{"id":18692,"date":"2016-03-10T17:00:54","date_gmt":"2016-03-10T13:00:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18692"},"modified":"2016-03-10T20:48:30","modified_gmt":"2016-03-10T16:48:30","slug":"kamran-ismayilzad%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18692","title":{"rendered":"Kamran \u0130smay\u0131lzad\u0259"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Biz bayram\u0131 anam\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131layard\u0131q. Art\u0131q bu g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdik.
\nYen\u0259 bir bayram gec\u0259si idi… Bu d\u0259f\u0259 anam\u0131n h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcs\u0259 ay\u0131ld\u0131m. O zaman h\u0259l\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259rin gedi\u015fini anlam\u0131rd\u0131m. Yuxudan ay\u0131l\u0131b q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 almadan di\u015fl\u0259yib yenid\u0259n yatd\u0131m. \u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra anam\u0131n “Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 almalar ” hekay\u0259sini oxuyanda o gec\u0259nin h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc anlad\u0131m. Sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u0259ncliyinin qara g\u00fcnl\u0259ri gizl\u0259n\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259m g\u0259nc ya\u015flar\u0131ndan be\u015f u\u015faql\u0131 dul qad\u0131n\u0131n taleyini ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Anam u\u015faq olanda babam \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn cavan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi… Anam\u0131n babamdan ist\u0259diyi q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 almalar ev\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 qana boyanm\u0131\u015f g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. O g\u00fcnd\u0259n bayramlar\u0131m\u0131z qana boyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Novruzumuz qanl\u0131 bayrama d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Deyirl\u0259r, q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 atas\u0131n\u0131 daha \u00e7ox sevir. Biz d\u0259 bu sevgini ill\u0259r boyu h\u0259r bayramda g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 hiss edirdik. H\u0259r bayram g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7irdi. Bak\u0131ya bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il idi k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck… Bir g\u00fcn anam\u0131n xan\u0131m yolda\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tini e\u015fitdim.
\nDeyirdi ki:
\n-\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 etdiyim azd\u0131, h\u0259l\u0259 bu u\u015faqlar\u0131n bayramlar\u0131n\u0131 da qara el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Nax\u00e7\u0131vanda bayram 19-u gec\u0259si, Bak\u0131da 20-si ax\u015fam\u0131 qeyd edilir.Bu il u\u015faqlar\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131ma 20-si bayram ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259m. U\u015faqlara bu q\u0259d\u0259r z\u00fclm etm\u0259k olmaz….
\n20-si ax\u015fam s\u00fcfr\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdik. Gec\u0259nin bir v\u0259d\u0259si rayondan z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. Anam \u0259li titr\u0259y\u0259k telefonu a\u00e7d\u0131. Yen\u0259 bayram\u0131m\u0131z qana boyand\u0131. Anama deyilm\u015fdi ki, evin g\u0259lini r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 gedib. Bayramdan 40 g\u00fcn ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Anam Bak\u0131ya tez qay\u0131daca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 demi\u015fdi.S\u0259br ed\u0259 bilm\u0259yib anam\u0131n \u0259misi q\u0131z\u0131ndam soru\u015fdum ki;
\n– Ana niy\u0259 g\u0259lmir?
\nDedi ki;
\n– Qarda\u015f\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcb, nec\u0259 g\u0259lsin? Onda anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131q ki, \u00f6l\u0259n g\u0259lin deyil, day\u0131m idi. Ana bizl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Bak\u0131ya qay\u0131tma\u011fa m\u0259cbur idi. M\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt anam\u0131 o halda g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim. Beli b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcb, \u0259ll\u0259ri \u0259sir, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 a\u011farm\u0131\u015f. Day\u0131m atas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fc ya\u015fda \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Yen\u0259 bir bayram gec\u0259si d\u00f6rd \u00f6vlad yetim qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n\u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 deyildi. U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 harda Novruz xon\u00e7as\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcms\u0259 ordan q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 almalar\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirdim. Ist\u0259yirdim dey\u0259m ki,bayram etm\u0259yin. Yoxsa bayram\u0131n\u0131z qara g\u0259l\u0259r… M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Allah baba q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 alma yey\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 bel\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259nirdi.
\nYen\u0259 bayram g\u0259lir…Yen\u0259 can\u0131ma qorxu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 Tanr\u0131 bayram g\u00fcn\u00fc bizl\u0259rd\u0259n kimi qurban ver\u0259c\u0259k? \u0130nsan \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 haz\u0131rlanmal\u0131d\u0131r.H\u0259rd\u0259n anam\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7imdikl\u0259yir\u0259m.O he\u00e7 vaxt \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Amma h\u0259rd\u0259n gizlinc\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 dua edir\u0259m, he\u00e7 olmasa Novruz bayram\u0131 gec\u0259si olmas\u0131n…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Biz bayram\u0131 anam\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131layard\u0131q. Art\u0131q bu g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdik. Yen\u0259 bir bayram gec\u0259si idi… Bu d\u0259f\u0259 anam\u0131n h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcs\u0259 ay\u0131ld\u0131m. O zaman h\u0259l\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259rin gedi\u015fini anlam\u0131rd\u0131m. Yuxudan ay\u0131l\u0131b q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 almadan di\u015fl\u0259yib yenid\u0259n yatd\u0131m. \u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra anam\u0131n “Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 almalar ” hekay\u0259sini oxuyanda o gec\u0259nin h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc anlad\u0131m. Sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u0259ncliyinin qara g\u00fcnl\u0259ri gizl\u0259n\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259m […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18692","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18692","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18692"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18692\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18695,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18692\/revisions\/18695"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18692"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18692"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18692"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}