{"id":18304,"date":"2016-02-28T14:00:51","date_gmt":"2016-02-28T10:00:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18304"},"modified":"2016-02-28T20:00:54","modified_gmt":"2016-02-28T16:00:54","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-bombos-c%c9%99rciv%c9%99y%c9%99m-icimd%c9%99-x%c9%99yal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18304","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.”Bombo\u015f \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259y\u0259m-i\u00e7imd\u0259 x\u0259yal…”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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AYB, DGTYB v\u0259 \u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin \u00fczv\u00fc,
\nAz\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidentinin T\u0259qa\u00fcd Fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc<\/p>\n

Orda, uzaqlarda bir yer var… Orda xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik var…Orda sev\u0259nl\u0259r “h\u0259sr\u0259t”, “hicran” s\u00f6zl\u0259rini bilmirl\u0259r. Orda ham\u0131n\u0131n bildiyi na\u011f\u0131llarda k\u00fcp\u0259gir\u0259n qar\u0131lar, divl\u0259r, z\u00fclm\u0259t sehrkarlar\u0131 yoxdur… Orda… <\/p>\n

Oran\u0131n hara oldu\u011funu da bils\u0259k yaman olard\u0131. “H\u0259r k\u0259s” v\u0259 ya “he\u00e7 k\u0259s” olur h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcnyam\u0131zda. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn bu d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259r\u0259kli oldu\u011fumuzu bilirik, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259nirik, onda “h\u0259r k\u0259s” d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131n bir hiss\u0259si, m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 anlam\u0131d\u0131r… Ta o zamana q\u0259d\u0259r… O zamanda \u00fcr\u0259yimizin “y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc” \u00e7\u0259k\u0259mmirik. D\u00fcz\u00fc, \u00e7\u0259kirik ey… Guya \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259n ba\u015fqa \u00e7ar\u0259mizmi olur?! Sad\u0259c\u0259, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u00f6rd olur ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, daha kim “\u00fcr\u0259yini” s\u00f6yk\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k \u00fcr\u0259yimiz\u0259? Bir d\u0259 bax\u0131r\u0131q, “he\u00e7 kim” … Onda da ba\u015flay\u0131r\u0131q \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259… El\u0259 bil Sinan pad\u015fah\u0131n q\u0131rx ar\u015f\u0131nl\u0131q quyu-zindan\u0131n\u0131n dibin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck… “B\u0259xt” s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yaln\u0131z o q\u0131rx ar\u015f\u0131nl\u0131q quyunun dibind\u0259 yada sal\u0131r\u0131q. Oluruq: B\u018fXTS\u0130Z… <\/p>\n

“B\u0259xtsiz” oldu\u011fum bir zamanda Mehman Rasimo\u011flunun “K\u00f6nl\u00fcm m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin haray\u0131ndad\u0131r” kitab\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. Rast\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131xan bu misraya “s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131m”… <\/p>\n

M\u0259n b\u0259xti ke\u00e7\u0259l\u0259m, s\u0259n qarav\u0259lli… <\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7\u0259ll\u0259rin b\u0259xti g\u00f6z\u0259l olsa da, qarav\u0259llil\u0259r bitm\u0259zliyi il\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k \u00fcz\u0259 bilir b\u0259z\u0259n…Dolay\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259, b\u0259xtin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan sevdal\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u0259l\u00e7atmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir Mehman burada. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc ist\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7atma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n arzular\u0131 il\u0259 aldatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da gizl\u0259tmir g\u0259nc \u015fair. O q\u0259d\u0259r beynind\u0259 v\u00fcsal \u00fcmidl\u0259ri ya\u015fay\u0131r ki… <\/p>\n

K\u00f6lg\u0259mi arxamda g\u00f6rs\u0259m n\u0259 zaman, <\/p>\n

San\u0131ram arxamca yar g\u0259lir, g\u00fcl\u00fcm… <\/p>\n

Bundan sonras\u0131 onun qurdu\u011fu \u00fcmidl\u0259rd\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131lmas\u0131d\u0131 daha… T\u00fcrk d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6rk\u0259mli folklor\u015f\u00fcnas alimi, professor S\u0259dnik Pa\u015fa Pirsultanl\u0131 “Koro\u011flu” eposundan dan\u0131\u015fark\u0259n q\u0259rib\u0259 bir epizodu xat\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bir d\u0259f\u0259. <\/p>\n

-“Koro\u011flu” eposundak\u0131 a\u015f\u0131q havalar\u0131n\u0131 ara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m. G\u0259lib, g\u0259lib “\u015eirinqala” havas\u0131nda, el\u0259 bil, \u00fcz\u00fc yoxu\u015fa dir\u0259ndim. Koro\u011flunun ad\u0131yla ba\u011fl\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn havalar\u0131n ruhu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fk\u0259ndir, “\u00f6ll\u0259m-\u00f6ld\u00fcrr\u0259m” deyir. T\u0259kc\u0259, “\u015eirinqala” adam\u0131 a\u011flad\u0131r. A\u011flad\u0131r n\u0259di ey… Adam\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yini \u00e7\u0259kir. Dedim, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, bu boyda pa\u015falara, xotkarlara qan udduran Koro\u011flu n\u0259y\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131b bel\u0259? Bir g\u00fcn yolum Tovuza d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Getdim, “\u015eirinqala” \u0259fsan\u0259sini e\u015fitdim. Onda anlad\u0131m ki, adam kim olur-olsun, n\u0259\u00e7i olur-olsun, onu nakam m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131r. <\/p>\n

S\u0259dnik Pa\u015fa Pirsultanl\u0131 d\u00fcz deyirdi… Ayr\u0131l\u0131q qoxan misralar q\u0259d\u0259r he\u00e7 bir \u015feir\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qoluna s\u00f6yk\u0259yib a\u011flam\u0131rsan. Mehman\u0131n da bel\u0259 “\u00e7ar\u0259siz”, “ayr\u0131l\u0131qdan” qorxub boynunu b\u00fck\u0259n misralar\u0131 var. O misralardak\u0131 ayr\u0131l\u0131q qorxusu g\u0259nc \u015fairi m\u0259cbur edir ki, \u00fcsyan etsin: <\/p>\n

Ya g\u0259l \u00f6ld\u00fcr m\u0259ni, ya q\u0131r tilsimi, <\/p>\n

Apar! Apar m\u0259ni s\u0259n olan yer\u0259… <\/p>\n

Sev\u0259nl\u0259r o vaxt boynub\u00fck\u00fck olur ki, sevil\u0259nl\u0259r gedir, ged\u0259nl\u0259r d\u00f6nm\u00fcr… D\u00f6n\u0259n d\u0259 art\u0131q o sevgiy\u0259 layiq olmur. V\u0259 o gedi\u015fl\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f aras\u0131ndak\u0131 zaman\u0131 “dar\u0131xmaq” feli il\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tiririk. Yoxsa, o zaman ke\u00e7mir… Yerind\u0259c\u0259 dayan\u0131r… Mehman\u0131n \u015feir d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda “dar\u0131xmaq” \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edir: <\/p>\n

Dar\u0131xmaq g\u00f6r m\u0259ni n\u0259 hala sald\u0131: <\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 h\u0259r yer\u0259 s\u0259ni d\u00fcz\u00fcr\u0259m. <\/p>\n

Bu g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 duran x\u0259yallara aldand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlama\u011fa da gecikmir \u015fair. Qay\u0131d\u0131b bu x\u0259yal quran a\u015fiq\u0259-\u00f6z daxilin\u0259 bax\u0131r… \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcn “aciz”liyini etiraf edir: <\/p>\n

Bombo\u015f \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259y\u0259m-i\u00e7imd\u0259 x\u0259yal… <\/p>\n

N\u0259hay\u0259t, onu t\u0259rk ed\u0259nin uzaqla\u015fan siluetini bir daha g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259bs edir. Arxas\u0131nca \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki narahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dil\u0259 g\u0259tirir:<\/p>\n

Getdin?! G\u00f6zl\u0259rimin a\u011f\u0131, qaras\u0131, <\/p>\n

\u018flvida dem\u0259d\u0259n hara gedirs\u0259n?! <\/p>\n

Ged\u0259n yol\u00e7unun onun s\u0259sin\u0259 geri d\u00f6n\u00fcb kinay\u0259li bax\u0131\u015flarla baxma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilmir. Sevgisini dilin\u0259 g\u0259tirdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu istehzan\u0131 haqs\u0131zl\u0131q san\u0131r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259: <\/p>\n

B\u00fclb\u00fcl qondu \u00f6z g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u0259-qovu\u015fdu, <\/p>\n

M\u0259nim s\u0259n\u0259 “g\u0259l” dem\u0259yim ar oldu?! <\/p>\n

Mehman Rasimo\u011flunun m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin haray\u0131nda olan k\u00f6nl\u00fc onun sevgisin\u0259 cavab verm\u0259y\u0259n sevdal\u0131s\u0131ndan k\u00fcs\u0259 bilmir, qara sevda yolunda \u00e7\u0259kdiyi c\u0259falarla q\u00fcrur duyur:<\/p>\n

E\u015fq hal\u0131ndan can \u00e7\u0259ki\u015f\u0259n a\u015fiqd\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259, <\/p>\n

\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr edir \u00f6z hal\u0131na M\u0259cnun Mehman olan yerd\u0259… <\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259… G\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n birini d\u0259 Tovuzlu A\u015f\u0131q \u018fs\u0259d Rzayevin n\u0259tic\u0259si Mehman Rasimo\u011flunun \u015feir d\u00fcnyas\u0131na qat\u0131b “\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm” \u00f6m\u00fcr yolundan… \u015eeir yolun u\u011furlu olsun, Mehman!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

AYB, DGTYB v\u0259 \u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidentinin T\u0259qa\u00fcd Fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc Orda, uzaqlarda bir yer var… Orda xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik var…Orda sev\u0259nl\u0259r “h\u0259sr\u0259t”, “hicran” s\u00f6zl\u0259rini bilmirl\u0259r. Orda ham\u0131n\u0131n bildiyi na\u011f\u0131llarda k\u00fcp\u0259gir\u0259n qar\u0131lar, divl\u0259r, z\u00fclm\u0259t sehrkarlar\u0131 yoxdur… Orda… Oran\u0131n hara oldu\u011funu da bils\u0259k yaman olard\u0131. “H\u0259r k\u0259s” v\u0259 ya “he\u00e7 k\u0259s” olur h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcnyam\u0131zda. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18304","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18304","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18304"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18304\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18305,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18304\/revisions\/18305"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18304"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18304"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18304"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}