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X\u0259st\u0259xanaya g\u0259l\u0259n C\u0259mil\u0259 birba\u015fa h\u0259kimin ota\u011f\u0131na getdi. Qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259m\u0259si h\u0259kimi t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndirdi.
\n– N\u0259ys\u0259 olub,C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m?
\n– O\u011fluma qan ver\u0259n xan\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131 Fidand\u0131r?
\n– Siz hardan bildiniz?<\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 h\u0259kimd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 laz\u0131m olanlar\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yalan dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131.
\n– G\u0259liniml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fanda e\u015fitdim. \u00d6z\u00fc dedi ki, qan verib.
\nH\u0259kim t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi: – Q\u0259rib\u0259dir, biz\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, kimliyi gizli qals\u0131n. B\u0259li xan\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131 Fidand\u0131r.
\n– Sa\u011f olsun.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259nin o\u011flu yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. – B\u0259s o\u011flum?
\n– O\u011flunuza qan k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcb. G\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259liyik.<\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu, h\u0259kim C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 bir st\u0259kan su verdi. – Buyurun.\u00dcmidsiz olmay\u0131n, h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011fa do\u011fru gedir.
\n– \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol…\u00e7ox sa\u011f olun.<\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 st\u0259kan\u0131 stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, h\u0259kimin ota\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Birinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Q\u0131z\u0131 Ayb\u0259nizin yan\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Ayb\u0259nizl\u0259 Lamiy\u0259 d\u0259hlizd\u0259 yan-yana dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131na i\u015far\u0259 etdi ki, k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kilsin. Lamiy\u0259d\u0259n arala\u015fd\u0131lar.
\n– Atan han\u0131?
\n– S\u0259f\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 getdi. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, qan ver\u0259n tap\u0131ld\u0131. Ata n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259kimd\u0259n soru\u015fdu, qan ver\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131 dem\u0259dil\u0259r. Kimdirs\u0259 h\u0259m xeyirxahd\u0131r, h\u0259m d\u0259 sad\u0259.
\n– Xeyirxah deyil. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 o\u011flumu sevir. M\u0259n \u00e7ox pis el\u0259dim. G\u0259r\u0259k onlar\u0131 ay\u0131rmayayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ayb\u0259niz t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nir: – Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259ni.
\n– Qarda\u015f\u0131na qan ver\u0259n Fidand\u0131r. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yin q\u0131z\u0131 Fidan.
\n– N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? Fidan ?<\/p>\n

Ayb\u0259niz Fidan\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 Lamiy\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 onlara baxd\u0131, \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li-\u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li C\u0259mil\u0259gil\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Fidan n\u0259 edib?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131na baxd\u0131: – Fidan n\u0259di? Burda Fidan ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n oldu?
\nLamiy\u0259 – E\u015fitdim h\u0259r \u015feyi. B\u0259yaq h\u0259kim qan ver\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di. Olmaya qan ver\u0259n…
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 Lamiy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131. – H\u0259, Fidan verib qan\u0131. S\u0259nin bacarmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259di.
\n– El\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131n ki, el\u0259 bil qan\u0131m\u0131z uy\u011fun g\u0259ldi, verm\u0259dik.
\nAyb\u0259niz – Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, uy\u011fun g\u0259lm\u0259di.
\nLamiy\u0259 – K\u0259s s\u0259sini. S\u0259n get fahi\u015f\u0259l\u0259rin qucaqlar\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n \u0259rini d\u00fcz yola g\u0259tir. O ki, qald\u0131 Fidana….\u00dcmid edir\u0259m, S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m.
\n– \u018fksin\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259m.
\n– B\u0259lk\u0259 Fidan evlidir. \u018fri, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 var.
\n– Olsun, yen\u0259 d\u0259 o\u011fluma dey\u0259c\u0259m.
\n– Bizi yaradana and olsun, S\u0259f\u0259r m\u0259ni bo\u015fasa, ana-bala b\u00fct\u00fcn zibill\u0259rinizi c\u00fcml\u0259-al\u0259m\u0259 yayacam. Qoy g\u00f6rs\u00fcn Az\u0259rbaycan, m\u0259murunun \u0259xlaql\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259rini… <\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu, hikk\u0259yl\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259gilin yan\u0131ndan ayr\u0131ld\u0131, x\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Fidan T\u0259hmin\u0259nin haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u0259rb\u0259ti i\u00e7irdi. Eldar yata\u011f\u0131n bir t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 oturmu\u015fdu, R\u0259\u015fadla T\u0259hmin\u0259 is\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131ndayd\u0131.
\nEldar – Y\u0259ni o boyda x\u0259st\u0259xanada 1+ tap\u0131lmad\u0131? Qan\u0131n var s\u0259nin?
\nFidan st\u0259kan\u0131 T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 uzatd\u0131:
\n– N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r dem\u0259k olar? Evin t\u0259k o\u011flu, on iki ya\u015f\u0131nda u\u015faq idi. \u00dcr\u0259yim d\u00f6zm\u0259di. \u0130ki qram qan verm\u0259kl\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259r\u0259m, narahat olmay\u0131n. Ya\u015far yat\u0131b?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – H\u0259, yem\u0259yini verdim, yatd\u0131.
\nEldar – Ya\u015far\u0131 el\u0259 bil s\u0259n yox, T\u0259hmin\u0259 \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb. He\u00e7 maraqlanm\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n

Otaqdak\u0131lar Eldar\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcl\u0259r.
\nFidan – Sa\u011f ol s\u0259ni.Daha s\u00f6z\u00fcm yoxdur.
\n– D\u00fcz s\u00f6z\u0259 n\u0259 dey\u0259 bi\u0259rs\u0259n?
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131 yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, ev\u0259 gir\u0259nin kim oldu\u011funu \u00f6yr\u0259ndiniz?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 Fidan\u0131n sual\u0131na q\u00fcvv\u0259t verdi.
\n– Do\u011frudan, n\u0259 is\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bilmisiz?
\nEldarla R\u0259\u015fad bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131rlar.
\nEldar – Polis bax\u0131r o m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259.
\nFidan – N\u0259 vaxt qay\u0131d\u0131r\u0131q ev\u0259?
\nR\u0259\u015fad – bahoo.. N\u0259di , bezmis\u0259n bizd\u0259n?
\nFidan – Aha, ba\u015flay\u0131n yozma\u011fa. Maraql\u0131 oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn soru\u015fdum.
\nEldar – Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t burda qalar\u0131q. Sonra ba\u015fqa ev\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259rik. Evi satmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Fidan – Satma xahi\u015f edir\u0259m.
\nEldar – Satacam. Ba\u015f\u0131m a\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n, ham\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 istirah\u0259t\u0259 aparacam.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n?
\nR\u0259\u015fad T\u0259hmin\u0259ni s\u00fczd\u00fc. – G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n oldu.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Vallah, pis olmaz.
\nEldar – Ged\u0259c\u0259yimiz yer s\u00fcrpriz olsun. S\u0259n d\u0259 dinc\u0259l.<\/p>\n

Eldarla R\u0259\u015fad xan\u0131mlar\u0131 evd\u0259 t\u0259k qoyub h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar.
\nEldar – \u018fclafdan x\u0259b\u0259r yoxdur?
\n– Qay\u0131tma\u011f\u0131na qay\u0131d\u0131b, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u00e7oxdan.
\n– H\u0259, b\u0259yaq demi\u015fdin. O vaxt nahaq onu sa\u011f qoyduq.
\n\u00c7ox nahaq. – Onda m\u0259ni d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndirmi\u015fdin. M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli oldu\u011funu bilirdim. Amma i\u015find\u0259 bilmirdim.
\n– Anas\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259cbur idim.<\/p>\n

Eldar ke\u00e7mi\u015fi xat\u0131rlama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Eldar tapan\u00e7an\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131-burnu partlam\u0131\u015f, g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin alt\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259rmi\u015f Camal\u0131n aln\u0131na dir\u0259di. Camal u\u015faq kimi a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. – Qurban olum, el\u0259m\u0259. \u0130flic anam var, m\u0259n olmasam neyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k?
\nEldar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki nifr\u0259t itmi\u015fdi. ” Ana” ad\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 tapan\u00e7a tutan \u0259li bo\u015fald\u0131, yan\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Eldar – Onda anas\u0131n\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 aparma\u011fa icaz\u0259 verdik.
\nR\u0259\u015fad – B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 anas\u0131 r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 gedib. G\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n, m\u0259n dey\u0259n kimi olacaq.
\n– Bilmir\u0259m. Yen\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacaq \u00fcz\u0259. Ev\u0259 yen\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k.
\n– M\u0259nc\u0259 d\u0259. Eyni \u015feyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fck?
\n– Aha\u2026<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 ev\u0259 girdi, qap\u0131n\u0131 hirsl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131. \u00c7antas\u0131ndan telefonunu \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b Zamana z\u0259ng etdi. – Neynirs\u0259n el\u0259, o\u011flumu o, ifrit\u0259nin evind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xart. Yalvar\u0131ram ail\u0259m da\u011f\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k et.
\nTelefonun dig\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n Zaman: – \u018fs\u0259bl\u0259\u015fm\u0259yin, n\u0259 olub?
\n– Fidan bug\u00fcn S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 qan verib. Bug\u00fcn \u0259rim\u0259 qan verib.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 sonuncu c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131nda bo\u011fula-bo\u011fula deyirdi.
\n– M\u0259nim ver\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim qan\u0131 verdi \u0259rim\u0259. Ail\u0259m da\u011f\u0131lacaq. E\u015fidirs\u0259n m\u0259ni, ail\u0259m da\u011f\u0131lacaq.
\nLamiy\u0259 telefonunu yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131, dizl\u0259rini yer\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Eldar g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7anda Fidan\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131nda u\u015faq, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Fidan \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi.
\n– Sabah\u0131n xeyir.
\n– Sabah\u0131n xeyir.
\nEldar otaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b hamama ke\u00e7di. T\u0259hmin\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259ni haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. R\u0259\u015fad \u0259lind\u0259 isti t\u0259ndir \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. Hamamdan \u00e7\u0131xan Eldar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb dedi.
\n– Sabah\u0131n xeyir b\u0259y.
\n– Sabah\u0131n xeyir. \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259yimizi yey\u0259k, \u00e7\u0131xaq. Gecikmi\u015fik.
\nT\u0259ymin\u0259 Eldar\u0131n da, R\u0259\u015fad\u0131n da fincan\u0131na \u00e7ay s\u00fczd\u00fc. Fidan divanda oturmu\u015fdu, k\u00f6rp\u0259sini \u0259zizl\u0259yirdi, o\u011flunu g\u00fcld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Eldar g\u00f6zl\u0259rini Fidandan \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. R\u0259\u015fad da diqq\u0259tl\u0259 T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131b \u0259lind\u0259n tutdu. T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 bir-biril\u0259rinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. T\u0259hmin\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nEldar R\u0259\u015fad\u0131n k\u00f6yn\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n birini geyindi, birlikd\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. Ma\u015f\u0131na oturanda Eldar dil\u0259 g\u0259ldi.
\n– T\u0259ki \u0259n pis g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz bug\u00fcnk\u00fc kimi olsun.
\n– B\u0259y, h\u0259l\u0259 g\u00fcn qurtarmay\u0131b. N\u0259 bilirik ax\u015famacan n\u0259 olacaq?
\nEldar g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. – \u018f, guya bilm\u0259din d\u0259 n\u0259yi n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tuturam?
\n– Zarafat edir\u0259m. \u018fslind\u0259, s\u0259ninl\u0259 ciddi bir s\u00f6hb\u0259tim var. \u00c7oxdand\u0131r fikirl\u0259\u015firdim. S\u0259nin d\u0259 fikrin maraql\u0131d\u0131r.
\n– N\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259ti?
\n– T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 evl\u0259ns\u0259m nec\u0259 baxarsan?
\n– Niy\u0259 yalan deyim, bu sual\u0131 m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 ver\u0259c\u0259kdim. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, s\u0259ni ancaq T\u0259hmin\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259 bil\u0259r.
\n– T\u0259hmin\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259sl m\u0259nas\u0131nda m\u00fcsb\u0259t auras\u0131 olan q\u0131zd\u0131r. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, ke\u00e7mi\u015fi bir az qar\u0131\u015f\u0131qd\u0131r. H\u0259l\u0259 indiy\u0259c\u0259n he\u00e7 bir qad\u0131nda T\u0259hmin\u0259nin yan\u0131nda tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131m rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131 tapmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.
\n– Madam d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, s\u0259ni xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259c\u0259k qad\u0131nd\u0131r… Madam d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckl\u0259rim s\u0259n\u0259 maraql\u0131d\u0131r, deyim. Evl\u0259n…Fidan\u0131 da, T\u0259hmin\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00e7oxdan tan\u0131y\u0131r\u0131q. \u0130ndiy\u0259c\u0259n bu q\u0131zlar\u0131n s\u0259hv h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck? Yox. \u015e\u0259xs\u0259n Fidanla evl\u0259nm\u0259yim\u0259 pe\u015fman deyil\u0259m.
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131, onda bug\u00fcn T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259 t\u0259klifi ed\u0259c\u0259m. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, anam m\u00fcnasib\u0259timiz\u0259 etiraz edir. Vallah, bu q\u0131z\u0131 sevir\u0259m, xasiyy\u0259tini sevir\u0259m. \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 T\u0259hmin\u0259 ola-ola anamgilin m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t bildiyi q\u0131z\u0131 b\u0259db\u0259xt el\u0259m\u0259yin n\u0259 m\u0259nas\u0131 var? N\u0259 var-n\u0259 var bakir\u0259dir.
\n– Vallahda…
\n– S\u0259ni ofis\u0259 aparandan sonra \u00fcz\u00fck alma\u011fa ged\u0259c\u0259m.
\nEldar gl\u00fcms\u0259di – Allah xo\u015fb\u0259xt el\u0259sin.
\nR\u0259\u015fad g\u00fcld\u00fc: – Ax\u015fam \u015fam yem\u0259yin\u0259 aparacam. \u00dcz\u00fcy\u00fc orda taxacam barma\u011f\u0131na.<\/p>\n

Eldar ofisin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. \u00c7ox ke\u00e7m\u0259di Lamiy\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc, Eldar\u0131n cavab\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f gl\u00fcm\u00fcs\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k ofis\u0259 girdi.
\n– Sabah\u0131n\u0131z xeyir Eldar b\u0259y. nec\u0259siniz?
\nEldar Lamiy\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.
\n– Sabah\u0131n\u0131z xeyir.
\n– Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m sizi,kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259s\u0259zd\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdiniz.
\n– D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc deyim…yox.
\n– Sizinl\u0259 ciddi s\u00f6hb\u0259tim var. \u0130kimizin d\u0259 ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259d\u0259dir.
\n– Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim.
\n– \u018fyl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m? Bir az uzun s\u00f6hb\u0259tdi.
\n– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, buyurun.
\nEldar T\u0259hmin\u0259nin oturmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ofisd\u0259ki yum\u015faq kreslolardan birini g\u00f6st\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

T\u0259hmin\u0259 r\u0259qs kursuna getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn cang\u00fcd\u0259nl\u0259rin biriyl\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Fidan Ya\u015far\u0131 yat\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131. Tozsoranla evi t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, evin qap\u0131s\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. Fidan qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda cang\u00fcd\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fc.
\nCang\u00fcd\u0259n – Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda bir xan\u0131m var, deyir sizinl\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131d\u0131r.
\n– Kimdi?
\n– Ad\u0131 C\u0259mil\u0259dir.
\nFidan el\u0259 bildi ki, aya\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259 yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc birt\u0259h\u0259r \u0259l\u0259 alandan sonra cang\u00fcd\u0259n\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri buraxmas\u0131n\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 ev\u0259 gir\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n Fidan tozsoran\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc yer\u0259 qoydu. C\u0259mil\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131yd\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131 astaca d\u00f6yd\u00fc. Fidan at\u0131q bilirdi C\u0259mil\u0259 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qap\u0131s\u0131na g\u0259lib. Dem\u0259li, h\u0259kim onun ki\u00e7ik sirrini saxlaya bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Fidan qap\u0131n\u0131 C\u0259mil\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131, ne\u00e7\u0259 ild\u0259n sonra ilk d\u0259f\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r<\/p>\n

Eldar\u0131n qan\u0131 qara idi. Lamiy\u0259 z\u0259h\u0259rini qan\u0131na yerid\u0259 bilmi\u015fdi.
\nEldar – Narahat olmay\u0131n Lamiy\u0259 xan\u0131m. \u018frinizl\u0259 arvad\u0131m ke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259 ni\u015fanl\u0131 ola bil\u0259rl\u0259r, lakin Fidan ail\u0259sin\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r l\u0259yaq\u0259tsiz qad\u0131n deyil.
\n– Onda \u0259rim\u0259 qan verm\u0259yini nec\u0259 izah ed\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz?
\n– Bilirdim. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 demi\u015fdi. Demokratik insanam.
\n– Yalan dan\u0131\u015fa bilmirsiniz. M\u0259n sizin eviniz\u0259 el\u0259-bel\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdim. S\u0259f\u0259r arvad\u0131n\u0131zla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Sizc\u0259, \u00fcnvan\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 hardan bilirdim?
\nEldar hirsli idi, lakin t\u0259mkinini pozmurdu.<\/p>\n

-Fidana b\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0259lbiml\u0259 inan\u0131ram. O he\u00e7 vaxt ail\u0259sin\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259z.
\n– Eldar b\u0259y, arvad\u0131n\u0131z h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259rimi sevir. S\u0259f\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Fidan ancaq \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259 ola bil\u0259rdi. Sevs\u0259ydi, ni\u015fanl\u0131yd\u0131lar, m\u0259niml\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259zdi.
\n – \u00c7\u0131x\u0131n v\u0259 bird\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm sizi g\u00f6rm\u0259sin.
\nLamiy\u0259 aya\u011fa qalx\u0131r – \u00dcmid edir\u0259m, arvad\u0131n\u0131za h\u0259r \u015feyi ba\u015fa salacaqs\u0131n\u0131z. \u00dcmid edir\u0259m, ail\u0259m sizin ucbat\u0131n\u0131zdan da\u011f\u0131lmayacaq. Arvad\u0131n\u0131za h\u0259r \u015feyi izah edin.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 ofisd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Eldar masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki k\u00fclqab\u0131n\u0131 hirsind\u0259n yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Fidan\u0131n C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 nifr\u0259ti o q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fck idi ki, \u0259yl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qap\u0131s\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n insana yer d\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259di.
\n– N\u0259di C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m? T\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr etm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmisiniz, ya t\u0259hqir?
\n– Qar\u015f\u0131nda x\u0259cal\u0259tliy\u0259m, q\u0131z\u0131m.
\n– Q\u0131z\u0131m? \u018fvv\u0259l k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131, \u0259xlaqs\u0131z deyirdiniz. \u0130ndi q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z oldum?
\n– Pe\u015fmanam. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 ki, o\u011flumun \u0259slind\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi s\u0259n olmusan, pe\u015fmanam.
\n– T\u0259kc\u0259 bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pe\u015fmans\u0131n\u0131z? B\u0259s, Mahmudu, fahi\u015f\u0259l\u0259ri hara yazaq? Onlar\u0131 kimin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ataq?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 qorxusundan inkar etdi. – Mahmudu tan\u0131m\u0131ram. O kimdi?
\n– Oynamay\u0131n m\u0259niml\u0259. Sizin qar\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda \u0259vv\u0259lki Fidan yoxdur. N\u0259 is\u0259..
\nNiy\u0259 g\u0259lmisiz?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131 – O\u011flum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. O\u011flum b\u0259db\u0259xtdi. Ah\u0131n tutdu bizl\u0259ri, b\u0259db\u0259xt olduq.
\n– Sizi m\u0259nim ah\u0131m tutmay\u0131b. Pis \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259rinizdir, qar\u015f\u0131n\u0131za \u00e7\u0131x\u0131bd\u0131. T\u0259kc\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 qar\u011f\u0131\u015f etmi\u015fdim , C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m, ah\u0131m t\u0259kc\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 idi.
\n– Anan\u0131n el\u0259 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck c\u0259zas\u0131 balas\u0131d\u0131r.- C\u0259mil\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 saxlaya bilm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Fidan C\u0259mil\u0259nin g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na dayana bilm\u0259di, \u00fcr\u0259yi yum\u015fald\u0131.
\n– S\u0259f\u0259r, y\u0259ni o\u011flunuz indi nec\u0259dir?
\n– \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr q\u0131z\u0131m, yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. D\u00fcn\u0259n gec\u0259 ay\u0131ld\u0131 el\u0259. Qay\u0131t o\u011fluma,q\u0131z\u0131m, qay\u0131t.
\n– N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131z? M\u0259nim ail\u0259m var, o\u011flum var. G\u0259lininiz var. N\u0259 is\u0259\u2026S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz yoxdursa ged\u0259 bil\u0259rsiz.
\n– Sa\u011f ol ki, m\u0259ni qap\u0131ndan qovmad\u0131n. \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol.<\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya asta add\u0131mlarla evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. <\/p>\n

Eldar ax\u015fam ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 art\u0131q R\u0259\u015fadla T\u0259hmin\u0259 \u015fam yem\u0259yi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn getmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Eldar Fidanla soyuq g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb o\u011flunun ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di. Fidan s\u00fcfr\u0259ni haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. <\/p>\n

Fidan – bacarsan yat\u0131zd\u0131r.
\nEldar k\u00f6rp\u0259ni quca\u011f\u0131nda “lay-lay” oxuya-oxuya yat\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan ota\u011fa g\u0259lib, s\u0259sini q\u0131saraq deyirdi.
\n– Yat\u0131r? Eldar bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla cavab verib t\u0259sdiql\u0259di.
\nFidan – Lap yax\u015f\u0131, s\u00fcfr\u0259 haz\u0131rd\u0131r,g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m.
\nFidan qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259ldi. \u00c7ox ke\u00e7m\u0259di, Eldar da g\u0259ldi. S\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f baxmad\u0131, divanda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib televizoru yand\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan Eldar\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 p\u0259rt oldu.
\n– \u0130ndi bu n\u0259di?
\n– \u0130\u015ftah\u0131m yoxdu.
\n– S\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fam. \u018fn sevdiyin yem\u0259yi bi\u015firmi\u015f\u0259m.
\n– Z\u0259hm\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kmis\u0259n. G\u0259r\u0259k telefonda soru\u015fayd\u0131n.
\n– S\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u0259m, s\u0259h\u0259r ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr olursan, ax\u015fam ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr.
\n– M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u0259m. Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n S\u0259f\u0259ri unutmu\u015fam, nifr\u0259t edir\u0259m deyirs\u0259n, bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 qan verirs\u0259n. Qan laz\u0131m oldu\u011funu hardan bildin? M\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdin, evli oldu\u011fumuz m\u00fcdd\u0259t m\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdin.
\n– M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 sadiq qalm\u0131\u015fam.
\n– Onda ke\u00e7mi\u015f ni\u015fanl\u0131na qan laz\u0131m oldu\u011funu hardan bildin?
\n– X\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259n. – H\u0259 d\u0259..Elan verdil\u0259r ki,qan laz\u0131md\u0131r. T\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259 bax ki, ham\u0131dan \u0259vv\u0259l s\u0259n vermis\u0259n. M\u0259qs\u0259din n\u0259di Fidan?
\n– N\u0259 m\u0259qs\u0259dim ola bil\u0259r? \u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram do\u011frudan ail\u0259 olaq.
\n– M\u0259niml\u0259, ya S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259.
\n– T\u0259hqir edirs\u0259n.
\n– D\u00fcz olsayd\u0131n, qan\u0131 S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 verdiyini \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259\u0259d\u0259n dey\u0259rdin. Arvad\u0131 s\u0259nc\u0259, t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n evimiz\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi? He\u00e7 olmasa bu sual\u0131ma d\u00fcz cavab ver. N\u0259 vaxtdan g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131s\u0131z?
\n– N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? N\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi? D\u00fczd\u00fcr, qan vermi\u015f\u0259m, amma ne\u00e7\u0259 ildi onu g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m.
\n– Daha dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdur. Ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n \u00e7ox fikirl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m.
\n– N\u0259yi?
\n– Bo\u015fansaq yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. S\u0259n m\u0259ni sev\u0259n deyils\u0259n. M\u00fcnasib\u0259timizi davam etdirm\u0259yin m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdur.
\n– S\u0259ni m\u0259ni yar\u0131 yolda qoya bilm\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Eldar Fidana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. \u018fliyl\u0259 bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131xd\u0131, lakin bo\u011fmurdu. – D\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n. G\u0259r\u0259k indi s\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259ydim.
\nFidan u\u015faq kimi a\u011flad\u0131 – S\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u018fksin\u0259, fikirl\u0259\u015firdim ki, \u0259sl ail\u0259 ola bil\u0259rik
\n– K\u0259s s\u0259sini. Bo\u015fan\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Ard\u0131 var…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

X\u0259st\u0259xanaya g\u0259l\u0259n C\u0259mil\u0259 birba\u015fa h\u0259kimin ota\u011f\u0131na getdi. Qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259m\u0259si h\u0259kimi t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndirdi. – N\u0259ys\u0259 olub,C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m? – O\u011fluma qan ver\u0259n xan\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131 Fidand\u0131r? – Siz hardan bildiniz? C\u0259mil\u0259 h\u0259kimd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 laz\u0131m olanlar\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yalan dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131. – G\u0259liniml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fanda e\u015fitdim. \u00d6z\u00fc dedi ki, qan verib. H\u0259kim t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi: – Q\u0259rib\u0259dir, biz\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, kimliyi gizli qals\u0131n. B\u0259li […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16284","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-home"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16284","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16284"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16284\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16287,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16284\/revisions\/16287"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16284"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16284"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16284"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}