{"id":18294,"date":"2016-02-28T11:00:11","date_gmt":"2016-02-28T07:00:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18294"},"modified":"2016-02-28T12:50:31","modified_gmt":"2016-02-28T08:50:31","slug":"aysel-abdullazad%c9%99-asik-olmak-ve-sevmek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18294","title":{"rendered":"Aysel ABDULLAZAD\u018f.&#8221;A\u015f\u0131k olmak ve sevmek&#8230;&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/12607218_940774069370199_1120366057_n.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-17541\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/12607218_940774069370199_1120366057_n-231x300.jpg\" alt=\"12607218_940774069370199_1120366057_n\" width=\"231\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-17541\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/12607218_940774069370199_1120366057_n-231x300.jpg 231w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/12607218_940774069370199_1120366057_n.jpg 588w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 231px) 100vw, 231px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\u0130NC\u018f C\u0130ZG\u0130 &#8211; 05.02.2014<br \/>\n\u0130ki kelime ne kadar yak\u0131nd\u0131r, ne kadar bir-birine dola\u015f\u0131k. Sanki ayn\u0131 \u015feymi\u015f gibi birini di\u011ferinin yerinde kullan\u0131r\u0131z baz\u0131 c\u00fcmlelerde. Fakat derinden d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnce ince bir \u00e7izgi ile fark oldu\u011funu anlar\u0131z. A\u015f\u0131k olmak ilk defa g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn birinin bilmediyin bir \u015feyinden etkilenmektir. Bir bak\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan, bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnden ve ya sadece ani bir duru\u015fundan. O an beynimize kaz\u0131lan ve hep o \u015fekilde hat\u0131ram\u0131zda \u00e7er\u00e7ivelenen bir kare olur.<br \/>\nBir bak\u0131\u015f\u0131na ve ya i\u00e7ten bir tebess\u00fcm\u00fcne a\u015f\u0131k olursun. Sende y\u0131llar ge\u00e7se bile hep ayn\u0131 kal\u0131r o tebess\u00fcm&#8230;Ad\u0131 ge\u00e7ti\u011finde o g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc ya\u015fars\u0131n yeniden. O senin i\u00e7in d\u00fcnyada tek olan insana \u00e7evrilir, birtanedir zannedersin ve yaln\u0131zca sen bulmu\u015fsundur. Her g\u00fcn, her an d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn. Her kese bu mutlulukla g\u00fcl\u00fcc\u00fckler sa\u00e7ars\u0131n. Mant\u0131kl\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemez, yaln\u0131zca kalbinle karar verirsin, g\u00f6z\u00fcne bi\u015fey g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez, bir anlamda g\u00f6re bilen bir k\u00f6rs\u00fcnd\u00fcr art\u0131k. Tebrikler a\u015f\u0131k olmu\u015fsun!<br \/>\nSevmek&#8230; Bu kelimenin anlam\u0131 \u00e7ok derindir. Sevmek daha y\u00fcksekdedir, daha toz-pembedir sevince hayat. Sevmek biraz da bencillikten ar\u0131nmakt\u0131r, halbuki a\u015f\u0131k olunca insan bencille\u015fir, sadece onun olsun ister, payla\u015famaz hi\u00e7 bir \u015fekilde. Oysa sevmek onun mutlu olmas\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00e7abalamakt\u0131r, seninle olmasa bile sadece mutlu olsun yeter deye bilmetir. Sevmek kalbinin onun mutlulu\u011fu ile \u00e7arpmas\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\nUzaktan, dokunmadan, duymadan, g\u00f6rmeden onu i\u00e7inde hiss ede bilmektir. Ona sar\u0131lmadan o duygunun hayalini beyninde kurup ya\u015fatmakt\u0131r. Nerde olursa olsun, seviyorsan sevmi\u015fsindir, ama a\u015f\u0131ksan mesafelerin seni yorar, yan\u0131nda olmay\u0131nca usan\u0131rs\u0131n, h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n. Sevmekle a\u015f\u0131k olman\u0131n ince fark\u0131 budur i\u015fte. Sevdiyine a\u015f\u0131k olursan, i\u015fte o zaman hayatda her \u015feyi kazanm\u0131\u015f bir insans\u0131n. Sevmek ruha i\u015fler \u00e7\u00fcnki ve ruh \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczd\u00fcr, sevginiz \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz olmal\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl deyil&#8230; Ruhunla, var olu\u015funla ruhunu, var olu\u015funu sev&#8230;.!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u0130NC\u018f C\u0130ZG\u0130 &#8211; 05.02.2014 \u0130ki kelime ne kadar yak\u0131nd\u0131r, ne kadar bir-birine dola\u015f\u0131k. Sanki ayn\u0131 \u015feymi\u015f gibi birini di\u011ferinin yerinde kullan\u0131r\u0131z baz\u0131 c\u00fcmlelerde. Fakat derinden d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnce ince bir \u00e7izgi ile fark oldu\u011funu anlar\u0131z. A\u015f\u0131k olmak ilk defa g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn birinin bilmediyin bir \u015feyinden etkilenmektir. Bir bak\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan, bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnden ve ya sadece ani bir duru\u015fundan. 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