{"id":18687,"date":"2016-03-10T10:00:13","date_gmt":"2016-03-10T06:00:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18687"},"modified":"2016-03-10T10:10:32","modified_gmt":"2016-03-10T06:10:32","slug":"s%c9%99hriyy%c9%99-q%c9%99z%c9%99nf%c9%99rqizi-s%c9%99n-gecikm%c9%99-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18687","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259hriyy\u0259 Q\u018fZ\u018fNF\u018fRQIZI.&#8221;S\u0259n gecikm\u0259&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/s020.radikal.ru\/i707\/1602\/b3\/e344705d66f6.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Qocalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yerind\u0259n durma\u011fa taq\u0259ti yox idi. \u018fvv\u0259lki c\u0131vraql\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131, nikbinliyi yox idi. Birc\u0259\u201d O\u201d idi yan\u0131nda. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 h\u0259r problemind\u0259 yan\u0131nda olan, ona arxa olan, dar g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259l uzadan, lakin xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 unudulan \u201cO\u201d. \u201cO\u201d, sakitc\u0259 yan\u0131nda oturub qocan\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131\u015f\u0131na tama\u015fa edirdi. \u201cNec\u0259 d\u0259 qocal\u0131b. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi m\u0259n\u0259 m\u00f6htacd\u0131. Zaman\u0131nda bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259di. \u0130ndi ona daha qay\u011f\u0131yla yana\u015fard\u0131m. Amma m\u0259n d\u0259 ona yax\u0131n olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 n\u0259 etm\u0259dim. Ham\u0131n\u0131 ondan \u00fcst\u00fcn tutdum. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, onun bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tinin s\u0259b\u0259bkar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259m. N\u0259 bilim?\u201d- yataqda can\u0131 il\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259\u015f\u0259n qocan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131n d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 bataraq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\nHava get-ged\u0259 qaral\u0131r, yaln\u0131z qar\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259ni ayd\u0131nlad\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259ssizliyi itl\u0259rin h\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fm\u0259si pozurdu. Qar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fc il\u0259 kims\u0259 yeriyirdi. X\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131n\u0131n laylan\u0131 xat\u0131rladan s\u0259si getdikc\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Budur qap\u0131 c\u0131r\u0131ldad\u0131. Ar\u0131q, \u00e7\u0259limsiz biri i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. \u00c7ox tan\u0131\u015f simayd\u0131. \u018frkyana stolu \u00e7\u0259kib oturdu. H\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131nca idi. \u018fdal\u0131, m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259beh. \u018flini stola vurub b\u0259rkd\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 dedi. Ancaq dediyi e\u015fidilmirdi. M\u0259tb\u0259x qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n c\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259sli s\u00fckutu pozdu. G\u00f6z\u0259l, n\u0259cib bir q\u0131z \u0259lind\u0259 \u00e7ay otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. M\u0259sumiyy\u0259ti il\u0259 \u00e7ay\u0131 stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub yax\u0131ndak\u0131 stolda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. Z\u0259raf\u0259ti duya bilm\u0259y\u0259n g\u0259nc \u0259li il\u0259 vurub \u00e7ay\u0131 yer\u0259 a\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Bununla kifay\u0259tl\u0259nm\u0259yib q\u0131z\u0131 it\u0259l\u0259di. Yerd\u0259 uzan\u0131ql\u0131 qalan t\u0259r \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin b\u0259nizi an\u0131ndaca soldu. Qoca bunlara bax\u0131b s\u0259ssiz g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc. O an o, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f l\u0259\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rini y\u0131\u011f\u0131b yenid\u0259n onu b\u0259sl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259rdi. Ancaq gec idi.<br \/>\nQap\u0131n\u0131 caynaqlar\u0131yla d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259y\u0259n it q\u0259z\u0259bli halda cavan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 cumub onu c\u0131rmaqlamaq ist\u0259yirdi. P\u0259nc\u0259sini ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131ran an ba\u015f\u0131ndan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 z\u0259rb\u0259 onu saxlad\u0131. X\u0131rdaca k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckl\u0259r onu yalayaraq zingild\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Qoca yerind\u0259n durub \u201c etm\u0259\u201d deyib hayq\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Ancaq s\u0259sini kims\u0259l\u0259r duymurdu. G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n axan ya\u015fa idi t\u0259s\u0259llisi. Ancaq art\u0131q gec idi.<br \/>\n\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi, itirdikl\u0259rini itirmi\u015fdi. Haqq etdiyi h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131 da. Ancaq ya\u015fatmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O, qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259rk\u0259n o z\u0259raf\u0259ti duya bil\u0259nin bu qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yini he\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015fdi. O, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin yarpaqlar\u0131na yeni barmaqlar\u0131n toxunaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, b\u0259sl\u0259yib, \u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k birinin onu yerd\u0259n qald\u0131ra bil\u0259c\u0259yini d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Daha qay\u011f\u0131l\u0131 qollarda onu itirdiyini a\u011fl\u0131na da g\u0259tirm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Art\u0131q reall\u0131qla \u00fczl\u0259\u015firdi. H\u0259r \u015feyin s\u0259b\u0259bkar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn oldu\u011funu anlay\u0131rd\u0131. Ancaq \u00e7ox gec idi. Sakit, s\u0259ssiz g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131yla izl\u0259yirdi bu h\u0259yat filmini. \u0130ndi yan\u0131nda, yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131nda onun qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131na qalan qad\u0131n\u0131n yaralar\u0131na bir ba\u015fqas\u0131 qaysaq oldu. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti \u0259zab\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o yaran\u0131 sard\u0131.<br \/>\nBu d\u0259f\u0259 qarla yeriy\u0259n add\u0131mlar ba\u015fqa s\u0259si \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u0130ndi x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131dan g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259s laylan\u0131n deyil, sar\u0131 simin qopard\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0259s idi. Bu g\u0259l\u0259n qar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat filmiydi. H\u0259rar\u0259ti art\u0131ran, qan\u0131 co\u015fduran, melodram idi. Romantika il\u0259 dolu bir film.<br \/>\nQap\u0131n\u0131n n\u00f6vb\u0259ti c\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 x\u0259yala dalm\u0131\u015f qar\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131ltd\u0131. G\u0259nc, a\u011fb\u0259niz biri i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yerd\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131la qalm\u0131\u015f q\u0131z\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk tutub qald\u0131rd\u0131. A\u00e7\u0131lan h\u0259r qap\u0131dan b\u0259rab\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6zd\u0259n itdil\u0259r. Qar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n axan ya\u015f soyuq yanaqlar\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131. Cibind\u0259 g\u0259zdirdiyi k\u00f6hn\u0259 fotoya bax\u0131b i\u00e7d\u0259n h\u00f6nk\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu onun sonuncu g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131yd\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u0259h\u0259rin il\u0131q g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi yerd\u0259ki qar\u0131 yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u0259ridirdi. Bu yumu\u015faq h\u0259rar\u0259td\u0259n qocan\u0131n da b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 pay d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7ark\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc ilk m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 o k\u00f6hn\u0259 foto oldu. Fotodak\u0131n\u0131n kimliyini anlamaq asan idi. Romantik bir filmin q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131.<br \/>\nQar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n art\u0131q \u00e7oxdan soyumu\u015f b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 toxundu. Hiss etdikl\u0259rin\u0259 bir ad ver\u0259 bilm\u0259di. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc toparlay\u0131b yata\u011f\u0131ndan durdu. V\u0259 axtarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. N\u0259 axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmirdi. Ancaq bir iz, daha bir s\u00fcbut. H\u0259r zaman g\u00fcv\u0259ndiyi qar\u0131s\u0131na ilk d\u0259f\u0259 idi g\u00fcv\u0259nmirdi. Evd\u0259ki \u0259\u015fyalardan tuta-tuta qar\u0131n\u0131n ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r bu ota\u011fa ancaq pul axtarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gir\u0259rdi. Bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n utand\u0131. Yata\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131ndan bir d\u0259ft\u0259r tapd\u0131. \u018fll\u0259ri \u0259s\u0259-\u0259s\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb , yen\u0259 tuta-tuta ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di. D\u0259ft\u0259rd\u0259ki yaz\u0131n\u0131n sonuncu tarixi on \u00fc\u00e7 il \u00f6nc\u0259y\u0259 idi. K\u0259narlar\u0131 saralm\u0131\u015f ka\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131 bir-bir v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259di. Yaz\u0131lanlar\u0131 oxuduqca ordak\u0131 hadis\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 canland\u0131. Qay\u011f\u0131dan, ehtiyacdan yaranan sevgi onun g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00f6z \u00e7irkab\u0131n\u0131, iyr\u0259ncliyini qoruyub saxlay\u0131rd\u0131. Yaz\u0131lanlar\u0131 oxuduqdan sonra yata\u011f\u0131na uzand\u0131. \u201c H\u0259r \u015feyin s\u0259b\u0259bkar\u0131 s\u0259ns\u0259n, qoca\u201d dey\u0259 dodaqalt\u0131 m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259si raz\u0131 olmad\u0131. Beyni a\u011f v\u0259r\u0259q idi. T\u0259miz, saf. \u018fll\u0259rin uzad\u0131b qar\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tutdu. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin bat\u0131\u015f\u0131 da onun simas\u0131n\u0131 saralmaqdan qoruya bilm\u0259di. Art\u0131q gec idi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Qocalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yerind\u0259n durma\u011fa taq\u0259ti yox idi. \u018fvv\u0259lki c\u0131vraql\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131, nikbinliyi yox idi. Birc\u0259\u201d O\u201d idi yan\u0131nda. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 h\u0259r problemind\u0259 yan\u0131nda olan, ona arxa olan, dar g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259l uzadan, lakin xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 unudulan \u201cO\u201d. \u201cO\u201d, sakitc\u0259 yan\u0131nda oturub qocan\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131\u015f\u0131na tama\u015fa edirdi. \u201cNec\u0259 d\u0259 qocal\u0131b. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi m\u0259n\u0259 m\u00f6htacd\u0131. Zaman\u0131nda bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259di. \u0130ndi ona [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18687","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18687","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18687"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18687\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18689,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18687\/revisions\/18689"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18687"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18687"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18687"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}