u00e7\u0131b dinm\u0259k ist\u0259yir D\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u0259rdini q\u0259mini at\u0131b, H\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259 son qoyub v\u00fcsala \u00e7at\u0131b, Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 bir m\u0259sum sevgiyl\u0259 qat\u0131b, Dey\u0259s\u0259n [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16237","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16237","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16237"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16237\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16239,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16237\/revisions\/16239"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16237"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16237"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16237"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}