{"id":17763,"date":"2016-02-02T00:00:39","date_gmt":"2016-02-01T20:00:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=17763"},"modified":"2016-02-02T10:24:47","modified_gmt":"2016-02-02T06:24:47","slug":"cinar%c9%99-omray-h%c9%99min-gun-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=17763","title":{"rendered":"\u00c7inar\u0259 \u00d6MRAY.”H\u0259min g\u00fcn” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Yan\u0131mdayd\u0131n\u2026 M\u0259n is\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259d\u0259r xo\u015fb\u0259xt idim. Yad\u0131ndad\u0131 h\u0259min g\u00fcn?\u2026C\u0259mi 40 q\u0259piyimiz var idi.Birde ki, i\u00e7imizde d\u00fcnyaya sigmayan x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtliyimiz. El\u0259 x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtiydim ki o g\u00fcn\u2026 Allah, ele bil h\u0259m\u0259n g\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259r sakink\u0259rinin x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtliyini al\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259 vermi\u015fdi. I\u00e7im i\u00e7im\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131. Yad planetd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n bir varl\u0131q kimiydim. \u015e\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259 bir ba\u015fqa idi o g\u00fcn. Insanlar g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi, ham\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc m\u0259nim x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtliyimi. \u018ftraf al\u0259m g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259diyi yerd\u0259c\u0259 donmu\u015fdu. Ma\u015f\u0131nlar h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Insanlar add\u0131m atark\u0259n, harasa t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259rk\u0259n donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Allah ham\u0131n\u0131n x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtliyini al\u0131b biz\u0259 vermi\u015fdi o g\u00fcn, onlar\u0131 is\u0259 dondurmu\u015fdu. Bir t\u0259k biz add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131q. \u018flimd\u0259n el\u0259 tutmu\u015fdu ki, sanki qa\u00e7acaqd\u0131m. O da ele qorxurdu bu x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtliyin bizd\u0259n u\u00e7ub getm\u0259sin\u0259. O \u00fczd\u0259n b\u0259rk b\u0259rk yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u0259llimd\u0259n. Arada dayan\u0131b \u00fczm\u0259 bax\u0131r , “CANIM” deyirdi.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn ruhumu al\u0131b apar\u0131rd\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n. G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 bir h\u0259yat var idi. O g\u00fcn d\u00fcnya bir na\u011f\u0131l idi. M\u0259n d\u0259 sanki i\u00e7i x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtlikl\u0259 dolu bir \u015far balonu idim. Aya\u011f\u0131m yerd\u0259n bir qar\u0131\u015f havada, \u0259lim d\u0259 onda. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259r donmu\u015fdu. Allah \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri biz\u0259 \u0259rma\u011fan etmi\u015fdi. Evd\u0259n metroya q\u0259d\u0259r xeyli yolumuz vard\u0131. Yolu yar\u0131yacan piyada g\u0259lmi\u015fdik, bird\u0259n yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, m\u0259nd\u0259 metro kard\u0131 var i\u00e7ind\u0259 d\u0259 3gedi\u015f. Ikimiz d\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fck. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 olan 40 q\u0259piyi el\u0259 metrodan ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 saxlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Orda da m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 piyada \u00e7\u0131xacaqd\u0131q. H\u0259 bird\u0259 d\u0259rsd\u0259n sonra bir dostumuzun do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259kdik\u2026 Metroyacan u\u00e7a u\u00e7a g\u0259lmi\u015fdik sanki . G\u00f6yl\u0259r d\u0259 biz\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir, g\u00f6z d\u0259ym\u0259sin dey\u0259 arabir \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f \u00e7il\u0259yirdi. T\u0259biy\u0259t bizl\u0259 zarafatla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Gah g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131r, gah ya\u011f\u0131\u015f \u00e7il\u0259yirdi. Biz is\u0259 iki qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z, k\u00f6rp\u0259 u\u015faq kimi \u0259l \u0259l\u0259 tutub bir birimiz\u0259 baxa baxa add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131q, h\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 dayan\u0131r g\u00f6z g\u00f6z\u0259 bax\u0131r, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimizl\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fck, sonar gedirik. Metroda ham\u0131 biz\u0259 baxrd\u0131 o g\u00fcn. N\u0259inki ruhum ruhuna, g\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, doda\u011f\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131ma h\u0259tta sa\u00e7\u0131m sa\u00e7\u0131na sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, sevgi etiraf\u0131 edirdi. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131z bel\u0259 el\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l qucaqla\u015fd\u0131larki, adam ay\u0131rma\u011fa q\u0131ym\u0131rd\u0131 onlar\u0131. Sanki \u0259sg\u0259r yola salan ana kimi qucaqlay\u0131b buraxmaq ist\u0259mirdi sa\u00e7\u0131m sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131. N\u0259yinki g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin i\u00e7i h\u0259tda beynimin i\u00e7i, ruhumun i\u00e7i g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi. O bir canl\u0131 h\u0259yat idi yan\u0131mda add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131, o diri bir x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtlik idi yan\u0131mda n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131rd\u0131, o n\u0259f\u0259sim idi bir an yox olsayd\u0131 \u00f6l\u0259rdim h\u0259min an.. H\u0259r can dey\u0259nd\u0259 sanki \u00fcr\u0259yim qab\u0131r\u011falar\u0131m\u0131n ald\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xacaq kimi d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. X\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n bo\u011fulacaqd\u0131m sanki, \u00fcreyim dayanacaqd\u0131 el\u0259 bil.Arabir d\u00fc$\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm-insan da bu q\u0259d\u0259r x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xt olarm\u0131, \u00cdlahi. \u2026Art\u0131q i\u015f\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. \u0259ll\u0259rimizi ay\u0131rmaq ist\u0259mirdik. Ordan bura nec\u0259 g\u0259ldiyimizd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz idik. Sanki m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r qanad\u0131nda g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi bizi. B\u0259lk\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 yar\u0131m saat tez g\u0259lmi\u015fdik. D\u0259hlizd\u0259 d\u0259li kimi n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yimizi bilmirdik dayan\u0131b ancaq g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f kimi bir birimiz\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131q. Bird\u0259n \u015fef g\u0259ldi. \u2013 he\u00e7 kim g\u0259lm\u0259yib h\u0259l\u0259, gedin \u00e7ay\u00e7\u0131da bir \u00e7ay i\u00e7in g\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259r \u2013 dedi.. Bizse bir-birimiz\u0259 bax\u0131b \u00fcrekden g\u00fcld\u00fck.Axi \u00e7ay i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 pulumuz yox idi. X\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtliyimizin \u0259lind\u0259n tutub d\u0259hlizd\u0259 g\u0259zinm\u0259y\u0259 davam etdik. Bir b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259 iki ruh\u2026 G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi a\u00e7anda sar\u0131mt\u0131l yarpaqlar\u0131n \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n gec\u0259sind\u0259ydim\u2026 Gec\u0259nin lap uzaqlar\u0131nda bir s\u0259s p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131.Sanki ad\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r kimi. K\u00fcl\u0259k is\u0259 pec\u0259r\u0259mi d\u00f6y\u00fcr sonar da qc\u0131b gizl\u0259nirdi el\u0259 bil. H\u0259r yan soyuq idi. Ele bil ay da k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc o gec\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n.\u00c7\u00fcnki boylanm\u0131rd\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259md\u0259n. H\u0259r gec\u0259deki kimi soyuq ota\u011f\u0131m fikirl\u0259rimi bel\u0259 dondururdu. Sar\u0131l\u0131b yatma\u011fa n\u0259 quru bir x\u0259yal, n\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verici bir xatir\u0259m var idi. Ama bu gec\u0259 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q oyansam da h\u0259r \u015fey o q\u0259d\u0259r ger\u00e7\u0259k idi ki, b\u0259d\u0259nimd\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259ninin istisi, beynimd\u0259 o x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtliyin r\u0259smi, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131n CAN deyili\u015fi v\u0259 i\u00e7imd\u0259 bir b\u00fct\u00fcnl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f o var idi. A\u011fl\u0131mda is\u0259 bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259- Sabah i\u015fd\u0259 onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 nec\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259li kimi dost kimi baxacam?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Yan\u0131mdayd\u0131n\u2026 M\u0259n is\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259d\u0259r xo\u015fb\u0259xt idim. Yad\u0131ndad\u0131 h\u0259min g\u00fcn?\u2026C\u0259mi 40 q\u0259piyimiz var idi.Birde ki, i\u00e7imizde d\u00fcnyaya sigmayan x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtliyimiz. El\u0259 x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtiydim ki o g\u00fcn\u2026 Allah, ele bil h\u0259m\u0259n g\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259r sakink\u0259rinin x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtliyini al\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259 vermi\u015fdi. I\u00e7im i\u00e7im\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131. Yad planetd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n bir varl\u0131q kimiydim. \u015e\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259 bir ba\u015fqa idi o g\u00fcn. Insanlar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17763","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17763","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=17763"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17763\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17765,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17763\/revisions\/17765"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=17763"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=17763"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=17763"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}