{"id":17902,"date":"2016-02-06T10:00:01","date_gmt":"2016-02-06T06:00:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=17902"},"modified":"2016-02-06T11:10:55","modified_gmt":"2016-02-06T07:10:55","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-sol-%c9%99limd%c9%99-tutdugum-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=17902","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.&#8221;Sol \u0259limd\u0259 tutdu\u011fum&#8230;&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/1915291_748109358667106_2463672035380493579_n.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-17716\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/1915291_748109358667106_2463672035380493579_n.jpg\" alt=\"1915291_748109358667106_2463672035380493579_n\" width=\"206\" height=\"209\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-17716\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>AYB, DGTYB v\u0259 \u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin \u00fczv\u00fc,<br \/>\nAz\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidentinin T\u0259qa\u00fcd Fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc<\/p>\n<p>Kitabxanan\u0131n \u00f6n qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131nda bayaqdan dayanan iki q\u0131zdan birini, dey\u0259s\u0259n, tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; H\u0259, y\u00fcz faiz, yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n hans\u0131sa \u00e7oxdand\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259m\u0259diyi bir d\u0259ft\u0259rind\u0259 onun \u015f\u0259kli a\u011f-qara cizgil\u0259rl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130rad kompyuter kursundan \u0259n az\u0131 20 d\u0259qiq\u0259 bundan \u0259vv\u0259l \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma, bu tan\u0131\u015f sima onu bayaqdan b\u0259ri \u0259ll\u0259rini \u00e7arpazlay\u0131b kitabxanan\u0131n pill\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 g\u0259zi\u015fdirirdi. Fikri d\u00f6n\u00fcb-dolan\u0131b bu siman\u0131 hardan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan as\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. O biri q\u0131z cins \u015falvar, a\u011f qolsuz k\u00f6yn\u0259k geymi\u015fdi. G\u00fcman ki, dinl\u0259yici qismind\u0259ydi. \u00c7\u00fcnki, bayaqdan b\u0259ri el\u0259 hey tan\u0131\u015f dodaqlar t\u0259rp\u0259nirdi, tan\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259r dolub-bo\u015fal\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; \u0130ndi d\u0259 \u0130rad\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 ba\u015fqa sual ba\u015f qald\u0131rd\u0131. Bu q\u0131z niy\u0259 bel\u0259 dolur pay\u0131z buludu kimi? Yad\u0131na buludlara bax\u0131b ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n nec\u0259 ya\u011faca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259n anas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Anas\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyir ki:<br \/>\n-Yazda g\u00fcr\u015fad, pay\u0131zda leysan ya\u011far&#8230; Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f t\u0259kc\u0259 yayda ya\u011f\u0131r, bunu yad\u0131nda saxla&#8230; N\u0259n\u0259min s\u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ki, q\u0259hv\u0259yi g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n ya\u011fsa, ya\u011fsa, leysan ya\u011facaq. Bir az daha yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b he\u00e7 olmasa bir-iki s\u00f6z e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259di. Tez d\u0259 q\u0259rar\u0131ndan da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131. Ya o q\u0131z da onu hardansa tan\u0131y\u0131rsa? &#8230; \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc kitabxanan\u0131n \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259li qap\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7evirdi. A\u011f\u0131r bir g\u00fcnah i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f kimi \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259d\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n \u0259li il\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rma\u011f\u0131na baxd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259d\u0259ki \u00f6z \u0259ksin\u0259 y\u00f6n\u0259ltdi. Ya\u015flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230; \u0130ki u\u015faq atas\u0131 oldu\u011funu, ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n 35-\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sanki indic\u0259 anlad\u0131&#8230; B\u0259s, bu q\u0131z? Vur-tut 25 ya\u015f\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259 olard\u0131. Amma, tan\u0131\u015f simas\u0131 onu q\u0259rib\u0259 bir nostalgiyaya k\u00f6kl\u0259mi\u015fdi. Ax\u0131, kimdi bu q\u0131z? Add\u0131m-add\u0131m onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131&#8230; E\u015fitdiyi s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n duruxdu:<br \/>\n-2012-ci ilin bu vaxt\u0131 d\u00fcz iki ay yediyim yem\u0259yin tam\u0131n\u0131 hiss etm\u0259mi\u015fdim&#8230; Anama yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lirdi&#8230;<br \/>\n2012-ci ilin el\u0259 bu vaxt\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131&#8230; O\u011flu d\u00fcnyaya t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Sevincind\u0259n qollar\u0131n\u0131 qanad \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 u\u00e7maq, u\u00e7duqca da:<br \/>\n-M\u0259n atayam! M\u0259n atayam!-dey\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rmaq ist\u0259mi\u015fdi&#8230;<br \/>\nB\u0259s bu q\u0131z\u0131 harda g\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259rdi?&#8230;Sol t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n f\u0131rlan\u0131b palma a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n budaqlar\u0131n\u0131 dart\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Bu u\u015faqcas\u0131na h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tind\u0259n utand\u0131 bir az da&#8230; Sanki, kims\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rtd\u00fc. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b yenid\u0259n onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 fikrini q\u0131z\u0131n geyimin\u0259 y\u00f6n\u0259ltdi. Sad\u0259, g\u00f6y r\u0259ngli don geymi\u015fdi. Kitablar\u0131 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk sol qolu il\u0259 sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ovcunda, dey\u0259s\u0259n, n\u0259s\u0259 vard\u0131. Sa\u011f \u0259li il\u0259 m\u00fct\u0259madi olaraq dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na uy\u011fun jestl\u0259r edir, arada sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0259hv\u0259yi sa\u00e7lar\u0131 dal\u011f\u0131n idi. Sif\u0259tind\u0259 makiyaj da yox idi&#8230; D\u0131rnaqlar\u0131 da boyas\u0131zd\u0131&#8230; Bu boyas\u0131z d\u0131rnaqlar\u0131 da xat\u0131rlad\u0131&#8230; Sanki, indic\u0259 bir sar\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fc ona uzatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bu barmaqlar&#8230; Sar\u0131 g\u00fcl&#8230; \u0130rad daha o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxmad\u0131. \u00dcz\u00fc m\u0259rk\u0259zi univerma\u011fa t\u0259r\u0259f add\u0131mlad\u0131. Indi d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 l\u0259\u00e7\u0259kli sar\u0131 bir g\u00fcl vard\u0131. Onu, bax, bu barmaqlar, sa\u011f \u0259linin ads\u0131z barma\u011f\u0131nda ki\u00e7ik qara xal olan \u0259l uzatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230; Yox, dey\u0259s\u0259n, do\u011frudan, \u0130rad \u00e7ox unutqan olmu\u015fdu&#8230; \u0130ndi d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131na ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 sar\u0131 donu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc&#8230; Q\u0131z\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xd\u0131 da hardasa&#8230; Dayan\u0131b geri baxd\u0131. Q\u0131zlar h\u0259l\u0259 ordayd\u0131. Cins \u015falvarl\u0131 q\u0131z saat\u0131na bax\u0131rd\u0131. He\u00e7 olmasa bu q\u0131z\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 bils\u0259ydi&#8230; D\u00f6n\u00fcb bu d\u0259f\u0259 daha s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\n-B\u00fct\u00fcn ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 dikib dediyin &#8220;Bilirs\u0259n&#8230;&#8221; -k\u0259lm\u0259si il\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r&#8230; utanmadan sanki haql\u0131 imi\u015fs\u0259n kimi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dik tutub &#8220;Ax\u0131 m\u0259n&#8230;&#8221;-l\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 sona yetir&#8230; v\u0259 s\u0259n haqs\u0131z oldu\u011funu anlayanda qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda durub &#8220;Ayr\u0131lmayaq&#8221;-dey\u0259c\u0259yin insan uzaqlarda olur&#8230;<br \/>\nTan\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n art\u0131q ya\u015f ax\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; Kirpikl\u0259r duy\u011fular\u0131n pay\u0131z leysan\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259m\u0259yi bacarm\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; Dodaqlar kip s\u0131x\u0131lsa da alt dodaqdak\u0131 qara l\u0259k\u0259 kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n xal da \u0130rada tan\u0131\u015f idi&#8230; Sanki, bu q\u0131z bir r\u0259ssam\u0131n sevimli tablosu idi&#8230; V\u0259 o r\u0259ssam el\u0259 \u0130rad\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc idi. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub bu q\u0131zla ba\u011fl\u0131 he\u00e7 olmasa azac\u0131q bir hadis\u0259 xat\u0131rlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 bu d\u0259f\u0259 daha bir xal g\u0259ldi. \u0130nc\u0259 bo\u011faz\u0131n alt\u0131nda, qabar\u0131q g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n qara xal&#8230; G\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b q\u0131z\u0131n bo\u011faz\u0131na baxd\u0131&#8230; Xal ordayd\u0131&#8230; \u0130rad daha \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259nmirdi&#8230; \u0130ll\u0259r onu bel\u0259mi d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi ki, bu q\u0131z\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 tan\u0131ya bilmirdi?<br \/>\nQ\u0131zlar ayr\u0131ld\u0131&#8230; Dinl\u0259yici olan q\u0131z do\u011fma barmaqlar\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131:<br \/>\n-S\u0259n ba\u015fqa c\u00fcrs\u0259n&#8230; Kims\u0259d\u0259n incim\u0259y\u0259 haqq\u0131n olar, amma, h\u0259yatdan incim\u0259, G\u00fcl\u00fcstan&#8230; H\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcstan etdiyin insanlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn. O g\u00fcl\u00fcstanlardan he\u00e7 olmasa birc\u0259 q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259 s\u0259ni xat\u0131rlad\u0131rsa onlara, dem\u0259li, s\u0259n \u00f6z ad\u0131na layiqs\u0259n&#8230; Sa\u011fol, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik&#8230;<br \/>\nQ\u0131z ayr\u0131l\u0131b yeralt\u0131 ke\u00e7id\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi&#8230; G\u00fcl\u00fcstan adl\u0131 bu g\u00f6y donlu q\u0131z is\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259n k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb kitabxanan\u0131n arxa qap\u0131s\u0131na \u00fcz tutdu&#8230; \u0130rad da onun ard\u0131nca yolland\u0131&#8230; Bu q\u0131z\u0131n onun xatir\u0259l\u0259rinin hans\u0131 d\u00f6n\u0259mind\u0259 oldu\u011funu anlamaq ist\u0259yirdi&#8230; \u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n ist\u0259yirdi&#8230; Uzun zamandan b\u0259ri he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 can atmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir hirs, bir hikk\u0259yl\u0259 can at\u0131rd\u0131 onu tan\u0131ma\u011fa&#8230;<br \/>\nBird\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n sol ovcunda tutdu\u011fu ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131 yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Q\u0131z dayan\u0131b qoluyla tutdu\u011fu kitablar\u0131 s\u0259liq\u0259y\u0259 salma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130rad s\u00f6vq-t\u0259bii \u0259yilib ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131randa q\u0131zla g\u00f6z-g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u0259ldi&#8230; Do\u011fma bax\u0131\u015flardak\u0131 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb bir an i\u00e7ind\u0259 sevinc\u0259 \u00e7evrildi. Bu \u00e7evrilm\u0259ni \u0130rad m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc&#8230; Y\u0259ni, insan bir an i\u00e7ind\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 hiss ya\u015fayard\u0131&#8230; Q\u0131z \u0259lini uzatd\u0131:<br \/>\n-O ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 ver\u0259rsizmi?<br \/>\n-S\u0259n kims\u0259n?-Sual o q\u0259d\u0259r amiran\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ndi ki, \u0130rad \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 diksindi&#8230;<br \/>\n-G\u00fcl\u00fcstan&#8230; S\u0259kkiz il \u0259vv\u0259l, m\u0259nim 17 ya\u015f\u0131m olanda sizi sevmi\u015fdim&#8230;<br \/>\n-M\u0259ni??? Harda???<br \/>\n-El\u0259 burda&#8230; Kitabxanan\u0131n oxu zal\u0131nda&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130rad s\u0259kkiz \u0259vv\u0259lki oxu zal\u0131n\u0131 beynind\u0259 canland\u0131rmaq ist\u0259di&#8230; Bacarmad\u0131&#8230; Q\u0131z\u0131n sol qolundan b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk tutub yalvar\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi dedi:<br \/>\n-Nolur&#8230; M\u0259ni ba\u015fa sal&#8230; Bayaqdan b\u0259ri s\u0259ni tan\u0131y\u0131ram, amma&#8230; amma, bilirs\u0259n, tan\u0131m\u0131ram&#8230; Ax\u0131 m\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\n-Bilirs\u0259n&#8230; Ax\u0131 m\u0259n&#8230;-Q\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259sind\u0259ki inc\u0259 istehza hiss olunurdu&#8230; Qolunu \u00e7\u0259kib asta s\u0259sl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\n-Onda da bel\u0259 demi\u015fdiz&#8230; H\u0259r g\u00fcn oxu zal\u0131na g\u0259lirdim ki, sizi g\u00f6r\u00fcm&#8230; Elmi i\u015f yaz\u0131rd\u0131z informasiya texnologiyalar\u0131ndan. M\u0259ns\u0259 universitetin \u0259d\u0259biyyat fak\u00fclt\u0259sind\u0259, birinci kursda oxuyurdum&#8230; Hans\u0131 kitab\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kirdizs\u0259, \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259yirdim. Sizd\u0259n sonra o kitab\u0131 al\u0131b v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259y\u0259r, sanki sizin \u0259ll\u0259rinizi s\u0131\u011fallayard\u0131m&#8230; Siz bunu bilmirdiz&#8230; Dem\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259sar\u0259tim \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; Ax\u0131, nec\u0259 dey\u0259ydim? Stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki ki\u00e7ik g\u00fcldan\u0131 bir d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259candan vurub a\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. I\u00e7ind\u0259ki t\u0259k sar\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fc yerd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb siz\u0259 uzatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m&#8230; Niy\u0259 bel\u0259 el\u0259diyimi \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilmirdim&#8230; B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 o g\u00fcl\u00fc siz\u0259 uzadacaq c\u0259sar\u0259t m\u0259n\u0259 hissl\u0259rimi d\u0259 a\u00e7ma\u011fa imkan ver\u0259c\u0259kdi&#8230;<br \/>\n-Niy\u0259 demirdin onda??? Niy\u0259????<br \/>\n-Nec\u0259 deyim ax\u0131? O g\u00fcldan\u0131 a\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 m\u0259ni danlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131z&#8230; \u0130ndinin q\u0131zlar\u0131 y\u00f6nd\u0259msizdir&#8230; \u0130ndinin q\u0131zlar\u0131 n\u0259 ev xan\u0131m\u0131 olacaq??? Bunlar sizin onda m\u0259n\u0259 dedikl\u0259rinizdir&#8230; N\u0259 dey\u0259ydim???<br \/>\n\u0130rad\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi sanki hulqumunda d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc&#8230; O g\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlamaq ist\u0259di&#8230; Yen\u0259 xat\u0131rlaya bilm\u0259di&#8230; Bacarmad\u0131&#8230; Xat\u0131rlama\u011f\u0131 el\u0259 \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdi ki&#8230;<br \/>\n-Bilirsiz&#8230; M\u0259ni he\u00e7 vaxt tan\u0131mad\u0131z&#8230; He\u00e7 vaxt xat\u0131rlamad\u0131z&#8230; M\u0259n sizin\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 kims\u0259 olmad\u0131m&#8230; \u0130ndi \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131z var&#8230; V\u0259 bu ax\u015fam sizi t\u0259brik etm\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm&#8230; Elmi d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 alma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn&#8230; O ka\u011f\u0131z&#8230; Sol \u0259limd\u0259 tutdu\u011fum o ka\u011f\u0131zda sizin telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259niz vard\u0131&#8230; 2012-ci ilin bu vaxt\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259 idim&#8230; Sizi x\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm&#8230; Arxan\u0131zca \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m&#8230; Do\u011fum \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sin\u0259&#8230; O\u011flunuzun d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lm\u0259sini orda bilmi\u015fdim&#8230; M\u0259ns\u0259 h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 v\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131 eyni g\u00fcnd\u0259, avtomobil q\u0259zas\u0131nda itirmi\u015fdim&#8230; Sa\u011f qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr etm\u0259k \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259r ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m&#8230; Amma, o\u011flunuz siz\u0259 el\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi ki&#8230; Onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 siz vard\u0131z&#8230; O g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr edir\u0259m&#8230; Telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259nizi bu g\u00fcn m\u00fc\u0259llifi oldu\u011funuz monoqrafiyan\u0131n arxa cildind\u0259n yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m&#8230; V\u0259 saatlard\u0131 \u0130rad\u0259y\u0259 sizd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m&#8230; O axmaqcas\u0131na a\u015fiqliyimd\u0259n&#8230; \u0130ll\u0259rdi sizi unutmad\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan&#8230; \u0130ll\u0259rdi b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259qal\u0259l\u0259rinizi oxudu\u011fumdan&#8230; \u0130nformasiya terminl\u0259ri \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259m\u0259yimd\u0259n&#8230; Eh&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130rad hiss edirdi ki, onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n indi leysan yox, g\u00fcr\u015fad axacaq&#8230; V\u0259 n\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki, bu g\u00fcr\u015fad da onun beynind\u0259 he\u00e7 bir xatir\u0259ni c\u00fcc\u0259rtm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k&#8230; Ovcundak\u0131 ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n ona uzanm\u0131\u015f sol \u0259linin i\u00e7in\u0259 qoydu&#8230; Bazara ged\u0259n yola d\u00f6nd\u00fc&#8230; Geriy\u0259 baxmaq ist\u0259mirdi&#8230; V\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc t\u0259k \u015fey o idi ki, g\u0259r\u0259k bu q\u0131z onu sevdiyini dey\u0259ydi&#8230; G\u0259r\u0259k dey\u0259ydi&#8230;<br \/>\nBazara \u00e7atanda dayand\u0131&#8230; Sol ovcunda n\u0259yis\u0259 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk tutdu\u011funun f\u0259rqin\u0259 vard\u0131.. Daha bir ka\u011f\u0131z vard\u0131 ovcunda&#8230; A\u00e7d\u0131&#8230; Telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259si idi&#8230; Telefonunu \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b n\u00f6mr\u0259ni y\u0131\u011fd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\n-Alo?<br \/>\nTan\u0131\u015f s\u0259s idi&#8230;<br \/>\n-Alo? \u0130rad b\u0259y, ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n birini aparm\u0131s\u0131z&#8230;<br \/>\n-H\u0259&#8230; M\u0259nim sol \u0259limd\u0259 tutdu\u011fum da s\u0259nin n\u00f6mr\u0259n imi\u015f&#8230; G\u00fcnahkarsan, G\u00fcl\u00fcstan&#8230; O sevgini gizl\u0259tdiyin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcnahkarsan!!!<br \/>\n-Siz d\u0259&#8230; O sevgini duymaq bir yana, m\u0259ni xat\u0131rlam\u0131rs\u0131z&#8230; Siz d\u0259 g\u00fcnahkars\u0131z&#8230;<br \/>\nTelefonu ke\u00e7irib ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 zibilliy\u0259 atd\u0131&#8230; \u0130ndic\u0259 xat\u0131rlad\u0131 ki, o\u011fluna papaq, q\u0131z\u0131na da g\u0259lincik alma\u011fa s\u00f6z verib&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>AYB, DGTYB v\u0259 \u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidentinin T\u0259qa\u00fcd Fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc Kitabxanan\u0131n \u00f6n qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131nda bayaqdan dayanan iki q\u0131zdan birini, dey\u0259s\u0259n, tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; H\u0259, y\u00fcz faiz, yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n hans\u0131sa \u00e7oxdand\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259m\u0259diyi bir d\u0259ft\u0259rind\u0259 onun \u015f\u0259kli a\u011f-qara cizgil\u0259rl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi&#8230; \u0130rad kompyuter kursundan \u0259n az\u0131 20 d\u0259qiq\u0259 bundan \u0259vv\u0259l \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. 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