{"id":16460,"date":"2015-12-15T08:05:51","date_gmt":"2015-12-15T04:05:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16460"},"modified":"2015-12-15T08:34:01","modified_gmt":"2015-12-15T04:34:01","slug":"gulnar%c9%99-sadiq-aciz-kisinin-sonsuz-qadini","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16460","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fclnar\u0259 SAD\u0130Q.”Aciz ki\u015finin sonsuz qad\u0131n\u0131\u2026”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r n\u0259n\u0259m dey\u0259rdi ki, ki\u015filik at belind\u0259 t\u00fcf\u0259ng oynatmaqla, g\u00f6st\u0259ril\u0259n q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131qlarla, h\u0259r yerd\u0259 qazan\u0131lan h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259 \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

H\u0259tta sad\u0259 k\u0259nd u\u015faqlar\u0131 var imi\u015f ki, b\u0259y balalar\u0131 onlar\u0131n ki\u015filiyini n\u00fcmun\u0259 g\u0259tirirmi\u015f. O zamanlar sonsuz s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yaln\u0131z u\u015faqs\u0131zlara deyirl\u0259rmi\u015f. H\u0259tta sonsuz \u2013 u\u015faqs\u0131z adamlar\u0131n q\u0259lbl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259ymirdil\u0259r ki, t\u0259k adamd\u0131 n\u0259 ed\u0259rs\u0259 etsin fikir verm\u0259yin. H\u0259, bir d\u0259 evd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f q\u0131zlar var idi ki, s\u0259ks\u0259n ya\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131qlar\u0131na baxmayaraq h\u0259r gec\u0259 A\u011e G\u018fL\u0130NL\u0130K x\u0259yal\u0131 il\u0259 yat\u0131rlarm\u0131\u015f\u2026Zaman ke\u00e7di, n\u0259n\u0259min d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fc, yar\u0131s\u0131 qocald\u0131. Onlar aradan \u00e7\u0131xan kimi d\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir d\u00fcnya yarand\u0131. Indi at belin\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 ki\u015fi demirl\u0259r. Indi m\u0259zlumun k\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 at oynadanlara ki\u015fi deyirl\u0259r. V\u0259 \u0259n \u0259sas\u0131 da budur ki, bunlar\u0131n d\u00fcnyalar\u0131nda ya\u015fayan qad\u0131nlar\u0131 ya x\u0259yan\u0259t edir, ya da quca\u011f\u0131 u\u015faql\u0131 sonsuz qad\u0131na \u00e7evrilirl\u0259r. Bir maraql\u0131 n\u00fcans da var ki, indiki d\u00fcnyada evd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f q\u0131zlar\u0131n yerini bo\u015fanm\u0131\u015f cavan g\u0259linl\u0259r al\u0131b. El\u0259 bunlar\u0131n da \u00e7oxu quca\u011f\u0131 u\u015faql\u0131 sonsuzlard\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki bunlar \u0259r\u0259 gedib, yuva qurmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 qucaqlar\u0131ndak\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ya zibil qab\u0131na, ya m\u0259scid\u0259, ya da ki, \u2013 b\u0259z\u0259n bir az \u201ca\u011f\u0131ll\u0131\u201dlar\u0131 is\u0259 U\u015faq Evl\u0259rin\u0259 qoyub gedirl\u0259r. Bel\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131 sonsuzlar\u0131n say\u0131 evd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f q\u0131zlar\u0131n say\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7ib. Insanlar b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259r ki\u00e7ilib. Amma \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r bel\u0259 deyildi. Ki\u00e7ik insanlar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcmidl\u0259ri var idi. Qara\u00e7\u0131 u\u015faqlar\u0131 kimi standartl\u0131\u011fa \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fik. \u00c7\u00fcnki onlar da bir m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r. Biz is\u0259 bir \u015fey \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q \u2013 \u00f6lm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 bir add\u0131m gedirik. B\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259 d\u0259rk edirik. D\u0259rk etdikc\u0259 is\u0259 d\u00fcnya \u0259zilir g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259. \u018fn son da is\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 n\u0259l\u0259ris\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259rar verdiyimizd\u0259 bir d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131r\u0131q ki, hardasa qaranl\u0131q, dar, soyuq bir yerd\u0259yik. Bu yer o q\u0259d\u0259r ki\u00e7ikdir ki, o yan bu yana \u00e7evril\u0259 d\u0259 bilmirik. N\u0259n\u0259min d\u00fcnyas\u0131 \u00e7ox f\u0259rqli idi. H\u0259rd\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259m dey\u0259rdi ki: \u201cAy bala, ki\u015fi tez \u00f6ld\u00fc getdi. Qald\u0131n alt\u0131 yetiml\u0259 28 ya\u015f\u0131mda dul. S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r bazara qat\u0131q, s\u00fcd, \u0259kdiyim g\u00f6y-g\u00f6y\u0259rtini apar\u0131b sat\u0131rd\u0131m u\u015faqlar\u0131 doland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m\u2026H\u0259r g\u00fcn pe\u00e7in (soban\u0131n) hisini \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirdim ki, yad ki\u015fil\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxmas\u0131n.\u201d Indi is\u0259 bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrl\u0259r\u2026N\u0259 is\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131m m\u0259tl\u0259b\u0259 AC\u0130Z K\u0130\u015e\u0130N\u0130N SONSUZ QADININA! T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin \u2013 ki\u015fil\u0259rin acizliyi h\u0259tta qad\u0131nlar\u0131n n\u0259slini azald\u0131r. \u018fsl qad\u0131nlar azal\u0131r, onlar\u0131n yerin\u0259 makina tipli qad\u0131n cildind\u0259 olan m\u0259xluqlar g\u0259lir. Bu \u201cqad\u0131n\u201dlar asanl\u0131qla yalan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, asanl\u0131qla x\u0259yan\u0259t edir, asanl\u0131qla bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 r\u0259smi v\u0259 ya qeyri r\u0259smi \u0259r\u0259 gedirl\u0259r. Bunlar\u0131n \u00e7oxunu ana olan zaman d\u00fcnyaya bir \u0130NSAN g\u0259tirdikl\u0259rinin f\u0259rqin\u0259 varm\u0131rlar. Ya onlar\u0131 da \u00f6zl\u0259ri kimi yeti\u015fdirir, ya da ora-bura at\u0131rlar\u2026
\nBu g\u00fcn U\u015faq evin\u0259 ziyar\u0259t\u0259 getmi\u015fdim. Bel\u0259 bir qad\u0131n sif\u0259tli m\u0259xluqun d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirdiyi yeddi ya\u015fl\u0131 \u0130NSAN he\u00e7 vaxt \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi \u201cana\u201ds\u0131na m\u0259ktub yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 M\u0259ktubda deyilir:\u201d Ana, m\u0259n s\u0259ni \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Nolar, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 he\u00e7 olmasa \u015f\u0259nb\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259ri m\u0259ni apar. M\u0259n s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Atam\u0131 da tan\u0131y\u0131rsan? Tan\u0131y\u0131rsansa ona da de ki, m\u0259n atam\u0131 da \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m\u201d. B\u0259li, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 o qad\u0131n sif\u0259tli makina bu u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n atas\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131r? M\u0259nc\u0259 tan\u0131m\u0131r. B\u0259li, bax\u0131n bu qad\u0131n sif\u0259tli makina \u201cana\u201dn\u0131 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 daimi qeydiyyata sald\u0131r\u0131b, s\u0131\u011fortaladan da el\u0259 AC\u0130Z K\u0130\u015e\u0130D\u0130.
\nYa da ki, evinin xan\u0131m\u0131 olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259r add\u0131mda ki\u015fiy\u0259 daha \u00e7ox sevdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan qad\u0131nlar? Bunlar\u0131n da i\u00e7ind\u0259 sonsuz qad\u0131n varm\u0131? Cavab\u0131 is\u0259 b\u0259li var. H\u0259m d\u0259 bu qad\u0131nlar bayaqk\u0131 makina qad\u0131nlardan qat-qat \u00e7oxdu. Bu qad\u0131nlar\u0131n h\u0259m fiziki \u0259m\u0259yind\u0259n, h\u0259m m\u0259n\u0259vi d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndan, h\u0259m anal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, h\u0259m d\u0259 ki, cismind\u0259n sui istifad\u0259 edilir. \u018fn d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tlisi d\u0259 budur ki, k\u0259nardan qazan\u0131lan \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rini d\u0259 g\u0259tirib bu qad\u0131nlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcrl\u0259r. Lap Ayg\u00fcn adl\u0131 bir m\u0259hbus qad\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131 kimi. Ayg\u00fcn 18 ya\u015f\u0131nda \u0259r\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. 19 ya\u015f\u0131da ana olmu\u015fdu. Amma AC\u0130Z K\u0130\u015e\u0130 olan \u0259ri ba\u015fqa qad\u0131n sif\u0259tli makinalardan \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. H\u0259tta i\u015f o yer\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi ki, h\u0259min makinalar\u0131 Ayg\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ev\u0259 g\u0259tirirmi\u015f. Ayg\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6y\u00fcb zirz\u0259miy\u0259 sal\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. \u00d6zl\u0259ri is\u0259 onun g\u0259lin g\u0259ldiyi yataq ota\u011f\u0131nda dinc\u0259lirl\u0259rmi\u015f. Bir g\u00fcn is\u0259 Ayg\u00fcn son q\u0259rar\u0131n\u0131 verdi. Zirz\u0259minin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bir t\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131b, baltan\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u0259rini d\u0259, onunla dinc\u0259l\u0259n iki qad\u0131n sif\u0259tli makinan\u0131 da par\u00e7a-par\u00e7a etmi\u015fdi. Sonra is\u0259 balas\u0131n\u0131 anas\u0131na t\u0259hvil verib t\u0259slim olmu\u015fdu. A\u011f\u0131r cinay\u0259tl\u0259r m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259sind\u0259 Ayg\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck h\u0259bs \u2013 q\u0259ti imkan t\u0259dbiri g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. B\u0259li, Ayg\u00fcnd\u0259 AC\u0130Z K\u0130\u015e\u0130N\u0130N SONSUZ QADINI olmu\u015fdu. M\u0259n \u00fcmumilikd\u0259 \u0259xlaqs\u0131z qad\u0131n anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259bul etm\u0259kd\u0259ns\u0259 AC\u0130Z K\u0130\u015e\u0130N\u0130N SONSUZ QADINI anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259bul etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u0259sl ki\u015finin qad\u0131n\u0131 da el\u0259 \u0259sl qad\u0131n olar\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r n\u0259n\u0259m dey\u0259rdi ki, ki\u015filik at belind\u0259 t\u00fcf\u0259ng oynatmaqla, g\u00f6st\u0259ril\u0259n q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131qlarla, h\u0259r yerd\u0259 qazan\u0131lan h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259 \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259rdi. H\u0259tta sad\u0259 k\u0259nd u\u015faqlar\u0131 var imi\u015f ki, b\u0259y balalar\u0131 onlar\u0131n ki\u015filiyini n\u00fcmun\u0259 g\u0259tirirmi\u015f. O zamanlar sonsuz s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yaln\u0131z u\u015faqs\u0131zlara deyirl\u0259rmi\u015f. H\u0259tta sonsuz \u2013 u\u015faqs\u0131z adamlar\u0131n q\u0259lbl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259ymirdil\u0259r ki, t\u0259k adamd\u0131 n\u0259 ed\u0259rs\u0259 etsin fikir verm\u0259yin. H\u0259, bir d\u0259 evd\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16460","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16460","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16460"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16460\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16472,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16460\/revisions\/16472"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16460"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16460"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16460"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}