{"id":18192,"date":"2016-02-23T06:00:05","date_gmt":"2016-02-23T02:00:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18192"},"modified":"2016-02-23T10:24:08","modified_gmt":"2016-02-23T06:24:08","slug":"yalcin-yucel-koylu-dursun","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18192","title":{"rendered":"Yal\u00e7\u0131n Y\u00dcCEL.”K\u00d6YL\u00dc DURSUN”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Azerbaycan\u0131n K\u00fclt\u00fcr ve Edebiyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n T\u00fcrkiye temssilcisi<\/p>\n

Horoz \u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fcyle yekindi yata\u011f\u0131ndan. Yamal\u0131\u011f\u0131 en az olan \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131 giydi o g\u00fcn. Usulca yerdeki yataklar\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7iverdi. Fazla g\u0131c\u0131rdamas\u0131n diye, s\u0131\u011facak kadar a\u00e7t\u0131 kap\u0131y\u0131. Bir y\u0131lan\u0131n yerde s\u00fcr\u00fcnmesi sessizli\u011finde s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya. Uzun uzun gerinerek soludu sabah\u0131. Bir kayan\u0131n \u00fczerine oturup, tezek kokan tek odal\u0131 evine bakt\u0131. Kar\u0131lar\u0131 ile birlikte tezekten \u00f6rm\u00fc\u015flerdi onu. \u00dcst\u00fcne sar\u0131 toprak ta\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131 g\u00fcnlerce. Bitti\u011fi g\u00fcn sanki d\u00fcnya onlar\u0131n olmu\u015ftu. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131n g\u00f6zlerindeki ayd\u0131nl\u0131k, ser\u00e7elerin c\u0131v\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 gibiydi. \u0130nsan\u0131n kendi evinin olmas\u0131, s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flam bir kayaya dayamaktan farkl\u0131 de\u011fildi. Tezekten de olsa, tezek de koksa koynuna sokulacak bir s\u0131cakl\u0131kt\u0131 o ev. Ama her \u015fey bir evle bitmiyordu. \u00dc\u00e7 be\u015f ke\u00e7i, birka\u00e7 tavuk ve ara s\u0131ra gidilen toprak i\u015f\u00e7ili\u011fi yetmiyordu art\u0131k onlara. \u201c\u015eehre gedek be Dursun, biz de \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131k olur gider.\u201d demi\u015fti \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc kar\u0131s\u0131 H\u00fcsniye. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f, ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f karar vermi\u015flerdi hep birlikte. \u201c\u00d6nce ben gedem, bir g\u00f6rem, i\u015f var m\u0131d\u0131r?\u201d demi\u015fti g\u00fcnler \u00f6ncesi. Bunun i\u00e7in \u015fehre gidecekti bug\u00fcn. H\u00fcsniye\u2019nin getirdi\u011fi s\u00fct\u00fc h\u0131zla yudumlad\u0131. \u201c\u00c7ocuklar sana emanet H\u00fcsniyem; hele ben bir gedem, i\u015f buldu\u011fumda gelir sizi de g\u00f6t\u00fcrr\u00fcm.\u201d \u201cOlur\u201d dedi H\u00fcsniye. \u201cYolun a\u00e7\u0131k olsun, g\u00fcle g\u00fcle gedesin herif, Allah k\u0131smetimizi art\u0131rs\u0131n in\u015fallah.\u201d \u201dAmin\u201d dedi uzunca. \u0130\u00e7inde \u0131s\u0131nan bir umutla yekindi yerinden. Kap\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131 bir kez daha. \u201cKalkmad\u0131lar. Uyurlar hepsi de.\u201d dedi H\u00fcsniye. Bah\u00e7elerin yan\u0131ndan h\u0131zla y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcp ge\u00e7ti. K\u00f6y\u00fcn alt\u0131ndan ge\u00e7en, \u015fehir yoluna geldi\u011finde minib\u00fcs dolmu\u015ftu bile. Koltuklar\u0131n yan\u0131ndaki bo\u015f yere \u00e7\u00f6meldi hemen. \u015eof\u00f6r kendi gibi yere \u00e7\u00f6melen di\u011fer adama da d\u00f6nerek, \u201cSizi \u015fehre girmeden \u00f6nce indiririm, oradan \u00f6te y\u00fcr\u00fcmeyi kabul ediyorsan\u0131z tamamd\u0131r, yoksa inin.\u201d Kendi gibi, yan\u0131ndaki de kabul etti bu durumu. Her zaman ayn\u0131 olan bir durumdu bu zaten. \u015eehre yak\u0131n polis denetimi oldu\u011fundan fazla yolcu b\u00f6yle giderdi de, yine de s\u00fcrerdi bu yanl\u0131\u015f.
\n G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne kavak gibi uzayan binalar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, \u015fehre geldi\u011fini anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 Dursun. O g\u00fcn nedense daha uzak bir yerde b\u0131rakt\u0131 minib\u00fcs. Tozlu yollar\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcrken i\u00e7ine bir korku d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Gittik\u00e7e de b\u00fcy\u00fcyordu bu korku. Koca \u015fehir sanki \u00fczerine \u00fczerine geliyordu. Sesler ne kadar da \u00e7oktular \u00f6yle. Ke\u015fke gelmeseydim diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken, ad\u0131na apartman dedikleri binalar\u0131n yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda buldu kendini. Yeni bitmi\u015f, on iki katl\u0131 bir apartman\u0131n tam da \u00f6n\u00fcndeydi. En \u00fcst kat\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6reyim derken az kals\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu. \u201cVay be!\u201d dedi i\u00e7inden. \u201cNas\u0131l dikmi\u015fler bu binay\u0131 b\u00f6yle?\u201d H\u0131zla uzakla\u015fmak istedi \u00f6nce. Biraz \u00f6tede geri durdu. \u201cOlmaz Dursun, olmaz. Bu l\u00f6k\u00fcs binada sana kap\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcrler mi he\u00e7.\u201d \u201cNiye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmesinler? dedi bir ses. Geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Elinden geldi\u011fince yava\u015f hareket ediyordu. Kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlara ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131p duran kravatl\u0131 adama tak\u0131ld\u0131 g\u00f6zleri. \u00c7ekingenli\u011fi daha da artt\u0131. Ayaklar\u0131 titremeye, y\u00fcrek at\u0131\u015flar\u0131 h\u0131zlanmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Tam geri d\u00f6necekti ki bir ses t\u00fcm sessizliklerin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc kapat\u0131verdi: \u201cKimi arars\u0131n, neye bakars\u0131n be adam?\u201d K\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn da\u011flar\u0131 geldi o an usuna. Boynunu do\u011frultarak: \u201cBeyim, ben kap\u0131c\u0131 olmak istiyom da!\u201d \u201cHi\u00e7 kap\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k yapt\u0131n m\u0131 bir yerde?\u201d \u201cYok beyim, k\u00f6y\u00fcmde \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m yaln\u0131zca.\u201d \u201cHangi k\u00f6y lan?\u201d \u201cTopraklar k\u00f6y\u00fc beyim.\u201d \u201cNeredeymi\u015f bu k\u00f6y?\u201d H\u00f6siin a\u011fan\u0131n k\u00f6y\u00fc beyim.\u201d \u201cUlan, H\u00f6siin a\u011fa kimdir?\u201d \u201cAman beyim \u00f6yle dime, yerin kula\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131r valla, ya bir duyarsa?\u201d \u201cDuyarsa duysun, senin a\u011fan\u0131n burada s\u00f6z\u00fc ge\u00e7mez. Sen tahsilini s\u00f6yle bakal\u0131m, okula gittin mi?\u201d \u201cYok beyim, ne okulu! Kar\u0131n toklu\u011funa \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131k bunca zamand\u0131r. Sonra \u00e7oluk \u00e7ocuk \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131nca ge\u00e7inemez olduk.\u201d \u201cEee! Burada ge\u00e7inebilecek misin?\u201d \u201cValla beyim, bir kap\u0131c\u0131 olursam \u00e7ok eyi olacak emme\u2026\u201d \u201cEmmesi yok be adam, ak\u015fama kadar en az on tanesi kap\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k diye geliyorlar yan\u0131ma. Hem en az lise mezunu olsun istiyoruz. Sende tahsil olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6re, bu i\u015f de yatar.\u201d \u201cBeyim, her i\u015fi yapar\u0131m. Aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pim. Allah gulunun r\u0131zk\u0131n\u0131 verirken, sen ne diye kar\u015f\u0131 durursun? Ben bu apartuman\u0131 \u00e7ok be\u011fenmi\u015fem beyim, yap bir eyilik gel, yemin ederim pi\u015fman olmazs\u0131n.\u201d \u201cUlan, yok dedim ya, \u00f6zelliklerin tutmuyor i\u015fte.\u201d \u201cTuttururuz beyim.\u201d Dursun\u2019un bu s\u00f6z\u00fcnden sonra g\u00fclmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 adam. G\u00fcld\u00fck\u00e7e y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131la\u015f\u0131yor, alt\u0131n di\u015fleri daha da ortaya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. G\u00fclmesi birdenbire kesiliverdi. Dursun\u2019un omuzlar\u0131ndan tutarak: \u201cAd\u0131n ne senin bakal\u0131m?\u201d \u201cDursun, beyim.\u201d \u201cUlan Dursun sevdim seni. Bu apartman\u0131 yapan da, sahibi de benim. Sen gel, benim in\u015faatlarda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f. Olur mu?\u201d \u201cOlmaz beyim!\u201d \u201cUla deyyus i\u015f aslan\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda, sen i\u015f se\u00e7iyorsun. Kap\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ne dilersen dile benden.\u201d \u201cSa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dilerim Beyim.\u201d Y\u00fcz\u00fcnden kan daml\u0131yordu sanki. G\u00f6be\u011fini hoplatarak: \u201cB\u0131rak ulan, sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m senden mi sorulur, sa\u011fl\u0131k benim sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m.\u201d \u201cYann\u0131\u015f annad\u0131n beyim, ben eyi niyyet g\u00f6sterdim sadece.\u201d \u201cTamam, tamam. Ba\u015flatma \u015fimdi iyi niyetine. Ho\u015fland\u0131m dedim ya. Neyse ki bu apartmanda hep kirac\u0131 olacak. Onun i\u00e7in ald\u0131m seni kap\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011fa. Bak, \u015fu kap\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde duran siyah g\u00f6mlekli adam var ya\u2026\u201d \u201cG\u00f6rmi\u015fem beyim.\u201d \u201c Sen ona git, o gerekeni yapacak. Tamam m\u0131 Dursun?\u201d \u201cTamamd\u0131r beyim. Allah her tuttu\u011funu alt\u0131n eylesin emi. Ver elini \u00f6peyim.\u201d \u2019\u2019Ulan Dursun, ba\u015flama yine, biraz daha konu\u015fursan vazge\u00e7erim bak.\u201d Daha konu\u015facakt\u0131 ya; susuverdi. Siyah g\u00f6mlekli adam\u0131n yan\u0131na gidecekti ki, g\u00f6bekli adam\u0131n seslendi\u011fini duydu. Bir ko\u015fuda geri gidiverdi yan\u0131na. \u201cBuyur beyim.\u201d \u201cLan Dursun, seni i\u015fe ald\u0131k almaya da, \u00e7ocuk ka\u00e7 tane sormad\u0131k.\u201d \u201cEllerini \u00f6perler, dokuz tene beyim.\u201d \u201c\u0130\u015fte \u015fimdi olmad\u0131. Lan, bu kadar \u00e7ocu\u011fu nas\u0131l yapt\u0131n? Kendini besleyemezken bir de dokuz \u00e7ocuk! Apartmanda bu kadar \u00e7ocuk istenmez. Yedisini k\u00f6yde b\u0131rakacaks\u0131n; buraya ikisi bile \u00e7ok, anlad\u0131n m\u0131 Dursun?\u201d Aman beyim, etme eyleme, \u00e7ocuklar nas\u0131l yaparlar? Anam, babam desen \u00e7ok ihtiyarlar, bakamazlar beyim.\u201d \u201cNe ederse etsinler be adam, bana m\u0131 sordun yaparken.\u201d \u201cBeyim ne olur sen etme, valla evin i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131kartmam he\u00e7 birini. Bir tenesini d\u0131\u015far\u0131da g\u00f6r\u00fcrsen, i\u015fi kendili\u011fimden b\u0131rak\u0131r, k\u00f6ye d\u00f6nerim beyim.\u201d \u201cDursun ne sa\u00e7malars\u0131n b\u00f6yle, \u00e7ocuklar s\u00fcrekli evin i\u00e7inde dururlar m\u0131 hi\u00e7?\u201d \u201cDururlar beyim, avratlar\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131karmayacaks\u0131n\u0131z dersem, valla \u00e7\u0131karmazlar beyim.\u201d \u201cDursun o\u011flum, senin ka\u00e7 avrad\u0131n vard\u0131r?\u201d \u201c\u00dc\u00e7 tene beyim, ellerini \u00f6perler.\u201d \u201cUlan, b\u0131rak el \u00f6pt\u00fcrmeyi. Dokuz \u00e7ocuk, \u00fc\u00e7 de han\u0131m, ne evde ne de bizde hay\u0131r koymazs\u0131n\u0131z siz. Sen en iyisi k\u00f6y\u00fcne geri d\u00f6n. Bu senin i\u00e7in de hay\u0131rl\u0131 olur Dursun.\u201d \u201cAman beyim!\u201d \u201cBeyi meyi yok Dursun, senden ho\u015fland\u0131m ama bu yetmez. \u015eu paray\u0131 da al\u0131p, do\u011fru k\u00f6y\u00fcne git. Sana ve ailene g\u00fczel bir ya\u015fam dilerim.\u201d \u201cBeyim, valla \u00e7\u0131kartmam d\u0131\u015far\u0131\u2026E\u011fer avratlar\u0131ma \u00e7ok diyorsan, ikisini bo\u015far\u0131m senin i\u00e7in olur mu beyim?\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Azerbaycan\u0131n K\u00fclt\u00fcr ve Edebiyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n T\u00fcrkiye temssilcisi Horoz \u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fcyle yekindi yata\u011f\u0131ndan. Yamal\u0131\u011f\u0131 en az olan \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131 giydi o g\u00fcn. Usulca yerdeki yataklar\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7iverdi. Fazla g\u0131c\u0131rdamas\u0131n diye, s\u0131\u011facak kadar a\u00e7t\u0131 kap\u0131y\u0131. Bir y\u0131lan\u0131n yerde s\u00fcr\u00fcnmesi sessizli\u011finde s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya. Uzun uzun gerinerek soludu sabah\u0131. Bir kayan\u0131n \u00fczerine oturup, tezek kokan tek odal\u0131 evine bakt\u0131. Kar\u0131lar\u0131 ile […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18192","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-turkiy-dbiyyati"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18192","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18192"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18192\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18196,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18192\/revisions\/18196"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18192"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18192"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18192"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}