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\"ens\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Ay da\u011flar, ay da\u011flar<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qonan \u00e7\u0259ndimi?
\nK\u0259sib b\u0259r\u0259mi b\u0259ndimi.
\nD\u0259rdd\u0259n lal olan b\u0259nd\u0259ni
\nDindir, ay da\u011flar, ay da\u011flar.<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259ni yolumda yand\u0131r,
\nO da m\u0259n t\u0259k ba\u011fr\u0131 qand\u0131r.
\nM\u0259ni ba\u015f\u0131na doland\u0131r,
\nD\u00f6nd\u0259r, ay da\u011flar, ay da\u011flar.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbim k\u00f6kl\u0259nib q\u0259m \u00fcst\u0259,
\nKim q\u0131nan\u0131b sit\u0259m \u00fcst\u0259?!
\n\u015eim\u015f\u0259yini sin\u0259m \u00fcst\u0259
\nS\u00f6nd\u00fcr, ay da\u011flar, ay da\u011flar.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ns\u0259n ucam, s\u0259ns\u0259n q\u0259lbim,
\nYoxdur saxtan, yoxdur q\u0259lpin.
\nS\u0259nn\u0259n da\u011f-da\u011f olan q\u0259lbim
\nT\u0259ndir, ay da\u011flar, ay da\u011flar.<\/p>\n

Sanma \u00fcr\u0259k da\u015f-d\u0259mirdir,
\nYan\u0131b\u2026 qalan\u0131m k\u00f6m\u00fcrd\u00fcr.
\nBu da bel\u0259 bir \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u00fcr,
\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcr, ay da\u011flar, ay da\u011flar.<\/p>\n

Zaman\u0131n fitn\u0259-fell\u0259ri,
\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi mill\u0259ri.
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 da\u015fan sell\u0259ri
\nSendir, ay da\u011flar, ay da\u011flar.<\/p>\n

Arzum qovruldu sac\u0131mda,
\nK\u00fcl\u00fc a\u011fard\u0131 sa\u00e7\u0131mda.
\nHaz\u0131rm\u0131 dar a\u011fac\u0131nda
\nK\u0259ndir, ay da\u011flar, ay da\u011flar?<\/p>\n

Sibirel d\u00f6ns\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259,
\nQ\u0131ymasan onu q\u0259bir\u0259,
\nOnda t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n Sibir\u0259
\nG\u00f6nd\u0259r, ay da\u011flar, ay da\u011flar.<\/p>\n

Deyil\u0259m<\/p>\n

Uzaqda dayanma, bir yax\u0131na g\u0259l,
\nG\u0259l, qorxma, sirrini yayan deyil\u0259m.
\nOnsuz da o q\u0259d\u0259r aldanm\u0131\u015fam ki,
\nM\u0259n daha h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u0259 uyan deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Sevgimi umanlar sanki na\u011f\u0131ld\u0131,
\nS\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi qa\u00e7d\u0131, da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131,
\nM\u0259n indi d\u0259liy\u0259m, yoxsa a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u0259yan deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bu h\u0259sr\u0259t v\u00fcsala qovu\u015far ha\u00e7an?
\nD\u00fcnyada s\u0259n adl\u0131 bir ehtiyacam,
\n\u00dclvi g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri acam,
\n\u00d6t\u0259ri baxmaqla doyan deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Heyif ki…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259l yaratsa da Tanr\u0131m bu q\u0131z\u0131
\n\u00d6z\u00fc \u00f6z q\u0259drini bilmir heyif ki…
\n\u0130st\u0259s\u0259 q\u0259lbind\u0259 sevinc \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn n\u0259mini silmir, heyif ki…<\/p>\n

E\u015fqin\u0259 yol al\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131r,
\nD\u0259rdini onunla b\u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131r,
\nD\u0259rd\u0259 bax, d\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131r,
\nBirinin d\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00f6lm\u00fcr, heyif ki…<\/p>\n

G\u0259ls\u0259 g\u0259li\u015fin\u0259 yollar a\u00e7\u0131lar,
\nE\u015fqind\u0259n lal olan dill\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lar.
\nG\u00fcls\u0259, doda\u011f\u0131nda g\u00fcll\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lar,
\nBir dodaq t\u0259rp\u0259dib g\u00fclm\u00fcr, heyif ki…<\/p>\n

Dilind\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n \u201cneylim\u201d , \u201cneylim\u201d i,
\nB\u0259y\u0259nmir M\u0259cnunu, sevmir Leylini.
\nQ\u0259rib t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011fa sal\u0131b meylini,
\nAllah\u0131n yoluna g\u0259lmir, heyif ki…<\/p>\n

Sibirel, dad\u0131na \u00e7atan ist\u0259yir,
\n\u0130st\u0259yir o s\u0259ni, atam, ist\u0259yir.
\nD\u00fcnyada h\u0259r \u015feyi o tam ist\u0259yir,
\nYast\u0131\u011f\u0131 yar\u0131ya b\u00f6lm\u00fcr, heyif ki…<\/p>\n

K\u00f6n\u00fcl, q\u0259m el\u0259m\u0259…<\/p>\n

K\u00f6n\u00fcl, q\u0259m el\u0259m\u0259, gen g\u0259zs\u0259 \u0259g\u0259r
\nBir zaman vur\u011funun, d\u0259lin olanlar.
\nA\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7mam\u0131\u015f tutsa dilind\u0259n,
\nA\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 dilin olanlar.<\/p>\n

Bu da bir d\u00fcnyad\u0131r…var bo\u015fu, b\u0259rki
\nHam\u0131dan s\u0259daq\u0259t umma\u011f\u0131 t\u0259rgi.
\nN\u0259 vaxtdan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcn a\u011flay\u0131b ki,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yi oban\u0131n, elin olanlar.<\/p>\n

Duzsuzlar duz g\u0259zs\u0259 \u015forunu g\u00f6rm\u0259z.
\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lan \u015f\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259z.
\nK\u00fcl\u00fcy\u00fcn alt\u0131nda qorunu g\u00f6rm\u0259z,
\nN\u0259 \u00e7oxdur ba\u015f\u0131na k\u00fcl\u00fcn olanlar.<\/p>\n

S\u0259si haqdan g\u0259lir \u015feirin, s\u0259n\u0259tin,
\nAncaq bu hikm\u0259ti anlayar \u00e7\u0259tin,
\nAya\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda \u015fan\u0131n, \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tin
\nH\u0259r zaman p\u0259yandaz, kilim olanlar.<\/p>\n

Sibirel, \u0259yril\u0259r \u0259y\u0259mm\u0259z s\u0259ni.
\nB\u0259dxahlar, x\u0259bisl\u0259r \u00f6y\u0259mm\u0259z s\u0259ni.
\n\u00d6yr\u0259n\u0259-\u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259z s\u0259ni,
\nK\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259-k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259 alim olanlar.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 tapar…<\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n milyon-milyon sirri var
\nSual\u0131ndan, sor\u011fusundan savay\u0131.
\nKim d\u00fcz bax\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn?
\nQurd \u00fcr\u0259kli do\u011frusundan savay\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018fr q\u0259z\u0259bi \u00e7aylar kimi bulan\u0131b,
\nVaxt olub ki, da\u011f\u0131, da\u015f\u0131 dolan\u0131b
\nBu d\u00fcnyada kiml\u0259r yax\u015f\u0131 dolan\u0131b?
\nO\u011frusundan, \u0259yrisind\u0259n savay\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z yolundan n\u0259 vurulur, n\u0259 sapar?
\n\u0130lham\u0131yla qaya yarar, da\u011f \u00e7apar.
\nBu d\u00fcnyada s\u0259n\u0259tkarlar n\u0259 tapar?
\n\u00dcr\u0259yinin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131ndan savay\u0131.<\/p>\n

lll<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getmis\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n daha he\u00e7 k\u0259si sev\u0259n deyil\u0259m,
\n\u018flinl\u0259 evimi y\u0131x\u0131b getmis\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n daha he\u00e7 k\u0259si sev\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 bahart\u0259k ya\u015f\u0131ld\u0131 sevgim,
\nSin\u0259m\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131,da\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 sevgim,
\nM\u0259ni bu zirv\u0259d\u0259n a\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 sevgim,
\nM\u0259n daha he\u00e7 k\u0259si sev\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Qaynar bulaqlar\u0131m i\u00e7ilm\u0259z oldu,
\nYand\u0131m,t\u00fcst\u00fcm \u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n se\u00e7ilm\u0259z oldu,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin d\u0259ryas\u0131 ke\u00e7ilm\u0259z oldu,
\nM\u0259n daha he\u00e7 k\u0259si sev\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n olan q\u0259lbim\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm yaddan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m,\u00e7oxald\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131m,
\nSevdim,\u0259zab g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,sevgim- g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131,
\nM\u0259n daha he\u00e7 k\u0259si sev\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm… <\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm h\u00fcrk\u0259k , g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259r,
\nSa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 da\u011f\u0131d\u0131b t\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc k\u00fcl\u0259k.
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, yan\u0131na qa\u00e7\u0131b t\u0259l\u0259sir,
\nM\u0259nt\u0259k h\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi k\u00fcl\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Bu n\u0259 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259ydi, bu n\u0259 sirriydi,
\nBax\u0131\u015f\u0131m su kimi i\u00e7irdi yolu.
\nYoxsa xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin y\u00f6n\u00fc b\u0259riydi,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcmd\u0259n, g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi yolu.<\/p>\n

Anlayan bilm\u0259dim \u0259z\u0259l q\u0259lbimi,
\nSevinc bollu\u011fundan eym\u0259ndi dey\u0259n.
\nSonra ov\u00e7u g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f marallar kimi,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259r da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b teyl\u0259ndi dey\u0259n.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn do\u011fma sand\u0131m d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni, yad\u0131,
\nUlduzlar g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 o g\u00fcn.
\nAncaq kiprikl\u0259rim saxlayammad\u0131,
\n\u00dcst\u00fcm\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131ma da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 o g\u00fcn.
\n.
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, tale d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131b –
\nOlmu\u015fdu nec\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcyola o.
\nAz qala \u00fcr\u0259k d\u0259 k\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b,
\n\u0130st\u0259rdi qu\u015f kimi qanad \u00e7ala o.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, oynaq, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259r
\nSo\u011fulmu\u015f \u00fcmidl\u0259r da\u015fd\u0131 \u00e7ay kimi.
\n\u00d6n\u00fcn\u00fc dumanlar, buludlar k\u0259s\u0259n,
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t d\u00fcnyama do\u011fdun ay kimi.<\/p>\n

Uzanar gec\u0259y\u0259 a\u011f cuna kimi,
\nBir d\u0259 n\u0259 azalar, it\u0259r bu i\u015f\u0131q.
\nS\u0259nsiz ke\u00e7\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcn sonuna kimi,
\nYet\u0259r ind\u0259n bel\u0259, yet\u0259r bu i\u015f\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Torpaq n\u0259\u011fm\u0259si<\/p>\n

Ana torpaq, ilk m\u0259sk\u0259nim, son yerim
\nDa\u011f\u0131n, d\u0259r\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 arxa, h\u0259yand\u0131.
\nBoynub\u00fck\u00fck b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259l\u0259r-k\u0259d\u0259rim,
\nAlovlanan lal\u0259l\u0259rin-h\u0259yamd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00dcf\u00fcql\u0259rin x\u0259yal\u0131m\u0131n yoludu,
\nH\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f\u0131n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sdi, uludu,
\nYan\u011f\u0131m olsa, g\u00f6yl\u0259rinin buludu,
\n\u0130st\u0259yimi bir bax\u0131\u015fdan duyand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir z\u0259rr\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259 ya\u015fatd\u0131,
\nYaddan \u00e7\u0131xsa bir yer ad\u0131, da\u015f ad\u0131-
\nK\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rin yadda\u015f\u0131ma da\u015f atd\u0131,
\nM\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259n xatir\u0259l\u0259r oyand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Min il ke\u00e7s\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u0259n\u0259 yad olmaz,
\nS\u0259nsiz bir g\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 od olmaz,
\nN\u0259m duy\u011fular at\u0259\u015find\u0259n od almaz,
\nHa yelpikl\u0259, ha al\u0131\u015fd\u0131r, ha yand\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f a\u00e7mad\u0131m, he\u00e7 bu nec\u0259 sirr idi?
\nE\u015fqim d\u0259c\u0259l u\u015faq kimi k\u00fcr idi.
\nBir g\u00f6z\u0259li g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi kiridi,
\nAx\u015fam, s\u0259h\u0259r yollar\u0131nda dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ana torpaq susdurmaq\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni,
\nAl, g\u00fcll\u0259t\u0259k sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131x m\u0259ni.
\nBir saz \u00fcst\u0259 z\u0259f\u0259r adl\u0131 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259ni,
\nSaz\u0131m, s\u00f6z\u00fcm bu d\u00fcnyaya yayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni<\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr ke\u00e7di, getdi …ulu t\u0259bi\u0259t
\n\u0130nanma, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n yo\u011fura m\u0259ni.
\nBir bulud \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f eyl\u0259yib,
\n\u00c7il\u0259y\u0259 yar g\u0259l\u0259n c\u0131\u011f\u0131ra m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Yadda yox, \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 axtard\u0131m eyib.
\nHaqq g\u0259zdim, d\u0259mird\u0259n \u00e7ar\u0131q da geyib.
\nTale gecikdirdi h\u0259r zaman, heyif…
\nH\u0259yatda qism\u0259t\u0259, u\u011furla m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

B\u0259xtim d\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259 k\u0259cin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi.
\nM\u0259n k\u00f6lg\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdim, o, g\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi.
\nH\u0259yatda bir d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259 \u00f6n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi,
\nN\u0259 d\u0259 ki saxlad\u0131 ax\u0131ra m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259k adl\u0131 m\u00fclk\u00fcn var – dey\u0259,
\n\u0130ld\u0131r\u0131mdan a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck\u00fcn var – dey\u0259,
\n\u00d6nd\u0259 torpaq alt\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kin var – dey\u0259,
\nB\u00f6lm\u0259di y\u00fcng\u00fcl\u0259, a\u011f\u0131ra m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259ti, m\u00f6hn\u0259ti yorub g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m,
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259nd-b\u0259r\u0259ni q\u0131r\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m,
\n\u00d6ls\u0259m, m\u0259zardan da durub g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m,
\nT\u0259ki ilk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ra m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Sibirel, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n n\u0259yini b\u00f6l\u0259k?!
\nBir \u00fcz\u00fc iblisdir, bir \u00fcz\u00fc m\u0259l\u0259k.
\n\u018fg\u0259r dar etm\u0259s\u0259 yerimi f\u0259l\u0259k,
\nB\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259mm\u0259z fa\u011f\u0131ra m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 p\u0259rvan\u0259 i\u015f\u0131\u011fa g\u0259lm\u0259z,
\nBu gec\u0259 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m soyuq kimidir,
\nBu gec\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim rahatl\u0131q bilm\u0259z,
\nTufanlar qoynunda qay\u0131q kimidir.<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 qaranl\u0131q g\u00fcmanlar\u0131m\u0131,
\nNurland\u0131ra bilm\u0259z ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 da.
\nBu gec\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli umanlar\u0131m\u0131n,
\nM\u0259n\u0259m b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fc d\u0259c\u0259l u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 da.<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 t\u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc i\u00e7\u0259ri t\u0259p\u0259n
\nK\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r bay\u0131rda narahat g\u0259z\u0259r.
\n\u015eirin xatir\u0259m\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 s\u0259p\u0259n
\nBuludlar bu gec\u0259 duzlu dad g\u0259z\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 tale d\u0259 yaz\u0131m\u0131 bilm\u0259z,
\nSalar b\u0259dxahl\u0131\u011f\u0131n boran, qar\u0131na,
\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yim q\u0131z\u0131na bilm\u0259z,
\n\u0130lk e\u015fqin ilahi bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131na.<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 qayat\u0259k susar haray\u0131m
\nBo\u011fulub bataram bu sukutda m\u0259n.
\nBu gec\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc nec\u0259 aray\u0131m
\nDo\u011fma \u00fcnvanda m\u0259n, do\u011fma adda m\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 – \u00f6n\u00fcmd\u0259 qaralan hasar,
\n\u0130\u015f\u0131\u011fa tutaram, h\u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fc u\u00e7maz.
\nBu gec\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7i yollar\u0131m azar,
\nSay\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin m\u00fcrg\u00fcs\u00fc u\u00e7maz.<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyim q\u0259ml\u0259r, \u0259zablar
\nBa\u015f a\u00e7a bilm\u0259r\u0259m, kim\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r.
\nBu gec\u0259 ist\u0259yi \u00e7\u0259tin tap\u0131lar.
\n\u018flidolu ilham \u0259libo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 g\u00f6yl\u0259r d\u0259 s\u0259rxo\u015f kimidir,
\nBir q\u0259d\u0259h ulduzu salar \u0259lind\u0259n.
\nBirc\u0259 dan yerin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb \u00fcmidim
\nM\u0259ni bu gec\u0259nin alar \u0259lind\u0259n.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n k\u00f6hn\u0259 ki\u015fiy\u0259m…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n k\u00f6hn\u0259 ki\u015fiy\u0259m, bala,
\nNuh adl\u0131 sird\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.
\nHara t\u00fcrk aya\u011f\u0131 d\u0259yib,
\nM\u0259n h\u0259min yerd\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bir az \u015faman duas\u0131yam,
\nBir az g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u015f\u00fcas\u0131yam,
\nG\u0259l\u0259n \u0259srin havas\u0131yam,
\n\u00d6t\u0259n \u0259srd\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Doda\u011f\u0131mda t\u00fcrk\u00fc, \u015f\u0259rqi,
\nDolanm\u0131\u015fam q\u0259rbi, \u015f\u0259rqi.
\nYa c\u00fct, ya t\u0259k, eh…n\u0259 f\u0259rqi
\nHans\u0131 s\u0259brd\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bu da\u011flar t\u0259rs, avand yerim.
\nQayalar\u0131 sapand yerim.
\nH\u0259r \u015f\u0259hid q\u0259bri – and yerim…
\nG\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 pird\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m?!<\/p>\n

37 a\u011fr\u0131m, ac\u0131m.
\nBu taled\u0259n hara qa\u00e7\u0131m?!
\nQalmay\u0131b \u00f6zg\u0259 \u0259lac\u0131m,
\nAds\u0131z q\u0259bird\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

T\u0259brizim arzum, muraz\u0131m.
\nTaleyimd\u0259 qara yaz\u0131m.
\nBir az s\u0259br et, xan Araz\u0131m,
\nM\u0259n d\u0259li K\u00fcrd\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Sibirel, s\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nam.
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qa\u00e7an yuxunam,
\nS\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u0259 qalan ruhunam,
\nQarl\u0131 Sibird\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ay da\u011flar, ay da\u011flar G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qonan \u00e7\u0259ndimi? K\u0259sib b\u0259r\u0259mi b\u0259ndimi. D\u0259rdd\u0259n lal olan b\u0259nd\u0259ni Dindir, ay da\u011flar, ay da\u011flar. Lal\u0259ni yolumda yand\u0131r, O da m\u0259n t\u0259k ba\u011fr\u0131 qand\u0131r. M\u0259ni ba\u015f\u0131na doland\u0131r, D\u00f6nd\u0259r, ay da\u011flar, ay da\u011flar. Q\u0259lbim k\u00f6kl\u0259nib q\u0259m \u00fcst\u0259, Kim q\u0131nan\u0131b sit\u0259m \u00fcst\u0259?! \u015eim\u015f\u0259yini sin\u0259m \u00fcst\u0259 S\u00f6nd\u00fcr, ay da\u011flar, ay da\u011flar. S\u0259ns\u0259n ucam, s\u0259ns\u0259n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16456","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16456","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16456"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16456\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16457,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16456\/revisions\/16457"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16456"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16456"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16456"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}