{"id":17436,"date":"2016-01-21T07:00:00","date_gmt":"2016-01-21T03:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=17436"},"modified":"2016-01-21T08:48:04","modified_gmt":"2016-01-21T04:48:04","slug":"s%c9%99faq%c9%99t-cavansirli-sevginin-gozl%c9%99ri-romaninin-xxxii-hiss%c9%99si-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=17436","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259faq\u0259t CAVAN\u015e\u0130RL\u0130.\u201dSevginin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u201d roman\u0131n\u0131n XXXII hiss\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/s017.radikal.ru\/i405\/1601\/36\/333ddbb0f8b0.jpg\" alt=\"http:\/\/s017.radikal.ru\/i405\/1601\/36\/333ddbb0f8b0.jpg\" \/><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b Fidan\u0131n ev n\u00f6mr\u0259sini y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. Fidan telefona cavab verdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tAllo<br \/>\n&#8211;\tN\u0259 olub?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tS\u0259f\u0259r, atan biz\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdi. T\u0259hmin\u0259ni soru\u015furdu.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tN\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?  Yax\u015f\u0131, atamla kim dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tEldar dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tN\u0259 bilirs\u0259n atamd\u0131?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tS\u0259f\u0259r, T\u0259hmin\u0259nin atandan ba\u015fqa tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 K\u0259rim yoxdur. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, \u0259riyl\u0259 xaric\u0259 gedib.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi: &#8211; T\u0259hmin\u0259 ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurub?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tH\u0259, ail\u0259 qurub. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, K\u0259rim day\u0131ya de ki, bird\u0259 bizi y\u0131\u011fmas\u0131n.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tYax\u015f\u0131, narahat olma.<\/p>\n<p>Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t Fidan da, S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 telefonda susdular. Dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa s\u00f6z tapm\u0131rd\u0131lar. S\u0259f\u0259r telefondak\u0131 s\u00fckutu pozdu.<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u00d6z\u00fcn nec\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tYax\u015f\u0131yam.  B\u0259s s\u0259n? S\u0259nin yaralar\u0131n sa\u011fal\u0131b?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tH\u0259, sa\u011fal\u0131b.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tS\u00f6z\u00fcn yoxdursa&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211;\tFidan, t\u0259ss\u00fcf  ki, s\u0259nin g\u00fcnahs\u0131z oldu\u011funu gec bildim. <\/p>\n<p>Fidan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tNec\u0259 bildin?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tF\u0259rqi n\u0259dir? Onsuzda gecikmi\u015f\u0259m. S\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 etdikl\u0259rim is\u0259, ki\u015filikd\u0259n deyildi. Heyf!&#8230; \u00c7ox heyf!&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211;\tXo\u015fb\u0259xt ol S\u0259f\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259rin d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tM\u0259nd\u0259n ke\u00e7di Fidan. M\u0259nd\u0259n ke\u00e7di. <\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r telefonu cibin\u0259 qoyub, iki barma\u011f\u0131yla g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ovu\u015fdurdu. Ev\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qay\u0131danda Lamiy\u0259nin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n ona baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rini qoynuna qoymu\u015fdu, k\u0259d\u0259rli bax\u0131\u015flarla S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r telefonu cibin\u0259 qoydu, ev\u0259 girdi. Haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b ba\u015fda oturdu. Lamiy\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n qazan\u0131 g\u0259tirdi, s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 qoydu. S\u0259f\u0259rin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 bo\u015fqab\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb bi\u015firdiyi m\u0259rcid\u0259n bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6m\u00e7\u0259 bo\u015faltd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz apar\u0131rd\u0131 ki, S\u0259f\u0259r \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259ni Fidan\u0131n z\u0259ng edib o\u011flunu soru\u015fmas\u0131 narahat etmi\u015fdi. K\u0259rim ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 salam verdi. C\u0259mil\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 fikirli baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n salam\u0131n\u0131 almad\u0131.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim sakitc\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n &#8211; C\u0259mil\u0259<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 diksindi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Qorxutdun m\u0259ni.<br \/>\n &#8211; Yen\u0259 n\u0259 olub fikirlis\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Fidan z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdi.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Hans\u0131 Fidan?<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yin q\u0131z\u0131 Fidan ev\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdi. S\u0259f\u0259rin n\u00f6mr\u0259sini ist\u0259di m\u0259nd\u0259n.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259nd\u0259 verdin?<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259f\u0259rin ev n\u00f6mr\u0259sini verdim.<br \/>\n&#8211; He\u00e7 olmasa cib telefonunun n\u00f6mr\u0259sini ver\u0259rdin. Evi n\u00f6mr\u0259sini verm\u0259kl\u0259 d\u00fczg\u00fcn i\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259din.<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259 bilim e, ba\u015f qoymusunuz ki m\u0259nd\u0259? Bilmir\u0259m kimin d\u0259rdini \u00e7\u0259kim.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 deyin\u0259-deyin\u0259 qonaq ota\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim C\u0259mil\u0259nin ota\u011f\u0131na girdiyin\u0259 \u0259min olandan sonra ev telefonunu g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, o\u011flunun ev n\u00f6mr\u0259sini y\u0131\u011fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r ev telefonun z\u0259ngin\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259d\u0259n yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalxd\u0131<br \/>\n&#8211; Allo<br \/>\nK\u0259rim s\u0259sini q\u0131saraq dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rdi. K\u00fcr\u0259yi qonaq ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f idi. &#8211; Neynirs\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k yeyirdim. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki,z\u0259ng el\u0259mis\u0259n ata. Onsuzda s\u0259ni y\u0131\u011facaqd\u0131m<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yini yeyirdi, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc fikir vermirmi\u015f kimi apar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; Ata, Fidangili y\u0131\u011fma. T\u0259hmin\u0259&#8230; T\u0259hmin\u0259 ail\u0259 qurub.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259ndi &#8211; Nec\u0259?<br \/>\n&#8211; Ail\u0259 qurub. Yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da tan\u0131y\u0131ram.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, sonra dan\u0131\u015far\u0131q.<br \/>\n&#8211; E\u015fidirs\u0259n ata? Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, laz\u0131m deyil.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259rim d\u0259st\u0259yi yerin\u0259 qoydu. S\u0259f\u0259r yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qoydu\u011fu s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131. <\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 &#8211; K\u0259rim day\u0131, kimin evini y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131?<br \/>\n&#8211; He\u00e7, tan\u0131\u015f vard\u0131, onlar\u0131 y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 maraqla soru\u015fdu:<br \/>\n &#8211; Niy\u0259?<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0130\u015fi vard\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259rin onu gic yerin\u0259 qoymas\u0131 Lamiy\u0259ni  hirsl\u0259ndirirdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; B\u0259yaq Fidan\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitdim. Siz Fidanla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u00fcz?<br \/>\n&#8211; \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 yox. Fidan \u0259rd\u0259dir, bir o\u011flu da var<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 &#8220;o\u011flu&#8221; s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 qa\u015f\u0131q\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n yer\u0259 sald\u0131.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 qa\u015f\u0131q\u0131 yerd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259di. S\u0259f\u0259rin g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 onu sevirs\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Bu sual\u0131 verm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox gecikmis\u0259n.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r sakitc\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259d\u0259n qalxd\u0131, m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi. M\u0259tb\u0259x qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131a yax\u0131n yerd\u0259ki \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 Lamiy\u0259nin Fidanla telefonla dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitdiyin\u0259 \u0259min oldu.<\/p>\n<p>Gec\u0259 Eldar ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 Fidan da, o\u011flu da yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Eldar qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda divanda oturub siqaret \u00e7\u0259kirdi.<br \/>\nGec\u0259-gec\u0259 ev telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259lm\u0259yi onu fikirl\u0259rind\u0259n ay\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nEldar telefonun d\u0259st\u0259yini g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211; Allo<br \/>\nD\u0259st\u0259yin o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n kobud, Eldar\u0131n tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ki\u015fi s\u0259si e\u015fidildi.<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259diyy\u0259mi ald\u0131n?<br \/>\nEldar \u0259s\u0259bi deyildi, kinay\u0259 il\u0259 dedi: <\/p>\n<p>&#8211; \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, s\u0259sini tan\u0131masam da h\u0259diyy\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimc\u0259 oldu.<br \/>\nEldar cibind\u0259n balaca b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b baxa-baxa s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam el\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8211; Onda bilm\u0259mi\u015f olmarsan. Borclu qalma\u011f\u0131 sevmir\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u018fksin\u0259, m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 borcluyam. T\u0259brik edir\u0259m, cavan arvad\u0131n, o\u011flun var. <\/p>\n<p>B\u0259yaqdan t\u0259mkinini qoruyan Eldar bu d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rini cilovlaya bilm\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8211; K\u00f6p\u0259ko\u011flu, gec &#8211; tez tapacam s\u0259ni<\/p>\n<p>Qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259f d\u0259st\u0259yi yerin\u0259 qoydu.<\/p>\n<p>Gec\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r k\u00fcr\u0259yini Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7evirib yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Lamiy\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yataq ota\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, pill\u0259kanlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 bir st\u0259kan su s\u00fcz\u00fcb i\u00e7di. Lamiy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259ni l\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n, S\u0259f\u0259r. Ay \u0259claf, h\u0259r \u015feyi s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 el\u0259dim. Ka\u015f o u\u015faq s\u0259nd\u0259n olayd\u0131, ka\u015f. He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m kimd\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n ah \u00e7\u0259kdi. S\u0259f\u0259ri m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 g\u0259ldiyini hiss etm\u0259mi\u015fdi.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; Kim kimd\u0259n olayd\u0131? &#8211; soru\u015fanda i\u00e7ini \u00e7\u0259kdi, geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259 &#8211; s\u0259 &#8211; S\u0259f\u0259r!&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; Niy\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rsan?<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259n&#8230; m\u0259n ikimiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flay\u0131ram. Taleyim\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r Lamiy\u0259nin a\u011flama\u011f\u0131na pis olmu\u015fdu. Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b qucaqlad\u0131. <\/p>\n<p>&#8211; D\u00fczd\u00fcr, bizim evliliyimizd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259ka\u00e7an he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmad\u0131. He\u00e7 vaxt s\u0259ni sevm\u0259dim, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259b oldu<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 baxd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0130\u00e7kili v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 s\u0259ninl\u0259 yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnm\u00fc? O s\u0259hvimi m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaya bilmir\u0259m. Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamayacamda. Bizi yaradana and olsun S\u0259f\u0259r, Fidanla s\u0259nin ayr\u0131lma\u011f\u0131nda m\u0259nim \u0259lim yoxdu<br \/>\n&#8211; Bilir\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; Onda niy\u0259 bu q\u0259z\u0259b?<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0130ndi s\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 q\u0259z\u0259bim yoxdur. \u018fksin\u0259, normal ail\u0259min olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m. B\u0259lk\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131z da oldu. H\u0259r \u015fey qism\u0259tdir.<br \/>\n&#8211; U\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Q\u0259rib\u0259s\u0259n. Ail\u0259liyiks\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131rda. <\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 sevincind\u0259n S\u0259f\u0259ri qucaqlad\u0131. \u00c7ox ke\u00e7m\u0259di, yenid\u0259n S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 sual dolu bax\u0131\u015flarla baxd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Onda Fidanla niy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Yen\u0259 eyni s\u00f6hb\u0259t!&#8230;S\u0259n\u0259 kim dedi ki, m\u0259n Fidanla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Fidanla he\u00e7 vaxt g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; B\u0259s, ev n\u00f6mr\u0259mizi hardan bilir?<br \/>\n&#8211; Anam verib. S\u0259n\u0259 bir sirr dey\u0259c\u0259m. Aram\u0131zda qalacaq amma<br \/>\n&#8211; \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; \u018fslind\u0259 atam Fidangili y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Niy\u0259? &#8211; K\u00f6hn\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tdi. Fidan\u0131n r\u0259fiq\u0259si vard\u0131, T\u0259hmin\u0259. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. Yataq. Dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rin sin\u0259sind\u0259n \u00f6pm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r Lamiy\u0259ni qucaqlay\u0131b birlikd\u0259 otaqlar\u0131na getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 Eldar divanda uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u0259lind\u0259 tutdu\u011fu b\u0131\u00e7a\u011fa bax\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan Eldara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259n niy\u0259 burda yatm\u0131san?<\/p>\n<p>Eldar b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 bir k\u0259nara qoyub divanda oturdu.<br \/>\n&#8211; Yuxudan oyatmaq ist\u0259mirdim.<br \/>\n&#8211; Bu b\u0131\u00e7za n\u0259dir?<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259diyy\u0259dir.<br \/>\n&#8211; Kimd\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Yax\u0131n dostumdan.  Fidan, yorulmu\u015fam, yataq . Madam ki, oyanm\u0131san, yerim\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m.<br \/>\nEldar Fidan\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutub yataq ota\u011f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f apard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 S\u0259f\u0259rin sin\u0259sin\u0259 qoymu\u015fdu. \u018fliyl\u0259 sin\u0259sind\u0259 g\u0259zdir\u0259-g\u0259zdir\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\n &#8211; Bar\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 kimi q\u0259bul edir\u0259m. El\u0259 bilirdim yollar\u0131m\u0131z tamamil\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131bd\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211; Q\u0259rib\u0259dir, d\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n bo\u015fanmaq ist\u0259yirdim. Dem\u0259li, m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259r h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 varm\u0131\u015f.<br \/>\n&#8211; Sin\u0259nin t\u00fckl\u0259rin\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259dir bu q\u0259d\u0259r diqq\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131ram.<br \/>\n&#8211; Q\u0259rib\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n var.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r g\u00fcld\u00fc. Lamiy\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcb q\u0259fild\u0259n S\u0259f\u0259rin sin\u0259sind\u0259n bir t\u00fck qopartd\u0131, g\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259k dedi.<br \/>\n&#8211; La\u011f el\u0259m\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131-yax\u015f\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 ovcunda S\u0259f\u0259rin sin\u0259 t\u00fck\u00fc aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. X\u0259l\u0259tini geyinib otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; Yen\u0259 hara gedirs\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Hamama<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r Lamiy\u0259ni i\u015f\u0259 yola salandan sonra \u0259l telefonunu g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, Zaman\u0131 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Sabah\u0131n xeyir. Nec\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131, siz nec\u0259siz?<br \/>\n&#8211; Dediyini el\u0259dim. Qald\u0131 u\u015faq?<br \/>\n&#8211; Narahat olmay\u0131n, bu gec\u0259 h\u0259ll ed\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol, Zaman. \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol.<br \/>\n&#8211; Sin m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259y\u0259rlisiz. Sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bunu ed\u0259c\u0259m. G\u0259r\u0259k \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n  anan\u0131z\u0131 e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259ydiniz.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ka\u015f e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259ydim. N\u0259 is\u0259&#8230;U\u015faq s\u0259nlikdir.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 \u0259l telefonunu stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub ev telefonunun d\u0259st\u0259yini g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. <\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 K\u0259rimi qap\u0131dan yola sald\u0131. Ev telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259yi Ayb\u0259niz g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tAllo<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259  &#8211; Sabah\u0131n xeyir.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259nin s\u0259sini e\u015fitm\u0259k Ayb\u0259niz\u0259 xo\u015f olmad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tE\u015fidir\u0259m. N\u0259 laz\u0131m idi?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tHal\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259r almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdim.<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u0130ncim\u0259, s\u0259ninl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259m yoxdur. Anamla dan\u0131\u015farsan.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131ndan z\u0259ng el\u0259y\u0259nin kim oldu\u011funu soru\u015fanda Ayb\u0259niz d\u0259st\u0259yi anas\u0131na uzatd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tG\u0259linindir.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259yi q\u0131z\u0131ndan ald\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tAllo<br \/>\n&#8211;\tNec\u0259siz C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m?.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 kinay\u0259 il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa  ba\u015flad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u0130ndi xan\u0131m olduq?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBa\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m sizi.  Ola bilsin \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi ola bilm\u0259rik. S\u0259f\u0259r h\u0259r \u015feyi ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131bsa, dem\u0259li, biz d\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamal\u0131y\u0131q.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tS\u0259f\u0259r n\u0259yi ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131b? O s\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir. Fidanla S\u0259f\u0259r h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 bir-biril\u0259rini sevirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259nin sonuncu c\u00fcml\u0259si Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259 kimi d\u0259ydi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tO\u011flunuz Fidan\u0131 sevs\u0259ydi, Fidan da onu sevs\u0259ydi, bug\u00fcn S\u0259f\u0259rin yan\u0131nda m\u0259n olmazd\u0131m.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tS\u0259n ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131na arxay\u0131n olma. Sevgi he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 baxm\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tD\u00fcz deyirsiniz,  m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t ka\u011f\u0131zla olsayd\u0131, d\u00fcn\u0259n sevimli qaynatam ke\u00e7mi\u015f sevgilisi, daha do\u011frusunu dem\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131rsa, s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259sl m\u0259nas\u0131nda sevdiyi qad\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011fmazd\u0131. Siz narahat olmay\u0131n. S\u0259f\u0259rin daha m\u0259nd\u0259n gizl\u0259d\u0259c\u0259yi sirri yoxdur. Fidan\u0131n z\u0259ng etdiyini bilir\u0259m. Ax\u0131, T\u0259hmin\u0259 Fidan\u0131n r\u0259fiq\u0259siydi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tL\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n s\u0259ni!<br \/>\n&#8211;\tPe\u015fman el\u0259diniz y\u0131\u011fma\u011f\u0131ma. Daha sizi y\u0131\u011fmayacam. Ail\u0259mi d\u0259 da\u011f\u0131tma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmay\u0131n. Bird\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fcz ana oldum, n\u0259v\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u0259nd\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 cavab ver\u0259 bilmirdi. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolm\u015fdu. Lamiy\u0259 qaynanas\u0131n\u0131n cavab g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.<br \/>\n     Lamiy\u0259 &#8211; Allo&#8230;allo&#8230;<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259yi yerin\u0259 qoydu. Ayb\u0259niz anas\u0131n\u0131n a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tAna, o ifrit\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 dedi? N\u0259 olub?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tHe\u00e7 n\u0259&#8230;He\u00e7 n\u0259 olmay\u0131b.<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u0130ndi m\u0259n S\u0259f\u0259ri y\u0131\u011faram&#8230;<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tQ\u0259tiyyy\u0259n! He\u00e7 kim\u0259 bir k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 demirs\u0259n. E\u015fidirs\u0259n m\u0259ni?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tYax\u015f\u0131 dem\u0259r\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tOta\u011f\u0131ma gedir\u0259m. Atan g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n he\u00e7 kim m\u0259ni narahat el\u0259m\u0259sin.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 pill\u0259kanlar\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r qalxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7anda yan\u0131nda n\u0259 Eldar\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 Ya\u015far\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259di, narahat oldu.<br \/>\nYataqdan c\u0259ld qalx\u0131b qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f  qa\u00e7d\u0131. He\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259di, h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 cang\u00fcd\u0259n Samird\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim yox idi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tSamir, Eldar hara getdi?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tU\u015fa\u011f\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb getdi. He\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di.<br \/>\nFidan qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcb yataq ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259ldi. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na qoydu\u011fu \u0259l telefonunu g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, Eldar\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259sini y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. Eldar s\u0259snini e\u015fid\u0259n kimi h\u0259y\u0259canla suallar verm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tEldar hardasan? Fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259din ki, narahat olaram? Bu soyuqda u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 hara aparm\u0131san?<br \/>\nEldar quca\u011f\u0131nda o\u011flu ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131nda idi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBahoo!&#8230;S\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r n\u0259 yemis\u0259n bel\u0259? Bir sual\u0131n cavab\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f ikincisin\u0259 ke\u00e7irs\u0259n. Balam, anan n\u0259 deyir bel\u0259?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tM\u0259ni niy\u0259 oyand\u0131rmad\u0131n?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBir-iki d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259tdim, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm yuxun d\u0259rindir.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tTez g\u0259lin. Qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q yuxu g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bel\u0259 narahatam.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tYar\u0131m saat da g\u0259z\u0259k g\u0259lirik. O\u011flumuz dey\u0259s\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 atas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n alanlardan olacaq. Yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b roldan \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmir.<br \/>\nFidan g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. El\u0259 bil \u00fcr\u0259yi yerin\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tSiz g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n m\u0259n d\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131m. Bug\u00fcn T\u0259hmin\u0259nin anas\u0131yla dan\u0131\u015facaqd\u0131q. Yad\u0131ndad\u0131r?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tYad\u0131mdad\u0131r.Haz\u0131rla\u015f g\u0259lirik.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 ayna \u0259lind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Dig\u0259r \u0259liyl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin alt\u0131ndak\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131\u015flara toxunurdu. Yanaqlar\u0131ndan ya\u015f s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tQ\u0259drimi bilm\u0259din K\u0259rim. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 o qad\u0131n\u0131 axtar\u0131rsan. Bundan sonra s\u0259n m\u0259nim n\u0259yim\u0259 laz\u0131msan? H\u0259? De g\u00f6r\u00fcm ax\u0131, n\u0259yim\u0259 laz\u0131msan?<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na bir zaman K\u0259rimin onu bo\u015famaqla h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259m\u0259si d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<br \/>\nMahmudun arxas\u0131nda onun oldu\u011fu ortaya \u00e7\u0131xsayd\u0131, K\u0259rim bo\u015fanacaqd\u0131.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 kinay\u0259 il\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBundan sonra bo\u015fansan da, bo\u015fanmasan da m\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rin yoxdur. Sabah get g\u00f6r\u00fcm nec\u0259 bo\u015fayacaqsan. <\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00fcld\u00fckc\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015f g\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n<p>Eldarla Fidan ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb bir m\u0259hl\u0259y\u0259 girdil\u0259r. Ya\u015far Fidan\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda idi. Eldar m\u0259hl\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan cavan o\u011flana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tSalam.<br \/>\nO\u011flan Eldar\u0131n salam\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tSalam.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBurda \u015e\u0259rif\u0259 adl\u0131 bir xan\u0131m qalmal\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 xala..Sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcn, ikinci qap\u0131 onun qap\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u00c7ox sa\u011f olun.<\/p>\n<p>O\u011flan ba\u015f\u0131yla raz\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildirdi, yoluna davam el\u0259di. Eldarla Fidan o\u011flan dey\u0259n qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131lar. Eldar qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc.  \u018fslind\u0259 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fc q\u0131r\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, r\u0259ng qoymaqdan ba\u015f\u0131nda bir d\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 olsun b\u0259yaz  t\u00fck olmayan qad\u0131n a\u00e7d\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131. Eldar g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k dedi:<br \/>\n&#8211;  Salam \u015e\u0259rif\u0259 xan\u0131m. Sizinl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259rik?<\/p>\n<p>\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 h\u0259m Eldara, h\u0259m d\u0259 Fidana baxd\u0131, qa\u015fqabaqla cavab verdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tTan\u0131mad\u0131m sizi. Kimsiz?<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u0130\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259 bil\u0259rik? S\u00f6hb\u0259timiz bir az uzun \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda Zaman\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. B\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 Zamana uzad\u0131b dedi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259dir. Tan\u0131\u015fnla dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131san?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tDan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. Bir az baha deyir.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tMin dediyi adamlara, be\u015f y\u00fcz \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tProblem yoxdur.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tSa\u011f olun.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tEhtiyyatl\u0131 ol, Zaman.<\/p>\n<p>Zaman diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131yla t\u0259sdiql\u0259di.<br \/>\nFidanla Eldar \u015e\u0259rif\u0259nin g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi divanda yanbayan \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdil\u0259r. \u015e\u0259rif\u0259  is\u0259, stulu qar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131na qoyub oturmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\tT\u0259hmin\u0259 bizim ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yer\u0259 soxub. Onu ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaya bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Camaat sonra m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 dey\u0259r?<\/p>\n<p>Eldar \u2013 Siz\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z laz\u0131md\u0131r, ya camaat?  Ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259hvi olub \u015e\u0259rif\u0259 xan\u0131m. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz kimi \u0259xlaqs\u0131z olsayd\u0131, dostum onunla ail\u0259 qurmazd\u0131.  O g\u00fcn nahaq q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 qap\u0131dan qovmusunuz.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tN\u0259 bilim, qohum-\u0259qraba h\u0259r\u0259si bir s\u00f6z deyirdi haqq\u0131nda.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBizim c\u0259miyy\u0259t \u0259xlaql\u0131n\u0131 \u0259xlaqs\u0131z, \u0259xlaqs\u0131z\u0131 \u0259xlaql\u0131 ed\u0259n c\u0259miyy\u0259tdir. Inanm\u0131ram ki, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259diyiniz ill\u0259r onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xmayas\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>\u015e\u0259rif\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu. Fidan Ya\u015far\u0131 Eldara verib aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, \u015e\u0259rif\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tSiz q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131zla f\u0259xr edin. Allah\u0131n alt\u0131nda etdiyi yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 heyf bilmirsiz. M\u0259ni k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 qalmaqdan qorudu. Bug\u00fcn ail\u0259liy\u0259ms\u0259, bunda q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n da rolu az olmay\u0131b.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 &#8211; Bizim aram\u0131zda ipl\u0259r qopubdur. \u0130nanm\u0131ram yolda\u015f\u0131 da g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yimiz\u0259 raz\u0131 ola.<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 xan\u0131m, tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z k\u00fcr\u0259k\u0259niniz haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fmay\u0131n. \u0130ndi T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259dil\u0259r. G\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259r\u0259m ikisini d\u0259 bura.<br \/>\nFidan \u2013 B\u0259lk\u0259 bir az f\u0259rqli olsun. T\u0259hmin\u0259 qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 sizi g\u00f6rs\u00fcn.  S\u00fcrpriz olsun.<\/p>\n<p>\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259yib h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259rim ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda n\u0259v\u0259si  \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 day\u0259 il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdi.<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz \u2013 Ne\u00e7\u0259 il bu sah\u0259 il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011fulsuz?<br \/>\nOrta ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131n cavab verdi: &#8211; On ildir.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tLap yax\u015f\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ksiniz, m\u0259n i\u015fd\u0259n qay\u0131dandan bir saat sonra ged\u0259c\u0259ksiniz<br \/>\n&#8211;\tProblem yoxdur.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tDediyiniz maa\u015f\u0131 da ver\u0259c\u0259m. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, evd\u0259 adam olmayanda dost-tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131zdan he\u00e7 kim g\u0259lm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259rim n\u0259 is\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 fikrind\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131. Pill\u0259kanlarla yuxar\u0131 qalx\u0131b ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 dayan\u0131b onu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. A\u011flamaqdan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u0259rim C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tA\u011flam\u0131san s\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tPenc\u0259yini soyunma. Getm\u0259liyik.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tHara?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tYolda dey\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBu n\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tdir? M\u00fc\u0259mmal\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tXahi\u015f edir\u0259m. Son vaxtlar ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131z m\u0259ni nec\u0259 yorubsa, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f, dinc\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBa\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Yax\u015f\u0131, ged\u0259k. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr m\u0259nim d\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m var.<\/p>\n<p>Eldar o\u011flunu  otaqda quca\u011f\u0131nda yat\u0131zd\u0131randa  Fidan s\u00fcfr\u0259ni haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131.  Ev telefonuna g\u0259l\u0259n z\u0259ng Fidan\u0131n m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n geri qay\u0131tmas\u0131na s\u0259b\u0259b oldu.Fidan d\u0259st\u0259yi g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tAllo<\/p>\n<p>Gec\u0259 Eldar\u0131 h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n h\u0259min o ki\u015finin s\u0259si idi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tAx\u015fam\u0131n xeyir Fidan.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi \u2013 Ax\u015fam\u0131n\u0131z xeyir.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tNec\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tKimdir soru\u015fan?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tEldar\u0131n qohumlar\u0131ndanam.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tDo\u011frudan? Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, indiy\u0259c\u0259n Eldar\u0131n qohumlar\u0131ndan he\u00e7 kim biz\u0259 z\u0259ng etm\u0259yib. Ad\u0131n\u0131z n\u0259 idi?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tCamal.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan hiss etdi ki, b\u0259d\u0259ni \u0259sir. Telefonun d\u0259st\u0259yini yerin\u0259 qoydu. Telefona t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n z\u0259ng g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 Eldar girdi ota\u011fa, telefonun d\u0259st\u0259yini g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, susdu.<br \/>\nZ\u0259ng ed\u0259n h\u0259min ki\u015fi cavab verdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tN\u0259zak\u0259tsiz arvad\u0131n var.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tOnsuzda s\u0259ni tapacam \u015f\u0259r\u0259fsiz.<br \/>\nEldar hirsl\u0259nib telefonu yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131. Fidana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tS\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 dedi o adam?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tCamal sa\u011fd\u0131r?<br \/>\nEldar Fidanla divanda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tDey\u0259c\u0259kdim s\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tCamal\u0131n sa\u011f oldu\u011funu niy\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 dem\u0259din?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tM\u0259n onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259dim.Anas\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259. X\u0259st\u0259 idi, Camaldan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kimi yox idi. R\u0259\u015fadla onlar\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdik ba\u015fqa \u00f6lk\u0259y\u0259. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr anas\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcb, o da qay\u0131d\u0131bd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tQisas \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qay\u0131d\u0131b. \u0130ti d\u0259 o z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259mi\u015fdi?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tH\u0259<br \/>\nEldar Fidan\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, m\u0259n sa\u011fam, he\u00e7 kimd\u0259n, he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n qorxma.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 Eldar\u0131n sin\u0259sin\u0259 qoydu, s\u0259ssizc\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259rim C\u0259mil\u0259ni \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259ki restoranlar\u0131n birin\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. Yem\u0259k d\u0259 sifari\u015f vermi\u015fdil\u0259r.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim \u2013 \u0130ndi \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 n\u0259 varsa, de. Birinci de g\u00f6r\u00fcm s\u0259ni kim a\u011flad\u0131b?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tS\u0259n<br \/>\nK\u0259rim t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi: &#8211; M\u0259n niy\u0259?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tT\u0259hmin\u0259ni h\u0259l\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn axtar\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tS\u0259n\u0259 bunu kim deyib?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tDem\u0259li t\u0259sdiql\u0259yirs\u0259n.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim C\u0259mil\u0259nin s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 tutulub qald\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259rini davam etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tNec\u0259 g\u0259ldik bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tS\u0259nc\u0259?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tM\u0259nc\u0259 s\u0259n ba\u015fqa qad\u0131na meyil etm\u0259s\u0259ydin, h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaqd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBizi daxild\u0259n par\u00e7alayan s\u0259nin t\u0259k\u0259bb\u00fcr\u00fcn oldu.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tX\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yax\u015f\u0131 b\u0259han\u0259 tapm\u0131san. N\u0259 is\u0259&#8230;Bir-iki saat\u0131 xo\u015f ke\u00e7irm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmi\u015fik. H\u0259l\u0259 vaxt\u0131 deyil.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r  i\u015fd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 tez yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 yan\u0131nda uzansa da narahat idi. Tez-tez telefonun saat\u0131na bax\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Fidanla Eldar birlikd\u0259 yata\u011fa girdil\u0259r.<br \/>\nFidan \u2013 S\u0259ni and verir\u0259m allaha, R\u0259\u015fad da g\u0259lsin evl\u0259rin ikisini d\u0259 sat\u0131n, k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259k.<br \/>\nQorxuyla ya\u015faya bilm\u0259r\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tS\u0259n\u0259 dedim ax\u0131, qorxma.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tQorxum s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259dir, u\u015faqlar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259dir. Bird\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 ets\u0259? Onda m\u0259n nec\u0259 ya\u015fayaram?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tRahat yat, he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmayacaq.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan yor\u011fan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi, yor\u011fan\u0131n alt\u0131nda m\u0131z\u0131ldanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBir d\u0259li \u015feytan deyir ki, k\u00f6\u00e7 ucqar k\u0259ndl\u0259rin birin\u0259, qoyundan-in\u0259kd\u0259n n\u0259 tapsan sa\u011f.<\/p>\n<p>Eldar Fidan\u0131n dedikl\u0259rin q\u0259\u015f\u015f edib g\u00fcld\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tVallah, maraql\u0131 adamsan. Heyvan saxlayanlar kimi dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131n lap.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan da dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Restorandan \u00e7\u0131xandan sonra C\u0259mil\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc K\u0259rim\u0259 tutdu.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tYad\u0131ndam\u0131, m\u0259ni bo\u015famaqla h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259mi\u015fdin?<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259rim C\u0259mil\u0259nin eyhaml\u0131 dedikl\u0259ri s\u00f6zl\u0259rini dinl\u0259dikc\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015firdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tH\u0259d\u0259l\u0259m\u0259mi\u015fdim, x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q etmi\u015fdim.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tH\u0259, yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259.  Sonra yollar\u0131n\u0131z ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tC\u0259mil\u0259, T\u0259hmin\u0259 hardan yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb bilmir\u0259m, bilm\u0259k d\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m. O q\u0131z ail\u0259 qurub.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tAil\u0259 da\u011f\u0131tmay\u0131b ki?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tN\u0259 ail\u0259 da\u011f\u0131d\u0131b, n\u0259 d\u0259 bir qad\u0131n\u0131n zorlanmas\u0131na s\u0259b\u0259b olub.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sakitc\u0259 yell\u0259di<br \/>\n&#8211;\tGed\u0259k, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259riml\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. K\u0259rim ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcb restorandan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131na,  qara , yun papaq ke\u00e7ir\u0259n orta ya\u015fl\u0131 bir ki\u015fi  a\u00e7\u0131q qalan yataq ota\u011f\u0131na astaca girdi. Fidanla Eldar yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Fidan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f idi. Ki\u015fi cibind\u0259n qay\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b, Ya\u015far\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131ndan k\u0259sdi. T\u00fck\u00fc g\u00f6d\u0259kc\u0259sinin cibin\u0259 qoyub, g\u00f6d\u0259kc\u0259nin zamoqunu yuxar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdi. Fidan q\u0259fild\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131, o\u011flunun ba\u015f\u0131nda yad adam g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Yad adam otaqdan qa\u00e7araq \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Eldar yerind\u0259n diksinib ay\u0131ld\u0131. Fidan q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra-q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra deyirdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tQa\u00e7d\u0131&#8230; Qa\u00e7d\u0131 Eldar&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ard\u0131 var&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>S\u0259f\u0259r h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b Fidan\u0131n ev n\u00f6mr\u0259sini y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. Fidan telefona cavab verdi. &#8211; Allo &#8211; N\u0259 olub? &#8211; S\u0259f\u0259r, atan biz\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdi. T\u0259hmin\u0259ni soru\u015furdu. &#8211; N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? Yax\u015f\u0131, atamla kim dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131? &#8211; Eldar dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. &#8211; N\u0259 bilirs\u0259n atamd\u0131? &#8211; S\u0259f\u0259r, T\u0259hmin\u0259nin atandan ba\u015fqa tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 K\u0259rim yoxdur. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, \u0259riyl\u0259 xaric\u0259 gedib. 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