{"id":18548,"date":"2016-03-08T06:00:15","date_gmt":"2016-03-08T02:00:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18548"},"modified":"2016-03-08T09:42:37","modified_gmt":"2016-03-08T05:42:37","slug":"t%c9%99ran%c9%99-s%c9%99ms-nur-icind%c9%99-yatin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18548","title":{"rendered":"T\u0259ran\u0259 \u015e\u018fMS.&#8221;NUR \u0130\u00c7\u0130ND\u018f YATIN&#8230;&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/ts.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/ts-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"ts\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-16155\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/ts-300x300.jpg 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/ts-150x150.jpg 150w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/ts.jpg 620w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\u018fslind\u0259 s\u0259kkiz \u0259d\u0259di m\u0259nim xo\u015fuma g\u0259l\u0259n riyazi r\u0259q\u0259mdir. Bu \u0259d\u0259d asanl\u0131qla ikiy\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcr. H\u0259tta b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259r \u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 ikiy\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcr.Lakin sonda bir qal\u0131r.El\u0259 o t\u0259nha qalan biri \u00f6z\u00fcm hesab ed\u0259r\u0259k fikirl\u0259rimi \u00fcr\u0259k yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 sizinl\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. B\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259yatda el\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259r var ki, insan yadda\u015f\u0131nda unudulmayan izl\u0259r burax\u0131r. Sabah mart\u0131n 8-dir. \u018fb\u0259tt\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn analar\u0131n, n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rin h\u0259tta balaca xan\u0131m q\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bayram\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259n is\u0259 bu bayram\u0131 q\u0259bul edib can\u0131 k\u00f6n\u00fcld\u0259n t\u0259brik yaza bilmir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki, Anas\u0131zam, q\u0259lbim da\u015f ac\u0131mas\u0131zam. Q\u0259lbimi da\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259n \u0259n a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 yerim is\u0259, 8 mart g\u00fcn\u00fc atam\u0131 itirm\u0259yim oldu. O g\u00fcnd\u0259n bu g\u00fcn\u0259 8 r\u0259q\u0259mi daha m\u0259nim g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 bir k\u0259d\u0259r\u0259, nisgil\u0259 \u00e7evrildi. M\u0259n kimi t\u0259brik ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m ki?! Q\u0259lbimin da\u011f\u0131na, da\u015f\u0131nam\u0131, tur\u015fu s\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015f a\u015f\u0131nam\u0131, sit\u0259m dolu q\u0259lbimin ba\u015f\u0131nam\u0131? Bax\u0131n&#8230; Allah yaradan\u0131 nec\u0259 imtahan edir. El\u0259 bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n d\u0259 bu aralarda bir m\u0259qal\u0259 yazd\u0131m. Q\u0259rib\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259 bel\u0259dir. &#8220;D\u0259rd m\u0259ni qocaltm\u0131r, d\u0259rdi m\u0259n qocald\u0131ram&#8221; \u0130nan\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259rim\u0259 r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n can\u0131ma ya\u011f\u0131 olan d\u0259rdl\u0259rim m\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131r. B\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259niml\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 dayan\u0131rlar. Deyirl\u0259r.. Biz s\u0259ni yox, s\u0259n bizi y\u0131xd\u0131n bitirdin. Bizi d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcnl\u0259 m\u0259hv etdin. H\u0259tta atalar da bel\u0259 deyir.Do\u011frudanda, h\u0259r\u0259nin q\u0259lbind\u0259 bir aslan yat\u0131r. He\u00e7 k\u0259s g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc q\u0259d\u0259r x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xt deyil. Siz\u0259 ba\u015f a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 verm\u0259yim d\u0259y\u0259rli oxucular\u0131m. Ad\u0131m yazar olsa da, bu bayram \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259nt\u0259n\u0259li t\u0259brik yazma\u011f\u0131 bacarm\u0131ram. \u018fll\u0259rim \u0259sir, q\u0259lbim titr\u0259yir. Bu g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259sv ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Atam g\u00f6zl\u0259rim \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir. Ax\u0131 o g\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 q\u0259m \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb. G\u00f6zl\u0259rim ya\u015fl\u0131d\u0131r, ke\u00e7diyim yollar da\u015fl\u0131d\u0131r, \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcm is\u0259 qaraqa\u015fl\u0131d\u0131r. B\u0259xtiyar m\u00fc\u0259llim deyir&#8221; D\u00fcnya f\u0131rlan\u0131r&#8221; Bax\u0131n m\u0259n bu f\u0131rlanan d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcml\u0259 dolanm\u0131\u015fam. D\u00f6zm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m Allah\u0131n verdikl\u0259rin\u0259, ver\u0259 bildikl\u0259rin\u0259 amma asi d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u018fn \u00f6n\u0259mlisi yenilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, \u0259yilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Ancaq g\u00f6zl\u0259rim k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn, \u00fcr\u0259yimin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 n\u0259ml\u0259nib, m\u0259n da\u015f-k\u0259s\u0259y\u0259mmi dey\u0259 q\u0259ml\u0259nib. Allah he\u00e7 kimin a\u011f g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 qara r\u0259ng qatmas\u0131n. Hans\u0131 ki, h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kdiyi r\u0259sml\u0259rin f\u0131r\u00e7as\u0131 m\u0259n oldum. M\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kdim h\u0259yat\u0131n ac\u0131mas\u0131z yollar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 bu yola yol\u00e7u oldum. Yolun \u0259vv\u0259li i\u015f\u0131q, ortada bo\u015fluq, sonu is\u0259 bilinmir. Gedir\u0259m yol\u00e7uyam bu yollara, m\u00f6htacam n\u0259vazi\u015f\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f qollara. Ana.. g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259nmi? Atam, arxam, da\u011f\u0131m d\u00f6n\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259mi, burax\u0131b getdiyin g\u00f6zya\u015fl\u0131 balana sar\u0131larsanm\u0131? Yox&#8230;ama b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar yaln\u0131z anas\u0131z, atas\u0131z q\u0131zlar\u0131n ist\u0259yi ola bil\u0259r. Siz yaln\u0131z m\u0259nim x\u0259yallar\u0131mda canlana bilirsiz, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silirsiz sanki g\u00fcnahkar kimi. Yox-yox siz g\u00fcnahkar deyilsiz. Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n tufan\u0131, qas\u0131r\u011fas\u0131, k\u00fcl\u0259yi ay\u0131rd\u0131 bizi. \u018fg\u0259r g\u0259ls\u0259niz tan\u0131ya bilm\u0259rik bir-birimizi. Ana sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259yaz\u0131 m\u0259nim tell\u0259rim, uzatsan \u00e7atmaz, toxunmaz \u0259ll\u0259rin.. Eh.. Anam&#8230;Anam..Amma atam s\u0259ninl\u0259dir. Bilir\u0259m x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xsiniz bir-birinizl\u0259. Ax\u0131 atam s\u0259ni \u00e7ox sev\u0259rdi. Ey m\u0259ni bu m\u0259nas\u0131z h\u0259yata qonaq g\u0259tir\u0259n Atam v\u0259 Anam sizl\u0259r\u0259 Allahdan r\u0259hm\u0259t dil\u0259yir\u0259m.. Nur i\u00e7ind\u0259 yat\u0131n..Yeriniz c\u0259nn\u0259t olsun..<br \/>\nP.S. El\u0259 bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n dolay\u0131 \u0259ziz v\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259tli xan\u0131m d\u00f6stlar\u0131m q\u0259l\u0259m g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb he\u00e7 birinizinn bayram\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259brik ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<br \/>\nT\u018fRAN\u018f \u015e\u018fMS. 07.03.2016.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u018fslind\u0259 s\u0259kkiz \u0259d\u0259di m\u0259nim xo\u015fuma g\u0259l\u0259n riyazi r\u0259q\u0259mdir. Bu \u0259d\u0259d asanl\u0131qla ikiy\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcr. H\u0259tta b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259r \u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 ikiy\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcr.Lakin sonda bir qal\u0131r.El\u0259 o t\u0259nha qalan biri \u00f6z\u00fcm hesab ed\u0259r\u0259k fikirl\u0259rimi \u00fcr\u0259k yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 sizinl\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. B\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259yatda el\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259r var ki, insan yadda\u015f\u0131nda unudulmayan izl\u0259r burax\u0131r. Sabah mart\u0131n 8-dir. \u018fb\u0259tt\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn analar\u0131n, n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rin h\u0259tta balaca [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18548","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18548","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18548"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18548\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18555,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18548\/revisions\/18555"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18548"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18548"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18548"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}