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H\u0259yat – q\u0259rib\u0259 v\u0259 sevimli, amans\u0131z v\u0259 q\u0259ddar! \u0130nsan \u00f6vlad\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lir, ya\u015fay\u0131r, yarad\u0131r, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc is\u0259 \u00e7ox vaxt n\u0259 x\u0259yal\u0131na g\u0259tirir, n\u0259 d\u0259 eynin\u0259 al\u0131r. T\u0259l\u0259sir… El\u0259 hey t\u0259l\u0259sir… \u0130nsan\u0131n son m\u0259nzili aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 torpaqd\u0131sa, b\u0259s onda hara t\u0259l\u0259sir, niy\u0259 aldan\u0131r, niy\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n – aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 torpaqdan qa\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131n, qurtulma\u011f\u0131n m\u00fcmk\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 inan\u0131r. B\u0259lk\u0259 torpaq adam\u0131 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir ki, ora do\u011fma adamlar\u0131n cismi \u0259man\u0259t edilib, ba\u015flar\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 ruhlar\u0131 dola\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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Soyuq q\u0131\u015f ax\u015fam\u0131. Bay\u0131rda qar ya\u011f\u0131r, \u015faxta, boran n\u0259f\u0259s k\u0259sir. Sevimli o\u011flunu dizl\u0259ri \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturdub B\u0259kir m\u00fc\u0259llim. \u0130\u015finin \u00e7ox olma\u011f\u0131ndan, \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n m\u0259suliyy\u0259ti layiqinc\u0259 yerin\u0259 yetirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131ndand\u0131r ki, B\u0259kir m\u00fc\u0259llimin u\u015faqlar yatmam\u0131\u015f ev\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7atma\u011f\u0131, onlarla b\u0259rab\u0259r zaman ke\u00e7irm\u0259yi \u00e7ox az hallarda olur.
\n– \u018fg\u0259r birc\u0259 g\u00fcl, t\u0259k birc\u0259 g\u00fcl d\u0259 s\u0259n \u0259ks\u0259n, bir a\u011fac\u0131 da s\u0259n sulasan bu yer \u00fcz\u00fc c\u0259nn\u0259t olar, o\u011ful! Bir \u0259lin torpa\u011f\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259 olsun. Olsun ki, ba\u015f\u0131n buludlara \u00e7ata bilsin. Bu \u00f6m\u00fcr ki var, o\u011ful, bir oxun h\u0259d\u0259find\u0259di. Birc\u0259 at\u0131ml\u0131q can\u0131 var. Qoy olsun. G\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, \u00e7\u0259tin anlar\u0131nda yan\u0131nda ola bilm\u0259s\u0259m, bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rimi unutma – n\u0259 olursa olsun, h\u0259yat n\u0259 surprizl\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xararsa qar\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xars\u0131n, s\u0259n do\u011fru bildiyind\u0259n d\u00f6nm\u0259! S\u0259n haqq\u0131n, \u0259dal\u0259tin, do\u011frunun t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 ol ki, Allah da s\u0259nin yan\u0131nda olsun! <\/p>\n
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D\u00f6nm\u0259zov B\u0259kir Ataki\u015fi o\u011flu 1958-ci il yanvar\u0131n 31-d\u0259 Qazax rayonunda anadan olub. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirdikd\u0259n sonra ali m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 q\u0259bul ola bilmir v\u0259 1973-c\u00fc ild\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 \u00fcz tutur. Kimya s\u0259nayesind\u0259 (indiki Etilen-Polietilen zavodunda) f\u0259hl\u0259 kimi i\u015f\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r. Oxumaq h\u0259v\u0259si, elm\u0259, kitaba olan mara\u011f\u0131 B\u0259kiri rahat buraxm\u0131rd\u0131. Ziyal\u0131 ail\u0259sind\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131, atas\u0131n\u0131n riyaziyyat m\u00fc\u0259llimi olma\u011f\u0131 onun t\u0259hsil alma\u011fa olan mara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 daha da art\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130\u015fl\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r, h\u0259m d\u0259 yenid\u0259n ali m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r. Lakin h\u0259yatda he\u00e7 vaxt insan\u0131n ist\u0259kl\u0259riyl\u0259 imkanlar\u0131 \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti q\u0259bul imtahanlar\u0131na \u00e7ata bilmir v\u0259 h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 yollan\u0131r. Uzaq v\u0259 q\u0259rib bir diyarda \u2013 Xabarovsk vilay\u0259tind\u0259 h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t borcunu yerin\u0259 yetirir. H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259tini \u00e7avu\u015f r\u00fctb\u0259si v\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcrnam\u0259 il\u0259 bitirdikd\u0259n sonra Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131r. Yenid\u0259n eyni zavodda, d\u00fclg\u0259r v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259-i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 ali m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r. V\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t arzusuna \u00e7at\u0131r. Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Neft Akademiyas\u0131na daxil olur. Ali m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 savad\u0131na, insanlarla r\u0259ftar\u0131na, m\u0259d\u0259niy\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 se\u00e7il\u0259n v\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t qazanan B\u0259kir D\u00f6nm\u0259zov qrupun r\u0259hb\u0259ri se\u00e7ilir. Qrup yolda\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 m\u00fcnasib\u0259t qurur. El\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259dir ki, h\u0259tta t\u0259hsil ill\u0259rind\u0259n sonra da h\u0259r il may ay\u0131nda qrup yolda\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259r, onlarla \u00f6t\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rin xo\u015f xatir\u0259l\u0259rini b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdi.
\nAz\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Neft Akademiyas\u0131n\u0131 bitirdikd\u0259n sonra Sumqay\u0131tdak\u0131 Etilen-Polietilen zavodunda iqtisad\u00e7\u0131-m\u00fch\u0259ndis kimi \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. \u0130lk zamanlarda f\u0259hl\u0259 kimi i\u015f\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259d\u0259 sonradan \u0259zmi, bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131, savad\u0131 v\u0259 irad\u0259si hesab\u0131na m\u0259sul v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259lir. Son d\u00f6n\u0259ml\u0259rd\u0259 zavodun Personal v\u0259 \u0259m\u0259k haqq\u0131 v\u0259 \u0130qtisadiyyat \u015f\u00f6b\u0259l\u0259rinin r\u0259isi v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Hans\u0131 v\u0259zif\u0259d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259yind\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq tabeliyind\u0259 olan i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rin\u0259 r\u0259hb\u0259r yox, \u0259sl dost, yolda\u015f olmu\u015fdur. B\u0259kir m\u00fc\u0259llim el\u0259 bir h\u0259yat yolu ke\u00e7ib ki, bu g\u00fcn onu bo\u011fazdan yuxar\u0131, baya\u011f\u0131 t\u0259rifl\u0259rl\u0259 “nax\u0131\u015flamaq” m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. Onun b\u0259z\u0259yi d\u0259, t\u0259rifi d\u0259, t\u0259ltifi d\u0259 – tan\u0131yanlar\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131nda xo\u015f niyy\u0259tli, t\u0259miz q\u0259lbli insan kimi qalmas\u0131d\u0131r. Onu tan\u0131yan h\u0259r k\u0259s bilir ki, B\u0259kir m\u00fc\u0259llim t\u0259bi\u0259tc\u0259 \u00e7ox m\u00fclayim, bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r insanlara k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan, haqq\u0131 nahaqq\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131na verm\u0259y\u0259n biri olub. Ham\u0131n\u0131n problemini \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcnki bilib, ona uzanan \u0259ll\u0259ri, \u00fcmidl\u0259 dikil\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri nag\u00fcman etm\u0259yib, m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl\u00fc asan etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b. \u00c7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 zavodun inki\u015faf\u0131yla b\u0259rab\u0259r, tabeliyind\u0259 olan i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rinin i\u015f v\u0259 \u0259m\u0259k \u015f\u0259raitinin yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131, sosial probleml\u0259rinin h\u0259ll olunmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259lind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259ni etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b. Cavan ya\u015flar\u0131ndan dost-tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131n, qohum-\u0259qr\u0259ban\u0131n i\u015fin\u0259 yar\u0131yan, bir n\u0259sl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fck ed\u0259n, amma he\u00e7 vaxt, he\u00e7 zaman b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fck iddias\u0131nda olmayan insan idi. Be\u015f q\u0131zdan sonra d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259n B\u0259kir m\u00fc\u0259llimi k\u0259ndl\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015fayan B\u0259kir adl\u0131 nurani, a\u011fsaqqal bir a\u011fan\u0131n \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 bel\u0259 adland\u0131r\u0131blar. Zaman ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 o, bu ad\u0131 do\u011fruldaraq s\u0259bri, t\u0259mkini, savad\u0131, b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259ti, ki\u00e7ikl\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti, \u0259trafa sevgisi, b\u00f6y\u00fck-ki\u00e7ik yeri bilm\u0259yi say\u0259sind\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n sevimlisin\u0259 \u00e7evrilir.
\nM\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n B\u0259kir m\u00fc\u0259llim 2008-ci ild\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259riz\u0259si il\u0259 Kimya s\u0259nayesind\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131r. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t i\u015fsiz qalsa da 2010-cu ild\u0259n Madeyra mebel fabrikinin Sumqay\u0131t salonunun r\u0259hb\u0259ri kimi \u0259m\u0259k f\u0259aliyy\u0259tini davam etdirir.
\nBu g\u00f6z\u0259l insan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n son g\u00fcnl\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259laq\u0259 saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 dostlar\u0131 var idi. O insanlar ki, bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 B\u0259kir m\u00fc\u0259llimin ail\u0259sind\u0259 o h\u00f6rm\u0259t\u0259 sahibdirl\u0259r. \u015e\u0259fa \u018fliyev, Darvin H\u00fcseynov, Hac\u0131 Novruz \u0130smay\u0131lov, F\u0259xr\u0259ddin Kaz\u0131mov, S\u0259yyad m\u00fc\u0259llim, Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim, Zakir m\u00fc\u0259llim, Sahib m\u00fc\u0259llim, S\u0259m\u0259d m\u00fc\u0259llim, \u015e\u0259m\u015fir m\u00fc\u0259llim, qrup yolda\u015flar\u0131ndan Tofiq m\u00fc\u0259llim v\u0259 daha ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 dostlar\u0131 B\u0259kir D\u00f6nm\u0259zovun h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259 yana\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 insanlardan olub. <\/p>\n
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D\u00fcnya o q\u0259d\u0259r v\u0259fas\u0131z, h\u0259yat o q\u0259d\u0259r amans\u0131zd\u0131 ki… Bu torpaq da yax\u015f\u0131lar\u0131 apar\u0131r qoynuna. B\u0259kir m\u00fc\u0259llim he\u00e7 kimin g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259diyi bir anda, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn yara\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir ya\u015fda d\u0259yi\u015fdi d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131. Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u0259rdl\u0259rin\u0259, bu d\u00fcnyaya g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atmad\u0131 k\u00f6vr\u0259k \u00fcr\u0259yinin. \u00dcr\u0259k n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fccl\u00fc ola bil\u0259r ki? Onun da q\u00fcdr\u0259tinin, s\u0259brinin bir s\u0259rh\u0259ddi var. \u00dcr\u0259yinin gen qap\u0131s\u0131ndan gir\u0259n \u00e7ox oldu B\u0259kir m\u00fc\u0259llimin. H\u0259r gir\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 damla-damla k\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259tirdi, ovuc-ovuc q\u0259m verdi. \u00dcr\u0259yini qorumad\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n qorumad\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcyl\u0259 t\u0259kc\u0259 ail\u0259sin\u0259, balalar\u0131na deyil, daim bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 dayaq olan qarda\u015f\u0131 V\u0259kil\u0259, bac\u0131lar\u0131na, says\u0131z dostlar\u0131na da\u011f \u00e7\u0259kdi.
\nO\u011flu V\u00fcqar D\u00f6nm\u0259zovla m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259ri t\u0259kc\u0259 ata-o\u011ful m\u00fcst\u0259visind\u0259 deyildi. \u018fsl dost, yolda\u015f, sirda\u015f idil\u0259r. H\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n istisi, soyu\u011fu, i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131, sevinci, k\u0259d\u0259ri, bir ovuc \u00fcmidi, bir damla xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi – h\u0259r \u015feyi var V\u00fcqar b\u0259yin. Birind\u0259n az, birind\u0259n \u00e7ox. Birc\u0259 ata sevgisi, ata n\u0259vazi\u015fi, ata m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tind\u0259n ba\u015fqa. Bu g\u00fcn ata h\u0259sr\u0259til\u0259 al\u0131\u015f\u0131b-yansa da, pis-yax\u015f\u0131 ya\u015fama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan V\u00fcqar D\u00f6nm\u0259zovun atas\u0131na olan sevgisini, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tini duymamaq, g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil:
\n V\u00fcqar D\u00f6nm\u0259zovun dedikl\u0259rind\u0259n:
\n– Deyirl\u0259r ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n, ac\u0131lar\u0131n t\u0259k \u00e7ar\u0259si zamand\u0131. H\u0259tta \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r d\u0259rdl\u0259ri, \u0259n yax\u0131n insanlar\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc bel\u0259 zaman unutdura bilir. Y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 insan g\u0259lir, ba\u015fsa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 verir, d\u0259rdin\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u0259yir v\u0259 gedir. B\u00f6y\u00fck itki il\u0259 t\u0259kb\u0259t\u0259k qalanda anlay\u0131rsan ki, zamanla he\u00e7 kim unudulmur. H\u0259r \u201cata\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fc e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 yara qanay\u0131r… Anlay\u0131rsan ki, zamanla sad\u0259c\u0259 onsuzlu\u011fa al\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan. Daha do\u011frusu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131na inand\u0131r\u0131rsan.
\nAil\u0259 \u00fczvl\u0259rim\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259k olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ayaqda durdum. Ancaq \u0259n \u00e7ox dar\u0131xan da, \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259sr\u0259ti ya\u015fayan da m\u0259n\u0259m. \u018fl at\u0131b f\u0259l\u0259yin yaxas\u0131n\u0131ndan tutub silk\u0259l\u0259m\u0259k ke\u00e7di k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n. B\u0259lk\u0259 onda i\u00e7imi didib-da\u011flayan k\u0259d\u0259ri, nisgili, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi yaran g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bildim.
\nAtamla h\u0259r zaman q\u00fcrur duymu\u015fam, onun haqq\u0131nda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 f\u0259xrl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. H\u0259l\u0259 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 onlar haqq\u0131nda in\u015fa yazanda s\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 se\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. \u0130ndi d\u0259 el\u0259 dan\u0131\u015facam, ancaq ke\u00e7mi\u015f zamanda. Atam\u0131n yoxlu\u011funa h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 inana bilmir\u0259m, onun bar\u0259sind\u0259 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f insan kimi dan\u0131\u015fmaq m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tindi. Bir anda bizi t\u0259rk etdiyini d\u0259rk etm\u0259k a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r. Onu bu q\u0259d\u0259r tez, zamans\u0131z itir\u0259c\u0259yimizi g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdik. Atam m\u0259nim bu d\u00fcnyada \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 inana bilm\u0259diyim yegan\u0259 adamd\u0131. Sanki el\u0259 bu an, bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259c\u0259k, g\u00fcl\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fc il\u0259 probleml\u0259rimizi unutduracaq. Ka\u015f ki, yan\u0131mda olsayd\u0131, m\u0259n\u0259 do\u011fru yol g\u00f6st\u0259rs\u0259ydi, \u00e7\u0259tin v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131ma k\u00f6m\u0259k ets\u0259ydi – dediyim anlar \u00e7ox olub. Bu g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 ail\u0259 ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131yam. B\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259riyl\u0259 anlay\u0131ram ki, m\u0259nim atam g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m, t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yim atalar\u0131n \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 idi. Qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015f, m\u0259suliyy\u0259tli olma\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, h\u0259r birimiz\u0259 ayr\u0131ca, x\u00fcsusi diqq\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. Bizim fikirl\u0259rimizi t\u0259mkinl\u0259 dinl\u0259yib laz\u0131m bil\u0259rdis\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015far, m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259rini ver\u0259r, bir s\u00f6zl\u0259 bizl\u0259 dost olard\u0131. Arzu v\u0259 ist\u0259kl\u0259rimizi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259, ehtiyaclar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6d\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fard\u0131.
\nH\u0259r bir normal insan, ist\u0259nil\u0259n \u00f6vlad \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn valideynl\u0259ri qiym\u0259tlidi. Ancaq atam h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259nim al\u0259mimd\u0259 \u0259v\u0259zolunmaz insan olub. Arzular\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 var idi, yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalan i\u015fl\u0259rini sona \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq fikrind\u0259 idi, lakin 2014-c\u00fc ilin 9 sentyabr\u0131nda vaxts\u0131z v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm onun b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259rini yar\u0131da qoydu. Ail\u0259sin\u0259, valideynl\u0259rin\u0259, ke\u00e7mi\u015fin\u0259 \u00e7ox ba\u011fl\u0131 insan idi. Ata-anas\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanlarda g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 olan k\u0259d\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yet\u0259rinc\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, dar\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss ed\u0259 bilirdik.
\n“Bundan sonra atam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m?” – dey\u0259 \u00e7ox d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Bu g\u00fcn m\u0259nim \u00fcz\u0259rim\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck v\u0259zif\u0259 atam\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fatmaq, xatir\u0259sini \u0259ziz tutmaq, onun arzular\u0131n\u0131, x\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irm\u0259kdir. Atamla f\u0259xr etm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r. Bu g\u00fcn h\u0259yatda olmasa da onun ad\u0131n\u0131 harda \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259ms\u0259, m\u0259ni \u00e7ox h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131r, haqq\u0131nda xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259r deyirl\u0259r. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu deyil\u0259nl\u0259r, yaz\u0131lanlar onu geri g\u0259tirm\u0259z, bilir\u0259m, sad\u0259c\u0259 onu x\u0259yallar\u0131mda daim ya\u015fatd\u0131\u011f\u0131m, bir an olsun bel\u0259 unuda bilm\u0259diyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 bir xatir\u0259 olaraq qals\u0131n ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
\nYa\u015fasayd\u0131n, \u0259ziz atam, 31 yanvar tarixind\u0259 58 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259rab\u0259r qeyd ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdik. S\u0259ninl\u0259 f\u0259xr edir\u0259m v\u0259 bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rimi g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 deyir\u0259m. Allah s\u0259n\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin! M\u0259kan\u0131n C\u0259nn\u0259t olsun!<\/p>\n
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P.S. \u00d6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcnyalar q\u0259d\u0259r sev\u0259n, onlara b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011flanan, h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 sayan B\u0259kir m\u00fc\u0259llim s\u0259brsizlikl\u0259 ilk n\u0259v\u0259sinin d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Ancaq bu ist\u0259k d\u0259 el\u0259 arzu olaraq B\u0259kir m\u00fc\u0259llimin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 qald\u0131. D\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n 8 ay sonra ilk n\u0259v\u0259si d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7d\u0131. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bu g\u00fcl balaya baxanda B\u0259kir m\u00fc\u0259llim k\u00f6vr\u0259k duy\u011fularla ail\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 canlan\u0131r. El\u0259 bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n d\u0259 ilk n\u0259v\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131 B\u0259kir yox, Fateh qoyurlar. \u0130nan\u0131r\u0131q ki, g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k bu k\u00f6rp\u0259 Fateh b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259k, i\u015f-g\u00fcc sahibi, v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 layiq v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f olacaq, babas\u0131 B\u0259kir m\u00fc\u0259llim kimi onu \u0259hat\u0259 ed\u0259nl\u0259rin, dostlar\u0131n, yax\u0131nlar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yini f\u0259th ed\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259r k\u0259sin sevimlisin\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259c\u0259kdir. <\/p>\n
G\u00fclnar\u0259 \u015e\u00f6hr\u0259ddinq\u0131z\u0131, H\u0259yat – q\u0259rib\u0259 v\u0259 sevimli, amans\u0131z v\u0259 q\u0259ddar! \u0130nsan \u00f6vlad\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lir, ya\u015fay\u0131r, yarad\u0131r, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc is\u0259 \u00e7ox vaxt n\u0259 x\u0259yal\u0131na g\u0259tirir, n\u0259 d\u0259 eynin\u0259 al\u0131r. T\u0259l\u0259sir… El\u0259 hey t\u0259l\u0259sir… \u0130nsan\u0131n son m\u0259nzili aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 torpaqd\u0131sa, b\u0259s onda hara t\u0259l\u0259sir, niy\u0259 aldan\u0131r, niy\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n – aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 torpaqdan qa\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131n, qurtulma\u011f\u0131n m\u00fcmk\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 inan\u0131r. B\u0259lk\u0259 torpaq adam\u0131 ona […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17666","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17666","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=17666"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17666\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17667,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17666\/revisions\/17667"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=17666"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=17666"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=17666"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\n\u201cM\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m Az\u0259rbaycan\u201d q\u0259zetinin b\u0259dii redaktoru<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"