{"id":16516,"date":"2015-12-16T15:00:49","date_gmt":"2015-12-16T11:00:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16516"},"modified":"2015-12-16T18:34:49","modified_gmt":"2015-12-16T14:34:49","slug":"h%c9%99sr%c9%99t-%c9%99li-zulfudagli-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16516","title":{"rendered":"H\u0259sr\u0259t \u018fli Z\u00fclf\u00fcda\u011fl\u0131.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/hesret.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-12687\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/hesret-209x300.jpg\" alt=\"hesret\" width=\"209\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/hesret-209x300.jpg 209w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/hesret.jpg 250w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 209px) 100vw, 209px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>ANAMIN<\/p>\n<p>Anam Saran G\u00f6y\u00e7ayl\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ziz xatir\u0259sin\u0259<br \/>\nYan\u0131mda olanda xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rinin,<br \/>\n\u00c7oxu m\u0259nim idi, az\u0131 anam\u0131n.<br \/>\nA\u011fl\u0131-qaral\u0131yd\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131 kimi,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn Pay\u0131z\u0131, Yaz\u0131 anam\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yi k\u00fcr\u0259d\u0259n, sa\u00e7\u0131 t\u00fcst\u00fcd\u0259n,<br \/>\nAhlar\u0131 ac\u0131yd\u0131 ac\u0131 t\u00fcst\u00fcd\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u015eaxtada, boranda, qarda isid\u0259n,<br \/>\nAna quca\u011f\u0131yd\u0131, bizi, anam\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259rd idi, he\u00e7 zaman haqdan d\u00f6nm\u0259zdi,<br \/>\nHaqq\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda lald\u0131, dinm\u0259zdi,<br \/>\nN\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdiyini kims\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi,<br \/>\nH\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259rdi \u00fcz\u00fc anam\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Ill\u0259r \u00f6t\u0259-\u00f6t\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dedi,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kdiyi can\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259n yedi,<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259si yor\u011fan\u0131m idi,<br \/>\nQudan yast\u0131\u011f\u0131md\u0131 dizi anam\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Indi s\u0131\u011fal\u0131na h\u0259sr\u0259tdi telim,<br \/>\nAd\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259yir dilim,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 qalsayd\u0131 \u00f6lm\u0259zdi, \u00f6l\u00fcm,<br \/>\nDal\u0131nca g\u0259lmi\u015fdi \u00f6z\u00fc anam\u0131n.<br \/>\n<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>M\u018fN\u018fMMI\u015e EL\u018f<\/p>\n<p>Qaya deyil\u0259mmi\u015f, da\u015f deyil\u0259mmi\u015f,<br \/>\nDuman, \u00e7isgin\u0259mmi\u015f, \u00e7\u0259n\u0259mmi\u015f el\u0259.<br \/>\nN\u0259 yer\u0259, n\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0131\u011fa bilm\u0259dim,<br \/>\nYerd\u0259n d\u0259, g\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u0259 gen\u0259mmi\u015f el\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Ill\u0259r arxas\u0131nca \u00e7\u0259kib s\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc,<br \/>\nDal\u0131mca izimi k\u00fcl\u0259k k\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc,<br \/>\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, h\u0259r yan\u0131 t\u00fcst\u00fc b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc,<br \/>\nS\u0259n dem\u0259 al\u0131\u015fan sin\u0259mmi\u015f el\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259hrini \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259kdim pay\u0131z\u0131n, q\u0131\u015f\u0131n,<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131ma t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n qar\u0131n, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n,<br \/>\nC\u00fcc\u0259rm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tindi alt\u0131nda da\u015f\u0131n,<br \/>\n\u018fzil\u0259n, quruyan d\u0259n\u0259mmi\u015f el\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 varsa ham\u0131s\u0131 boyatm\u0131\u015f boyat,<br \/>\nTorpa\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda q\u0259birl\u0259r qat-qat,<br \/>\n\u018fl\u0259di \u0259l\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc h\u0259yat,<br \/>\nIl\u0259mmi\u015f, ayamm\u0131\u015f, g\u00fcn\u0259mmi\u015f el\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Uymad\u0131m \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t\u0259, uymad\u0131m ada,<br \/>\nBel\u0259c\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcn H\u0259sr\u0259ti yada,<br \/>\nG\u0259limli-gedimli qoca d\u00fcnyada,<br \/>\nG\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259, ged\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259mmi\u015f el\u0259.                             <\/p>\n<p>EL\u018f B\u0130L\u0130RD\u0130M K\u0130&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 bilirdim ki, \u015firindi h\u0259yat,<br \/>\nZ\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n bal \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n ar\u0131yamm\u0131\u015f ki&#8230;<br \/>\nDa\u011fa b\u0259nz\u0259dirdim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc, heyhat,<br \/>\nS\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 dimdiyind\u0259 dar\u0131yamm\u0131\u015f ki&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bir-iki misraya yazd\u0131m ad\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nYaz\u0131q v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259r\u0259 t\u00f6kd\u00fcm odumu,<br \/>\n\u00c7oxdan tams\u0131y\u0131bm\u0131\u015f \u00f6l\u00fcm dad\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n \u015firin bar\u0131yamm\u0131\u015f ki&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Dal\u0131nca \u00e7atmad\u0131m, qa\u00e7d\u0131 h\u0259qiq\u0259t,<br \/>\nDilimd\u0259 s\u00f6z qald\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259 heyr\u0259t,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 vurulmad\u0131 v\u00fcsal, s\u0259ad\u0259t,<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin, k\u0259d\u0259rin yar\u0131yamm\u0131\u015f ki&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bilm\u0259dim do\u011fmayam, bilm\u0259dim yadam,<br \/>\nDe hardan g\u0259lirs\u0259n sordum, ay adam?<br \/>\nYeddi qat gerid\u0259n qay\u0131td\u0131 s\u0259dam,<br \/>\nIlahi qar\u0131dan qar\u0131yamm\u0131\u015f ki&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Talan olunan\u0131 talan d\u00fcnyan\u0131n,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259mmi\u015f ger\u00e7\u0259yi yalan d\u00fcnyan\u0131n,<br \/>\nMilyonlar\u0131 yola salan d\u00fcnyan\u0131n,<br \/>\nLal\u0131-koruyamm\u0131\u015f, kar\u0131yamm\u0131\u015f ki&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>YADIMDAN \u00c7IXIB<\/p>\n<p>Ayr\u0131l\u0131q q\u0259lbimd\u0259 c\u0131\u011f\u0131r sal\u0131bd\u0131,<br \/>\nE\u015fqin \u00fcr\u0259yimi \u0259sir al\u0131bd\u0131,<br \/>\n\u018fll\u0259rim telin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qal\u0131bd\u0131,<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m m\u0259n s\u0259ni nec\u0259 sevmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q t\u0259k ax\u0131b dolmu\u015fam,<br \/>\nAl\u0131\u015fan sin\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6lg\u0259 olmu\u015fam,<br \/>\nS\u0259ninl\u0259 olsam da s\u0259nsiz qalm\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m m\u0259n s\u0259ni nec\u0259 sevmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131mdak\u0131 dilim demi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yim demi\u015f\u0259m, g\u00fcl\u00fcm demi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nS\u0259nsiz olan g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6l\u00fcm demi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m m\u0259n s\u0259ni mec\u0259 sevmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 idi, bu e\u015fqin g\u00f6r\u0259n g\u00fcnah\u0131,<br \/>\nIndi \u00fcr\u0259yimi yand\u0131r\u0131r ah\u0131,<br \/>\nSevs\u0259ydim qovu\u015fa bil\u0259rdik ax\u0131,<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m m\u0259n s\u0259ni nec\u0259 sevmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131rx ildi ki, ad\u0131n ad\u0131mnan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b,<br \/>\nSevgim simurq olub odumnan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b,<br \/>\nSevir\u0259m dem\u0259kd\u0259 yad\u0131mnan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b,<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m m\u0259n s\u0259ni nec\u0259 sevmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>ANAMIN Anam Saran G\u00f6y\u00e7ayl\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ziz xatir\u0259sin\u0259 Yan\u0131mda olanda xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rinin, \u00c7oxu m\u0259nim idi, az\u0131 anam\u0131n. A\u011fl\u0131-qaral\u0131yd\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131 kimi, \u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn Pay\u0131z\u0131, Yaz\u0131 anam\u0131n. \u00dcr\u0259yi k\u00fcr\u0259d\u0259n, sa\u00e7\u0131 t\u00fcst\u00fcd\u0259n, Ahlar\u0131 ac\u0131yd\u0131 ac\u0131 t\u00fcst\u00fcd\u0259n, \u015eaxtada, boranda, qarda isid\u0259n, Ana quca\u011f\u0131yd\u0131, bizi, anam\u0131n. M\u0259rd idi, he\u00e7 zaman haqdan d\u00f6nm\u0259zdi, Haqq\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda lald\u0131, dinm\u0259zdi, N\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdiyini kims\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi, H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259rdi \u00fcz\u00fc [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16516","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16516","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16516"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16516\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16517,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16516\/revisions\/16517"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16516"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16516"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16516"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}