{"id":18344,"date":"2016-02-29T15:00:39","date_gmt":"2016-02-29T11:00:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18344"},"modified":"2016-02-29T17:16:07","modified_gmt":"2016-02-29T13:16:07","slug":"n%c9%99riman-h%c9%99s%c9%99nzad%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18344","title":{"rendered":"N\u0259riman H\u018fS\u018fNZAD\u018f"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"neriman-hesenzade\"<\/a><\/p>\n

\u00dcR\u018fY\u0130M ANANI \u0130ST\u018fY\u0130R, QIZIM<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim anan\u0131 ist\u0259yir, q\u0131z\u0131m,
\ns\u0259n ya\u015fa d\u00fcnyada q\u0259msiz, k\u0259d\u0259rsiz.
\nBir s\u0259s qula\u011f\u0131ma d\u00f6z deyir, q\u0131z\u0131m,
\nM\u0259n d\u00f6zd\u00fcm,
\nya\u015f \u00f6td\u00fc m\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz.<\/p>\n

Qa\u015flar\u0131m qarad\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m a\u011fd\u0131,
\nt\u0259bi\u0259t \u015f\u0259klimi \u00e7\u0259kir yenid\u0259n.
\nHam\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyada qocalacaqd\u0131
\namma t\u0259k qocalmaq d\u0259rd verir h\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u201cDa\u011flar\u201d dey\u0259-dey\u0259 m\u0259n da\u011f \u015fam\u0131\u015fam,
\nHan\u0131 tale dostum,
\n\u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259n?!
\nD\u00fcnyada ya\u015fay\u0131b d\u00fcnyala\u015fm\u0131\u015fam,
\nd\u00fcnyayla d\u00fcz g\u0259lmir daha m\u0259n dey\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Dadd\u0131m ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u015firin h\u0259yat\u0131n,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 bu ac\u0131dan doyan olmay\u0131b.
\nQ\u0131z\u0131m, qarda\u015f\u0131nla s\u0259n olmasayad\u0131n,-
\ndey\u0259rdim, d\u00fcnyada ana olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda eybi yox,-dedim,-
\nd\u0259yirman d\u00fcnyad\u0131, \u00e7arxa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcnk\u00fc bilib f\u0259xr el\u0259diyim,
\narxadan vuranda arxa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fm.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n qisas almad\u0131m ya\u015fad\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n,
\nilhamda, s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 ax\u0131rdayd\u0131lar.
\nQisas\u0131 ald\u0131m m\u0259n yaln\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n,-
\nb\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, \u00e7ox x\u0131rdayd\u0131lar,
\nilhamda, s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 ax\u0131rdayd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Daha ya\u015f artd\u0131qca, s\u0259brim azal\u0131r,
\nya\u015f ya\u015fd\u0131…
\nneyl\u0259s\u0259n ya\u015f \u0259yir, q\u0131z\u0131m.
\nQad\u0131ns\u0131z-ata da anas\u0131z qal\u0131r,
\n\u00fcr\u0259yim anan\u0131 ist\u0259yir, q\u0131z\u0131m,<\/p>\n

M\u018fN<\/p>\n

Kims\u0259 salam verdi m\u0259n\u0259 r\u0259hm il\u0259,
\nAllah\u0131n n\u0259 yaz\u0131q b\u0259nd\u0259siy\u0259m m\u0259n.
\nT\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fcz yand\u0131m m\u0259n odlar i\u00e7ind\u0259,
\nt\u0259ndirin k\u00fct ged\u0259n k\u00fcnd\u0259siy\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n incim\u0259sin dostlar, tan\u0131\u015flar,
\ndaha yadla\u015f\u0131bd\u0131 do\u011fma bax\u0131\u015flar.
\nEy \u0259s\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r, ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar,
\nt\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259siy\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Yat\u0131r s\u00fcfr\u0259miz\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k g\u0259tir\u0259n,
\nail\u0259 y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259kc\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n boynu b\u00fck\u00fcy\u0259m, o k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n,
\nYegan\u0259 arxas\u0131, kims\u0259si\u0259ym m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131nd\u0131r h\u0259r evin isti n\u0259f\u0259si,
\nqad\u0131n anad\u0131rsa-yoxdur \u0259v\u0259zi.
\nA\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 anan\u0131n a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259si.
\natayam, anan\u0131n x\u0259st\u0259si\u0259ym m\u0259n.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 b\u0259db\u0259xtl\u0259rin t\u0259z\u0259si\u0259ym m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

AY H\u018fK\u0130M<\/p>\n

A\u011fz\u0131n b\u0259d x\u0259b\u0259r\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 s\u0259nin,
\nSonra nec\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcn, nec\u0259, ay h\u0259kim.
\nS\u0259sin \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 sanc\u0131ld\u0131 s\u0259nin,
\nH\u0259kimlik buydumu s\u0259nc\u0259, ay h\u0259kim.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n g\u00fcld\u00fcn, yan\u0131nda ssusub a\u011flad\u0131m,
\nYen\u0259 \u00fcmidimi s\u0259n\u0259 ba\u011flad\u0131m.
\nSa\u011f ik\u0259n insana m\u0259n yas saxlad\u0131m,
\nVerdin \u0259m\u0259yimi he\u00e7\u0259, ay h\u0259kim.<\/p>\n

Bir qap\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131n, y\u00fcz qap\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131m,
\nQ\u0131z\u0131\u015fn soyu\u011funda \u00f6lk\u0259 dola\u015fd\u0131m.
\nH\u0259kimin \u0259lind\u0259n h\u0259kim\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131m,
\nHan\u0131 diplomuyun g\u00fcc\u00fc, ay h\u0259kim.<\/p>\n

X\u0259st\u0259nin yaleyi ilg\u0259kdi p\u00fcnhan,
\nH\u0259kimin \u0259ll\u0259ri d\u00fcym\u0259 ba\u011flayan.
\nS\u0259n bir q\u0259bristanl\u0131q insan q\u0131rm\u0131san,
\nBir elmi d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, ay h\u0259kim.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259bula g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 bivaxt d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,
\nBu evd\u0259n-e\u015fikd\u0259n uzaq d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.
\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n qa\u00e7aq d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,
\nH\u0259kiml\u0259ri se\u00e7\u0259-se\u00e7\u0259, ay h\u0259kim,
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259r-\u015f\u0259h\u0259r, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259-k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259, ay h\u0259kim.<\/p>\n

M\u018fN\u018f D\u00dc\u015eM\u018fY\u0130R<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni sevindirm\u0259yin,
\nG\u00fclm\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yir.
\nN\u0259dir arzum, dil\u0259yim,
\nDil\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

S\u0131x\u0131r amans\u0131z h\u0259yat,
\nTale s\u0259rt, can amant.
\nCan de, k\u00f6m\u0259yim\u0259 \u00e7at,-
\nK\u00f6m\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

N\u0259dir m\u0259ni s\u00f6yl\u0259d\u0259n?-
\nBa\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z h\u0259r yet\u0259n.
\nN\u0259 deyim \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n,
\nDem\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

QOYMARAM<\/p>\n

Gedin deyin Xan\u00e7obana,
\nG\u0259lm\u0259sin bu il Mu\u011fana.
\nMu\u011fan bat\u0131b nahaq qana
\napard\u0131 sell\u0259r Saran\u0131.
\nbir g\u00fcl\u0259r \u00fczl\u00fc balan\u0131..
\nN\u0259bati<\/p>\n

Gedin deyin N\u0259rimana,
\nS\u0131x\u0131r m\u0259ni x\u0259st\u0259xan,.
\nX\u0259st\u0259xana bat\u0131b qana.
\napar\u0131r sell\u0259r Saran\u0131.
\ne\u015fitsin ell\u0259r Saran\u0131.
\nSara <\/p>\n

D\u00f6zm\u00fcn azal\u0131b, n\u0259 olub yen\u0259,
\nBel\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim, ay Sara, s\u0259ni.
\nOxuma yan\u0131mda q\u0259m mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131,
\nQoymaram bu ell\u0259r apara s\u0259ni,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm aparacam g\u00f6r hara, s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 bir \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7ar\u0131q,
\nYemlik y\u0131\u011fa-y\u0131\u011fa arx\u0131 a\u015far\u0131q.
\nBir az qocalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, cavanla\u015far\u0131q.
\nBir az dinc\u0259l\u0259rik bulaqlar \u00fcst\u0259,
\nQu\u015flar mahn\u0131 dey\u0259r budaqlar \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n

Biz \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck l\u0259yaq\u0259t il\u0259,
\nBiz h\u0259yat g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck n\u0259 minn\u0259t il\u0259.
\nEv-e\u015fik qurumu\u015fuq \u0259ziyy\u0259t il\u0259,
\nBir-bir da\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 biz da\u015f qoymu\u015fuq,
\nBir halal yast\u0131\u011fa biz ba\u015f qoymu\u015fuq.<\/p>\n

Ax\u015fam teatrda qo\u015fa oturaq,
\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcz artistl\u0259r\u0259 \u015f\u0259n m\u0259clis quraq,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 \u201cPompey\u201d durur, biz d\u0259 b\u0259rk duraq,
\nOnu bu s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259k, ay Sara,
\nBir az s\u0259brin olsun g\u0259r\u0259k, ay Sara.<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck biz bu d\u00fcnyada,
\nQu\u015f havada ya\u015far, bal\u0131q d\u0259ryada.
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015flar, k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r d\u00f6y\u00fcb s\u0259hrada,
\nD\u00fcnya d\u00fcz\u0259ngahm\u0131\u015f, he\u00e7 bilm\u0259m\u015f\u0259m,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 s\u0131\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015fam, Sara d\u00fcmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6zm\u00fcn azal\u0131b, h\u0259yat\u0131m m\u0259nim,
\nBel\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim, ay Sara, s\u0259ni.
\nOxuma yan\u0131mda q\u0259m mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131,
\nQoymaram bu ell\u0259r apara s\u0259ni,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm aparac da\u011flara, s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00dcR\u018fY\u0130M ANANI \u0130ST\u018fY\u0130R, QIZIM \u00dcr\u0259yim anan\u0131 ist\u0259yir, q\u0131z\u0131m, s\u0259n ya\u015fa d\u00fcnyada q\u0259msiz, k\u0259d\u0259rsiz. Bir s\u0259s qula\u011f\u0131ma d\u00f6z deyir, q\u0131z\u0131m, M\u0259n d\u00f6zd\u00fcm, ya\u015f \u00f6td\u00fc m\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz. Qa\u015flar\u0131m qarad\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m a\u011fd\u0131, t\u0259bi\u0259t \u015f\u0259klimi \u00e7\u0259kir yenid\u0259n. Ham\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyada qocalacaqd\u0131 amma t\u0259k qocalmaq d\u0259rd verir h\u0259rd\u0259n. \u201cDa\u011flar\u201d dey\u0259-dey\u0259 m\u0259n da\u011f \u015fam\u0131\u015fam, Han\u0131 tale dostum, \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259n?! D\u00fcnyada ya\u015fay\u0131b […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18344","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18344","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18344"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18344\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18347,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18344\/revisions\/18347"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18344"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18344"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18344"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}