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C\u0259mil\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb hovuza t\u0259r\u0259f asta add\u0131mlarla g\u0259ldi. K\u0259rim ev\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f ged\u0259nd\u0259 arxas\u0131nca onu s\u0259sl\u0259di.
\n– K\u0259rim
\nK\u0259rim geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc. C\u0259mil\u0259 K\u0259rim ona yax\u0131nla\u015fana q\u0259d\u0259r diqq\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\nCemil\u0259 – Pe\u015fman olmad\u0131n ki?
\n– N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn?
\n– Yem\u0259y\u0259 aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n. Pe\u015fman olmad\u0131n? <\/p>\n

K\u0259rim yorulmu\u015fdu, C\u0259mil\u0259nin sual\u0131na cavab verib s\u00f6hb\u0259ti uzatmaq ist\u0259mirdi.<\/p>\n

– Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, f\u0259ls\u0259fi s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rini saxla,sonra dan\u0131\u015far\u0131q. <\/p>\n

K\u0259rim ev\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi, C\u0259mil\u0259 qolundan tutdu.
\n– Niy\u0259? H\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri bilm\u0259k ist\u0259mirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. <\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 – Bakir\u0259liyimi, ne\u00e7\u0259 ilimi s\u0259n\u0259 verdim. Bug\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 bax\u0131ram, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc qurbanl\u0131q qoyun kimi hiss edir\u0259m. O qad\u0131n… s\u0259n\u0259 rast g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n sevirdin m\u0259ni. <\/p>\n

– C\u0259mil\u0259, hans\u0131 h\u0259qiq\u0259td\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?
\n– H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 onu sevirs\u0259n. G\u0259r\u0259k ondan bug\u00fcn iyr\u0259n\u0259ydin. M\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7d\u0131n, ondan qopa bilm\u0259din. Nec\u0259 ola bil\u0259r? Ba\u015f\u0131m \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r e, bizim c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 zorlanan qad\u0131nlara yax\u015f\u0131 baxm\u0131rlar. Ki\u015fil\u0259r xortdan g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f kimi ya qa\u00e7\u0131rlar, ya da istifad\u0259 edirl\u0259r. B\u0259s, s\u0259n hardan g\u0259lmis\u0259n? \u0130ki-\u00fc\u00e7 ki\u015fi bird\u0259n zorlad\u0131, yen\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259bul el\u0259din.
\n– Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, iyr\u0259nil\u0259si o deyildi.
\n– \u018flimi vicdan\u0131ma qoyuram,haql\u0131san. S\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259lini vicdan\u0131na qoy ki, m\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 haqs\u0131zl\u0131q el\u0259din. Ne\u00e7\u0259 il s\u0259n\u0259 sadiq qalan qad\u0131n\u0131 yata\u011f\u0131nda ki\u015fil\u0259rin say\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259y\u0259n fahi\u015f\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdin. M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dim, lakin \u0259v\u0259z-\u0259v\u0259z olduq.
\nK\u0259rim \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdi, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, C\u0259mil\u0259d\u0259n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259kd\u0259 haql\u0131ym\u0131\u015f. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 inanmaq ist\u0259mirdi.
\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Deki fikirl\u0259\u015fdiyimi etm\u0259mis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 bir add\u0131m da K\u0259rim\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n–\tEtmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 \u015fill\u0259 vurdu. C\u0259mil\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdi, hovuza d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc<\/p>\n

Eldar evine gizli girmi\u015f adam\u0131n arxas\u0131nca h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 qa\u00e7anda adam d\u0259mir qap\u0131dan qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Yerd\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015f cang\u00fcd\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n Eldar dayand\u0131.
\nYax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b qolundan tutub silk\u0259l\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131:
\n– Samir…Samir.
\nSamir zar\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131 – M\u0259ni vurdu.
\nEldar Samirin dedikl\u0259rind\u0259n v\u0259 \u0259liyl\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131ndan tutandan sonra fikir verdi, cang\u00fcd\u0259ni budundan yaralanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nSamir – Burnuma neyse tutdu, hu\u015fumu itirdim. M\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259nd\u0259 b\u0131\u00e7aqlad\u0131.
\n– S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259ys\u0259 dem\u0259di?
\n– He\u00e7 n\u0259.
\nEldar Samirin telefonuyla “T\u0259cili Yard\u0131m” – \u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259sini y\u0131\u011fd\u0131.
\n–\tBiz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edin. <\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 hovuza d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirm\u0259di. Bo\u011fulmamaq, hovuzdan \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fczm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131na az qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, K\u0259rim sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tutdu, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 hovuza girib C\u0259mil\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 suya sald\u0131. <\/p>\n

– Dem\u0259li, ki\u015fi tutub qad\u0131n zorlad\u0131rsan, h\u0259?<\/p>\n

Ayb\u0259niz m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 \u00e7ay i\u00e7\u0259-i\u00e7\u0259 telefonda mesaj yaz\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n e\u015fitdiyi s\u0259s diqq\u0259tini da\u011f\u0131td\u0131. Evin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b hovuzun i\u00e7ind\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n anas\u0131n\u0131 bo\u011fdu\u011funun \u015fahidi olanda ayaqyal\u0131n qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n– Ata, s\u0259n neynirs\u0259n? Ata…Ata…<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitmirdi. Ayb\u0259niz \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc hovuza atd\u0131. Atas\u0131n\u0131n qolundan tutub g\u00fccl\u0259 anas\u0131ndan ay\u0131rd\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 hovuzdan \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131, d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s alma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. N\u0259f\u0259s ala-ala q\u0131r\u0131q-q\u0131r\u0131q s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 K\u0259rimi h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yirdi
\n– S\u0259ni m\u0259hv ed\u0259c\u0259m. Ayaqlar\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim C\u0259mil\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi, q\u0131z\u0131 ortalar\u0131na ke\u00e7di. A\u011flaya-a\u011flaya yalvar\u0131rd\u0131:
\n – B\u0259sdirin, qurban olum,b\u0259sdi. Adamda arvad\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259r?
\nK\u0259rim – Anan kimi qad\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259r\u0259k tik\u0259-tik\u0259 do\u011frayayd\u0131m.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. – Niy\u0259 ay al\u00e7aq? Deyimd\u0259 niy\u0259 m\u0259ni bo\u011furdu. Fahi\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259. Evl\u0259nib arvad olub ax\u0131!.. Xan\u0131m olub, g\u00fcld\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r s\u00f6z dem\u0259k olmaz.
\nK\u0259rim – Bo\u015fayacam s\u0259ni, \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011f, r\u0259dd ol bu evd\u0259n.
\n– \u00d6z\u00fcn ged\u0259rs\u0259n. <\/p>\n

K\u0259rim C\u0259mil\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 gedib vurmaq ist\u0259di, yen\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 m\u00fcdaxil\u0259 etdi.
\nAyb\u0259niz – Laz\u0131m deyil, ata. Sabah ged\u0259c\u0259k. S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 dey\u0259r\u0259m, g\u0259lib aparar. <\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131 – Bu evd\u0259n ancaq meyidim \u00e7\u0131xar m\u0259nim. M\u0259n yox,s\u0259n ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. <\/p>\n

K\u0259rim diqq\u0259tl\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n– S\u0259nin xatir\u0259n olan evd\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa d\u0259ym\u0259z. S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 iyr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k s\u0259nd\u0259n. T\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259! S\u0259ni \u00f6lm\u0259kd\u0259n bet\u0259r g\u00fcn\u0259 salacam<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim hovuzdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ev\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f iti add\u0131mlarla getdi. Evin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri girm\u0259siyl\u0259 u\u015faq kimi a\u011flamas\u0131 bir oldu<\/p>\n

Eldar quca\u011f\u0131nda yatm\u0131\u015f o\u011flunu yat\u0131zd\u0131ran Fidan\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. <\/p>\n

– Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m.G\u00fcnah m\u0259nd\u0259dir. Camal\u0131n buracan g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259zdi. <\/p>\n

– Niy\u0259? Camal s\u0259nin d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nindir Eldar. Bizi \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259mi\u015f dayanmayacaq. Vicdans\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa bax, oyanmasayd\u0131m, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kdi.Day\u0131n n\u0259v\u0259si n\u0259 vaxt g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k?
\n– Yoldad\u0131r. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t Qadirin evind\u0259 qalars\u0131z. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ver m\u0259n\u0259, laz\u0131m olan paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131r-y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f el\u0259.
\n– B\u0259s s\u0259n?
\n– M\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259xanaya getm\u0259liy\u0259m. Samirin yan\u0131nda olmal\u0131yam.
\n– Narahatam s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259.
\n– M\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmayacaq.
\n– N\u0259 vaxt g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?
\n– S\u0259h\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m y\u0259qin.
\n– Uff! Camal adl\u0131 zibil\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck, \u00e7\u0131xa bilmirik<\/p>\n

Fidan k\u00f6rp\u0259ni Eldara verdi, ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di. Evin qap\u0131s\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 Eldar qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. G\u0259l\u0259n Eldar\u0131n day\u0131s\u0131 n\u0259v\u0259si Qadir idi. Yan\u0131nda oz\u00fc ya\u015f\u0131nda o\u011flanla g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Eldar \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 o\u011flana baxd\u0131. Qadir yan\u0131ndak\u0131 o\u011flan\u0131 Eldar\u0131n nigaran olmamas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tan\u0131\u015f etdi.
\n– Narahat olma, S\u0259rdard\u0131. Dostumdur.
\n– Ke\u00e7in i\u00e7\u0259ri.
\nO\u011flanlar ev\u0259 girdil\u0259r
\nEldar – \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259dir biz\u0259 g\u0259lirs\u0259n, o da bel\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259. \u00dcz\u00fcrl\u00fc say\u0131n. <\/p>\n

Qadir – O n\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u00fc? Olan i\u015fdi. Ev yiy\u0259siyl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam.
\nEldar t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. – Ev yiy\u0259si n\u0259dir? \u00d6z evind\u0259 qalm\u0131rsan?
\n– Evimi ehtiyyacdan \u00e7oxdan satm\u0131\u015fam. Kiray\u0259d\u0259 qal\u0131ram. Narahat olma, bina evidir. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7isi d\u0259 var. Ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.
\n– M\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. U\u015faqla yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 apar, s\u0259h\u0259r z\u0259ng ed\u0259r\u0259m, x\u0259st\u0259xanaya g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n. Oturunda. M\u0259nim ba\u015f\u0131m \u015fi\u015fib, siz\u0259 n\u0259 olub? <\/p>\n

Qadirl\u0259 S\u0259rdar divanda oturdular.
\nEldar Qadir\u0259 – G\u0259lin bac\u0131n haz\u0131r olanacan dostuna da, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ay s\u00fcz. G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, quca\u011f\u0131mda u\u015faq var. <\/p>\n

Qadirl\u0259 dostu Eldar\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259dil\u0259r. Qadirin k\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259n Eldara zarafatyana sata\u015fmaq ke\u00e7di.
\n– G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m,g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. \u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259ki h\u00f6k\u00fcml\u00fc Eldardan \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t qalmay\u0131b. <\/p>\n

S\u0259rdarla Eldar g\u00fcld\u00fcl\u0259r.
\nEldar – S\u0259ni d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259m. Axma\u011f\u0131n biri axmaq.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda televizora bax\u0131rd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 arxay\u0131n yataq ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flay\u0131b, \u0259l telefonu il\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. Z\u0259ng\u0259 bir qad\u0131n cavab verdi
\n– Allo
\n– Nec\u0259s\u0259n?
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131yam. N\u0259ys\u0259 olub?
\n– Ay ana, s\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259r\u0259k pis hadis\u0259 ba\u015f versin?
\n– N\u0259 bilim? Ail\u0259 quran g\u00fcnd\u0259n xo\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn olmay\u0131b. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 narahat oluram.
\n– H\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr. S\u0259f\u0259r nec\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fibs\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 tan\u0131ya bilmir\u0259m. Q\u0259zaya d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n b\u0259ri el\u0259 bil yerin\u0259 ba\u015fqa S\u0259f\u0259r g\u0259lib.
\n– Ma\u015fallah de, g\u00f6z d\u0259yib el\u0259y\u0259r. Bir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131z da olsa, daha siz\u0259 he\u00e7 kim bata bilm\u0259z.
\n– Ka\u015f \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 olard\u0131. Yan\u0131mda olard\u0131, m\u0259n d\u0259…
\nLamiy\u0259 ah \u00e7\u0259kdi
\nAynur – Bir s\u0259hv idi. Unut getsin. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 bax. O biri \u0259claf s\u0259ni narahat el\u0259mir?
\n– Tahir? Yox. Daha ona da maraql\u0131 deyil\u0259m.
\n– Olmal\u0131yd\u0131n?
\n– Ba\u015f\u0131m tamam qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131, niy\u0259 z\u0259ng etdiyimi yaddan \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131m. M\u0259n\u0259 biraz pul laz\u0131md\u0131r.
\n– N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r?
\n– Hardasa 1000-1500 manat.
\n– Bu pulu neynirs\u0259n?
\n– H\u0259kim\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259m. S\u0259f\u0259r ist\u0259yir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131z olsun.
\n– Lap yax\u015f\u0131, S\u0259f\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fc apars\u0131nda. Daha m\u0259nd\u0259n niy\u0259 pul ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?
\n– Bir q\u0131z\u0131n var, onada pul q\u0131ym\u0131rsan. N\u0259 is\u0259… sa\u011f ol. <\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131na imkan verm\u0259di, adboy d\u00fcym\u0259sini basd\u0131. Telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. Z\u0259ng ed\u0259n Z\u0259min\u0259 idi
\nLamiy\u0259 telefona cavab verir.
\n– Allo. Zaman
\n– Lamiy\u0259 xan\u0131m, laz\u0131m olan art\u0131q \u0259limd\u0259di.
\n– S\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n olmad\u0131?
\n– Fidan g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Bird\u0259…
\nLamiy\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259: Bird\u0259?
\n– Bird\u0259 cang\u00fcd\u0259ni b\u0131\u00e7aqlamal\u0131 oldum.
\n– Nec\u0259? Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259, bir d\u0259qiq\u0259! \u00d6l\u00fcb el\u0259m\u0259di ki? <\/p>\n

Bu zaman S\u0259f\u0259r ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. Lamiy\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259ri qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 telefonu sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – Kiml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?
\n– Qap\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131nda m\u0259ni dinl\u0259yirs\u0259n?
\n– Lamiy\u0259, kiminl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n?
\nLamiy\u0259 udqundu – Anamla. <\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r asta add\u0131mlarla yax\u0131nla\u015fanda Lamiy\u0259 geri gedirdi.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc niy\u0259 itirirs\u0259n? R\u0259ngin d\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131.
\n– Niy\u0259 itirm\u0259liy\u0259m ki?
\nLamiy\u0259nin \u0259l telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. Lamiy\u0259 telefona baxd\u0131.
\n– Anamd\u0131.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r q\u0259fild\u0259n telefonu Lamiy\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n ald\u0131. Telefonun ekran\u0131nda ” Ana ” yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r telefona cavab verdi:
\n– Allo Aynur S\u0259f\u0259rin s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.
\n– S\u0259f\u0259r? Lamiy\u0259 hara getdi?
\n– A\u015fa\u011f\u0131da atam\u0131n yan\u0131ndad\u0131r.
\nLamiy\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi qorxudan \u0259sirdi.
\nAynur – Yax\u015f\u0131, Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 dey\u0259rs\u0259n sonra m\u0259ni y\u0131\u011far.
\n\u2013 Dey\u0259r\u0259m. Sa\u011f olun.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r telefonu Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 uzatd\u0131.
\n– Bird\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li aparma. Atam g\u0259lib. Biziml\u0259 qalacaq.
\n– Niy\u0259? Y\u0259ni deyir\u0259m, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259yir qala bil\u0259r,\u00f6z evidir. N\u0259ys\u0259 olub el\u0259m\u0259yib?
\n– Uzun s\u00f6hb\u0259tdi. Ananla dan\u0131\u015f, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f.
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\nLamiy\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259sini yenid\u0259n y\u0131\u011fd\u0131.
\nQadir Fidan\u0131 v\u0259 o\u011flunu dostu S\u0259rdarla doqquz m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li binada kiray\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 otaql\u0131 ev\u0259 g\u0259tirdi. \u00c7amadanlar\u0131n\u0131 yataq ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259tirib, Fidanla birlikd\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di. M\u0259tb\u0259x bir az s\u0259liq\u0259siz idi.
\nQadir – Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla s\u0259n allah, q\u0259fild\u0259n oldu, y\u0131r-y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.
\nFidan g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir – Narahat olma, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m.
\n– Z\u0259hm\u0259t olmasa, telefonunu ver.
\nFidan quca\u011f\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u0259si yataq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di. Yatm\u0131\u015f o\u011flunu \u00e7arpay\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu. Cibind\u0259n telefonunu \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b Qadir\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f uzatd\u0131. Qadir Fidan\u0131n telefonuna n\u00f6mr\u0259sini yaz\u0131b, ad\u0131n\u0131 qeyd el\u0259di, sonra geri qaytard\u0131
\n– N\u0259 laz\u0131m olsa z\u0259ng el\u0259. Canla-ba\u015fla qullu\u011funda haz\u0131ram. <\/p>\n

Qadir Fidanla sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Fidan Eldara z\u0259ng etdi.
\n–\tNec\u0259s\u0259n?
\n–\tYax\u015f\u0131yam. Qadirgil getdi?
\n–\tH\u0259. Samir nec\u0259dir?
\n–\tBudundan b\u0131\u00e7aqlay\u0131blar. \u0130ndi tiki\u015f qoyublar.<\/p>\n

Ayb\u0259niz anas\u0131n\u0131n ota\u011f\u0131na iri fincanda \u00e7ay g\u0259tirdi. C\u0259mil\u0259 paltar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi, \u0259ynind\u0259 a\u011f x\u0259l\u0259t yata\u011f\u0131nda oturmu\u015fdu. C\u0259mil\u0259 isti \u00e7aydan i\u00e7\u0259-i\u00e7\u0259 K\u0259rim\u0259 qar\u011f\u0131\u015f edirdi.
\n– K\u00f6p\u0259yo\u011flu! H\u0259l\u0259 s\u0259n C\u0259mil\u0259ni yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131rsan. Ba\u015f\u0131na oyun a\u00e7\u0131m, s\u0259n d\u0259 bax. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik baban olmasayd\u0131 zibil idi atan. O boyda ki\u015finin k\u00fcr\u0259k\u0259ni olmasaydi, kim idi onu icra ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 qoyan.
\nAyb\u0259niz maraqla anas\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n sonra dedi:
\n– Atam\u0131 birinci d\u0259f\u0259 idi bel\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. O s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcld\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r s\u00f6z d\u0259 dem\u0259zdi.
\n– Atam\u0131 bu h\u0259dd\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn neyl\u0259mis\u0259n?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 susurdu, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n sual\u0131na cavab verm\u0259k \u00fcr\u0259yinc\u0259 deyildi.
\n– S\u0259n bizim i\u015fimiz\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fma.
\n– M\u0259n sizin i\u015finiz\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram. Bel\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, S\u0259f\u0259r qar\u0131\u015fmal\u0131 olacaq. \u015e\u0259k\u0259rdi, yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lmir atama?
\n– Atan m\u0259ni bo\u015fasa, h\u0259l\u0259 g\u00f6r neynir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ayb\u0259niz hiss olunurdu ki, narahatd\u0131r. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, anas\u0131n\u0131 bug\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131may\u0131b.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r K\u0259rim penc\u0259yini geyin\u0259-geyin\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r s\u00fcfr\u0259sini haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.S\u0259f\u0259r \u0259lind\u0259 t\u0259ndir \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. Qap\u0131da atas\u0131yla \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – B\u0131y, gedirs\u0259n?
\nK\u0259rim g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di ; – Sabah\u0131n xeyir.
\nLamiy\u0259 – S\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmirsiz?
\n– T\u0259l\u0259sir\u0259m, ax\u015fama \u00e7atd\u0131raram \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – Hara gedirs\u0259n.
\nK\u0259riml\u0259 – Gec\u0259 v\u0259kiliml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131sam. M\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.
\nS\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 Lamiy\u0259 bir-biril\u0259rinf baxd\u0131lar.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – V\u0259kili neynirs\u0259n? Ax\u015fam da he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259din biz\u0259. Ev\u0259 d\u0259 z\u0259ng etdim, cavab ver\u0259n olmad\u0131.
\n– Bug\u00fcn \u0259riz\u0259mi yazacam. Sonra da ananla bo\u015fanacam.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r atas\u0131n\u0131n anas\u0131n\u0131n bo\u015fanmaq ist\u0259diyini bil\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi
\n– Ata, bo\u015fanmaq n\u0259di?
\n– M\u0259nd\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 soru\u015fma. Vaxt\u0131 \u00e7atanda s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi dey\u0259c\u0259m. Anana g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n incim\u0259. Bu i\u015fd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259. Bilm\u0259diyin \u00e7ox \u015fey var.
\n– Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 istefa vereceksen ki, bo\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 he\u00e7 kim bilm\u0259sin? Bilmir\u0259m n\u0259 deyim. <\/p>\n

K\u0259rim qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 – Lap qan\u0131m qarald\u0131.
\nLamiy\u0259 – T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bo\u015fan\u0131rlarlar?
\nS\u0259f\u0259r s\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131nda oturdu.
\n– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 yox. T\u0259hmin\u0259 ail\u0259 qurub.
\n– Maraql\u0131d\u0131r,niy\u0259 bo\u015fay\u0131r?
\n– Bilmir\u0259m. Onsuzda aralar\u0131ndaki ipl\u0259r q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.G\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259kim\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259m, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc t\u0259xir\u0259 salam
\n– H\u0259kim? H\u0259kim n\u0259di?
\n– Deyirdim bug\u00fcn g\u00fcnorta h\u0259kim\u0259 apar\u0131m s\u0259ni, al\u0131nmayacaq. Anam\u0131n yan\u0131na ged\u0259c\u0259m.
\n– M\u0259ni niy\u0259?
\n– Demi\u015fdim axi!… U\u015fa\u011fa g\u00f6r\u0259.
\nLamiy\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259ki fincan\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirib yer\u0259 sald\u0131.
\n– M\u0259n u\u015faq ist\u0259mir\u0259m… <\/p>\n

Ard\u0131 var.<\/p>\n

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C\u0259mil\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb hovuza t\u0259r\u0259f asta add\u0131mlarla g\u0259ldi. K\u0259rim ev\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f ged\u0259nd\u0259 arxas\u0131nca onu s\u0259sl\u0259di. – K\u0259rim K\u0259rim geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc. C\u0259mil\u0259 K\u0259rim ona yax\u0131nla\u015fana q\u0259d\u0259r diqq\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131. Cemil\u0259 – Pe\u015fman olmad\u0131n ki? – N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn? – Yem\u0259y\u0259 aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n. Pe\u015fman olmad\u0131n? K\u0259rim yorulmu\u015fdu, C\u0259mil\u0259nin sual\u0131na cavab verib s\u00f6hb\u0259ti uzatmaq ist\u0259mirdi. – Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, f\u0259ls\u0259fi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18120","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18120","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18120"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18120\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18123,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18120\/revisions\/18123"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18120"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18120"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18120"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}