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S\u0259f\u0259r Eldara salam verib \u0259l uzatd\u0131. Eldar salamla\u015fmaq ist\u0259mirdi, Fidana bax\u0131b \u0259l uzatd\u0131.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n vaxts\u0131z g\u0259ldim. G\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim. Fidan…Fidan xan\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 qan verdiyiniz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox sa\u011f olun. <\/p>\n
Fidan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirmi\u015fdi, Eldarla bir-biril\u0259rinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. <\/p>\n
Fidan – \u0130nsanl\u0131q borcumuzdur. Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dayanmayaq. Ke\u00e7\u0259k i\u00e7\u0259ri. <\/p>\n
Fidan h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l qap\u0131dan h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 girdi.
\nEldar S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 – Buyurun.<\/p>\n
S\u0259f\u0259r taksi s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fcn\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tutdu. – Siz g\u00f6zl\u0259yin, \u00e7ox qalmayacam.
\nEldar etiraz el\u0259di: – Narahat olmay\u0131n, m\u0259n sizi \u00f6z\u00fcm yola salacam. <\/p>\n
S\u0259f\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131yla s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcy\u0259 getm\u0259sini ist\u0259di, Eldarla birlikd\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 girdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n
K\u0259rim q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n evin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 El\u00e7in \u00e7oxdan getmi\u015fdi. Ayb\u0259nizin g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin alt\u0131 qaralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, doda\u011f\u0131 partlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u00f6rp\u0259si quca\u011f\u0131nda a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi ona t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131. \u2013 \u018fll\u0259ri qurusun.<\/p>\n
C\u0259mil\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131, dizl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00f6yd\u00fc: – Allah s\u0259ni d\u0259rd\u0259 sals\u0131n El\u00e7in. Balam\u0131 n\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259 qoymusan?! \u018fll\u0259rin qurusun. Tik\u0259n g\u0259lsin. <\/p>\n
Rafiq qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, K\u0259rim q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131. Dili s\u00f6z tutmurdu ki, n\u0259 is\u0259 desin, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu. N\u0259v\u0259sini q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131ndan g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ayb\u0259nizin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015f g\u0259lirdi, dan\u0131\u015fa bilmirdi. <\/p>\n
C\u0259mil\u0259 K\u0259rim\u0259 – X\u0259st\u0259xanaya aparaq. \u00d6l\u00fcb el\u0259y\u0259r e q\u0131z\u0131m. Qorxuram. <\/p>\n
K\u0259rim Rafiqi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, quca\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 n\u0259v\u0259si h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 s\u0259sin\u0259 diksindi, a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
R\u0259\u015fadla T\u0259hmin\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rin g\u0259i\u015fini g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259dikl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259rini gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilmirdil\u0259r. T\u0259hmin\u0259 Fidanla m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 \u015firniyyatlar\u0131 bo\u015fqablara d\u00fcz\u00fcr, fincanlara \u00e7ay s\u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – N\u0259 m\u0259cburuydu S\u0259f\u0259ri ev\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t ed\u0259s\u0259n?
\nFidan \u2013 \u0130nan he\u00e7 bilm\u0259dim a\u011fz\u0131mdan nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Eldarla dala\u015fmasaq yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Eldar dala\u015fm\u0131r ki!… \u0130ki k\u0259lm\u0259si b\u0259sdir a\u011flayasan.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di, Fidan T\u0259hmin\u0259ni yams\u0131lad\u0131. – Hmm… \u0130ki k\u0259lm\u0259si b\u0259sdi, a\u011flayasan. Q\u0131c\u0131qsan e… <\/p>\n
Fidangil s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rlad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 qoydular
\nEldar diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Fidan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 bil Fidan\u0131n S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 bax\u0131\u015fmas\u0131ndan qorxurdu. R\u0259\u015fad g\u0259rginliyi aradan qald\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn araya s\u00f6z sald\u0131.
\n– Dediniz ki, sex i\u015fl\u0259tmisiz. Indid\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir?
\n– B\u0259li, sifari\u015fl\u0259 mebel, taxt haz\u0131rlay\u0131r\u0131q. <\/p>\n
Fidan Eldar\u0131n yan\u0131ndak\u0131 stulda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. S\u0259f\u0259rin \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmad\u0131, Fidan\u0131 q\u0131sqand\u0131. Aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, Eldar ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, q\u0131sqancl\u0131qdan otura bilmir, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 Fidana qar\u015f\u0131 bigan\u0259 deyil<\/p>\n
S\u0259f\u0259r – X\u0259st\u0259xanada g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k imkan\u0131m\u0131z olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. Ne\u00e7\u0259 ild\u0259n sonra s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k xo\u015f idi. Sevindim ki, ail\u0259n var. Dey\u0259s\u0259n \u00f6vlad\u0131n da var?
\nFidan cavab verm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi, Eldar ondan \u0259vv\u0259l dill\u0259ndi.
\n– O\u011flumuz var. <\/p>\n
S\u0259f\u0259r diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Eldar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131. Eldar aya\u011fa qalxanda Fidanla R\u0259\u015fad da aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131lar
\nS\u0259f\u0259r R\u0259\u015fadla \u0259ln\u0259n sa\u011folla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Sizi tan\u0131ma\u011f\u0131ma \u015fadam. N\u0259 vaxt ist\u0259s\u0259z, i\u015f yerim\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun. \u0130n\u015fallah.<\/p>\n
S\u0259f\u0259r Eldara \u0259lini uzadanda, Eldar \u0259l verm\u0259di. – Ehtiyyac yoxdur, onsuzda sizi m\u0259n aparacam.
\nFidan – \u0130st\u0259s\u0259n, s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn taksi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ra da bil\u0259rik.
\nEldar – Dedim ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm aparacam. <\/p>\n
Fidan Eldar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131b susdu. S\u0259f\u0259r qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xanda otaqdan a\u011flayan k\u00f6rp\u0259 s\u0259si g\u0259ldi. S\u0259f\u0259r ota\u011fa t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Fidan T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 Ya\u015far\u0131n ota\u011f\u0131na getdil\u0259r. Eldarla S\u0259f\u0259r evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ma\u015f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f getdil\u0259r. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n cang\u00fcd\u0259n darvazan\u0131n qap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Eldar S\u0259f\u0259rin qabaqda oturmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131.
\nEldar – Buyurun.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r ma\u015f\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. Eldar ma\u015f\u0131na oturanacan S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. S\u0259f\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131 evin qap\u0131s\u0131na dikmi\u015fdi. Eldar ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcb h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259ri dediyi \u00fcnvana – evl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n yolboyu he\u00e7 kim dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 Eldar qolundan tutdu.
\n– Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r b\u0259y. S\u0259n\u0259 iki k\u0259lm\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm var. <\/p>\n
S\u0259f\u0259r bu s\u00f6hb\u0259ti g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi susdu. Eldar davam etdi. <\/p>\n
– \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r Fidanla ni\u015fanl\u0131 oldu\u011funu bilir\u0259m. Normalda g\u0259r\u0259k s\u0259ni qap\u0131dan qovayd\u0131m. S\u0259n Fidana layiq olmad\u0131n. S\u0259f\u0259r
\n– Ax\u0131…
\nEldar – S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0259sm\u0259. O q\u0131z\u0131 \u0259n pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 yar\u0131 yolda qoydun. S\u0259n onun pis g\u00fcnl\u0259rin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olanda, m\u0259n o q\u0131z\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutmu\u015fam. Bug\u00fcn o xo\u015fb\u0259xtdir, ail\u0259si var, o\u011flumuz var. Ne\u00e7\u0259 ild\u0259n sonra qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin\u0259 mane olmay\u0131n. M\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u0259, ail\u0259likc\u0259 bizd\u0259n uzaq durun. Onda bu q\u0259d\u0259r sakit dan\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131ma inanm\u0131ram. \u0130nan\u0131ram ki, m\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn. V\u0259 \u00fcmid edir\u0259m, bu bizim son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fczd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
S\u0259f\u0259r qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:
\n– M\u0259qs\u0259dim Fidan\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin\u0259 mane olmaq deyil. Siz d\u0259 bunu unutmay\u0131n. Fidana qar\u015f\u0131 vicdan borcum var. Xo\u015fb\u0259xt olun.<\/p>\n
S\u0259f\u0259r ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcb evl\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r getdi.<\/p>\n
X\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda Rafiq ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlayanda Ayb\u0259niz dill\u0259ndi.
\n– Ev\u0259 ged\u0259k. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m,ata. <\/p>\n
K\u0259rim qabaqda oturmu\u015fdu, n\u0259v\u0259si d\u0259 quca\u011f\u0131ndayd\u0131. \u018fs\u0259bl\u0259\u015fib q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Adam n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r onu bu g\u00fcn\u0259 salan\u0131 m\u00fcdafi\u0259 ed\u0259r? Y\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259rmi h\u00f6rm\u0259t el\u0259mirs\u0259n?
\nAyb\u0259niz h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fc il\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131. – Ortada q\u0131z\u0131m var, ata. Q\u0131z\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Sonra polis d\u0259 qar\u0131\u015facaq i\u015f\u0259. Ver\u0259rik m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259y\u0259, m\u0259nim d\u0259 can\u0131m qurtarar, sizin d\u0259.<\/p>\n
C\u0259mil\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n K\u0259rim\u0259 haqq qazand\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131, bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 El\u00e7inin h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131b-a\u011fartmas\u0131ndan qorxurdu.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Tap\u015f\u0131rar\u0131q polis \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmazlar.
\nAyb\u0259niz – Utan\u0131ram, bu vidd\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m insanlar m\u0259ni g\u00f6rs\u00fcn. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m ata, ged\u0259k ev\u0259.<\/p>\n
K\u0259rim art\u0131q he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di., ba\u015f\u0131yla Rafiq\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 etdi ki, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrs\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
Eldar ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 R\u0259\u015fadla T\u0259hmin\u0259 nigah \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7oxdan evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Fidan Ya\u015far\u0131 yat\u0131zd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fc is\u0259 yataqda uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Eldar qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda onu izl\u0259yirdi. Astaca arvad\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b, yan\u0131nda uzand\u0131, arxadan onu qucaqlay\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00f6rpd\u00fc.
\nFidan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b Eldara t\u0259r\u0259f d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Diqq\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131, n\u0259 is\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi, \u00e7\u0259kinirdi. Eldar Fidana \u00e7oxdan b\u0259l\u0259d idi, sual\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n oxuya bilirdi.
\n– Narahat olma. Sad\u0259c\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259dik.
\n– G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini bils\u0259ydim…
\n– Dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdur. \u018fsas odur ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir sevgi var. Z\u0259rr\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259 olsa, var.<\/p>\n
Fidan Eldar\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu.
\nEldar – R\u0259\u015fadgil evi toydan sonra satacaqlar. Biz d\u0259 satsaq yax\u015f\u0131 olar. Ba\u015fqa ev\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259rik.
\nFidan – Niy\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sirs\u0259n?
\nEldar – Niy\u0259 gecikirik?
\nFidan – \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259n nec\u0259 g\u0259lirs\u0259, el\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259… Birc\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt olaq. Ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m.
\nEldar – Kiminl\u0259?
\nFidan zarafat etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn : – Dur aya\u011fa g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259 bax, g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<\/p>\n
Eldar g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib Fidan\u0131 daha b\u0259rk qucaqlad\u0131, Fidan g\u00fcl\u00fcb onu it\u0259l\u0259di.<\/p>\n
S\u0259f\u0259r bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 havaland\u0131.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – \u0130ndiy\u0259c\u0259n \u00e7ox nahaq bo\u015fanmam\u0131san o al\u00e7aqdan. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 bo\u015fanmasan m\u0259n adl\u0131 qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xart. Ax\u0131, o kimdi ki, onu m\u00fcdafi\u0259 edirs\u0259n?
\nK\u0259rim – Ayb\u0259niz ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 bo\u015fanacaq.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 \u0130ndiy\u0259c\u0259n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 fikir vermirdik. N\u0259 olar? Borc olsun biz\u0259, qaytarar\u0131q. Onu s\u0259nd\u0259n bet\u0259r g\u00fcn\u0259 sal\u0131m, siz d\u0259 bax\u0131n.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Laz\u0131m deyil, allah onsuzda c\u0259zas\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259c\u0259k<\/p>\n
K\u0259rim q\u0131z\u0131na – Qarda\u015f\u0131n d\u00fcz deyir. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 bo\u015fanmasan, m\u0259n adl\u0131 atan\u0131 da unut. O ki qald\u0131 El\u00e7in\u0259, az qal\u0131b, ayaqlar\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yalvaracaq. Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flasan, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 qoyursan burda, \u0259r-arvad hara ist\u0259s\u0259niz gedin.<\/p>\n
T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad nigah \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcn g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259n sonra g\u0259linlik paltar\u0131 sat\u0131lan ma\u011fazalar\u0131 bir-bir g\u0259zdil\u0259r. Sonunda T\u0259hmin\u0259 arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259linlik paltar\u0131n\u0131 tap\u0131b, toy g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ad\u0131n\u0131 yazd\u0131rd\u0131. Ma\u011fazadan \u00e7\u0131xanda T\u0259hmin\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131<\/p>\n
– Ax\u0131r ki, arzumuza \u00e7at\u0131r\u0131q.
\n– Ke\u00e7\u0259k \u0259sas m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259. <\/p>\n
T\u0259hmin\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi: – N\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si?
\n– Anan\u0131n yan\u0131na ged\u0259k.
\n– Anam inanm\u0131ram m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flas\u0131n. O s\u0259hvimd\u0259n sonra m\u0259ni k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 atd\u0131, he\u00e7 maraqlanmad\u0131da.
\nR\u0259\u015fad T\u0259hmin\u0259ni qucaqlad\u0131. <\/p>\n
– \u018ft d\u0131rnaqdan ayr\u0131lm\u0131r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7oxdan ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131b s\u0259ni, qovdu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 pe\u015fman olub. Analar yegan\u0259 varl\u0131qlard\u0131r ki, ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131rlar
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu: – T\u0259ki s\u0259n dey\u0259n kimi olsun. <\/p>\n
K\u0259rim, S\u0259f\u0259r, Rafiq qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda El\u00e7in\u0259 n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rini m\u00fczakir\u0259 edirdil\u0259r. <\/p>\n
K\u0259rim – \u00dc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259r b\u0259sdir. Onu el\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131r\u0131rsan ki, anas\u0131ndan \u0259mdiyi s\u00fcd burnundan g\u0259lsin.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – Ata, icaz\u0259 ver, m\u0259n d\u0259 gedim.
\nK\u0259rim – Olmaz. Onsuzda yaralar\u0131n sa\u011falmay\u0131b.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Gedim, o al\u00e7a\u011fa s\u00f6z\u00fcm var.
\nRafiq – U\u015faqlar haz\u0131rd\u0131lar. Ma\u015f\u0131nda bizi g\u00f6zl\u0259yirl\u0259r.
\nK\u0259rim \u2013 H\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259rini qay\u0131danda ed\u0259c\u0259m. Gedin. Ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi it ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n
S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 Rafiq evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n
Fidan Eldarla \u015fam yem\u0259yi yeyirdil\u0259r, Ya\u015far\u0131 da \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yax\u0131n be\u015fiyin\u0259 qoymu\u015fdular ki, a\u011flayanda sakitl\u0259\u015fdirsinl\u0259r. Ya\u015far \u0259lin\u0259 veril\u0259n oyuncaqlarla oynay\u0131rd\u0131. <\/p>\n
Fidan – Heyf, evimiz\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdim. D\u00fcz\u00fc, tez-tez k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259yi xo\u015flam\u0131ram. Ev d\u0259yi\u015fdirm\u0259yin d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r-d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zi olur.
\nEldar – G\u00f6r n\u0259y\u0259 inan\u0131rsan? O ev t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259lidir. Buran\u0131 da R\u0259\u015fadgil sat\u0131b bina evi alacaqlar. B\u0259lk\u0259 biz d\u0259 bina evi alaq?
\n– Bina evini xo\u015flam\u0131ram ax\u0131.
\n– S\u0259f\u0259rgil d\u0259 bilir \u00fcnvanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131?
\n– \u00dcnvanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131?
\n– H\u0259r \u015feyi bilirl\u0259r. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 arvad\u0131 i\u015f yerim\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, ofis\u0259.<\/p>\n
Fidan bir az Eldardan incidi. – \u0130ndi deyirs\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259?
\n– S\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz qan ver\u0259nd\u0259, el\u0259 bildim ki, do\u011frudan g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz.
\n– Dem\u0259li, S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc s\u0259n\u0259 arvad\u0131 demi\u015fdi.
\n– H\u0259. \u018fs\u0259bl\u0259\u015fib qovmu\u015fdum.<\/p>\n
Araya bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259lik sakitlik \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc.
\nFidan \u2013 \u0130ndi d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 inanm\u0131rsan?
\nEldar bir be\u015fikd\u0259ki o\u011fluna, sonra Fidana baxd\u0131. – \u018fg\u0259r nigah\u0131m\u0131z ka\u011f\u0131z \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qalsayd\u0131, yox, inanmazd\u0131m. \u0130ndi inan\u0131ram.
\n– Q\u0259lbim\u0259 d\u0259yirs\u0259n.
\n– S\u0259mimi oluram. \u0130ndi y\u00fcz adam g\u0259lib dey\u0259 ki, Fidan m\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t edib, inanmaram. Vallah, inanmaram.<\/p>\n
Fidan g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib stuldan qalxd\u0131, Eldar\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi. Eldar Fidan\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fc.
\nEvin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 T\u0259hmin\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131, a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi, ota\u011f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131. Fidanla Eldar t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259, sonra qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri \u0259hval\u0131 korlanm\u0131\u015f halda gir\u0259n R\u0259\u015fada baxd\u0131lar. Fidan T\u0259hmin\u0259nin ota\u011f\u0131na gedib qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc. T\u0259hmin\u0259 yata\u011f\u0131na uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fc il\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131.
\nFidan – T\u0259hmin\u0259… T\u0259hmin\u0259… N\u0259 olub?<\/p>\n
T\u0259hmin\u0259 cavab vermirdi.
\nFidan – R\u0259\u015fadla dala\u015fm\u0131san? M\u0259n\u0259 cavab ver, R\u0259\u015fadla dala\u015fm\u0131san?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131, h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131raraq – Yox – dedi.
\nFidan – Onda niy\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rsan?<\/p>\n
R\u0259\u015fad divanda oturub Eldara T\u0259hmin\u0259nin niy\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 izah edirdi.
\n– Ka\u015f m\u0259niml\u0259 dala\u015fard\u0131. Anas\u0131 ham\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259ni dedi biz\u0259. \u0130nsand\u0131rda ay Eldar. Hans\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259hvi olmay\u0131b ki…Bir \u0259clafa inan\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259slim edib. S\u0259n guya d\u00fcz el\u0259din, onu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 atd\u0131n?
\nEldar ba\u015f\u0131yla t\u0259sdiql\u0259di – D\u00fczd\u00fcr. Sizd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck kimi say\u0131b qap\u0131s\u0131na getm\u0259k idi, getdiniz. Bundan sonra \u00f6z\u00fc bil\u0259r. D\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259rsiniz. \u0130st\u0259s\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r, ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z.
\n– Anamgiln\u0259n d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam telefonda. Deyir \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 od vuraram. Burda s\u0259n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 q\u0131z tapm\u0131\u015fam, atas\u0131yla da dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, raz\u0131d\u0131lar. \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m qarda\u015f, m\u0259n bu qad\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda rahatam, xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m. ist\u0259mir\u0259m ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131.
\nEl\u00e7in – \u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259, T\u0259hmin\u0259nin d\u0259, s\u0259nin d\u0259 ananla dan\u0131\u015faq. Dan\u0131\u015faq? Fidanla rayona ged\u0259rik, dan\u0131\u015far\u0131q.
\n– Laz\u0131m deyil, daha onlar\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131na getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. Evl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259m d\u0259. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 olubda. U\u015faq olanda ham\u0131s\u0131 pe\u015fman olacaq. T\u0259hmin\u0259nin anas\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamayacam. Ba\u015f\u0131m da \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r. G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz z\u0259h\u0259r oldu.<\/p>\n
S\u0259f\u0259rgil evin qaba\u011f\u0131nda El\u00e7inin g\u0259lm\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. S\u0259f\u0259r \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, evd\u0259 adam olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. El\u00e7in ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 binan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda saxlad\u0131. Ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 Rafiql\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 o\u011flan ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. El\u00e7in binaya girm\u0259mi\u015f qolundan tutub a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7mam\u0131\u015f yer\u0259 s\u0259rdil\u0259r, kimisi t\u0259pikl\u0259 qarn\u0131na, kimisi belin\u0259 vururdular. El\u00e7in bir-iki d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259sini \u00e7\u0131xartsa da, sonradan susdu.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb o\u011flanlara yax\u0131nla\u015fanda El\u00e7ini t\u0259pikl\u0259m\u0259yi dayand\u0131rd\u0131lar. S\u0259f\u0259r dizl\u0259ri \u00fcstd\u0259 oturdu, sol \u0259liyl\u0259 El\u00e7inin sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b, qan olmu\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131:
\n– \u0130ndi bildin d\u00f6y\u00fclm\u0259k nec\u0259 olur? Daha g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc qad\u0131nlara g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259rs\u0259n. Bac\u0131mdan bo\u015fanmsan, h\u0259r tik\u0259ni qula\u011f\u0131n boyda edib, paketl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m, sonra da rayona g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259c\u0259m. Sakitc\u0259 bac\u0131mdan bo\u015fan\u0131rsan. E\u015fitdin? <\/p>\n
El\u00e7in m\u0131z\u0131ldan\u0131rd\u0131, dedikl\u0259rini anlamaq \u00e7\u0259tin idi. S\u0259f\u0259r sual\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259krarlad\u0131.
\n– E\u015fitmir\u0259m. <\/p>\n
El\u00e7in g\u00fcc-b\u0259la il\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131ndan bir k\u0259lm\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. – Bo-\u015fan\u0131ram. <\/p>\n
S\u0259f\u0259r \u0259ll\u0259rini El\u00e7inin ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0259kdi, yezn\u0259l\u0259rini d\u00f6y\u0259n o\u011flanlarla birlikd\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f qay\u0131td\u0131lar. El\u00e7in hals\u0131z v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin ortas\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bir ay ke\u00e7di. Sentyabr\u0131n son g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259n biridir. Restoran\u0131n ki\u00e7ik zal\u0131nda T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad\u0131n toyu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dost-tan\u0131\u015flar yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00f6z yerl\u0259rini tuturdular. T\u0259hmin\u0259 g\u0259linlik paltar\u0131nda Fidanla birlikd\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. R\u0259\u015fad \u0259lind\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcll\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f buket ev\u0259 girdi.
\n– Az qala g\u00fcls\u00fcz g\u0259lirdim.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259ri al\u0131b iyl\u0259di. – \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol \u0259zizim. \u018fn sevdiyim g\u00fcll\u0259ri alm\u0131san. Fidan \u2013 Romantika vaxt\u0131 deyil.Tez olun, t\u0131xaca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb gecikm\u0259y\u0259k. Eldar da z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdi, qonaqlar g\u0259libl\u0259r. <\/p>\n
Fidan o\u011flu quca\u011f\u0131nda arxa oturacaqda oturdu. R\u0259\u015fad gecikm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n s\u00fcr\u0259tini art\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. <\/p>\n
Ayb\u0259niz atas\u0131n\u0131n, qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ist\u0259yi il\u0259 bo\u015fanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u0259riz\u0259 verdi. Anas\u0131yla ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 Lamiy\u0259 il\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdil\u0259r. C\u0259mil\u0259 Lamiy\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdi. G\u0259lininin salam\u0131n\u0131 almay\u0131b ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 – G\u00f6zl\u0259, g\u0259lir\u0259m.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131. Ayb\u0259niz Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\nLamiy\u0259 – M\u0259ni S\u0259f\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Ail\u0259mizin da\u011f\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259mir.
\nAyb\u0259niz t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi – G\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259zdim.
\n– M\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim. S\u0259f\u0259r b\u0259yaq dedi. Bo\u015fanmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n.
\n– Ham\u0131m\u0131z ist\u0259yirik. El\u00e7in son vaxtlar adaml\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n q\u0259drini bil, hec olmasa m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259ti v\u0259 insaf\u0131 var
\n– Bu d\u0259f\u0259 ail\u0259mi qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, S\u0259f\u0259rin sevgisini yenid\u0259n qazanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259limd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259ni ed\u0259c\u0259m.
\n– Y\u0259ni, S\u0259f\u0259rin sevgisini n\u0259 vaxtsa qazanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n? <\/p>\n
Lamiy\u0259 Ayb\u0259nizin s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n p\u0259rt oldu. Ayb\u0259niz kinay\u0259 il\u0259 Lamiy\u0259ni s\u00fczd\u00fc v\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa davam etdi.
\n– Qarda\u015f\u0131ma nec\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 g\u0259ldiyini yax\u015f\u0131 bilirik. Bir o\u011flan kimi vicdan borcunu yerin\u0259 yetirdi.
\nLamiy\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, qaynanas\u0131yla bald\u0131z\u0131 S\u0259f\u0259rin onu bo\u015famaqlar\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi, sonacan m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparacaqd\u0131.
\n– D\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n, karl\u0131 qaynata x\u0259trin\u0259 m\u0259cbur qal\u0131b evl\u0259nm\u0259di. He\u00e7 olmasa, vicdan\u0131 var. El\u00e7ind\u0259 hec o da yox idi. K\u0259rim day\u0131n\u0131n hesab\u0131na evi, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131, i\u015fi oldu. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir. El\u0259 ki\u015finin q\u0131z\u0131 poz\u011fun da olsa alma\u011fa d\u0259y\u0259rdi. <\/p>\n
Ayb\u0259niz sonuncu deyil\u0259n c\u00fcml\u0259y\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rini cilovlaya bilm\u0259di, Lamiy\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u015fill\u0259 vurdu. Lamiy\u0259 \u015fill\u0259nin t\u0259sirind\u0259n divanda oturdu, \u0259liyl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tutub bald\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131… <\/p>\n
Ard\u0131 var. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
S\u0259f\u0259r Eldara salam verib \u0259l uzatd\u0131. Eldar salamla\u015fmaq ist\u0259mirdi, Fidana bax\u0131b \u0259l uzatd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r – Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n vaxts\u0131z g\u0259ldim. G\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim. Fidan…Fidan xan\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 qan verdiyiniz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox sa\u011f olun. Fidan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirmi\u015fdi, Eldarla bir-biril\u0259rinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. Fidan – \u0130nsanl\u0131q borcumuzdur. Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dayanmayaq. Ke\u00e7\u0259k i\u00e7\u0259ri. Fidan h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l qap\u0131dan h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 girdi. Eldar S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16894","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16894","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16894"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16894\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16895,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16894\/revisions\/16895"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16894"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16894"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16894"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}