{"id":18476,"date":"2016-03-07T03:00:11","date_gmt":"2016-03-06T23:00:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18476"},"modified":"2016-03-07T13:53:09","modified_gmt":"2016-03-07T09:53:09","slug":"s%c9%99faq%c9%99t-cavansirzad%c9%99-sevginin-gozl%c9%99ri-romaninin-xxxiv-hiss%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18476","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259faq\u0259t CAVAN\u015e\u0130RZAD\u018f.\u201dSevginin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u201d roman\u0131n\u0131n XXXIV hiss\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/s017.radikal.ru\/i405\/1601\/36\/333ddbb0f8b0.jpg\" alt=\"http:\/\/s017.radikal.ru\/i405\/1601\/36\/333ddbb0f8b0.jpg\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259nin u\u015faq ist\u0259m\u0259m\u0259si S\u0259f\u0259ri h\u0259m t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndirdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 arvad\u0131ndan \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259yin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b oldu:<br \/>\n&#8211; O n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir? U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 niy\u0259 ist\u0259mirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 s\u0259hvini indi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 ald\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Y\u0259ni, dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, t\u0259z\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. U\u015faq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259yin m\u0259nas\u0131 n\u0259dir? <\/p>\n<p>&#8211; H\u0259r ehtimala qar\u015f\u0131 ged\u0259k. B\u0259lk\u0259 ikimizd\u0259n biri problemliyik? \u0130ndid\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259k. H\u0259kiml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. Daha gecdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259niml\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259\u015f\u0259rdin. <\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r Lamiy\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxmad\u0131, \u00e7ay\u0131ndan bir qurtum i\u00e7di, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam etdi: <\/p>\n<p>&#8211; G\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259m. <\/p>\n<p>Art\u0131q n\u0259 is\u0259 dem\u0259k m\u0259nas\u0131z idi. Lamiy\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi, hans\u0131 h\u0259kim\u0259 gets\u0259, gec-tez u\u015faq do\u011fdu\u011fu \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacaq, S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 onu bo\u015fayacaq.<br \/>\n\t*** <\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 Ayb\u0259nizin yan\u0131nda ev telefonundan kimins\u0259 n\u00f6mr\u0259sini y\u0131\u011f\u0131b z\u0259ng etdi. D\u0259st\u0259yin o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n bir  ki\u015fi cavab verdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Allo<br \/>\n&#8211; Salam Qalib. Nec\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; C\u0259mil\u0259? S\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259k. Haralardasan?<br \/>\n&#8211; Ba\u015f\u0131m bir az qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q idi. \u00c7oxdand\u0131r qohum-\u0259qrabalardan x\u0259b\u0259rim yoxdur. Dedim birinci s\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131m.<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi zarafat\u0131ndan geri qalm\u0131rsan, day\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131. Yezn\u0259 nec\u0259dir?<br \/>\n&#8211; Y\u0259qin yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211; B\u0131y, Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni y\u0259qin? Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim.<br \/>\n&#8211; Telefonda rahat dan\u0131\u015fa bilmir\u0259m. Bug\u00fcn vaxt\u0131n var?G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rik?<br \/>\n&#8211; \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, o n\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u00fc? \u0130\u015fd\u0259y\u0259m. G\u00fcnorta g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m<br \/>\n-Oldu, g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m s\u0259ni. G\u00f6r\u0259k n\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir.<br \/>\n&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131 sa\u011f ol.<br \/>\n&#8211; Sa\u011f ol.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 telefonun d\u0259st\u0259yini yerin\u0259 qoydu. Ayb\u0259niz \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 anas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Qalib day\u0131ya  niy\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259din?<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00d6z i\u015finl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful ol.<br \/>\n&#8211; D\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n. Bir-iki s\u0259hvim var. G\u0259r\u0259k onlara d\u00fcz\u0259li\u015f verim. Baxmada d\u00f6rd s\u0259hv bir d\u00fcz\u00fc apar\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211; Hans\u0131 s\u0259hvl\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131 &#8211; D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc deyim ana, atamla m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259riniz\u0259 bax\u0131ram&#8230;<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz susdu, c\u00fcml\u0259sini bitirm\u0259yi m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t bilmirdi.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 &#8211; Sonra?<br \/>\n&#8211; Atam onsuzda gec-tez s\u0259nd\u0259n bo\u015fanacaq. Daha do\u011frusu, s\u0259ni bo\u015famas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259lind\u0259n n\u0259 g\u0259lir onu edirs\u0259n. N\u0259 m\u0259cbur idi a\u00e7\u0131b d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc dan\u0131\u015fasan?<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259n bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259ri bilm\u0259rs\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00d6z\u00fcn d\u0259 bilirs\u0259n ki, atam x\u0259st\u0259dir. Fikirl\u0259\u015fmirs\u0259n ki, \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 y\u00fck d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r?<br \/>\n&#8211; Narahat olma, atan ars\u0131zd\u0131r. Ona he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmaz.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131na getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qonaq ota\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, q\u0131z\u0131na  baxa-baxa pill\u0259kanlar\u0131 qalxd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\t*** <\/p>\n<p>Eldar Fidan\u0131 v\u0259 o\u011flunu g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259, qap\u0131n\u0131 onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 a\u00e7an Qadiri g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. Qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri girib, salams\u0131z-k\u0259lams\u0131z Qadir\u0259 dedi.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259ni bu vaxt burda g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim. <\/p>\n<p>Qadirin yerin\u0259 quca\u011f\u0131nda o\u011flunu saxlayan Fidan cavab verdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam. U\u015fa\u011fa bir-iki \u015fey laz\u0131m idi. Sa\u011f olsun Qadir, z\u0259ng ed\u0259n kimi g\u0259tirdi. S\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdim. Telefonun s\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcyd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259, ola bil\u0259r.<br \/>\nQadir &#8211; Cang\u00fcd\u0259n nec\u0259dir?<br \/>\n&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Ax\u015fam x\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7\u0131xacaq.<br \/>\n&#8211; Evl\u0259ri tan\u0131\u015f makler vard\u0131, demi\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259 deyir?<br \/>\n&#8211; Deyir g\u0259r\u0259k evl\u0259r\u0259 baxs\u0131n, qiym\u0259t qoysun.<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik, ged\u0259k. Bir d\u0259 Fidan,iki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra R\u0259\u015fadgil d\u0259 g\u0259lir. Biz g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n qap\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 kim\u0259 a\u00e7ma. Ged\u0259k, evl\u0259ri d\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259k, bir d\u0259\u2026 G\u00f6r\u0259k \u0259lind\u0259 bizim ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ev varm\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>Eldar t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs Fidana baxd\u0131. Fidan da \u0259rinin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan narahat oldu. Eldar\u0131n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 Qadirin d\u0259 diqq\u0259tind\u0259n yay\u0131nmad\u0131.<br \/>\nEldarla Qadir evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan kimi Fidan qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7arla ba\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\t*** <\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259yl\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r klinakaya g\u0259ldil\u0259r. S\u0259f\u0259r qeydiyyat \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Salam. Biz\u0259 L\u0259taf\u0259t xan\u0131m laz\u0131md\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u015e\u00f6b\u0259d\u0259 oturan q\u0131z sual verdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ad-soyad\u0131n\u0131z n\u0259di?<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259f\u0259r K\u0259rimov.<br \/>\n&#8211; Buyurun. \u0130kinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259. <\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 idi. S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r L\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kimin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcb i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. Lamiy\u0259 d\u0259 onun arxas\u0131nca. L\u0259taf\u0259t \u2013 S\u0259f\u0259r? Nec\u0259s\u0259n? Anangil nec\u0259di?<br \/>\n&#8211; \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131lar. Siz nec\u0259siz?<br \/>\n&#8211; \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ax\u015famacan x\u0259st\u0259xanaday\u0131q.<br \/>\n&#8211; Tan\u0131\u015f olun, yolda\u015f\u0131md\u0131r, Lamiy\u0259.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r Lamiy\u0259ni ba\u015f\u0131yla i\u015far\u0259 el\u0259di. Lamiy\u0259nin g\u0259rginliyi h\u0259kimin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qa\u00e7mad\u0131.<br \/>\nL\u0259taf\u0259t Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 &#8211; Niy\u0259 g\u0259rginsiz?<br \/>\n&#8211; Buralar\u0131n havas\u0131 m\u0259ni bo\u011fur el\u0259 bil.<br \/>\nH\u0259kim maraql\u0131 bax\u0131\u015flarla Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211; B\u0259lk\u0259 hamil\u0259siz? <\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 arvad\u0131na baxd\u0131.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Yox, sad\u0259c\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131qdan d\u0259rman iyini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Bir az h\u0259ssas insanam.<br \/>\nL\u0259taf\u0259t &#8211; Ayd\u0131nd\u0131r. S\u0259n burda g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259li olacaqsan  S\u0259f\u0259r. Lamiy\u0259d\u0259n analiz g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259liyik.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, narahat olmay\u0131n. Sonra s\u0259ni Tofiq h\u0259kimin yan\u0131na g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>L\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kiml\u0259 Lamiy\u0259 otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. 20 d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra H\u0259kiml\u0259  Lamiy\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131lar.<br \/>\nL\u0259taf\u0259t &#8211; Analizl\u0259rin cavab\u0131n\u0131 iki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259ksiz.  S\u0259f\u0259r, s\u0259n qalx \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259. Tofiq h\u0259kim s\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131.<br \/>\nL\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim \u2013 Z\u0259hm\u0259t olmasa, qap\u0131n\u0131 da \u00f6rt.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xanda qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc. L\u0259taf\u0259t \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 L\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kimin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 alt\u0131nda el\u0259 bil \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259zilmi\u015f adamlar kimi hiss edirdi.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; M\u0259n\u0259 niy\u0259 el\u0259 bax\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tSiz \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r hamil\u0259 qalmam\u0131s\u0131z?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tXeyr, qalmam\u0131\u015fam.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tD\u0259qiq?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tD\u0259qiq.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tSiz\u0259 baxan X\u0259yal\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n hardasa on be\u015f il t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259si var. Dem\u0259k olar, pe\u015f\u0259kar h\u0259kiml\u0259rimizd\u0259ndir.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBunu m\u0259n\u0259 niy\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131z?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tSiz d\u0259qiq u\u015faq do\u011fmam\u0131s\u0131z?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBu n\u0259 suald\u0131? U\u015faq do\u011fsam, daha bura niy\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tSiz\u0259 baxan X\u0259yal\u0259 h\u0259kim \u0259mindir ki, siz bir d\u0259f\u0259 u\u015faq d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirmisiz.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259d\u0259n etiraz etdi, s\u0259sinin tonunu bir az qald\u0131rd\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; Yaland\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211; Niy\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rs\u0131z? Siz m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc dan\u0131\u015f\u0131n.<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fc? M\u0259n n\u0259 hamil\u0259 olmu\u015fam, n\u0259 d\u0259 ana.<\/p>\n<p>L\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim susdu, diqq\u0259tl\u0259 lamiy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r on be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra h\u0259kimin ota\u011f\u0131na qay\u0131td\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u0259n Lamiy\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131.<br \/>\nL\u0259taf\u0259t S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 \u2013 \u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra g\u0259lib analizl\u0259rin cavablar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rs\u0259n. Yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da g\u0259tir\u0259rs\u0259n. Laz\u0131md\u0131r.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 &#8211; N\u0259 is\u0259 problem var?<br \/>\nL\u0259taf\u0259t g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di \u2013 Yoox, narahat olmay\u0131n. Qorxulu he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur. R\u0259fiq\u0259 xan\u0131m var, o da yoxlamal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 H\u0259\u0259, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. G\u0259l\u0259rik.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, h\u0259kim onu q\u0259sd\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r. Ona ba\u015fqa h\u0259kim t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n baxacaq v\u0259 u\u015faq do\u011fub-do\u011fmamas\u0131 d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\n\t*** <\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 qohumu Qalibin yan\u0131ndayd\u0131. Bir-birinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib \u00e7ay i\u00e7irdil\u0259r.<br \/>\nQalib C\u0259mil\u0259nin dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131ndan sonra \u0259da il\u0259, arxay\u0131nl\u0131qla gileyl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Onsuzda K\u0259rimd\u0259n el\u0259 d\u0259 raz\u0131 deyildim. S\u0259nin x\u0259trin\u0259 g\u00f6z yumurdum. Madam bo\u015fanacaqs\u0131z, y\u0259qin ona v\u0259zif\u0259 d\u0259 laz\u0131m olmayacaq .<br \/>\n&#8211; K\u0259rim ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr ki, m\u0259n yoxamsa v\u0259zif\u0259 d\u0259 yoxdur.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00c7al\u0131\u015f yen\u0259 d\u0259 bo\u015fanma.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0130ki aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bir ba\u015fma\u011fa dir\u0259s\u0259 neyniy\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m? M\u0259ni ba\u015fqa qad\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 bo\u015fay\u0131r. &#8211; D\u00fczd\u00fcr e, v\u0259zif\u0259d\u0259kil\u0259rin \u00e7oxunun k\u0259narda qad\u0131n\u0131 var. Bu o dem\u0259k deyil ki, bo\u015fanma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015f\u0259rtdir.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 Qalib\u0259 baxd\u0131: &#8211; Bo\u015fanma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z? Yoxsa s\u0259nd\u0259\u2026<br \/>\nQalib C\u0259mil\u0259nin c\u00fcml\u0259sini tamamlama\u011fa qoymad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\tO m\u0259nada demir\u0259m. O d\u0259qiq\u0259 yozursan. Siz qad\u0131nlar bel\u0259sizd\u0259, y\u00fcz s\u00f6z dey\u0259s\u0259n xeyri yoxdur. \u0130st\u0259diyiniz kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcz, sonra da \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck o d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259d\u0259 qal\u0131rs\u0131z. Niy\u0259 yalan deyim, ba\u015fqa qad\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 evd\u0259kil\u0259ri bo\u015famaq axmaql\u0131qdan ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey deyil.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tK\u0259rim el\u0259 bilir ki, m\u0259ni bo\u015fasa a\u011f g\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacaq? \u0130mkan verm\u0259r\u0259m. Vallah, imkan verm\u0259r\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; Narahat olma, he\u00e7 n\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z. Biab\u0131r ed\u0259rik. A\u011fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259r, suyu s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259-s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259 evin\u0259 qay\u0131dar.<\/p>\n<p>Bu zaman Qalibin cib telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259lir. Qalib telefona cavab verm\u0259li olur.<br \/>\n&#8211; Allo.<br \/>\nTelefonda kim n\u0259 deyirs\u0259, Qalibin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn ifad\u0259si d\u0259yi\u015filir, diqq\u0259tl\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131r.<br \/>\nQalib telefondak\u0131na &#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131.<br \/>\nQalib aya\u011fa qalx\u0131r, telefonu masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 at\u0131r.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 &#8211; N\u0259 olub?<br \/>\n&#8211; K\u0259rim k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc i\u015find\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131b. Ciddi-ciddi s\u0259nd\u0259n bo\u015fanmaq ist\u0259yir ki!&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259ndi, biruz\u0259 verm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, bacarmad\u0131;<br \/>\n&#8211;\tDem\u0259li, bu q\u0259d\u0259r asand\u0131r!&#8230;<br \/>\n\t*** <\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 Evin qaba\u011f\u0131nda saxlad\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rdim.  Bilirs\u0259n, anan da, bac\u0131n da m\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259mir.<br \/>\n&#8211; Narahat olma, bilir\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131, sa\u011f ol.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc. Evin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 anas\u0131 Aynuru qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ana, s\u0259nin burda n\u0259 i\u015fin var? \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri nec\u0259 girmis\u0259n?<br \/>\nAynur &#8211; \u00c7oxdand\u0131r anan\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259n. \u00d6p\u00fcb-qucaqlamaq yerin\u0259 bu n\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u00fcr?<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259n allah ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla. X\u0259b\u0259r el\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f g\u0259lmis\u0259n, g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim. <\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 anas\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, qucaqla\u015fd\u0131lar.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Evin a\u00e7ar\u0131 s\u0259nd\u0259 var\u0131yd\u0131?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tN\u0259 hu\u015fsuz q\u0131z olmusan bel\u0259? A\u00e7ar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn verm\u0259mi\u015fdin?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tO q\u0259d\u0259r fikirliy\u0259m ki!&#8230; D\u00fcn\u0259n yediyim bug\u00fcn yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tYen\u0259 n\u0259 olub?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBug\u00fcn h\u0259kim\u0259 getmi\u015fdik. H\u0259kim u\u015faq do\u011fma\u011f\u0131mdan \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nir. M\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox sual Verdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBoynuna ald\u0131n?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tYox.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tNarahat olma, h\u0259kiml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faram. Laz\u0131m olsa pul da ver\u0259rik. Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259, s\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n pulu buna g\u00f6r\u0259 ist\u0259yirdin?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tYox, onu ba\u015fqa h\u0259kim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 ist\u0259yirdim. Bug\u00fcnk\u00fc h\u0259kim\u0259 pul t\u0259klif etm\u0259k d\u0259 bir az qorxuludur. C\u0259mil\u0259ni d\u0259 tan\u0131y\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211;\t Narahat olma q\u0131z\u0131m. Pulun susdurmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131z yoxdur. Ba\u015fqa h\u0259kim n\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir, onu dan\u0131\u015f m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 anas\u0131na baxd\u0131\u2026D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc dan\u0131\u015fmaqdan ba\u015fqa yolu yox idi.<br \/>\n\t*** <\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 qap\u0131da bac\u0131s\u0131yla rastla\u015fd\u0131lar. Ayb\u0259niz  ged\u0259c\u0259yi yer\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sirdi.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Harasa t\u0259l\u0259sirs\u0259n?<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz \u2013 Yox. Qap\u0131da dayanma, ke\u00e7 i\u00e7\u0259ri?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tKim var evd\u0259?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tDay\u0259yl\u0259 u\u015faqd\u0131. Bir d\u0259 xadim\u0259.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tOnda h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faq.<\/p>\n<p>Ayb\u0259niz evin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Gec\u0259 evd\u0259 n\u0259 olub?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBilmir\u0259m. M\u0259tb\u0259xin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, atam\u0131z anam\u0131z\u0131 hovuzda bo\u011fur.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi: &#8211; Niy\u0259?<\/p>\n<p>Ayb\u0259niz ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, atas\u0131 S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259yib. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259mirdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBilmir\u0259m. Onlar\u0131 ay\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc hovuza tullad\u0131m. Bu ona deyirdi s\u0259ni bo\u015fayacam, o buna deyirdi s\u0259ni bo\u015fayacam. N\u0259 bilim&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211;\tY\u0259ni bar\u0131\u015fma\u011fa yer qoymay\u0131blar?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tM\u0259nc\u0259, yox&#8230; Ham\u0131s\u0131 o qad\u0131n\u0131n ucbat\u0131ndan oldu.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tHans\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tN\u0259 bilim e, atam\u0131z birini saxlam\u0131rd\u0131? T\u0259hmin\u0259ydi, n\u0259 zibildi. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, ata onu tap\u0131b, \u0259laq\u0259 saxlay\u0131b. Anam\u0131z da bunu e\u015fidib, al\u0259mi qat\u0131b bir-birin\u0259. Ax\u015fam bir yerd\u0259 restorana getmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Aralar\u0131nda n\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t olub bilmir\u0259m, qay\u0131danda gec\u0259 41-45 m\u00fcharib\u0259si oldu.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r fikirli halda dill\u0259ndi: &#8211; Atam\u0131n T\u0259hmin\u0259ni y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anama kim deyib?<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz kinay\u0259 il\u0259 dedi: &#8211; Kim olacaq? S\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u0259l\u00e7\u0259n!&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r tok vurmu\u015f adamlar kimi oldu. \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tM\u0259n demi\u015fdim ax\u0131, aram\u0131zda qals\u0131n.Dem\u0259li bel\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r bac\u0131s\u0131yla sa\u011folla\u015fmadan yan\u0131ndan hirsl\u0259 ayr\u0131ld\u0131. Ayb\u0259niz qarda\u015f\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259t qap\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xanacan arxas\u0131nca baxd\u0131, k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Sonra telefonunu \u00e7antas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131, n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259ri y\u0131\u011fd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\tHardasan? G\u00f6zl\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>\t*** <\/p>\n<p>Aynur q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n dedikl\u0259rini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259sini qald\u0131rd\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda kims\u0259 olsayd\u0131, Lamiy\u0259nin dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri e\u015fid\u0259rdi.<br \/>\nAynur \u2013 S\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131n xarab olub. Ax\u0131, bundan sonra  s\u0259nin n\u0259yin\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r,  o u\u015faq S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259ndir, yoxsa o, al\u00e7aqdand\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tQurban olum, s\u0259sini ba\u015f\u0131na atma. E\u015fid\u0259n-bil\u0259n olar. Onsuzda al\u0259m qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b bir-birin\u0259.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tZamana z\u0259ng el\u0259, de ki, test laz\u0131m olmad\u0131. Ay axmaq, bug\u00fcn\u0259 bax, ke\u00e7mi\u015fin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n bird\u0259f\u0259lik x\u0259tt \u00e7\u0259k. Bunu s\u0259n\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 dem\u0259k olar?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tDaha gecdi, b\u0259yaq Zamana mesaj yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u0130ndil\u0259rd\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259lidir.<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u0130ndi ifrit\u0259 qaynanan da g\u0259l\u0259r, n\u0259 zibilin varsa, ortaya \u00e7\u0131xar. Tutaq ki, u\u015faq S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259ndir. Neyniy\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tHe\u00e7 n\u0259, bir yol tap\u0131b geri qaytaracam.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tAy sa\u011f ol! S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259, ail\u0259si d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 af\u0259rin deyib, ba\u015flar\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xadacaqlar \u2013 Aynur \u0259l \u00e7al\u0131b q\u0131z\u0131na \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n la\u011f etdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tNeyniyim? \u00dcr\u0259yim d\u00f6zm\u00fcr. S\u0259n nec\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn narahatsan, m\u0259n d\u0259 balam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn narahatam.<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u0130st\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 o u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ala bilm\u0259rs\u0259n. Yer-g\u00f6y a\u011flasa da ala bilm\u0259rs\u0259n.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tNiy\u0259?<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u018frinin ke\u00e7mi\u015f ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 u\u015faq ver\u0259r?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tU\u015fa\u011f\u0131n atas\u0131 kimdir bilinsin, sonra n\u00f6vb\u0259 ona da g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Bu zaman evin qap\u0131s\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 &#8211; Zamand\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, Zaman\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259ri d\u0259v\u0259t el\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tKe\u00e7 i\u00e7\u0259ri, g\u00f6r\u0259n olmas\u0131n.<br \/>\nZaman ev\u0259 girdi. Lamiy\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc, n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fdis\u0259, yenid\u0259n a\u00e7d\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcucu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdi. Yola \u00e7\u0131xan k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 Tahiri g\u00f6rd\u00fc. \u015e\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcb h\u0259y\u0259canla anas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na qa\u00e7d\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBurdad\u0131.  Zaman, Tahir s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<br \/>\nAynur \u2013 Onun burda n\u0259 i\u015fi?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBilmir\u0259m.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu.<\/p>\n<p>Aynur \u2013 A\u011flama, sakitl\u0259\u015f \u2013 deyib qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f getdi. Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda C\u0259mil\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Zaman C\u0259mil\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 Lamiy\u0259yl\u0259 aras\u0131nda m\u0259saf\u0259 saxlad\u0131.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 onu g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itir\u0259n qudas\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fdan aya\u011fa s\u00fczd\u00fc, kinay\u0259 il\u0259 dedi:<br \/>\n&#8211;\tXo\u015f g\u0259lmis\u0259n.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259lini Lamiy\u0259nin yan\u0131nda yad ki\u015fini g\u00f6rd\u00fc, t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 v\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li bax\u0131\u015flarla Zamandan soru\u015fdu&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\tS\u0259n kims\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>Ard\u0131 var&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Lamiy\u0259nin u\u015faq ist\u0259m\u0259m\u0259si S\u0259f\u0259ri h\u0259m t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndirdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 arvad\u0131ndan \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259yin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b oldu: &#8211; O n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir? U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 niy\u0259 ist\u0259mirs\u0259n? Lamiy\u0259 s\u0259hvini indi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 ald\u0131. &#8211; Y\u0259ni, dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, t\u0259z\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. U\u015faq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259yin m\u0259nas\u0131 n\u0259dir? &#8211; H\u0259r ehtimala qar\u015f\u0131 ged\u0259k. B\u0259lk\u0259 ikimizd\u0259n biri problemliyik? \u0130ndid\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259k. H\u0259kiml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. Daha gecdi. 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