{"id":16240,"date":"2015-11-30T11:30:27","date_gmt":"2015-11-30T07:30:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16240"},"modified":"2015-11-30T12:30:19","modified_gmt":"2015-11-30T08:30:19","slug":"gunel-%c9%99liyeva-ozunu-m%c9%99nd%c9%99n-apar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16240","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel \u018fL\u0130YEVA.”\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259nd\u0259n apar”"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"gunel\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Pe\u015fmanam, s\u0259n\u0259 \u2018\u2019getm\u0259, qal\u2018\u2019dediyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pe\u015fmanam.\u00c7ox , amma \u00e7ox pe\u015fmanam.
\n\u2018\u2019Getm\u0259 \u2018\u2019demi\u015fdim s\u0259n\u0259.M\u0259nim s\u0259n\u0259 aid kitab\u0131mda.S\u0259ns\u0259 \u2018\u2019 S\u0259nd\u0259n getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m\u2019\u2019 dedin s\u0259nin m\u0259n\u0259 aid kitab\u0131nda .
\nV\u0259 getm\u0259din, qald\u0131n, amma yan\u0131mda deyil, ruhumda, can\u0131mda, qan\u0131mda, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131mda.Niy\u0259 qald\u0131n, s\u0259hrada susuz qalan adam kimi suya m\u00f6htac etdin qalma\u011f\u0131nla.Susam\u0131\u015fam, su ver m\u0259n\u0259.
\nN\u0259 olar bir yudum su.Ciy\u0259rl\u0259rim yan\u0131r susuzluqdan.Su verm\u0259s\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259m.
\n\u00d6lm\u0259k s\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259n getm\u0259kdir, sevdiyim. S\u0259nin g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259, s\u0259nin bax\u0131\u015f\u0131na, s\u0259nin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na h\u0259sr\u0259t qalmaqd\u0131r .
\nM\u0259n ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.Ya\u015fat m\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259, s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259, h\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259nd\u0259.
\nSol yan\u0131m a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r, sevdiyim! \u00dcr\u0259k \u0259td\u0259n deyil ki, sad\u0259c\u0259.H\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259ndir, d\u0259rdd\u0259ndir .
\nM\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim s\u0259nd\u0259ndir.S\u0259nd\u0259n-s\u0259nin s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n, s\u0259nin c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n, s\u0259nin cismind\u0259n -s\u0259n\u0259 aid h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n ibar\u0259t bir m\u0259nzilimdir o m\u0259nim.Kims\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimi q\u0131randa ona el\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259nir\u0259m ki .M\u0259ni incitdikl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyil, sevdiyim, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259ki s\u0259ni incitdikl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.
\nAmma s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni incidirs\u0259n.Bax, m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 q\u0131ym\u0131ram, s\u0259ns\u0259 yaman a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131rsan \u00fcr\u0259yimi .
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni q\u0259lb evimd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaracaq q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fccl\u00fc deyil\u0259m.F\u0259q\u0259t, getm\u0259lis\u0259n, \u0259zizim, yoxsa f\u0259ryad\u0131mda bo\u011fulacaqsan .
\nGetm\u0259lis\u0259n.
\nN\u0259 olar get.
\n\u018fb\u0259diyy\u0259n, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik, bird\u0259f\u0259lik get!
\n\u018fvv\u0259l xatir\u0259l\u0259rini, sonra g\u00f6zl\u0259rini, bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc, k\u0259d\u0259rini, h\u0259sr\u0259tini, sevgini-h\u0259r \u015feyini al,
\ng\u00f6t\u00fcr q\u0259lb evimd\u0259n, m\u0259nd\u0259n get .
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n apara bilmir\u0259m. \u00dcmidim s\u0259n\u0259 m\u00f6htacd\u0131r, s\u0259n\u2026 bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc ,varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sevdiym s\u0259n\u2026 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259nd\u0259n apar.El\u0259 apar ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n, s\u00f6zl\u0259rim s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n,
\n\u0259ll\u0259rim \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131b qalmas\u0131n.
\nXat\u0131rlamay\u0131m, s\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259yim birc\u0259 an da.
\nGet, n\u0259 olar get.Arxana baxmadan get.
\nEl\u0259 get ki, yuxular\u0131mda da g\u00f6rm\u0259yim s\u0259ni. El\u0259 get ki, dar\u0131xmaq hissimin alovunu da s\u00f6nd\u00fcr.
\nDar\u0131xmay\u0131m s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Apar \u015firin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 baxan g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nXatir\u0259nin y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nMinini m\u0259nd\u0259n apar.
\n\u018fll\u0259rinin \u0259trini,
\nSevginin h\u0259sr\u0259tini,
\nS\u0259nsizliyin d\u0259rdini,
\nQ\u0259sdini m\u0259nd\u0259n apar.
\nApar ,sevdiyim, apar!
\nBilm\u0259m, g\u00fcnah\u0131m n\u0259dir?
\nQ\u0259m -k\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259ni tapar.
\nApar g\u00fcl\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nApar yanl\u0131\u015f \u2013d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nApar, n\u0259 olar apar!
\nS\u0259n\u0259 aid h\u0259r \u015feyi,
\nS\u0259nl\u0259 yanan \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131,
\nQ\u0259lbimin yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131,
\nYa qay\u0131t g\u0259l \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259,
\nYa da get bird\u0259f\u0259lik,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259nd\u0259n apar!<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n get ki ,s\u0259ni unudum .Amma m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 qalacam. \u00c7\u00fcnki s\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimin \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 vurdu\u011fum sill\u0259nin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 vaxt unutmayacaqsan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Pe\u015fmanam, s\u0259n\u0259 \u2018\u2019getm\u0259, qal\u2018\u2019dediyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pe\u015fmanam.\u00c7ox , amma \u00e7ox pe\u015fmanam. \u2018\u2019Getm\u0259 \u2018\u2019demi\u015fdim s\u0259n\u0259.M\u0259nim s\u0259n\u0259 aid kitab\u0131mda.S\u0259ns\u0259 \u2018\u2019 S\u0259nd\u0259n getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m\u2019\u2019 dedin s\u0259nin m\u0259n\u0259 aid kitab\u0131nda . V\u0259 getm\u0259din, qald\u0131n, amma yan\u0131mda deyil, ruhumda, can\u0131mda, qan\u0131mda, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131mda.Niy\u0259 qald\u0131n, s\u0259hrada susuz qalan adam kimi suya m\u00f6htac etdin qalma\u011f\u0131nla.Susam\u0131\u015fam, su ver m\u0259n\u0259. N\u0259 olar bir yudum su.Ciy\u0259rl\u0259rim yan\u0131r susuzluqdan.Su […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16240","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16240","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16240"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16240\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16241,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16240\/revisions\/16241"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16240"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16240"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16240"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}