{"id":18292,"date":"2016-02-28T09:00:08","date_gmt":"2016-02-28T05:00:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18292"},"modified":"2016-02-28T12:49:52","modified_gmt":"2016-02-28T08:49:52","slug":"heyk%c9%99l-kimi-insan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18292","title":{"rendered":"“HEYK\u018fL K\u0130M\u0130 \u0130NSAN\u2026”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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O, bir insand\u0131r \u0259slind\u0259, k\u0259nardan h\u0259r k\u0259s onu heyk\u0259l bilir, kimin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn is\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 b\u00fcstd\u00fcr, sin\u0259d\u0259n yuxar\u0131ya bax\u0131r h\u0259r k\u0259s ona, bir d\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259rin b\u0259zisi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn arzulanan qad\u0131nd\u0131r, “d\u0131r-d\u0131r etmir\u201d, susur, dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r\u2026 Hiss v\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canlar\u0131, fikirl\u0259ri i\u00e7ind\u0259dir, onun dilini kims\u0259 anlam\u0131r, s\u0259sini kims\u0259 e\u015fitmir\u2026<\/p>\n

O, i\u00e7ind\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131r, b\u0259z\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda b\u0259xti g\u0259tirir, \u00fcst\u00fc su oldu\u011fundan, kims\u0259 anlam\u0131r ki, o, a\u011flay\u0131r, h\u0259r k\u0259s onun simas\u0131ndak\u0131 suyun ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n suyu z\u0259nn edir\u2026<\/p>\n

O, bir qad\u0131nd\u0131r\u2026 C\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 \u00f6z s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc demi\u015f, se\u00e7ilmi\u015f qad\u0131n\u2026 Kimin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn is\u0259 dostdur, kimisi onunla f\u0259xr edir, kimisi anlamay\u0131b t\u0259hqir edir, s\u00f6y\u00fcr, heyk\u0259ll\u0259rimizi d\u0259 \u0259l\u0259 salan, t\u0259hqir ed\u0259nl\u0259r, s\u00f6y\u0259nl\u0259r, anlamayanlar var, az deyil onlar\u0131n saylar\u0131 ax\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

O, h\u0259m \u015eeytana laz\u0131md\u0131r, h\u0259m d\u0259 Allaha\u2026 O, Allaha \u00f6z bildiyi kimi dua edir, q\u0259lbinin s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259 bilir, t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011fa o q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdir ki, evind\u0259 bel\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fiklik etmi\u015fdir, mebell\u0259rin yerini t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdir, t\u0259nha adam\u0131n evin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir indi evi\u2026<\/p>\n

Allah ona n\u0259 vermi\u015fdir, bilmir, amma \u015eeytana \u00e7ox laz\u0131md\u0131r ona veril\u0259n\u2026 \u015eeytan bir g\u00fcn yuxusuna girir, dig\u0259r bir g\u00fcn xeyir m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259ri girir, bir g\u00fcn qaranl\u0131qda olur yuxusunda, bir g\u00fcn ayd\u0131nl\u0131qda\u2026 O, insanlar\u0131 kitab kimi oxuyur, tan\u0131y\u0131r, m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 edir, t\u0259hlil edir, susur\u2026 O, insanlar\u0131 anlay\u0131r, dinl\u0259yir, d\u0259st\u0259k olur, \u0259v\u0259zini g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n\u2026 Onda gizli n\u0259s\u0259 var, tam anla\u015f\u0131lmayan, a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f, gizlilikd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmayan\u2026 \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 anlam\u0131r n\u0259dir\u2026 Allahdand\u0131rm\u0131, \u015eeytandand\u0131rm\u0131? \u015eeytan niy\u0259 bel\u0259 ciddi c\u0259hdl\u0259 onun q\u0259lbini \u0259lind\u0259n almaq ist\u0259yir? \u015eeytanla da az olmay\u0131b \u00fcnsiyy\u0259ti yuxular\u0131nda, aldatmaq ist\u0259yib o, \u015eeytan\u0131 d\u00fcz 3 d\u0259f\u0259\u2026 Sonda verm\u0259yib q\u0259lbini, m\u0259\u011flub olmay\u0131b, itkil\u0259ri \u00e7ox olsa da\u2026<\/p>\n

O, dind\u0259n \u00fcz d\u00f6nd\u0259rib, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 birc\u0259 varl\u0131q Allahd\u0131r, qorxmur Allahdan, sevir\u2026<\/p>\n

C\u0259nn\u0259t\u0259 v\u0259 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 inanm\u0131r\u2026 \u00c7\u0259k\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yi d\u0259rdi, y\u00fck\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kir, \u015fikay\u0259t d\u0259 etmir\u2026 Raz\u0131d\u0131r h\u0259yat\u0131ndan\u2026 Ona h\u0259s\u0259d aparanlar, pax\u0131ll\u0131q ed\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259, az deyildir\u2026 At\u0131rlar da\u015f\u0131, l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259yirl\u0259r, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc c\u0131z\u0131rlar, n\u0259s\u0259 yaz\u0131rlar, heyk\u0259l\u0259 etdikl\u0259ri kimi, birc\u0259 soyundura bilmirl\u0259r, n\u0259 ruhunu g\u00f6r\u00fcrl\u0259r, n\u0259 d\u0259 i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Soyuqdur, bigan\u0259dir k\u0259nardan baxan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u2026 \u018fslind\u0259, i\u00e7ind\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f verir, \u00f6z\u00fc bilir\u2026<\/p>\n

O, yaz\u0131r, yazd\u0131qca, sanki rahatl\u0131q tap\u0131r, heyk\u0259l kimi quru, emosiyas\u0131z g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259 bil\u0259r, selfi \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rl\u0259r onunla, tan\u0131salar da, tan\u0131masalar da\u2026<\/p>\n

Heyk\u0259l kimi zahiri g\u00f6rk\u0259mi \u00e7\u0259kir insanlar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259\u2026 \u0130\u00e7i kimis\u0259 maraqland\u0131rm\u0131r\u2026 O, h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn heyk\u0259ldir, \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn is\u0259 sa\u011f insan\u2026 Ya\u015famaq ist\u0259y\u0259n insan\u2026<\/p>\n

O, bir insand\u0131r, yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131 da var, do\u011frular\u0131 kimi\u2026 \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l saym\u0131r, m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l olma\u011fa da can atm\u0131r\u2026 N\u0259 varsa, onundur\u2026<\/p>\n

Onun i\u00e7ind\u0259 t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259z enerji vard\u0131r\u2026 Qapand\u0131qca, qapan\u0131r, ictimai sima olsa da, son vaxtlar\u2026 O, susur, g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u2026 H\u0259yat\u0131 davam edir\u2026 Eyni yerd\u0259, m\u0259kanda, eyni simada, zaman \u00f6t\u00fcr, o is\u0259 h\u0259minkidir, d\u0259yi\u015fmir yerini, m\u00f6qeyini\u2026 K\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrtm\u0259s\u0259l\u0259r, t\u0259mir\u0259 aparmasalar, yeri kim\u0259s\u0259 laz\u0131m olmasa, yerind\u0259n m\u0259mnundur\u2026<\/p>\n

Heyk\u0259l kimidir, da\u015f\u0131 at\u0131rlar, h\u0259r k\u0259s onu s\u0131nmaz, m\u00f6hk\u0259m, g\u00fccl\u00fc bilir, heyk\u0259l kimi\u2026 A\u011fr\u0131m\u0131r d\u0259y\u0259n da\u015flar\u0131n yeri, yaralam\u0131r onu\u2026 S\u00fcni materialdand\u0131r sanki, n\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f onu paslay\u0131r, n\u0259 qar, n\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259k, \u00e7ov\u011fun ona mane\u0259dir, t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259lidir, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n

At\u0131lan pal\u00e7\u0131q, \u00e7am\u0131r, \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qalan l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 vecin\u0259 alm\u0131r art\u0131q\u2026 \u00c7\u00fcnki o, \u0259slind\u0259 \u0259l\u00e7atmazd\u0131r, toxunsalar da, \u0259l vursalar da\u2026 \u0130\u00e7 d\u00fcnyas\u0131 toxunulmazd\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n

C\u0259miyy\u0259t \u00e7oxluqdur, f\u0259rdl\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259tdir \u0259slind\u0259, h\u0259r bir f\u0259rd is\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 f\u0259rdidir, amma kim\u0259s\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 laz\u0131m olanda, el\u0259 birl\u0259\u015fir ki, el\u0259 h\u0259mr\u0259y olur ki, s\u00f6zl\u0259 deyil\u0259si deyildir\u2026<\/p>\n

C\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259 maraql\u0131d\u0131r bu heyk\u0259lin ke\u00e7mi\u015fi, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi, indiki d\u00f6vr\u00fc\u2026 Niy\u0259 o, heyk\u0259ldir?! Cans\u0131z Heyk\u0259l, Ruhsuz Heyk\u0259ldir h\u0259r k\u0259s dig\u0259r bir k\u0259s \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman\u2026<\/p>\n

\u018fslind\u0259, o, h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn canl\u0131 olmaq ist\u0259yir, kims\u0259 biri olsun, toxunsun v\u0259 onu canland\u0131rs\u0131n, bezmi\u015fdir bir yandan heyk\u0259l olmaqdan\u2026 Bezmi\u015fdir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsizlikd\u0259n, t\u0259krar\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qdan, bekar\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qdan, kims\u0259 k\u0259nardan bax\u0131b, anlas\u0131n ki, o, heyk\u0259l deyil, ham\u0131 kimi canl\u0131d\u0131r, insand\u0131r\u2026 Amma t\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259k yetmir b\u0259z\u0259n\u2026 S\u0259sini, hayq\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, onun daxili al\u0259mini g\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k birisi \u00e7\u0131xanad\u0259k, bel\u0259 olacaqd\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n

O, \u0259slind\u0259 bir insand\u0131r, kimins\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131, bac\u0131s\u0131, anas\u0131, xan\u0131m\u0131, sevgilisi, n\u0259v\u0259si\u2026<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnel F\u0259rhadq\u0131z\u0131<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

O, bir insand\u0131r \u0259slind\u0259, k\u0259nardan h\u0259r k\u0259s onu heyk\u0259l bilir, kimin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn is\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 b\u00fcstd\u00fcr, sin\u0259d\u0259n yuxar\u0131ya bax\u0131r h\u0259r k\u0259s ona, bir d\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259rin b\u0259zisi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn arzulanan qad\u0131nd\u0131r, “d\u0131r-d\u0131r etmir\u201d, susur, dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r\u2026 Hiss v\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canlar\u0131, fikirl\u0259ri i\u00e7ind\u0259dir, onun dilini kims\u0259 anlam\u0131r, s\u0259sini kims\u0259 e\u015fitmir\u2026 O, i\u00e7ind\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131r, b\u0259z\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda b\u0259xti g\u0259tirir, \u00fcst\u00fc su oldu\u011fundan, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18292","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18292","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18292"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18292\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18299,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18292\/revisions\/18299"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18292"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18292"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18292"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}