{"id":17157,"date":"2016-01-05T14:00:53","date_gmt":"2016-01-05T10:00:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=17157"},"modified":"2016-01-05T14:42:42","modified_gmt":"2016-01-05T10:42:42","slug":"s%c9%99faq%c9%99t-cavansirli-sevginin-gozl%c9%99ri-romaninin-xxxi-hiss%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=17157","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259faq\u0259t CAVAN\u015e\u0130RL\u0130.\u201dSevginin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u201d roman\u0131n\u0131n XXXI hiss\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/s017.radikal.ru\/i405\/1601\/36\/333ddbb0f8b0.jpg\" alt=\"http:\/\/s017.radikal.ru\/i405\/1601\/36\/333ddbb0f8b0.jpg\" \/><\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 o\u011flunu Lamiy\u0259ni ev\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn danlay\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; B\u0259s, s\u0259n bo\u015fanmaq ist\u0259yirdin? N\u0259 tez d\u0259yi\u015fdin fikrini?<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; Pis-yax\u015f\u0131 ail\u0259mdi. \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m da\u011f\u0131ls\u0131n.<br \/>\n&#8211; D\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n bel\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131n,  az qala yalvar\u0131rd\u0131n ki, bo\u015fanasan. <\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r s\u0259sini bir az y\u00fcks\u0259ltdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; D\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n Fidan\u0131n ail\u0259li oldu\u011funu bilmirdim \u00e7\u00fcnki. Unutma, Lamiy\u0259 i\u00e7kili v\u0259ziyy\u0259timd\u0259n istifad\u0259 ed\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n onun ba\u015f\u0131na m\u0259ni s\u0259n salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n. Lamiy\u0259yl\u0259 ail\u0259 qurma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n g\u00fcnahkar\u0131 da s\u0259ns\u0259n<br \/>\n&#8211; Yen\u0259 g\u00fcnahkar m\u0259n oldum. Neyn\u0259k. Gedin ya\u015fay\u0131n. Amma o g\u0259lini bird\u0259 evimd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259yim. Get, s\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t ed\u0259n qad\u0131nla ya\u015fa.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ufff&#8230; S\u0259n\u0259 qalsa, Fidan da x\u0259yan\u0259t etmi\u015fdi. <\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdi, Fidana t\u0259l\u0259 qurdu\u011funu bir anliq unutdu. Cavab verm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Fidan s\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259mi\u015fdi. <\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 anas\u0131na baxd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259 bilirs\u0259n? \u015e\u0259kili s\u0259n g\u00f6st\u0259rmi\u015fdin. <\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 cavab ver\u0259 bilm\u0259yib susdu. S\u0259f\u0259r anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 cavab verdi<br \/>\n&#8211; Fidan\u0131  t\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 sald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131  boynuna al\u0131rsan.<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259n he\u00e7 kim\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259 qurmam\u0131\u015fam. Ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir atan da, s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 bax\u0131rs\u0131z. B\u0259z\u0259n ikinizd\u0259n d\u0259 yoruluram.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li bax\u0131\u015flarla anas\u0131na baxa-baxa otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di. Otaqda bac\u0131s\u0131 Ayb\u0259nizd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259di.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; Lamiy\u0259 hardad\u0131?<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz &#8211; Eve getdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259ni niy\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259di? <\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r cibind\u0259n telefonunu \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 z\u0259ng etdi. Lamiy\u0259 taksid\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu. Telefonun z\u0259ngini e\u015fidib \u00e7antas\u0131ndan g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259rin ad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb telefona cavab verdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Allo<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259ni niy\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259din?<br \/>\n&#8211; Ayb\u0259niz m\u0259ni evd\u0259n qovdu.<br \/>\n&#8211; Nec\u0259? Yax\u015f\u0131. M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r telefonu cibin\u0259 qoydu, astaca Ayb\u0259niz\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259nin Lamiy\u0259yl\u0259 problemin n\u0259dir?<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259n ona he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; Evd\u0259n qovmusan.<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki Lamiy\u0259dir. Artistlik el\u0259di yen\u0259.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur \u00f6z probleml\u0259rinl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qat, q\u0131z\u0131nla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful ol. S\u0259nin se\u00e7imin m\u0259nimkind\u0259n u\u011furlu deyil.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r ota\u011f\u0131na getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Deyil\u0259nl\u0259r Ayb\u0259nizin q\u0259lbin\u0259  d\u0259ys\u0259 d\u0259, fikir verm\u0259di. Telefonunda El\u00e7inl\u0259 birg\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdirdiyi \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 baxd\u0131.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Nigah merasimind\u0259n sonra h\u0259r k\u0259s \u0259yl\u0259ndi, Fidan, Eldar birg\u0259 r\u0259qs edib, \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirdil\u0259r. Y\u0131\u011f\u0131ncaq bitdi, davam\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi d\u00f6rdl\u00fck evd\u0259  qeyd etdil\u0259r. Ya\u015far ev\u0259  g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n yolda yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Eldar q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcrc\u00fc \u00e7ax\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259 rumkas\u0131na  s\u00fczd\u00fc, bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 sa\u011fl\u0131q deyib, i\u00e7dil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259h\u0259r T\u0259hmin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259, R\u0259\u015fad\u0131n da \u00e7amadanlar\u0131n\u0131 haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan quca\u011f\u0131nda Ya\u015far ota\u011fa g\u0259ldi. Ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 o\u011flunun \u0259liyl\u0259 d\u00f6yd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211; T\u0131k-t\u0131k&#8230; xalas\u0131, biz g\u0259ldik.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; U\u015f\u015f, xalas\u0131 yesin bunu &#8211; deyib Ya\u015far\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n o \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n, bu \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6pm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan T\u0259hmin\u0259nin a\u011fz\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q \u00e7amadan\u0131na baxd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259r \u015feyi g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcn?<br \/>\n&#8211; Aha. Ka\u015f siz d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259ydiniz?<br \/>\nFidan zarafat\u0131ndan geri qalmd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla can\u0131m, yeni evl\u0259n\u0259nl\u0259rin aras\u0131nda qara tikan kolu olmaq can\u0131m\u0131zda yoxdur.<br \/>\n&#8211; Puah, s\u00f6z atma\u011f\u0131na bax. \u0130n\u015fallah bir h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259n sonra g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik. R\u0259\u015fad hara getdi bel\u0259?<br \/>\n&#8211; Eldarla h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259dil\u0259r. Aeroporta sizi Eldar aparacaq.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259n g\u0259lmirs\u0259n? -M\u0259nsiz olarm\u0131 he\u00e7?<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00f6z evind\u0259, \u00f6z yata\u011f\u0131nda, sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 yatm\u0131\u015f arvad\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda a\u00e7d\u0131. Hamama ke\u00e7ib \u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yuduqdan sonra, he\u00e7 n\u0259 yem\u0259mi\u015f paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 geyindi. Otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 Lamiy\u0259 arxas\u0131nca soru\u015fdu.<br \/>\n&#8211; Hara gedirs\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Sex\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259m. Ax\u015fam g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259ys\u0259 almaq laz\u0131md\u0131?<br \/>\n&#8211; Ax\u015fama yax\u0131n z\u0259ng edib dey\u0259r\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259lik &#8211; H\u0259l\u0259lik.<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad\u0131 yola salandan sonra Eldar ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z restoranlar\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda saxlad\u0131. Fidan \u00e7ay i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 Eldar quca\u011f\u0131nda o\u011flu administratordan i\u015fl\u0259rin nec\u0259 getdiyini soru\u015fur, s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259ri yoxluyurdu. Restoranda \u00e7ox oturmad\u0131lar, g\u00fcnortayacan ev\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r. Fidan y\u00fcng\u00fcl yem\u0259k &#8211; \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rtma bi\u015firdi, s\u00fcfr\u0259ni haz\u0131rlad\u0131. Eldar \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yin yum\u015faq yerind\u0259n k\u0259sib yumurtaya bat\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131, quca\u011f\u0131nda saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 o\u011fluna yedizdirdi. Fidan narahat olurdu.<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259l\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259di, bo\u011faz\u0131nda qalar.<br \/>\n&#8211; Narahat olma, o\u011flanlar\u0131m yeddi ayl\u0131q olanda qa\u015f\u0131qla yedizdirirdim.<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259 bilim, \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r u\u015faq b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; Narahat olma, he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmaz. Bir g\u00fcn s\u0259ni o\u011flanlar\u0131mla tan\u0131\u015f ed\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; Yolda\u015f\u0131n naraz\u0131 olmaz?<br \/>\n&#8211; Niy\u0259 naraz\u0131 olmal\u0131d\u0131r? S\u0259nd\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259 il \u0259vv\u0259l bo\u015fanm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. B\u0259zi ki\u015fil\u0259r kimi d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259 ayr\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fam, mehribanl\u0131qla, h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259 bo\u015fanm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. \u00dcst\u0259lik o g\u00fcn dedi ki, ist\u0259s\u0259n yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr g\u0259l. <\/p>\n<p>Fidan Eldar\u0131n dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 inana bilmirdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259n ciddi deyirs\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Tamamil\u0259.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ev\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 utanaram.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ev\u0259 getm\u0259rs\u0259n, ham\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 birlikd\u0259 restorana apararam.<br \/>\n&#8211; Q\u0259rib\u0259 adamsan.<br \/>\n&#8211; Q\u0259rib\u0259 deyil\u0259m. \u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259n\u0259n insanlar\u0131 pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qoymay\u0131m. X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 qad\u0131nlar\u0131. Adic\u0259  fahi\u015f\u0259 olan qad\u0131na da pis baxm\u0131ram. Onu o yola salanad\u0131r nifr\u0259tim. <\/p>\n<p>Fidan heyranl\u0131qla Eldara bax\u0131rd\u0131. Eldar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn etdikl\u0259rin\u0259 pe\u015fman deyildi.<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, onu h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n sev\u0259n ki\u015fini tap\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Lamiy\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yuxusunu qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0131\u015fq\u0131raraq oyand\u0131. \u018flini aln\u0131na aparanda t\u0259rl\u0259diyini hiss etdi. D\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ala-ala h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131raraq a\u011flad\u0131. Ev telefonuna g\u0259l\u0259n z\u0259ngin s\u0259sind\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silib yataqdan qalxd\u0131. Pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri t\u0259l\u0259sik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb d\u0259st\u0259yi g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211; Allo.<br \/>\nZ\u0259ng ed\u0259n Lamiy\u0259nin anas\u0131 Aynur idi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Nec\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fidib a\u011flad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Pis\u0259m, d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, ana<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259 olub? S\u0259f\u0259r ax\u015fam g\u0259lm\u0259di?<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259f\u0259r g\u0259ldi. C\u0259mil\u0259 m\u0259rdimazarl\u0131q el\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq. O\u011flum&#8230; b\u0259yaq o\u011flumu yuxuda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Nahaq onu x\u0259st\u0259xanada qoyub qa\u00e7d\u0131m ana,  \u00e7ox nahaq.<br \/>\n&#8211; O s\u00f6zl\u0259ri bird\u0259 dilin\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259. E\u015fid\u0259n olar. H\u0259l\u0259 cavans\u0131n\u0131z, yen\u0259 olar \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131z. H\u0259m s\u0259n d\u0259 bilmirdin, o u\u015faq S\u0259f\u0259rindir, ya yox.<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259 bilim, \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 bil\u0259rdik.<br \/>\n&#8211; Daha gecdi q\u0131z\u0131m, \u00e7ox gecdi. A\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f. S\u0259f\u0259rin s\u0259ninl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259dir. Ke\u00e7mi\u015fi unut, bundan sonrak\u0131 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn. \u0130ndi d\u0259st\u0259yi qoy yerin\u0259, get hamama. H\u0259r \u015feyi, yuxunu da unut, t\u0259z\u0259 s\u0259hif\u0259 a\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259. M\u0259nim d\u0259 qan\u0131m\u0131 qaraltma! E\u015fitdin m\u0259ni?<br \/>\n&#8211; E\u015fitdim.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259rim kabinetind\u0259 oturmu\u015fdu. T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. Telefon z\u0259ng \u00e7ald\u0131. K\u0259rim bu z\u0259ngi g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi d\u0259st\u0259yi g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211; Allo.<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259n\u0259m.<br \/>\nD\u0259st\u0259yin o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n ki\u015fi s\u0259si e\u015fidildi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Verdiyiniz \u00fcnvan\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259sini tapm\u0131\u015fam. <\/p>\n<p>K\u0259rim q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259rd\u0259n birini q\u0259l\u0259m qab\u0131ndan  g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u00f6mr\u0259ni de.<br \/>\nD\u0259st\u0259yin o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n ki\u015fi n\u00f6mr\u0259ni dedikc\u0259 K\u0259rim v\u0259r\u0259q\u0259 yazd\u0131. Ki\u015fiyl\u0259 sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b d\u0259st\u0259yi yerin\u0259 qoymam\u0131\u015f v\u0259r\u0259q\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 n\u00f6mr\u0259ni y\u0131\u011fd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan Ya\u015far\u0131 yat\u0131zd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Eldarla divanda oturub televizora bax\u0131rd\u0131lar. Fidan Eldar\u0131 qucaqlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ev telefonun s\u0259sin\u0259 Fidan diksindi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Tamam yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, \u015funuru telefondan \u00e7\u0131xartmad\u0131m.<br \/>\nEldar telefona cavab verdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; B\u0259li. K\u0259rim ki\u015fi s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259n kimi d\u0259st\u0259yi yerin\u0259 qoydu<\/p>\n<p>Eldar da d\u0259st\u0259yi yerin\u0259 asd\u0131,\u00e7iynini \u00e7\u0259kdi<br \/>\n&#8211; Q\u0259rib\u0259di, cavab verm\u0259di.<br \/>\nYen\u0259 telefona z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. Eldar cavab verdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; B\u0259li. K\u0259rim<br \/>\n&#8211; Salam.<br \/>\nEldar ki\u015fi s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259n kimi qa\u015f-qabaql\u0131 oldu.<br \/>\n&#8211; Kimdi?<br \/>\n&#8211; T\u0259hmin\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131 olar?<br \/>\n&#8211; Kimdir soru\u015fan.<br \/>\n&#8211; Narahat ed\u0259n K\u0259rimdir. T\u0259hmin\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 biz\u0259 laz\u0131m idi.<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259 i\u015fi?<br \/>\nK\u0259rim Eldar\u0131n s\u0259sinin tonundan hiss etdi ki, z\u0259ngi hec d\u0259 xo\u015f qar\u015f\u0131lanmay\u0131b. &#8211; Reklam i\u015fiydi.<br \/>\n&#8211; T\u0259hmin\u0259 xan\u0131m evd\u0259 yoxdur. Siz n\u00f6mr\u0259nizi verin, g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 dey\u0259r\u0259m z\u0259ng ed\u0259r.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00d6z\u00fcm z\u0259ng ed\u0259r\u0259m, \u00e7ox sa\u011f olun.<br \/>\nEldar  d\u0259st\u0259yi yerin\u0259 qoydu. Q\u0259rib\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flarla Fidana baxd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; T\u0259hmin\u0259ni soru\u015furlar.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ad\u0131n dem\u0259di?<br \/>\n&#8211; Deyir K\u0259rimdir. Ev n\u00f6mr\u0259sini hardan bilir? <\/p>\n<p>Fidan K\u0259rimin ad\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 tutuldu, lakin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirm\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259nc\u0259, T\u0259hmin\u0259nin el\u0259 bir tan\u0131\u015f\u0131 yoxdur. N\u0259 ist\u0259yirdi?<br \/>\n&#8211; Guya reklam i\u015fidir. S\u0259n bu haqda T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259, R\u0259\u015fada da he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259. G\u0259r\u0259k n\u00f6mr\u0259 yazan telefon al\u0131m. Kimdirs\u0259 yen\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Eldar Fidana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, yan\u0131nda oturub onu qucaqlad\u0131. Fidan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri televizora baxsa da, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ri tamam ba\u015fqa yerd\u0259ydi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, bir t\u0259dbir g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259, h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259r \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacaq,b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad T\u0259hmin\u0259ni  bo\u015fayacaq.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 yem\u0259k bi\u015fir\u0259-bi\u015fir\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ax\u0131rda bezib b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 tullad\u0131, \u0259liyl\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 yoldu. <\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Bir yol tapa bilmir\u0259m. Tapa bilmir\u0259m ki, o q\u0131zdan o\u011flumu al\u0131m, tapa bilmir\u0259m. <\/p>\n<p>Eldar ax\u015fama yax\u0131n haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131b evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Fidan arxay\u0131n olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Eldar ma\u015f\u0131nla darvazadan \u00e7\u0131xanacan onu izl\u0259di. Rahatl\u0131q tapan adamlar kimi d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131.<br \/>\nEv telefonuna yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b, d\u0259st\u0259yi g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u00f6nc\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etdi, sonra n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcs\u0259 n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259ri y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. Telefona bir qad\u0131n cavab verdi. Fidan o qad\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini tan\u0131d\u0131 &#8211; C\u0259mil\u0259ydi. Fidan C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 nifr\u0259t edirdi, lakin bac\u0131 kimi bildiyi bir insan\u0131n x\u0259trin\u0259 bu add\u0131m\u0131 atma\u011fa m\u0259cbur idi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ax\u015fam\u0131n\u0131z xeyir C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 Fidan\u0131n s\u0259sini tan\u0131mad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ax\u015fam\u0131n\u0131z xeyir.<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259n\u0259m Fidan. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yin q\u0131z\u0131. <\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi<br \/>\n&#8211; Nec\u0259s\u0259n? G\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun,yax\u015f\u0131yam. C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m, S\u0259f\u0259r evd\u0259dir?<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259f\u0259r \u00f6z evind\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8211; Onunla nec\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 saxlaya bil\u0259r\u0259m?<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259, ev telefonunu verim, z\u0259ng el\u0259.<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u00fctl\u0259q&#8230; T\u0259cili laz\u0131md\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259 is\u0259 problem yoxdur? Y\u0259ni yolda\u015f\u0131nla ba\u011fl\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259ri d\u0259 tan\u0131y\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211; Narahat olmay\u0131n, tamam ba\u015fqa m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir.<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u00f6mr\u0259ni deyir\u0259m,yaz.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 n\u00f6mr\u0259ni dedikc\u0259 Fidan d\u0259ft\u0259r\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 yazd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan &#8211; \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun. Minn\u0259tdaram.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259n d\u0259 sa\u011f ol.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan bir d\u0259ft\u0259r\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 n\u00f6mr\u0259y\u0259, bir d\u0259 telefona baxd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259ri y\u0131\u011fma\u011f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn xeyli d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259li oldu.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r ev\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 girmi\u015fdi. Lamiy\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259ni haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. Ev telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259st\u0259yi g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211; Allo<br \/>\n&#8211; Salam S\u0259f\u0259r. Nec\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r Fidan\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdi. \u0130nanmaqda \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259kirdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Fidan?<br \/>\nM\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n \u0259lind\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k qab\u0131 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan Lamiy\u0259 Fidan\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 ayaq saxlad\u0131. \u015e\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259ri dinl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r s\u0259sini q\u0131s\u0131b dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. <\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Fidan, do\u011frudan s\u0259ns\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259n\u0259 vacib s\u00f6z\u00fcm var. H\u0259yati m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Lamiy\u0259 el\u0259 yerd\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, onu g\u00f6rm\u0259k m\u00fcm\u00fck\u00fcn deyildi. <\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; G\u00f6zl\u0259, h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m, y\u0131\u011f\u0131ram s\u0259ni. Evd\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fa bilmir\u0259m. <\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Bir az tez ol.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259st\u0259yi yerin\u0259 qoydu, telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259 yazan oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u00f6mr\u0259ni \u0259l telefonuna yazd\u0131qdan sonra evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu. <\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 &#8211; Bilirdim ki, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmad\u0131, yanaqlar\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sil\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259ki \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k qab\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 sald\u0131. Yer\u0259 da\u011f\u0131lan \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259ri bir-bir qab\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131b s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259ldi&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Ard\u0131 var&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 o\u011flunu Lamiy\u0259ni ev\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn danlay\u0131rd\u0131. &#8211; B\u0259s, s\u0259n bo\u015fanmaq ist\u0259yirdin? N\u0259 tez d\u0259yi\u015fdin fikrini? S\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; Pis-yax\u015f\u0131 ail\u0259mdi. \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m da\u011f\u0131ls\u0131n. &#8211; D\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n bel\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131n, az qala yalvar\u0131rd\u0131n ki, bo\u015fanasan. S\u0259f\u0259r s\u0259sini bir az y\u00fcks\u0259ltdi. &#8211; D\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n Fidan\u0131n ail\u0259li oldu\u011funu bilmirdim \u00e7\u00fcnki. Unutma, Lamiy\u0259 i\u00e7kili v\u0259ziyy\u0259timd\u0259n istifad\u0259 ed\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n onun ba\u015f\u0131na m\u0259ni s\u0259n salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n. 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