{"id":17721,"date":"2016-02-01T07:00:07","date_gmt":"2016-02-01T03:00:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=17721"},"modified":"2016-02-01T09:53:08","modified_gmt":"2016-02-01T05:53:08","slug":"eldar-n%c9%99sib-sibirel-seirl%c9%99r-9","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=17721","title":{"rendered":"Eldar N\u0259sib S\u0130B\u0130REL.\u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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VAR H\u018fL\u018f <\/p>\n

Qalm\u0131r i\u015ft\u0259yind\u0259n bu qanl\u0131 f\u0259l\u0259k,
\nBir sevinc i\u00e7ind\u0259 min ah var h\u0259l\u0259.
\nBir ucdan \u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcr, yen\u0259 d\u0259 doymur,
\nDi\u015finin alt\u0131nda i\u015ftah var h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n

Buraxma d\u0259rdini, g\u0259l, \u00f6z ba\u015f\u0131na.
\nYoxsa d\u0259y\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131n \u0259hl\u0259d da\u015f\u0131na.
\nAldanma d\u00fcnyada h\u0259r g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na,
\nDal\u0131nda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r timsah var h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n

Neylim, m\u0259n bu q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259zad\u0131, neylim?!
\nYolum yol ha deyil, q\u0259zad\u0131, neylim?!
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr tale ver\u0259n c\u0259zad\u0131, neylim?!
\n\u00c7\u0259kir\u0259m, boynumda g\u00fcnah var h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bir c\u0259nn\u0259t \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n\u0259 bir axar suydum,
\nBir \u015feytan yan\u011f\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259din\u0259 uydum,
\nBu g\u00fcnk\u00fc d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fc sabaha qoydum,
\nBilm\u0259dim sabaha sabah var h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6yt\u0259k dolan g\u00f6z\u00fcm olmaz buludsuz.
\nF\u0259ryad\u0131m k\u00f6kl\u0259nm\u0259z he\u00e7 vaxt s\u00fckutsuz.
\nSibirel, \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 olma umudsuz
\nBa\u015f\u0131y\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 Allah var h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n

2.04.1999<\/p>\n

BU GEC\u018f <\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 p\u0259rvan\u0259 i\u015f\u0131\u011fa g\u0259lm\u0259z,
\nBu gec\u0259 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m soyuq kimidir,
\nBu gec\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim rahatl\u0131q bilm\u0259z,
\nTufanlar qoynunda qay\u0131q kimidir.<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 qaranl\u0131q gumanlar\u0131m\u0131,
\nNurland\u0131ra bilm\u0259z ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 da.
\nBu gec\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli \u00fcmanlar\u0131m\u0131n,
\nM\u0259n\u0259m b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fc d\u0259c\u0259l u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 da.<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 t\u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc i\u00e7\u0259ri t\u0259p\u0259n
\nK\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r bay\u0131rda narahat g\u0259z\u0259r.
\n\u015eirin xatir\u0259m\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 s\u0259p\u0259n
\nBuludlar bu gec\u0259 duzlu dad g\u0259z\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 tale d\u0259 yaz\u0131m\u0131 bilm\u0259z,
\nSalar b\u0259dxahl\u0131\u011f\u0131n boran, qar\u0131na.
\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yim q\u0131z\u0131na bilm\u0259z,
\n\u0130lk e\u015fqin ilahi bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131na.<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 qayat\u0259k susar haray\u0131m
\nBo\u011fulub bataram bu s\u00fckutda m\u0259n.
\nBu gec\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc nec\u0259 aray\u0131m
\nDo\u011fma \u00fcnvanda m\u0259n, do\u011fma adda m\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259-\u00f6n\u00fcmd\u0259 qaralan hasar,
\n\u0130\u015f\u0131\u011fa tutaram, h\u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fc u\u00e7maz.
\nBu gec\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7i yollar\u0131m azar,
\nSay\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin m\u00fcrg\u00fcs\u00fc u\u00e7maz.<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyim q\u0259ml\u0259r, \u0259zablar
\nBa\u015f a\u00e7a bilm\u0259r\u0259m, kim\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r.
\nBu gec\u0259 ist\u0259yi \u00e7\u0259tin tap\u0131lar.
\n\u018flidolu ilham \u0259libo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 g\u00f6yl\u0259r d\u0259 s\u0259rxo\u015f kimidir,
\nBir q\u0259d\u0259h ulduzu salar \u0259lind\u0259n.
\nBirc\u0259 dan yerin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb \u00fcmidim
\nM\u0259ni bu gec\u0259nin alar \u0259lind\u0259n.<\/p>\n

1984<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

VAR H\u018fL\u018f Qalm\u0131r i\u015ft\u0259yind\u0259n bu qanl\u0131 f\u0259l\u0259k, Bir sevinc i\u00e7ind\u0259 min ah var h\u0259l\u0259. Bir ucdan \u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcr, yen\u0259 d\u0259 doymur, Di\u015finin alt\u0131nda i\u015ftah var h\u0259l\u0259. Buraxma d\u0259rdini, g\u0259l, \u00f6z ba\u015f\u0131na. Yoxsa d\u0259y\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131n \u0259hl\u0259d da\u015f\u0131na. Aldanma d\u00fcnyada h\u0259r g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na, Dal\u0131nda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r timsah var h\u0259l\u0259. Neylim, m\u0259n bu q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259zad\u0131, neylim?! Yolum yol ha […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17721","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17721","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=17721"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17721\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17724,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17721\/revisions\/17724"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=17721"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=17721"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=17721"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}