{"id":17378,"date":"2016-01-18T12:00:51","date_gmt":"2016-01-18T08:00:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=17378"},"modified":"2016-01-18T18:31:52","modified_gmt":"2016-01-18T14:31:52","slug":"eyvaz-zeynalov-n%c9%99v%c9%99-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=17378","title":{"rendered":"Eyvaz ZEYNALOV.”N\u0259v\u0259” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Uzan\u0131b televizora bax\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fl telefonu il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fan arvad\u0131n\u0131n bird\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, yanaqlar\u0131ndak\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi: \u201cBuna n\u0259 oldu?\u201d Ancaq, dey\u0259s\u0259n, bu g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 sevinc g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131yd\u0131. Arvad\u0131 a\u011flayandan \u00e7ox g\u00fcl\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– N\u0259di, n\u0259 var, ay arvad? – H\u0259r ehtimala qar\u015f\u0131 tez soru\u015fdu.
\nDan\u0131\u015f\u0131b qurtarandan, d\u0259smal\u0131 il\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sil\u0259nd\u0259n sonra cavab verdi.
\n– Dur, haz\u0131rla\u015f, ged\u0259k.
\n– Hara?
\n– Bak\u0131ya, evimiz\u0259.
\nZ\u0259ng vuran q\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131. Do\u011fum evind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Ne\u00e7\u0259 saatd\u0131 ordayd\u0131lar. G\u0259lin boylu idi, sanc\u0131s\u0131 tutmu\u015f, x\u0259st\u0259xanaya aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. H\u0259r \u015fey salamatl\u0131qla qurtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O\u011flan n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259 onlara \u2013 anas\u0131na, atas\u0131na g\u00f6zayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 verirdi.
\nArvad\u0131 o s\u0259brin yiy\u0259si deyildi. S\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n b\u0259ri ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 z\u0259ng vurmu\u015f, bir-bir g\u0259lini, o\u011flu, q\u0131z\u0131, n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 maraqlanm\u0131\u015f, dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n agah olsalar da he\u00e7 hans\u0131 vaxt\u0131ndan qabaq a\u011fz\u0131ndan bir k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131rtmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nSaata baxd\u0131. Be\u015f\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015fdi. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r tez haz\u0131rla\u015fsalar, yola d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 az\u0131 bir saat vaxt itir\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. H\u0259l\u0259 qa\u00e7q\u0131n q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259 m\u0259skunla\u015fm\u0131\u015f qarda\u015f\u0131gil\u0259 d\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259liydil\u0259r. \u018fvv\u0259ld\u0259n bel\u0259 planla\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar, g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. Hesabla, ax\u015fam\u0131 onlarda ke\u00e7irm\u0259liydil\u0259r.
\nArvad\u0131 qarda\u015f\u0131 arvad\u0131na telefon a\u00e7d\u0131. \u015ead x\u0259b\u0259ri onunla da b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00dcst\u0259lik dedi, yem\u0259y\u0259-filana, d\u0259f\u0259-dara\u011fa ehtiyac yoxdu, l\u0259ngim\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik, g\u0259lib el\u0259 at\u00fcst\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k, o saat da Bak\u0131ya yola d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yik.
\n\u0130kinci g\u00fcnd\u00fc B\u0259rd\u0259d\u0259 idil\u0259r. Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259ri h\u0259m ziyar\u0259t, h\u0259m d\u0259 ticar\u0259tdi. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r A\u011fdam\u0131 i\u015f\u011fal ed\u0259nd\u0259n sonra qohum-\u0259qr\u0259ban\u0131n, dost-tan\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00e7oxu bu \u0259trafda, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259 v\u0259 k\u0259ndl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259skunla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ha\u00e7and\u0131 onlarla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Arada gir\u0259v\u0259l\u0259yib h\u0259m onlara ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k, h\u0259m d\u0259 B\u0259rd\u0259d\u0259 10-15 duzlu su vannas\u0131 q\u0259bul etm\u0259k fikrind\u0259ydil\u0259r. H\u0259r ikisinin beli, oynaqlar\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Yerd\u0259n t\u0259bii \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 qaynayan bu duzlu, isti suyun m\u00fcalic\u0259vi \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259ti haqq\u0131nda \u00e7ox e\u015fitmi\u015fdil\u0259r.
\nBu g\u00fcn may\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcyd\u00fc, h\u0259kimin hesablamas\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259, g\u0259lini ay\u0131n ax\u0131r\u0131nda qurtarmal\u0131yd\u0131. Arxay\u0131n salmasayd\u0131, evd\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259z, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259nara qoymazd\u0131lar.
\nDuzlu su m\u00fcalic\u0259xanas\u0131 B\u0259rd\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rinin A\u011fdama do\u011fru \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131nda, \u0259sas n\u0259qliyyat yolunun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ydi. \u00c7oxdan f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259, sovetl\u0259r da\u011f\u0131lan kimi \u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fdiril\u0259n \u015f\u0259fa oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcasir t\u0259l\u0259bl\u0259r\u0259 cavab ver\u0259n \u015f\u0259raiti-filan\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131nm\u0131rd\u0131.
\nB\u0259rd\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atan kimi d\u00f6n\u00fcb b\u0259riba\u015fdan ikin\u0259f\u0259rlik bir otaq tutmu\u015fdular. H\u0259l\u0259 m\u00f6vs\u00fcm ba\u015flamam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u015e\u0259fa oca\u011f\u0131nda seyr\u0259klikdi. Yalan-ger\u00e7\u0259k, m\u00fcdir deyirdi, havalar q\u0131zanda burda x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin, m\u00fcalic\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259k olmur. Vanna q\u0259buluna saatlarla n\u00f6vb\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrl\u0259r.
\nC\u0259mi iki, d\u00fcn\u0259n ax\u015fam bir, bu g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259 bir vanna q\u0259bul etmi\u015fdil\u0259r.
\n\u00dcz\u00fc ax\u015fama do\u011fru uzaq yola \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u00fcr\u0259yinc\u0259 deyildi. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r l\u0259ngim\u0259s\u0259l\u0259r bir saat da qarda\u015f\u0131gild\u0259 itir\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. Bel\u0259 d\u0259 Bak\u0131ya h\u0259l\u0259 xeyli qalm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259r qar\u0131\u015facaqd\u0131. Qaranl\u0131qda ma\u015f\u0131n s\u00fcrm\u0259kd\u0259n z\u0259hl\u0259si gedirdi. Yolun yar\u0131dan \u00e7oxu birt\u0259r\u0259fli, dar, beyrahatd\u0131. H\u0259r yet\u0259n pulnan bir s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcl\u00fck v\u0259siq\u0259si al\u0131b qoymu\u015fdu cibin\u0259. Biri yol h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti qaydalar\u0131na riay\u0259t edirdis\u0259, be\u015fi d\u0259 el\u0259mirdi. Ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n lampalar\u0131 laz\u0131mi standartlara uy\u011fun g\u0259lmirdi. Qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fanda i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 adam\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc de\u015firdi. Bir d\u0259, bel\u0259 harasa t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259nd\u0259 ad\u0259t\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 bir pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q ba\u015f verirdi. S\u00f6z vaxt\u0131na \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r, ne\u00e7\u0259 il bundan qabaq yen\u0259 el\u0259 bu zaman t\u0259l\u0259sik rayondan Bak\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131xanda yolda ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259zaya u\u011fram\u0131\u015f, \u015fik\u0259st qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nQarda\u015f\u0131gil d\u0259 ax\u015fam-ax\u015fam yola \u00e7\u0131xmalar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6rm\u0259dil\u0259r. Dedil\u0259r, allaha \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, h\u0259r \u015fey salamatl\u0131qla qurtar\u0131b, narahatl\u0131\u011fa, t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 el\u0259 bir \u0259sas yoxdu. Gec\u0259ni qal\u0131n bizd\u0259, s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n, i\u015f\u0131q g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259rsiniz. \u0130ndi n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259l-ayaq el\u0259s\u0259niz, Bak\u0131ya gec\u0259 saat onda, on bird\u0259 \u00e7atacaqs\u0131n\u0131z. O zaman da x\u0259st\u0259xanalarda g\u0259l\u0259nin he\u00e7 birini x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin yan\u0131na buraxm\u0131rlar.
\nArvad\u0131, n\u0259hay\u0259t, deyil\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015f\u0131b sakitl\u0259\u015fdi. D\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259bir qohum-\u0259qr\u0259ba ona, o da onlara z\u0259ng vurur, bir-birin\u0259 g\u00f6zayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 verir, t\u0259brik edirdil\u0259r.
\nAx\u015fam qarda\u015f\u0131gil n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259rk dir\u0259ns\u0259l\u0259r, onlar\u0131 buraxmaq ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 qald\u0131qlar\u0131 yer\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131lar. Yatmazdan qabaq vanna q\u0259bul etdil\u0259r. Arvad\u0131 g\u0259lninin \u0259l telefonuna z\u0259ng vurdu, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn, k\u00f6rp\u0259sinin sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00fcmumi v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti il\u0259 maraqland\u0131, m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259rini verdi, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n mu\u011fayat olma\u011f\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131 da, aya\u011f\u0131 da \u201cba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm\u201d, \u201cqurban olum\u201ddu.
\nS\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r erk\u0259n oyand\u0131. Vanna ota\u011f\u0131na ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kdi. Ax\u015fam xidm\u0259t\u00e7iyn\u0259n \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259\u015fdiyi kimi qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131, i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 kims\u0259 yoxdu. Vannalardan \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 yatan\u0131n birini doldurub daha bir vanna da q\u0259bul etdi, q\u0259nim\u0259tdi.
\nG\u00fcn q\u0131zmam\u0131\u015f B\u0259rd\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259ndil\u0259r. Yolda arvad\u0131 daha onu t\u0259l\u0259sdirmirdi. Da\u015fan s\u0259brini \u0259l telefonu il\u0259 yat\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Bak\u0131ya \u00e7atan kimi x\u0259st\u0259xanaya yolland\u0131.<\/p>\n

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K\u00f6rp\u0259ni do\u011fum evind\u0259n g\u0259tirmi\u015fdil\u0259r. G\u00f6r\u0259nin h\u0259r\u0259si onu bir adama, \u0259sas da ata-anas\u0131na ox\u015fad\u0131rd\u0131. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, \u0259n \u00f6n\u0259mlisi cansa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131. Anas\u0131, n\u0259n\u0259si, o biri n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri tez-tez fotoaparatla, \u0259l telefonu il\u0259 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kir, bir-birin\u0259, g\u00f6r\u0259n\u0259, g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rir, g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdil\u0259r.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qaba\u011f\u0131nda t\u0259dric\u0259n nec\u0259 inki\u015faf etdiyini, \u0259t\u0259-qana dolub b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc izl\u0259yir, \u0259n ki\u00e7ik d\u0259yi\u015fikliyi, yeniliyi, f\u0259rqi bel\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131r, t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb, heyr\u0259t dolu nidalarla dil\u0259 g\u0259tirir, bir-birin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar. Balaca bir reaksiyas\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 hans\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259si, \u0259ll\u0259rini, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 oynatmas\u0131, adi taqq\u0131lt\u0131ya diksinm\u0259si, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131rpmas\u0131, yuxuda \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259si (guya \u015feytan g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc), oyananda q\u0131zar\u0131b-bozararaq a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcz\u00fcb a\u011flamas\u0131, ilk g\u00fcnd\u0259n anas\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn birini al\u0131b o birini almamas\u0131, bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, h\u0259r \u015fey m\u00fczakir\u0259 m\u00f6vzusuydu. H\u0259l\u0259 arabir g\u00fcc\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k qaz buraxmas\u0131… E\u015fid\u0259nl\u0259ri \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259kimi bunu adi hal kimi d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ndirir, alt\u0131 ay bel\u0259 davam ed\u0259c\u0259yini s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdi.
\nDo\u011frudan, h\u0259yat \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259, ba\u015fdan-aya\u011fa m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259ydi! Bu balaca m\u0259xluq h\u0259m \u00e7ox z\u0259if, z\u0259rif, eyni zamanda, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00fccl\u00fc idi! G\u0259l\u0259n g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u0259trafda ham\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131na daxil olmu\u015f, fikrin\u0259-d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sin\u0259 hakim k\u0259silmi\u015fdi. Ham\u0131 onunla n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131r, onunla ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Aradan bir ay vaxt \u00f6tm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. K\u00f6rp\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f formala\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma h\u0259l\u0259 ad qoymam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. \u201cB\u0259b\u0259\u201d, \u201cb\u0259bi\u015f\u201d, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r, h\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z xo\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n ad\u0131 yara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 ona. Bir n\u00f6v, t\u0259klif kimi ortal\u0131\u011fa deyil\u0259n bu adlar\u0131 da biri b\u0259y\u0259nir, o biri b\u0259y\u0259nmirdi. Atas\u0131n\u0131n dilind\u0259n e\u015fidil\u0259n adlar daha art\u0131q m\u00fczakir\u0259 olunurdu. Onlar\u0131n da tam s\u0259s \u00e7oxlu\u011fu qazanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n ata b\u0259rkini tutmur, ham\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259y\u0259ndiyi ad\u0131n tap\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.
\nBaba da s\u0259brl\u0259, t\u0259mkinl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Ad m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sini k\u00f6rp\u0259nin valideynl\u0259rinin, o biri baba-n\u0259n\u0259sinin \u00f6hd\u0259sin\u0259 buraxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onlar\u0131 m\u0259hz bu varl\u0131q d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259li\u015fi il\u0259 bird\u0259nc\u0259 ata, ana, baba, n\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259mi\u015fdi. O, \u00e7oxdan babayd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131ndan iki, bir o\u011flan, bir q\u0131z n\u0259v\u0259si vard\u0131. Tural d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc, Ayt\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc sinifd\u0259 oxuyurdu. T\u0259z\u0259 n\u0259v\u0259sinin ba\u015f\u0131na f\u0131rlan\u0131r, bir d\u0259qiq\u0259 ondan ayr\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131lar. A\u011fl\u0131yan kimi:
\n– Bibi, bibi! – deyib u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n anas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar.
\nQeyri-iradi B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259sinin s\u00f6zl\u0259rini dilin\u0259 g\u0259tirirdi:
\n– \u0130mkan verin, u\u015faq bir az a\u011flas\u0131n, ciy\u0259rl\u0259ri b\u00f6y\u00fcs\u00fcn, genisin, s\u0259si a\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n.
\nArvad\u0131 deyirdi:
\n– G\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck k\u00f6rp\u0259 \u201cinq\u0259\u0259! inq\u0259\u0259!..\u201d il\u0259 a\u011flayar. S\u0259n bunu o q\u0259d\u0259r \u201c\u0259y\u0259-\u0259y\u0259\u0259! \u0259y\u0259-\u0259y\u0259\u0259!..\u201d \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131san, \u201c\u0259yy-\u0259yy! \u0259yy-\u0259yy!..\u201d a\u011flay\u0131r.
\nHaql\u0131yd\u0131, k\u00f6rp\u0259ni \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n bel\u0259 dindirirdi. Niy\u0259 \u0259n\u0259n\u0259vi, ham\u0131 kimi yox, bu c\u00fcr a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131, bunun s\u0259b\u0259bini is\u0259 y\u0259qin bir allah bilirdi.
\nAyt\u0259n n\u0259v\u0259si deyirdi:
\n– B\u0259b\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131r!
\n– O\u011flan da q\u0131za ox\u015fayar? – Tural etiraz edirdi. – B\u0259b\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131r, bala!
\nAyt\u0259n geri \u00e7\u0259kilmir, g\u00fcz\u0259\u015ft\u0259 getmirdi.
\n– Niy\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131r? Atam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyir, s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131san!
\nK\u0259nardan bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. K\u00f6rp\u0259nin valideynl\u0259ri, o\u011flu il\u0259 g\u0259lni d\u0259 t\u0259kliy\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 bir-biri il\u0259 el\u0259 onlar kimi \u00f6c\u0259\u015firdil\u0259r. H\u0259r ikisi k\u00f6rp\u0259nin daha art\u0131q ona ox\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 iddia edirdi.<\/p>\n

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Yad\u0131ndayd\u0131, bu n\u0259v\u0259sinin atas\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 do\u011fulmu\u015fdu. Evl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015f \u015fadyanal\u0131qd\u0131. U\u015fa\u011fa dil\u0259yat\u0131ml\u0131, m\u00fcnasib ad axtar\u0131rd\u0131lar. M\u00fcxt\u0259lif adlar\u0131 sadalasalar da \u0259n \u00e7ox El\u015f\u0259n, R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n adlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.
\nO\u011fluna do\u011fum haqq\u0131nda \u015f\u0259had\u0259tnam\u0259 alma\u011fa gedirdi. Pill\u0259k\u0259ni a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 eyvanda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f atas\u0131 arxadan s\u0259sl\u0259ndi:
\n– Hara gedirs\u0259n?
\n– U\u015fa\u011fa ya\u015f ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 alma\u011fa.
\n– Ad\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 qoydunuz? – Bar\u0131 bu ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259 dill\u0259n\u0259ydi!
\n– H\u0259l\u0259 tam d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259mi\u015fik, – dedi. – Orda El\u015f\u0259n, R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n ad\u0131n\u0131n hans\u0131 dilim\u0259 tez g\u0259ls\u0259, el\u0259 onu da yazd\u0131raca\u011fam.
\nAtas\u0131 naraz\u0131l\u0131qla ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131.
\n– Yaman da ad se\u00e7misiniz. El\u015f\u0259n, R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n… O\u011flan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 ad Vahiddi! Diri add\u0131. Ayama-filan yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131r, ya\u015fla\u015fanda \u0259mi, day\u0131 da yara\u015f\u0131r: Vahid \u0259mi, Vahid day\u0131! \u018fsl ki\u015fi ad\u0131d\u0131.
\n– N\u0259 bilim, – deyib yoluna davam etdi.
\n\u018fvv\u0259l atas\u0131n\u0131n sor\u011fu-sual\u0131na, m\u00fcdaxil\u0259sin\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t verm\u0259di. Ancaq bird\u0259n el\u0259 bil yuxudan ay\u0131ld\u0131. Yoox, atas\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259m-h\u0259l\u0259m dil bulamazd\u0131, bulam\u0131\u015fd\u0131sa, dem\u0259li, laz\u0131m bilmi\u015fdi.
\nDo\u011fum haqq\u0131nda \u015f\u0259had\u0259tnam\u0259ni yazma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015fan cavan qad\u0131n q\u0259l\u0259m \u0259lind\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b ondan soru\u015fdu:
\n– N\u0259 yaz\u0131m?
\n– N\u0259yi?.. – \u00c7a\u015f\u0131b qald\u0131.
\n– Ad\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 yaz\u0131m?
\n– H\u0259… – Atas\u0131 yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. – Vahid, Vahid yaz\u0131n, – dedi.<\/p>\n

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Aradan t\u0259xmin\u0259n bir saat, b\u0259lk\u0259 daha art\u0131q vaxt ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0131xanda atas\u0131n\u0131 yen\u0259 eyvanda, bayaq qoyub getdiyi yerd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. El\u0259 bil oturub onun yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. G\u00f6r\u0259n kimi canland\u0131:
\n– U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n ya\u015f ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131n?
\n– Ald\u0131m, – dedi.
\n– Ad\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 yazd\u0131rd\u0131n?
\n\u0130lahi, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fqa ad yazd\u0131rmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131! Atas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 nec\u0259 baxard\u0131?
\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259d\u0259n do\u011fum haqq\u0131ndak\u0131 \u015f\u0259had\u0259tnam\u0259ni cibind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 atas\u0131na sar\u0131 uzatd\u0131. A\u00e7\u0131b oxuma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259di. Ka\u015f onun hans\u0131 hissl\u0259ri ke\u00e7irdiyini bil\u0259ydi!
\nAtas\u0131 n\u0259v\u0259sinin \u015f\u0259had\u0259tnam\u0259sini a\u00e7\u0131b oxuma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259ss\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6rt\u00fcb geri qaytarma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259di. G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inanm\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi bir d\u0259, iki d\u0259 oxudu. B\u00fcruz\u0259 verm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259diyi h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131 ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki ifad\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fir, m\u0259mnunluqla g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi. Sanki \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f do\u011furdu.
\nHandan-hana ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b qeyri-adi bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 ona baxd\u0131.
\n– Ad\u0131ynan b\u00f6y\u00fcs\u00fcn! – dedi.
\nO an h\u0259r ikisi nec\u0259 d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtdi! Biri s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ke\u00e7\u0259riliyin\u0259, o biri atas\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131rmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259!
\nBel\u0259 bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn, s\u0131na\u011f\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131da onu da g\u00f6zl\u0259diyini des\u0259ydil\u0259r, inanmazd\u0131. \u0130ll\u0259r \u00f6tm\u00fc\u015f, o g\u00fcn g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. O\u011flu \u00f6z o\u011fluna, onun n\u0259v\u0259sin\u0259 ad axtar\u0131r, ad sonalay\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r\u0259 bir ad yara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Onun da \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n bir ad vard\u0131. Deyil\u0259nl\u0259ri e\u015fidib \u201ch\u0259, h\u0131\u201d el\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 dinmirdi. X\u0259tirl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259k, \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rini q\u0131rmaq ist\u0259mirdi. N\u0259v\u0259sin\u0259 ad qoymaq onlar\u0131n h\u0259r birinin, n\u0259v\u0259sinin anas\u0131n\u0131n da, atas\u0131n\u0131n da, o biri baba-n\u0259n\u0259sinin d\u0259, lap el\u0259, arvad\u0131n\u0131n, bu n\u0259n\u0259sinin d\u0259 (arabir q\u0131m\u0131ldansa da a\u011fz\u0131na su al\u0131b onun kimi susurdu) halal haqq\u0131yd\u0131. <\/p>\n

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Ax\u015famd\u0131. Bir yer\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Ham\u0131 o\u011flunu q\u0131nay\u0131rd\u0131. Kifay\u0259tdi, deyirdil\u0259r, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ads\u0131z qoymaq olmaz, sabah get, ya\u015f ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 yazd\u0131r, g\u0259tir. O\u011flu eyni s\u00f6zl\u0259ri t\u0259krarlad\u0131, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259qiq bir ad\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0264\u0259 d\u2061yanmad\u0131\u2071lar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259di. Da\u00e8a d\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e2ilm\u0259di.
\n– M\u0259\u086ec\u0259,\u8020Mur\u0861d\u2020p\u8069s ad deyil, – dedi. – M\u0259nas\u0131 da arzu, ist\u0259k, niyy\u0259t dem\u0259kdi. \u018fsas dill\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131nda eyni c\u00fcr yaz\u0131l\u0131r. \u018fmi, day\u0131 da yara\u015f\u0131r. D\u00fcnyaca m\u0259\u015fhur tarixi \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259tl\u0259r da\u015f\u0131y\u0131b bu ad\u0131. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0b59\u016e\u202c Osmanl\u0131 \u0130mperatoru 3-c\u00fc Sultan Murad, sonra, \u015eeyx \u015eamilin \u0259n igid m\u00fcridi Hac\u0131 Murad… – Ham\u0131 s\u00fckutla ona bax\u0131rd\u0131. – Yen\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz bil\u0259n m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259\u4074di, ha, – \u0861x\u0131rda \u0259lav\u0259 etdi\u082e
\n– \u8042irini dem\u0a59yi unutdun, ata, – o\u011flunun bird\u0259nc\u0259 \u015fitliyi tutdu.
\n– O kimdi?..
\n– Kameryamayan Murad…
\nMurad\u0131n kamer t\u0259miri sexi m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259nin aya\u011f\u0131ndayd\u0131.
\n– \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 la\u011f el\u0259, bala. Murad m\u0259nim d\u0259 xo\u015fuma g\u0259lir, g\u00f6z\u0259l add\u0131. – Arvad\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259k verdi.
\n\u018fks\u0259riyy\u0259t bu ad\u0131 b\u0259y\u0259ndiyini bildirs\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 el\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi komputerin arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib yaz\u0131-pozusu il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011fuldu. Qap\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259 zaman a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duymad\u0131.
\n– Fikrini da\u011f\u0131tma, s\u0259n\u0259 bir \u015fey g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. – Bird\u0259n arvad\u0131 g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– N\u0259di o? – Fikirli halda ona t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7\u00f6nd\u00fc.
\n– N\u0259v\u0259mizin ya\u015f ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131d\u0131. A\u00e7, bir bax.
\n\u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131. Al\u0131b \u00fcr\u0259yi \u0259s\u0259-\u0259s\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri s\u0259tirl\u0259r aras\u0131nda ad\u0131 axtard\u0131. Tapd\u0131. D\u0259rind\u0259n, sin\u0259dolusu n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b m\u0259mnunluqla:
\n– Ad\u0131 il\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcs\u00fcn! – dedi. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Uzan\u0131b televizora bax\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fl telefonu il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fan arvad\u0131n\u0131n bird\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, yanaqlar\u0131ndak\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi: \u201cBuna n\u0259 oldu?\u201d Ancaq, dey\u0259s\u0259n, bu g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 sevinc g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131yd\u0131. Arvad\u0131 a\u011flayandan \u00e7ox g\u00fcl\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. – N\u0259di, n\u0259 var, ay arvad? – H\u0259r ehtimala qar\u015f\u0131 tez soru\u015fdu. Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b qurtarandan, d\u0259smal\u0131 il\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sil\u0259nd\u0259n sonra cavab verdi. – Dur, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17378","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17378","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=17378"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17378\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17383,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17378\/revisions\/17383"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=17378"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=17378"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=17378"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}