{"id":16361,"date":"2015-12-08T20:20:33","date_gmt":"2015-12-08T16:20:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16361"},"modified":"2015-12-08T20:22:54","modified_gmt":"2015-12-08T16:22:54","slug":"gunel-%c9%99liyeva-yuxu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16361","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel \u018fL\u0130YEVA.”Yuxu”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Ya\u011fmur, s\u0259n\u0259 a\u011f q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl alm\u0131\u015fam. A\u011f g\u00fcll\u0259ri \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m .S\u0259n bunu hardan bilirs\u0259n? Ax\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 dem\u0259mi\u015fdim .Bilir\u0259m ,s\u0259nin sevdiyin h\u0259r \u015feyi bilir\u0259m .S\u0259ni xo\u015fb\u0259xt etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sevdikl\u0259rini s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259rma\u011fan ed\u0259c\u0259m .Yox, m\u0259n\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259diyy\u0259 et. S\u0259n ola bil\u0259rs\u0259n m\u0259ni xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259 bil\u0259ck \u0259rma\u011fan\u0131m.
\nD\u0259nizzz ,ma\u015f\u0131n …
\nYox ,yox ,D\u0259nizzz, getm\u0259 .M\u0259n s\u0259nsiz ya\u015faya bilm\u0259r\u0259m ,m\u0259ni d\u0259 apar \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259. Apar, qurban\u0131n\u0131n olum ,apar m\u0259ni d\u0259 .D\u0259niz ,getm\u0259\u0259\u0259 ,yalvar\u0131ram getm\u0259 .G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7, oyan qurban\u0131n olum, oyan .Yox ,D\u0259niz ged\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n, s\u0259n ya\u015fayacaqsan .Getm\u0259 ,qurban\u0131n olum, getm\u0259, D\u0259nizzz.
\n\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki ,Ya\u011fmur \u0259b\u0259di yuxuya getm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi, \u0259ksin\u0259 bu yuxudan oyand\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn xo\u015fb\u0259xt oldu.
\nOff ,\u015f\u00fck\u00fcr ,Allah\u0131m ,yuxuymu\u015f.
\nF\u0259q\u0259t ,Ya\u011fmurun yuxular\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rdi \u00e7ox vaxt .Ka\u015f bu yuxu \u00e7in olmas\u0131n ,Allah\u0131m ,D\u0259nizi qoru.
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc yuxu Ya\u011fmurun h\u0259sr\u0259tini ya\u015fa \u00e7evirib damla -damla g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ax\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131 sanki .
\nYuxu Allah\u0131n m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n biridir .H\u0259sr\u0259t qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n, d\u0259lic\u0259sin\u0259 dar\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n insan\u0131 qucaqlayar ,\u00f6p\u0259r, \u0259ll\u0259rini tutarsan yuxunda .Daha da art\u0131rar sevgini yuxu .
\nD\u0259h\u015f\u0259tlisi is\u0259 sevdiyin, can\u0131ndan \u00e7ox ist\u0259diyin insanlar\u0131 yuxunda olsa bel\u0259 itirm\u0259yindir .\u018fg\u0259r biz r\u00f6yalardan ay\u0131lark\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rimizd\u0259ki ya\u015fa toxunursa \u0259ll\u0259rimiz, par\u00e7a- par\u00e7a olursa q\u0259lbimiz ,niy\u0259 yuxuya h\u0259yat dem\u0259y\u0259k ?Hiss etdiyimiz ,duydu\u011fumuz h\u0259r yerd\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n izl\u0259ri var.
\nB\u0259z\u0259n olar h\u0259sr\u0259t qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n ,itirdiyin ,yan\u0131nda olmayan do\u011fman\u0131 yuxunda g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n. Ona sar\u0131larsan m\u00f6hk\u0259mc\u0259 .Baxarsan o sevdiyin \u00fcz\u0259 bir yuxu q\u0259d\u0259r . F\u0259q\u0259t ,t\u0259s\u0259llin olar bu yuxu .
\nM\u0259n onu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm yuxumda. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ,tutdum \u0259ll\u0259rini. M\u0259n onu daha \u00e7ox sevdim yuxumda.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bahar f\u0259sliy\u0259m, s\u0259n q\u0131\u015f f\u0259slis\u0259n,
\nM\u0259niml\u0259 \u00fcz -\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n deyils\u0259n.
\nArt\u0131q \u00f6zg\u0259nins\u0259n ,m\u0259nim deyils\u0259n,
\nN\u0259 olar, bir d\u0259f\u0259 yuxuma g\u0259ls\u0259n.<\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259t zindan\u0131nda m\u0259hkumam, sevdiyim !El\u0259 bil qolumu qandallay\u0131b ,bir m\u0259hb\u0259s\u0259 sal\u0131blar m\u0259ni .Qolumu s\u0131xan qandal deyil ki, m\u0259ni incid\u0259n, m\u0259nim qollar\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131xan e\u015fqsizlik ,n\u0259vazi\u015fsizlikdir ,sevdiyim !
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ,\u00fcr\u0259yimi s\u0131x\u0131r .Bir ota\u011f\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259, d\u00f6rd divarla t\u0259nha qalm\u0131\u015fam. S\u0259s g\u0259lir, adamlar var burada. Amma m\u0259n sad\u0259c\u0259 e\u015fidir\u0259m ,duymuram ,dinl\u0259mir\u0259m. G\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m d\u0259. Kim var otaqda ?T\u0259nhal\u0131q,m\u0259n yaln\u0131z s\u0259nin s\u0259sini dinl\u0259yir\u0259m. S\u0259ni hiss edir\u0259m .<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ya\u011fmur, s\u0259n\u0259 a\u011f q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl alm\u0131\u015fam. A\u011f g\u00fcll\u0259ri \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m .S\u0259n bunu hardan bilirs\u0259n? Ax\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 dem\u0259mi\u015fdim .Bilir\u0259m ,s\u0259nin sevdiyin h\u0259r \u015feyi bilir\u0259m .S\u0259ni xo\u015fb\u0259xt etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sevdikl\u0259rini s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259rma\u011fan ed\u0259c\u0259m .Yox, m\u0259n\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259diyy\u0259 et. S\u0259n ola bil\u0259rs\u0259n m\u0259ni xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259 bil\u0259ck \u0259rma\u011fan\u0131m. D\u0259nizzz ,ma\u015f\u0131n … Yox ,yox ,D\u0259nizzz, getm\u0259 .M\u0259n s\u0259nsiz ya\u015faya bilm\u0259r\u0259m […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16361","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16361","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16361"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16361\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16363,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16361\/revisions\/16363"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16361"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16361"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16361"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}