{"id":17707,"date":"2016-01-31T18:00:50","date_gmt":"2016-01-31T14:00:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=17707"},"modified":"2016-01-31T21:32:46","modified_gmt":"2016-01-31T17:32:46","slug":"rauf-q%c9%99rib-alagoz-s%c9%99hidin-bayragi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=17707","title":{"rendered":"Rauf Q\u0259rib ALAG\u00d6Z.”\u015e\u0259hidin Bayra\u011f\u0131”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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-Ay\u0259, d\u00fcd\u00fck o\u011flu d\u00fcd\u00fck, G\u00fcrc\u00fcstandan g\u0259lib bura baydax as\u0131rsan?
\n-Mobil \u0259mi, ax\u0131 bu Az\u0259rbaycan bayra\u011f\u0131d\u0131?
\n– O\u011fra\u015f o\u011flu o\u011fra\u015f, d\u00fc\u015f c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m ol. Guya m\u0259n bilmir\u0259m baydax n\u0259t\u0259ri olur?
\n-Mobil \u0259mi, vallah Az\u0259rbaycan bayra\u011f\u0131d\u0131. Tahir \u015f\u0259hid olanda onun tabutuna sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Tahiri basd\u0131randan sonra q\u0131ra\u011fa tullam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. G\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb g\u0259tirdim ev\u0259. \u0130ndi d\u0259 a\u011faca asmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, bayra\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ham\u0131 g\u00f6rs\u00fcn.
\n-O\u011fru g\u00fcrc\u00fc k\u00f6p\u0259yo\u011flu, g\u0259l bura.
\n-M\u0259n g\u00fcrc\u00fc deyil\u0259m, az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131yam. O\u011fru da deyil\u0259m. Atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm bayra\u011f\u0131. Vurma noolar.
\n-G\u00f6t\u00fcr bayda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m ol burdan. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259sin.
\nBu dialoq 1992-ci ild\u0259 G\u00fcrc\u00fcstandan (Bor\u00e7al\u0131dan) Bak\u0131ya k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz zaman K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259cburi k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn olan qon\u015fumuzla m\u0259nim aramda olmu\u015fdu.
\nC\u0259mi 10 ya\u015f\u0131nda idim. Qon\u015fumuzun o\u011flu Tahir \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015fdu. Onun tabutuna sar\u0131l\u0131b d\u0259fnd\u0259n sonra q\u0259biristanl\u0131qda bir k\u0259nara at\u0131lan bayra\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ev\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdim. Tahirin d\u0259fnind\u0259 qisas and\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259rin bayra\u011fa olan laqeyidliyi i\u00e7ind\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259n sevgisi olan bir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ox sarsm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nBayra\u011f\u0131 m\u0259hl\u0259mizd\u0259ki \u0259n h\u00fcnd\u00fcr \u00e7inar a\u011fac\u0131ndan asmaq ist\u0259mi\u015fdim. 10 ya\u015fl\u0131 u\u015faq o a\u011faca nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131msa indi o a\u011faca baxanda vahim\u0259 bas\u0131r m\u0259ni.
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 qon\u015fumuz Mobil \u0259mi icaz\u0259 verm\u0259mi\u015fdi bayra\u011f\u0131 m\u0259hl\u0259d\u0259n asma\u011fa. \u0130ddia edirdi ki, o Az\u0259rbaycan bayra\u011f\u0131 deyil. Do\u011frudur, r\u0259ngl\u0259ri bir az sol\u011fun idi, amma mavi, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 v\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131l r\u0259ngl\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131q sezilirdi. Ay v\u0259 s\u0259kkizgu\u015f\u0259li ulduz is\u0259, dem\u0259k olar ki, g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc…
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\nBu hadis\u0259ni tamam\u0259n unutmu\u015fdum. \u0130ll\u0259rc\u0259 bayra\u011f\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 xat\u0131rlam\u0131rd\u0131m. Amma niy\u0259s\u0259 Mobil \u0259mini h\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 sanki q\u0259rib\u0259 hisl\u0259r ke\u00e7irirdim. 1992-ci ild\u0259n bu yana 24 il \u00f6tm\u00fc\u015f, art\u0131q o\u011flum h\u0259min ya\u015fa \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Tam 10 ya\u015f\u0131na…
\nBird\u0259n m\u0259hl\u0259mizd\u0259 vay-\u015f\u00fcv\u0259n qopdu. T\u0259la\u015fla ham\u0131m\u0131z h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131q. N\u0259 oldu\u011funu anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. H\u0259r\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 a\u011fla\u015f\u0131r, dizin\u0259 vuran, sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 yolan qad\u0131nlar\u0131n f\u0259ryad\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ri da\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini kim\u0259 soru\u015fsaq, h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fc il\u0259 a\u011flayaraq f\u0259ryad qopar\u0131rd\u0131. Ham\u0131m\u0131z bir-birimizin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131q. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimizl\u0259 bir-birimiz\u0259 suallar ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131q.
\nM\u0259hl\u0259d\u0259ki hay-k\u00fcy s\u0259sin\u0259 m\u0259hl\u0259y\u0259 daxil olan ambulans\u0131n s\u0259si qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00d6nd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259rbi ma\u015f\u0131n g\u0259lib d\u00fcz Mobil \u0259minin yan\u0131nda dayand\u0131. Ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n h\u0259rbi geyimli bir adam Mobil \u0259miy\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015faraq o\u011flu Habilin \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 uzatd\u0131 v\u0259 \u201cba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z sa\u011f olsun \u201c dedi.
\nBir atan\u0131n i\u00e7l\u0259r g\u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259n susqun f\u0259ryad\u0131 divarlar\u0131, da\u015flar\u0131, a\u011faclar\u0131 bel\u0259 l\u0259rz\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259tirdi. Qad\u0131nlar\u0131n vay-\u015f\u00fcv\u0259n s\u0259si daha da ucald\u0131. Damar\u0131mda qan donmu\u015fdu. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n , h\u0259l\u0259 6ay \u0259vv\u0259l t\u0259mt\u0259raqla h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 yola sald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z Habil c\u0259mi 19 ya\u015f\u0131nda \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015fdu.
\nAnas\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259n ambulansda ay\u0131ltma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u201cDa\u011f boyda\u201d Mobil \u0259mi is\u0259 da\u011fdan qopmu\u015f da\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131 kimi yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ham\u0131m\u0131z ona bax\u0131rd\u0131q. Nec\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdik ax\u0131 \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015f bir atan\u0131?
\nBird\u0259n Mobil \u0259mi aya\u011fa duraraq biz\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 k\u0259nara it\u0259l\u0259di. Arxama d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. 24 il \u0259vv\u0259lki \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc. \u018flimd\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259min bayraq, amma o bayra\u011f\u0131 hardan tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m? El\u0259 bilirdim x\u0259yal g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. O u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n o\u011flum oldu\u011funu anlayanda onu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, Mobil \u0259mi h\u0259min bayra\u011f\u0131 o\u011flumun \u0259lind\u0259n alaraq o\u011flunun tabutunun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259rir v\u0259 var g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 \u201cBU AZ\u018fRBAYCAN BAYRA\u011eIDI, BU AZ\u018fRBAYCAN BAYRA\u011eIDI\u201d dey\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131raraq m\u0259nim g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 bax\u0131r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

-Ay\u0259, d\u00fcd\u00fck o\u011flu d\u00fcd\u00fck, G\u00fcrc\u00fcstandan g\u0259lib bura baydax as\u0131rsan? -Mobil \u0259mi, ax\u0131 bu Az\u0259rbaycan bayra\u011f\u0131d\u0131? – O\u011fra\u015f o\u011flu o\u011fra\u015f, d\u00fc\u015f c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m ol. Guya m\u0259n bilmir\u0259m baydax n\u0259t\u0259ri olur? -Mobil \u0259mi, vallah Az\u0259rbaycan bayra\u011f\u0131d\u0131. Tahir \u015f\u0259hid olanda onun tabutuna sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Tahiri basd\u0131randan sonra q\u0131ra\u011fa tullam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. G\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb g\u0259tirdim ev\u0259. \u0130ndi d\u0259 a\u011faca asmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, bayra\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ham\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17707","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17707","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=17707"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17707\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17711,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17707\/revisions\/17711"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=17707"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=17707"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=17707"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}