{"id":16727,"date":"2015-12-24T08:30:26","date_gmt":"2015-12-24T04:30:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16727"},"modified":"2015-12-24T09:09:41","modified_gmt":"2015-12-24T05:09:41","slug":"t%c9%99ran%c9%99-s%c9%99ms-get-get-bigan%c9%99-asiq-esse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16727","title":{"rendered":"T\u0259ran\u0259 \u015e\u018fMS.”Get, get, bigan\u0259 A\u015fiq!” (Esse)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Sevgini etiraf etdiyind\u0259 s\u0259n m\u0259ns\u0259n dedin,s\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 tapd\u0131m. B\u0259s zaman \u00f6td\u00fckc\u0259 bildinmi m\u0259n s\u0259n olmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Bir s\u00f6z dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. Yet\u0259r ki, s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sev\u0259 bil\u0259ydin. S\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r verdiyin q\u0259d\u0259r sevdin. S\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00f6z d\u0259y\u0259rin yox ki…M\u0259n s\u0259n olmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. S\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ham\u0131dan sonda g\u00f6rd\u00fcn, amma \u00f6ld\u00fcn hamm\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6ld\u00fcn, can qoydun, yaln\u0131z bu h\u0259yatda \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n doydun. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc sevm\u0259diyin halda nec\u0259 sev\u0259 bil\u0259rdin m\u0259ni? Ka\u015f \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sev\u0259 bil\u0259ydin, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 sevginl\u0259 \u00f6y\u0259 bil\u0259ydin, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn var oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259ydin. \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m, art\u0131q son olmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Q\u0259lbini b\u00fck\u0259n don olmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. M\u0259n s\u0259n olmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m, s\u0259n olmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Bilmir\u0259m yadda\u015f\u0131nda varam, yoxam, azam \u00e7oxam. Art\u0131q bu yadl\u0131\u011fa toxam. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc sevm\u0259yan insan, bilirs\u0259n n\u0259 vaxtsa yoxsan? Ax\u0131 \u00f6m\u00fcr deyil, y\u00fcz, doxsan. Budur s\u0259n\u0259 sual\u0131m. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc sevm\u0259y\u0259n, ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 sev\u0259 bil\u0259r? S\u0259n sevm\u0259din m\u0259ni, \u00e7\u00fcnki \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sevm\u0259din, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sevm\u0259din, q\u0259lbinin yanar k\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sevm\u0259din. S\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131 sevm\u0259din. Dem\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259n m\u0259ns\u0259n. Yox, yox m\u0259n s\u0259n olmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. M\u0259nim sev\u0259n q\u0259lbim var, s\u0259n\u0259 sevgim var. Ax\u0131 m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259 sevdim. Sevdims\u0259 dem\u0259k s\u0259n varsan, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 m\u00fcjd\u0259s\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n baharsan. Bahar \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin deyl\u0259ms\u0259 nec\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259n olum? M\u0259n s\u0259n olmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. S\u0259ni v\u0259sv etdim \u015ferimd\u0259, s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259, bi\u00e7ildin q\u0259lbim\u0259, dikildin g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 h\u0259yata s\u0259nl\u0259 baxd\u0131m. Art\u0131q q\u0259lbim d\u0259 baxm\u0131r s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259. M\u0259n s\u0259n ola bilmir\u0259m,ax\u0131 son ola bilmir\u0259m. \u015eeirin s\u00f6z\u00fcn vard\u0131, g\u00f6m etdin q\u0259lbin\u0259, art\u0131q yazm\u0131rsan s\u00f6yl\u0259mirs\u0259n n\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259, n\u0259 he\u00e7 kim\u0259. V\u0259sv etdiyin b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259l\u0259r, n\u0259rgizl\u0259r, lal\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 k\u00fcs\u00fcb s\u0259nd\u0259n, m\u0259n k\u00fcs\u0259n kimi. Yaland\u0131r sevgin, sevm\u0259din m\u0259ni. Dem\u0259 ki, s\u0259n m\u0259ns\u0259n.. yox, yox, m\u0259n s\u0259n deyl\u0259m, s\u0259n olmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Sevm\u0259dim, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc , bilm\u0259din yerini. Get, get, bigan\u0259 a\u015fiq, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sev\u0259nd\u0259, sev\u0259rs\u0259n m\u0259ni… T\u018fRAN\u018f \u015e\u018fMS. 19.12.2015.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sevgini etiraf etdiyind\u0259 s\u0259n m\u0259ns\u0259n dedin,s\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 tapd\u0131m. B\u0259s zaman \u00f6td\u00fckc\u0259 bildinmi m\u0259n s\u0259n olmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Bir s\u00f6z dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. Yet\u0259r ki, s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sev\u0259 bil\u0259ydin. S\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r verdiyin q\u0259d\u0259r sevdin. S\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00f6z d\u0259y\u0259rin yox ki…M\u0259n s\u0259n olmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. S\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ham\u0131dan sonda g\u00f6rd\u00fcn, amma \u00f6ld\u00fcn hamm\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6ld\u00fcn, can qoydun, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16727","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16727","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16727"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16727\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16735,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16727\/revisions\/16735"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16727"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16727"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16727"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}