{"id":17797,"date":"2016-02-03T10:30:34","date_gmt":"2016-02-03T06:30:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=17797"},"modified":"2016-02-03T12:35:56","modified_gmt":"2016-02-03T08:35:56","slug":"sahm%c9%99mm%c9%99d-daglaroglu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=17797","title":{"rendered":"\u015eahm\u0259mm\u0259d DA\u011eLARO\u011eLU"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/12670616_945644685514132_1613497453409273181_n.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-17805\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/12670616_945644685514132_1613497453409273181_n-229x300.jpg\" alt=\"12670616_945644685514132_1613497453409273181_n\" width=\"229\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-17805\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/12670616_945644685514132_1613497453409273181_n-229x300.jpg 229w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/12670616_945644685514132_1613497453409273181_n.jpg 257w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 229px) 100vw, 229px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\u015eahm\u0259mm\u0259d Da\u011flaro\u011flu (Soltanov \u015eahm\u0259mm\u0259d Nurulla o\u011flu) 1956-c\u0131 ild\u0259 \u0130smay\u0131ll\u0131 rayonunun Pir\u0259qan\u0131m k\u0259ndind\u0259 anadan olub. 1970-ci ild\u0259 \u0130smay\u0131ll\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r 1 n\u00f6mr\u0259li orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin 8-ci sinfini bitirib. G\u00f6y\u00e7ay 58 sayl\u0131 orta texniki pe\u015f\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 d\u00fclg\u0259r-xarrat pe\u015f\u0259si il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 orta t\u0259hsil al\u0131b. 1975-1977-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 ordu s\u0131ralar\u0131nda xidm\u0259t edib.<br \/>\nM\u00fcxt\u0259lif ill\u0259rd\u0259 rayonun bir s\u0131ra tikinti idar\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 in\u015faat\u00e7\u0131 kimi \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b. \u0130smay\u0131ll\u0131 rayonunun M\u00fcc\u00fch\u0259ft\u0259ran v\u0259 A\u011fbulaq k\u0259nd m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rind\u0259 15 ild\u0259n art\u0131q \u0259m\u0259k t\u0259limi m\u00fc\u0259llimi i\u015fl\u0259yib.<br \/>\n1982-84, 1986-91-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 Rusiya Federasiyas\u0131nda ya\u015fay\u0131b. Qiyabi yolla iqtisad\u00e7\u0131-m\u00fch\u0259ndis ixtisas\u0131 almaqla 1991-ci ild\u0259 Novosibirsk Xalq T\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat\u0131 \u0130nstitutunu bitirib. \u0130smay\u0131ll\u0131 rayonunun A\u011fbulaq k\u0259ndind\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 ilk b\u0259l\u0259diyy\u0259 se\u00e7kisind\u0259 u\u011fur qazanaraq, b\u0259l\u0259diyy\u0259nin s\u0259dri v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b.<br \/>\n 2005-ci ild\u0259 jurnalistika ixtisas\u0131 \u00fczr\u0259 birillik kurs bitirib. Rayonun Yerli Radio Verili\u015fl\u0259ri redaksiyas\u0131nda redaktor v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yib. B\u0259l\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259r \u00fczr\u0259 ke\u00e7iril\u0259n ikinci, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc v\u0259 d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc se\u00e7kil\u0259rd\u0259 \u0130smay\u0131ll\u0131 b\u0259l\u0259diyy\u0259sinin \u00fczv\u00fc se\u00e7ilib.<br \/>\n\u015e.Soltanov haz\u0131rda \u0130smay\u0131ll\u0131 b\u0259l\u0259diyy\u0259sinin \u00fczv\u00fcd\u00fcr, b\u0259l\u0259diyy\u0259d\u0259 Yerli \u0130qtisadi-\u0130nki\u015faf v\u0259 Sosial M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259r daimi komissiyas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259dri v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u015e.N.Soltanov 1995-ci ild\u0259n Ana V\u0259t\u0259n Partiyas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczv\u00fc, h\u0259m\u00e7inin, partiyan\u0131n \u0130smay\u0131ll\u0131 rayon t\u0259\u015fkilat\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259dridir.<br \/>\nErk\u0259n ya\u015flar\u0131ndan \u015feirl\u0259r yazan \u015e.Da\u011flaro\u011flu 5 kitab\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259llifi, 30-a yax\u0131n kitab\u0131n redaktoru, 2 toplunun t\u0259rtib\u00e7isidir.  \u015eeirl\u0259ri \u201cXX \u0259srin \u015eirvan \u015fairl\u0259ri\u201d toplusunda, \u201cT\u00fcrk d\u00fcnyas\u0131 \u015fairl\u0259rinin antologiyas\u0131\u201dnda v\u0259 dig\u0259r bir ne\u00e7\u0259 almanaxda yer al\u0131b.<br \/>\n2014-c\u00fc ild\u0259n t\u0259sis\u00e7isi oldu\u011fu \u201c\u0130smay\u0131ll\u0131 Yazarlar\u0131\u201d \u0259d\u0259bi ictimai birliyinin s\u0259dridir.<br \/>\n\u015e.Soltanov 2008-ci ild\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan \u201c\u0130smay\u0131ll\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259ri\u201d q\u0259zetinin t\u0259sis\u00e7isi v\u0259 ba\u015f redaktorudur.<br \/>\n\u015eair \u015e.Da\u011flaro\u011flu 1999-cu ild\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fcd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>Getm\u0259di<\/p>\n<p>Bit\u0259n deyil bu qan-qada,<br \/>\nSa\u011f tutan sola getm\u0259di.<br \/>\n\u0130tl\u0259 pi\u015fik yolla\u015fsa da,<br \/>\n\u0130nsanlar yola getm\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>Cand\u0131 bura g\u0259tirdiyim,<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr oldu itirdiyim.<br \/>\nMin z\u0259hm\u0259tl\u0259 bitirdiyim,<br \/>\nBazarda pula getm\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>Meydan tapm\u0131r s\u00f6z at\u0131m\u0131z,<br \/>\nMeydanda yox \u00f6z at\u0131m\u0131z.<br \/>\nQ\u0131rat\u0131m\u0131z, Boz at\u0131m\u0131z,<br \/>\n\u00c7ulland\u0131, \u00e7ula getm\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>Bir yol g\u00f6st\u0259r, yolu g\u00f6r\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimi dolu g\u00f6r\u0259n.<br \/>\nVarm\u0131 bir yer, pulu g\u00f6r\u0259n,<br \/>\nBakir\u0259 dula getm\u0259di?<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259r ilin var q\u0131\u015f\u0131,<br \/>\nCanland\u0131rar a\u011f qar q\u0131\u015f\u0131.<br \/>\nB\u0259yin, a\u011fan\u0131n qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131<br \/>\nN\u00f6k\u0259r\u0259, qula getm\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7al\u0131\u015f, yanma h\u0259r alovda,<br \/>\nZaman, \u00f6m\u00fcr qovhaqovda.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 yer oldu ki, ovda,<br \/>\nM\u0259n getdim, tula getm\u0259di.<br \/>\n<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rd g\u00fcc g\u0259ls\u0259, d\u00f6z, dayan <\/p>\n<p>Ba\u011fa girdim, g\u00fcl\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259zdim h\u0259r yan\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm bas\u0131b c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131 ot, alaq.<br \/>\nAnlad\u0131m ki, yoxdur  ba\u011f\u0131n ba\u011fban\u0131,<br \/>\nK\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm, q\u0259fil u\u00e7du yapalaq.<\/p>\n<p>H\u00f6rm\u0259t ets\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131n pill\u0259y\u0259,<br \/>\nTabla\u015farsan qara, q\u0131\u015fa, \u00e7ill\u0259y\u0259.<br \/>\nD\u00f6zm\u0259k olar b\u0259nd\u0259  vuran sill\u0259y\u0259,<br \/>\nA\u011f\u0131r olar Haqdan g\u0259l\u0259n \u015fapalaq.<\/p>\n<p>Yad laylaya uyub, yatmaq \u00e7\u0259tindir,<br \/>\nDa\u015f atan\u0131n da\u015f\u0131n atmaq \u00e7\u0259tindir.<br \/>\nDurub getm\u0259k, gedib \u00e7atmaq \u00e7\u0259tindir,<br \/>\nQa\u00e7aqa\u00e7da vers\u0259 kims\u0259 badalaq.<\/p>\n<p>Halal insan bal dey\u0259c\u0259k \u015foruna,<br \/>\nD\u0259rddir &#8211; d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 m\u0259rd nam\u0259rdin toruna.<br \/>\nA\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 ba\u015f g\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259r an qoruna,<br \/>\nN\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r bo\u015f k\u0259ll\u0259y\u0259 qapalaq?<\/p>\n<p>Da\u011flaro\u011flu, d\u0259rd g\u00fcc g\u0259ls\u0259, d\u00f6z, dayan,<br \/>\nYara\u015fmaz ad\u0131na yersiz s\u00f6z, dayan.<br \/>\n\u018fvv\u0259lkind\u0259n bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 d\u00fcz dayan,<br \/>\nAya\u011f\u0131ndan dartsa \u0259g\u0259r yad, yalaq.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 olubsa, olub daha<\/p>\n<p>\u018fll\u0259rim g\u00f6y\u0259 d\u0259yirdi,<br \/>\nYerd\u0259 hava bo\u011fdu m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nAtam o\u011ful g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi,<br \/>\nAnam \u015fair do\u011fdu m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n d\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131m ham\u0131t\u0259k,<br \/>\nTez tap\u0131ld\u0131 buna \u00e7ar\u0259.<br \/>\nAl\u0131\u015fd\u0131m hamam \u015fam\u0131t\u0259k,<br \/>\nYuyunmad\u0131m m\u0259n bi\u00e7ar\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Yolum d\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n sabaha,<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fim ovutmaq  gec\u0259ni.<br \/>\nN\u0259 olubsa, olub daha,<br \/>\nUnutdum olub-ke\u00e7\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Gir qoluma, ged\u0259k qo\u015fa,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b yolumuz rahata.<br \/>\nQorxum odur, bax\u0131b ya\u015fa,<br \/>\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f sonuncu yol bata.<\/p>\n<p>Dolan, d\u0259rdli \u00fcr\u0259yimi,<br \/>\nBo\u015fald\u0131b, \u015feir yaz\u0131ram.<br \/>\nCan \u00fczm\u00fcr\u0259m \u015fair kimi,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim deyir,  yaz\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p>Bilmi\u015f\u0259m<\/p>\n<p>Sevm\u0259kl\u0259 can\u0131m\u0131 cana g\u0259tirdim,<br \/>\nD\u0259rdi qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131m, kefi itirdim.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yummad\u0131m, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm,<br \/>\nZ\u0259if g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc t\u0259z\u0259 bilmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r s\u0259hra ke\u00e7\u0259n\u0259 yar d\u0259v\u0259simi?<br \/>\nS\u0131xd\u0131 bo\u011fulunca ar n\u0259f\u0259simi.<br \/>\nSizd\u0259n n\u0259 gizl\u0259dim, var h\u0259v\u0259simi<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb, \u0259z\u0259 bilmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Bir anda can atar y\u00fcz\u00fc sevinc\u0259,<br \/>\nQ\u00fcrura yar oldum, d\u00fcz\u00fc sevinc\u0259.<br \/>\n\u00dczm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n  \u00fcz\u00fc sevinc\u0259,<br \/>\nDem\u0259 birc\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f \u00fcz\u0259 bilmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>At\u0131m\u0131 s\u00fcrm\u0259dim darda, dalanda,<br \/>\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm sin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259n, daldalanan da.<br \/>\nNam\u0259rd dalda yerd\u0259  d\u0259rd\u0259 dalanda,<br \/>\nM\u0259n elin i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259 bilmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Haqq\u0131na<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u0259l sevm\u0259k g\u00fcnah olub n\u0259 vaxtdan?<br \/>\nEy q\u0131nayan, q\u0131na m\u0259ni haqq\u0131na.<br \/>\nG\u00fcl \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lacaq n\u0259 vaxt dan?<br \/>\nQurban olum Allah\u0131na, Haqq\u0131na!<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldir bu \u00e7\u00f6l, \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n, yal, ana,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u0259lliyin yamac ana, yal ana.<br \/>\nB\u0259d\u0259sill\u0259r sal\u0131b meylin yalana,<br \/>\nT\u0259rs bax\u0131rlar s\u00f6z\u00fcn do\u011fru, haqq\u0131na.<\/p>\n<p> M\u0259n &#8211; \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259ki \u00f6z \u00fcmd\u0259,<br \/>\nHeyr\u0259td\u0259y\u0259m \u00f6z d\u00fcnyama \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259.<br \/>\nDuz-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259 q\u00fcvv\u0259 tapd\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z dikm\u0259dim bir kims\u0259nin haqq\u0131na.<\/p>\n<p>Da\u011flaro\u011flu, dan\u0131\u015f inc\u0259, din inc\u0259,<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbida\u015fa g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259rmi din inc\u0259?<br \/>\nHaqq zar\u0131d\u0131, haql\u0131 bir yol dininc\u0259,<br \/>\nHaqq, \u00f6z\u00fcn de, niy\u0259 girsin haqq q\u0131na?<\/p>\n<p>Yaram aza m\u0259n<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r \u015feyin \u00e7oxundan durdum uzaqda,<br \/>\nN\u0259fs m\u0259nim qulumdur, yaram aza m\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u015eadd\u0131r varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma yax\u0131n, uzaq da,<br \/>\n\u018fn uzaq ulduzam yaramaza m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Yazmadayam, ehtiyac yox pozana,<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm yas \u0259hval\u0131m\u0131 pozana.<br \/>\nA\u011f\u0131r g\u00fcn\u00fc yadda\u015f\u0131ndan poz, ana,<br \/>\nBu f\u0259r\u0259h i\u00e7ind\u0259 yaram aza, m\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ox deyilmi Iki qapaz bir ba\u015fa?<br \/>\nDoqquz a\u011flar, \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259 bir ba\u015fa.<br \/>\nDa\u011flaro\u011flu, de s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc birba\u015fa &#8211;<br \/>\nYaramaz olacaq yaramaz \u0259m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6mr\u00fcm arzu z\u0259misidir &#8211;<br \/>\nZ\u0259mini bi\u00e7\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r.<br \/>\nHardad\u0131r d\u00fcnya m\u0259rdini<br \/>\nNam\u0259rdd\u0259n se\u00e7\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r?<\/p>\n<p>Can al\u0131rlar s\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259,<br \/>\nAya b\u0259nz\u0259r \u00fczl\u0259riyl\u0259.<br \/>\nYax\u0131n g\u0259lmir, g\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259klimi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130rad\u0131m yox m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u00f6zm\u0259kd\u0259y\u0259m bu zill\u0259t\u0259.<br \/>\n C\u0259lb olunmur cinay\u0259t\u0259<br \/>\nQan\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011flasam, g\u00fcl\u0259n deyill\u0259r,<br \/>\nHal\u0131m\u0131 bil\u0259n deyill\u0259r.<br \/>\nD\u0259fnim\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n deyill\u0259r<br \/>\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259ks\u0259n<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259ks\u0259n, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f d\u0259 t\u0259kdir,<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m b\u00f6lm\u0259yi.<br \/>\nS\u0259n bil, n\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdir,<br \/>\nOnun, bunun bilm\u0259yi?<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259m sin\u0259mi nax\u0131\u015flar,<br \/>\n\u0130zi yuyar ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar.<br \/>\nTanr\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flar<br \/>\nQap\u0131n\u0131za g\u0259lm\u0259yi.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259sr\u0259tim qu\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc,<br \/>\nT\u0259k getdi, qo\u015fa dond\u00fc,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 ya\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259yi.<\/p>\n<p>Can atma m\u0259nd\u0259n qabaq<br \/>\nGeym\u0259y\u0259 be\u015f ar\u015f\u0131n a\u011f.<br \/>\nD\u0259rd bilm\u0259z qara torpaq,<br \/>\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259td\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259yi.<\/p>\n<p>Az\u0259rbaycan &#8211; canda can <\/p>\n<p>Do\u011fuldun G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f kimi, dahi, \u00f6lm\u0259z, nur oldun,<br \/>\nF\u00f6vq\u0259lb\u0259\u015f\u0259r z\u0259kanla al\u0259m\u0259 m\u0259\u015fhur oldun.<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc z\u0259rr\u0259-z\u0259rr\u0259 eld\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc \u0259ritdin,<br \/>\nYersiz dil a\u00e7anlar\u0131, diz \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fcrd\u00fcn, kiritdin.<\/p>\n<p>Ad\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc tarixin h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259, ay\u0131na,<br \/>\nDara d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n V\u0259t\u0259nin yeti\u015fdin haray\u0131na.<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259nda\u015fdan, o\u011fuldan \u00e7evrildin xilaskara,<br \/>\nG\u00fcl, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k d\u00fczd\u00fc mill\u0259t ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259yin yollara.<\/p>\n<p>Yeni Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n v\u00fcqarl\u0131 s\u0259rk\u0259rd\u0259si,<br \/>\n\u018flinl\u0259 par\u00e7aland\u0131 \u0259sar\u0259tin p\u0259rd\u0259si.<br \/>\nS\u0259n g\u0259tirdin  bu yurda birliyi, m\u0259tinliyi,<br \/>\n\u0130tirdin ilim-ilim d\u0259rdi, h\u0259m \u00e7\u0259tinliyi.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n d\u00f6nd\u0259rdin bahara \u015faxtal\u0131 q\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u0259n a\u00e7d\u0131n aln\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u00fc qa\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131.<br \/>\nBu xalq\u0131 yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259, b\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259, s\u0259n tan\u0131td\u0131n,<br \/>\nBu yurdu milyonlara etdin V\u0259t\u0259n, tan\u0131td\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Qurdu\u011fun g\u00fccl\u00fc d\u00f6vl\u0259t \u2013 v\u00fcqar\u0131m\u0131z, ad\u0131m\u0131z,<br \/>\nS\u0259n d\u00fcz yolu g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck ustad\u0131m\u0131z.<br \/>\nEll\u0259r bax\u0131r f\u0259xrl\u0259  ucaltd\u0131\u011f\u0131n bayra\u011fa,<br \/>\n\u018fr igidl\u0259r ad\u0131nla \u015f\u0259hid d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr torpa\u011fa.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n q\u00fcrur m\u0259nb\u0259yimiz, sabaha yolumuzsan,<br \/>\nS\u0259n polad v\u00fcqar\u0131m\u0131z, \u0259yilm\u0259z qolumuzsan.<br \/>\nGen sala bilm\u0259z s\u0259ni bizd\u0259n ill\u0259r, f\u0259sill\u0259r,<br \/>\nYa\u015fadacaq ad\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259dirbil\u0259n n\u0259sill\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Etibarl\u0131 \u0259ld\u0259dir bu \u00f6lk\u0259nin s\u00fckan\u0131,<br \/>\nCan\u0131ndan art\u0131q sevir \u0130lham Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131.<br \/>\nEy bu yurdun cavan\u0131, qocas\u0131, o\u011flu, q\u0131z\u0131,<br \/>\nAz\u0259rbaycan &#8211; canda can, qoruyaq can\u0131m\u0131z\u0131!<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni sev\u0259-sev\u0259 t\u0259rk ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m<\/p>\n<p>Getdiyim bu yolu d\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin dindirs\u0259, dinm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<br \/>\nYalvarma, g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n enm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,<br \/>\nE\u015fqimi al\u0259m\u0259 g\u00f6rk ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni sev\u0259-sev\u0259 t\u0259rk ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Bilir\u0259m, t\u0259mizs\u0259n da\u011fda qar kimi,<br \/>\n\u015eirins\u0259n, dadl\u0131san ba\u011fda bar kimi.<br \/>\nV\u0259fal\u0131 dost kimi, \u0259ziz yar kimi,<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u0259, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259rk ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni sev\u0259-sev\u0259 t\u0259rk ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni can\u0131m, ruhum bil\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m m\u0259n,<br \/>\nD\u0259rd\u0259 tab g\u0259tirib g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m m\u0259n.<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259 t\u0259k qalsam \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m m\u0259n,<br \/>\nM\u0259cnunluq n\u0259 imi\u015f d\u0259rk ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni sev\u0259-sev\u0259 t\u0259rk ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Toxuma<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6rd\u00fcm o g\u00f6z\u0259li, dondu qan, damar,<br \/>\nCan\u0131nda naz &#8211; h\u0259r h\u00fcceyr\u0259, toxuma.<br \/>\nDodaq d\u0259ys\u0259, yana\u011f\u0131ndan qan damar,<br \/>\n\u0130nanm\u0131ram, ac umdu\u011fun tox uma.<\/p>\n<p>Bir G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n nur al\u0131bd\u0131r \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz,<br \/>\nBa\u011f\u0131ma g\u0259l, nara g\u00f6z qoy, \u00fcz\u00fcm \u00fcz.<br \/>\nBu misalda g\u00f6rm\u0259yibdir \u00fcz\u00fcm \u00fcz,<br \/>\n\u00dcmid \u00e7il\u0259 bu sevdaya, toxuma.<\/p>\n<p>Haqq x\u0259trin\u0259 uzaq qa\u00e7d\u0131m ikid\u0259n,<br \/>\nBa\u015f a\u011fartd\u0131m, sa\u00e7a d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc iki d\u0259n.<br \/>\nDa\u011flaro\u011flun tora salmaz iki d\u0259n,<br \/>\nAllah\u0131 sev, at o toru, toxuma.<\/p>\n<p>Odla su aras\u0131nda <\/p>\n<p>Od olanda yand\u0131r\u0131ram,<br \/>\nSu olanda s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcr\u0259m.<br \/>\nAnlayana n\u0259 deyim ki?<br \/>\nAnlamaz\u0131 dindirir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Anlamaz\u0131n anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u0259lm\u0259z idi he\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131ma &#8211;<br \/>\nYeri, a\u011fla \u00f6z g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259ri a\u011flama.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131na doland\u0131\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259nd edib m\u0259ni qurdu\u011fun,<br \/>\nTor, ba\u015f\u0131na doland\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<br \/>\nBar\u0131 h\u0259rd\u0259n \u0259hval\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nSor, ba\u015f\u0131na doland\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Yaz deyirs\u0259n, n\u0259yi yaz\u0131m?<br \/>\nYerl\u0259-yeksan \u00e7oxum, az\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u00d6l de, \u00f6l\u00fcm, n\u0259y\u0259 laz\u0131m,<br \/>\nZor, ba\u015f\u0131na doland\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Eh, M\u0259cnuna t\u0259n olmu\u015fam,<br \/>\nD\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259n olmu\u015fam,<br \/>\nA\u011flamaqdan m\u0259n olmu\u015fam,<br \/>\nKor, ba\u015f\u0131na doland\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Oxsuz kamand\u0131 qa\u015flar\u0131n.<br \/>\nSirri a\u00e7d\u0131 sirda\u015flar\u0131n &#8211;<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn \u015firin, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n,<br \/>\n\u015eor, ba\u015f\u0131na doland\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Oxlad\u0131n, q\u0131yd\u0131n qan\u0131ma,<br \/>\nQiym\u0259t qoymad\u0131n can\u0131ma.<br \/>\nS\u0259nsiz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yor\u011fan\u0131ma,<br \/>\nQor, ba\u015f\u0131na doland\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Sevdal\u0131yam m\u0259n bu ya\u015fda,<br \/>\nA\u011f\u0131l olmaz sev\u0259n ba\u015fda.<br \/>\nG\u0259zdir m\u0259ni da\u011fda-da\u015fda,<br \/>\nYor, ba\u015f\u0131na doland\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m d\u00f6n\u00fcb \u00e7aya,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259tin \u00e7\u0131xam g\u0259l\u0259n yaya.<br \/>\n\u00d6ls\u0259m, baxmam bu sevdaya,<br \/>\nXor, ba\u015f\u0131na doland\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcl\u00fcm, s\u0259nsiz g\u00fcl\u00fcm bitm\u0259z,<br \/>\nBir arzuya \u0259lim yetm\u0259z.<br \/>\nS\u0259nsiz \u00f6ls\u0259m, q\u0259bul etm\u0259z,<br \/>\nGor, ba\u015f\u0131na doland\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni<\/p>\n<p> (60-c\u0131 ilimin ilk \u015feiri)<\/p>\n<p>Daha im\u0259kl\u0259m\u0259k yara\u015fm\u0131r ya\u015fa,<br \/>\nYap\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u0259limd\u0259n, g\u0259zdirin m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nKitab\u0131 oxunmur, d\u0259rs girmir ba\u015fa,<br \/>\nBir ba\u015fqa m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 yazd\u0131r\u0131n m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya b\u00f6y\u00fcks\u0259 d\u0259, t\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 dard\u0131r,<br \/>\nE\u015fq g\u00f6y\u0259, q\u0259lb yana, q\u0259m yer\u0259 dart\u0131r,<br \/>\nBez\u0259nd\u0259, ya\u015famaq h\u0259v\u0259sim art\u0131r.<br \/>\nQ\u0131ymay\u0131n, incidin, bezdirin m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Bu d\u0259rdli sin\u0259md\u0259 xal \u00fcst\u0259 xal var,<br \/>\n\u00d6t\u0259n h\u0259r an\u0131mda min bir x\u0259yal var.<br \/>\nS\u0259hradan, me\u015f\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa yol var,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 azd\u0131r\u0131n m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u015eahm\u0259mm\u0259d Da\u011flaro\u011flu (Soltanov \u015eahm\u0259mm\u0259d Nurulla o\u011flu) 1956-c\u0131 ild\u0259 \u0130smay\u0131ll\u0131 rayonunun Pir\u0259qan\u0131m k\u0259ndind\u0259 anadan olub. 1970-ci ild\u0259 \u0130smay\u0131ll\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r 1 n\u00f6mr\u0259li orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin 8-ci sinfini bitirib. G\u00f6y\u00e7ay 58 sayl\u0131 orta texniki pe\u015f\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 d\u00fclg\u0259r-xarrat pe\u015f\u0259si il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 orta t\u0259hsil al\u0131b. 1975-1977-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 ordu s\u0131ralar\u0131nda xidm\u0259t edib. M\u00fcxt\u0259lif ill\u0259rd\u0259 rayonun bir s\u0131ra tikinti idar\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 in\u015faat\u00e7\u0131 kimi \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b. 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