{"id":18715,"date":"2016-03-11T10:00:02","date_gmt":"2016-03-11T06:00:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18715"},"modified":"2016-03-11T21:03:17","modified_gmt":"2016-03-11T17:03:17","slug":"s%c9%99faq%c9%99t-cavansirzad%c9%99-sevginin-gozl%c9%99ri-romaninin-xxxv-hiss%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18715","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259faq\u0259t CAVAN\u015e\u0130RZAD\u018f.\u201dSevginin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u201d roman\u0131n\u0131n XXXV hiss\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/s017.radikal.ru\/i405\/1601\/36\/333ddbb0f8b0.jpg\" alt=\"http:\/\/s017.radikal.ru\/i405\/1601\/36\/333ddbb0f8b0.jpg\" \/><\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259nin verdiyi suala Lamiy\u0259 cavab ver\u0259 bilm\u0259di, qorxusundan udqundu. Cavab verm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00f6z tapa bilmirdi. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n yerin\u0259 Aynur cavab verdi, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirm\u0259di.<br \/>\nAynur d\u00fcnyag\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f, t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259li qad\u0131n\u0131yd\u0131. \u018fliyl\u0259 Zaman\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rib arxay\u0131n adamlar kimi dedi:<br \/>\n&#8211;\tZaman s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcd\u00fcr. \u00c7amadanlar\u0131m \u00e7ox idi, da\u015f\u0131ma\u011fa k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259di. Y\u0259qin burda q\u0259bah\u0259t he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Cavab C\u0259mil\u0259ni qane etm\u0259di. \u0130kinci sual\u0131n\u0131 verdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tAd\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 tez \u00f6yr\u0259ndin?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tAeroportdan g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m. N\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 al ki, yolum uzunuydu.<\/p>\n<p>Aynur \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc Zamana t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7evirdi: &#8211; Siz\u0259 borcum n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r idi?<br \/>\nZaman \u2013 \u0130yirmi be\u015f manat.<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u00f6zl\u0259, pulu g\u0259tirir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Aynur ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di. \u00c7antsas\u0131n\u0131 taxt\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. C\u0259mil\u0259 divanda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Bir g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u0259linind\u0259, bir g\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 Zamandayd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 qorxusundan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxm\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nAynur Zamanla evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, C\u0259mil\u0259 g\u0259linini s\u00fcz\u00fcb kinay\u0259 il\u0259 dedi:<br \/>\n&#8211;\tT\u0259z\u0259 g\u0259lin \u0259dalar\u0131n\u0131 bir k\u0259nara qoyub b\u0259lk\u0259 \u00e7ay s\u00fcz\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 el\u0259 bil indi q\u0259fl\u0259t yuxusundan ay\u0131ld\u0131: &#8211; H\u0259, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, tamam \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc itirmi\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc niy\u0259 itirirs\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tGec\u0259 gec yatm\u0131\u015fam. Yuxulu kimiy\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 tez m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di ki, C\u0259mil\u0259 ona \u0259lav\u0259 suallar verm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n<p>Aynur C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs baxa-baxa qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc. C\u0259mil\u0259 dilinin alt\u0131nda deyinm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc el\u0259 apar\u0131r ki, el\u0259 bil manat yox, dollar verir.<\/p>\n<p>Aynur qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda \u00e7antas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131\u011f\u0131 z\u0259rfi Zamana uzatd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u0130ki min\u0259 yax\u0131n pul var. Dediyin h\u0259kim\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r laz\u0131md\u0131rsa ver, qalanlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr. Amma bir \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Zaman Aynurun \u015f\u0259rtinin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259xmin el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Aynur c\u00fcml\u0259sini aramla tamamlad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tN\u0259tic\u0259ni birinci m\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. H\u0259r \u015feyi \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n m\u0259n bil\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tNarahat olmay\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Zaman yolu ke\u00e7\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n Aynur qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda g\u00f6zl\u0259di. Ev\u0259 gir\u0259nd\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259 fincan \u2013 \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7irdi.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 Aynura \u2013 Pul verm\u0259yin n\u0259 yaman uzun \u00e7\u0259kdi?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tPulu x\u0131rdalay\u0131rd\u0131m.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tN\u0259 \u0259c\u0259b g\u0259lmis\u0259n? Q\u0259fild\u0259n.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tQ\u0131z\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xd\u0131m, g\u0259ldim.<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u00c7ox qalana ox\u015fam\u0131rsan.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBu d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7ox qalacam. \u0130\u015fl\u0259rim uzun \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tAyd\u0131nd\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 g\u0259lini Lamiy\u0259y\u0259: &#8211; L\u0259taf\u0259t yoxlad\u0131 s\u0259ni?<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 qorxaraq anas\u0131na baxd\u0131: &#8211; \u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra ged\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi \u2013 Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim, bug\u00fcn getm\u0259mi\u015fdiz?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tGetmi\u015fdik . Analizl\u0259rin cavab\u0131n\u0131 iki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259yik.<\/p>\n<p>Bu zaman evin qap\u0131s\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u00fcr. Lamiy\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131r, K\u0259rim \u201c salam \u201d verib i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7ir. C\u0259mil\u0259ni qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 can\u0131na \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259 g\u0259lir. Aynura g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc birt\u0259h\u0259r \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131r. Aynura yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r, \u0259ln\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrl\u0259r.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tXo\u015f g\u0259lmisiz, Aynur bac\u0131. Nec\u0259siz?<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u00c7ox sa\u011f olun. Siz nec\u0259siz?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tYax\u015f\u0131 olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yinizi g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim. Lamiy\u0259 biz\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259yib.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 &#8211; M\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdim.<br \/>\nAynur \u2013 G\u0259lm\u0259yim d\u0259qiq olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259r el\u0259m\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131: &#8211; Vaxt\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7ox olacaq. Sonra ist\u0259diyiniz q\u0259d\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fars\u0131z. M\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u0259, K\u0259riml\u0259 t\u0259k dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Lamiy\u0259, ananla ya ota\u011f\u0131na qalx, ya da evd\u0259n bir-iki saatl\u0131q \u00e7\u0131x\u0131n. Q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng hava var.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim etiraz edir \u2013 Laz\u0131m deyil. N\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn varsa, de. Gec-tez onsuzda ham\u0131 bil\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\nAynur \u2013 N\u0259yi?<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 anas\u0131na \u2013 Biz yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaq. G\u00f6zl\u0259, \u0259ynimi d\u0259yi\u015fim, g\u0259lir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259yl\u0259 anas\u0131 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanacan K\u0259rim d\u0259, C\u0259mil\u0259 d\u0259 susdular. <!--more--><\/p>\n<p>*** <\/p>\n<p>Eldarla Qadir evl\u0259ri makler\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdil\u0259r. Makler evl\u0259r\u0259 qiym\u0259t qoydu. \u018flind\u0259 olan ba\u015fqa ikim\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li h\u0259y\u0259t evini d\u0259 Eldara g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Ev Eldar\u0131n \u00e7ox xo\u015funa g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.<br \/>\nGeni\u015f h\u0259y\u0259tini g\u0259zib, raz\u0131 halda dedi: &#8211; \u018fla, al\u0131ram bu evi. Ged\u0259k banka.<br \/>\nMakler \u2013 Pulu bug\u00fcn k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259ksiz?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tH\u0259. Evi t\u0259mir etm\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyyac yoxdur. H\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 sonra da \u0259l g\u0259zdir\u0259rik.<\/p>\n<p>Qadir \u2013 Xeyirli olsun.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Olsun&#8230;Qadir, s\u0259nin evini t\u0259mizl\u0259y\u0259n qad\u0131n\u0131 bug\u00fcn bura g\u0259tir\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n? N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r laz\u0131md\u0131rsa ver\u0259r\u0259m. Bir az \u0259l g\u0259zdirsin otaqlara, b\u0259sdi.<\/p>\n<p>Qadir \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131. <\/p>\n<p>*** <\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 anas\u0131yla ev\u0259 yax\u0131n restorana g\u0259ldil\u0259r. Nahar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Lamiy\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n da yerin\u0259 yem\u0259k sifari\u015f verdi.<br \/>\nAynur \u2013 Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u0259m, C\u0259mil\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 ild\u0259n sonra al\u0259mi niy\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 qat\u0131r?<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; G\u00fcnahlar\u0131d\u0131r, yava\u015f-yava\u015f qaba\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. M\u0259nim qorxum C\u0259mil\u0259 L\u0259taf\u0259tl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015far, onda al\u0259mi el\u0259 qatacaq ki, yansam da k\u00fcl\u00fcm \u0259l\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Zamana n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r verdin?<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u0130ki min dollar. Havay\u0131 getdi pullar\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 anas\u0131ndan incidi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tHavay\u0131 niy\u0259?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tGuya u\u015faq S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n olsa neyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n? Axmaq q\u0131zsan. Fidan s\u0259n\u0259 u\u015faq ver\u0259ndi?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tVer\u0259c\u0259k. \u018frin\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015fsam, q\u00fcrurlu ki\u015fidir, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 qaytaracaq.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tS\u0259f\u0259r q\u0259bul ed\u0259c\u0259k, buralarda ol. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 birinci onun \u0259ri verm\u0259z.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tVer\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u018fslind\u0259 s\u0259nin davan u\u015faq davas\u0131 deyil.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tN\u0259di?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tOnu s\u0259n bil\u0259rs\u0259n.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tKa\u015f o vaxt s\u0259ni e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259ydim. \u0130ndi o\u011flum yan\u0131mdayd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tS\u0259n ka\u015f o vaxt \u0259rin\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259din. \u0130ndi S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 s\u0259ni ba\u011flayan n\u0259ys\u0259 var\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 anas\u0131na g\u00f6zl\u0259rini s\u00fcz\u0259nd\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131dak\u0131 masada onunla \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib \u0259riyl\u0259 \u015firin-\u015firin s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259n Ayb\u0259nizi g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Ayb\u0259niz d\u0259 Lamiy\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Lamiy\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131yla bald\u0131z\u0131na salam verib, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>*** <\/p>\n<p>Zaman x\u0259st\u0259xanaya gir\u0259nd\u0259 onu izl\u0259y\u0259n Qadir d\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259xanaya girdi. Zaman d\u0259hlizd\u0259 \u0259ynin\u0259 a\u011f x\u0259l\u0259t geyinmi\u015f bir ki\u015fiyl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdi. Zaman cibind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131\u011f\u0131 z\u0259rfi ki\u015fiy\u0259 verdi. Ki\u015fi raz\u0131 halda Zamanla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ayr\u0131ld\u0131. Qadir x\u0259st\u0259xanadan Zamandan \u0259vv\u0259l \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Telefonunu cibind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259ri y\u0131\u011fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tAllo. Bac\u0131o\u011flu nec\u0259s\u0259n? \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, salamat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131r. S\u0259n\u0259 i\u015fim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. H\u0259, el\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259diyin x\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131ndayam. Yax\u015f\u0131, g\u0259lir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Qadir x\u0259st\u0259xanaya gir\u0259nd\u0259 Zaman \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 baxan K\u0259rim\u0259 oturma\u011f\u0131 t\u0259klif etdi: &#8211; B\u0259lk\u0259 oturasan, \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259k.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f baxmad\u0131: &#8211; Bird\u0259f\u0259lik s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc de, \u00e7\u0131x get. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259m \u00e7atm\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tS\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131san?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBug\u00fcn dan\u0131\u015facam.M\u0259nim kimi o da anas\u0131n\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu \u00f6yr\u0259nsin.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tLaz\u0131m deyil. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, o\u011flumla aramdak\u0131 p\u0259rd\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259rim C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 baxd\u0131: &#8211; Aradak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fcs\u0259n. Hans\u0131 p\u0259rd\u0259d\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\tS\u0259ni biab\u0131r ed\u0259r\u0259m. N\u0259slinin-k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxa da bilm\u0259rs\u0259n.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBuyur. H\u0259r halda qad\u0131n zorlatd\u0131ran m\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fam. \u0130\u015fimd\u0259n d\u0259 ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam. Daha m\u0259mur arvad\u0131 deyils\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Bu vaxt evin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tez-tez d\u00f6y\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. El\u0259 bil kims\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sirdi. K\u0259rim qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r salams\u0131z-k\u0259lams\u0131z ev\u0259 girdi: &#8211; Lamiy\u0259 hardad\u0131r?<br \/>\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Anas\u0131yla getdi. N\u0259 olub?<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi: &#8211; Anas\u0131?<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 &#8211; Atanla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q dey\u0259 anas\u0131yla getdi.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Sual\u0131ma cavab ver g\u00f6r\u00fcm niy\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bis\u0259n?<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r anas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131 : &#8211; Ana, atam\u0131n T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 z\u0259ng etdiyini s\u0259n\u0259 kim deyib?<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 &#8211; Arvad\u0131n. S\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259nd\u0259 ki, o ilan\u0131 vaxt\u0131nda ba\u015f\u0131ndan r\u0259dd el\u0259, e\u015fitmirs\u0259n. Sonra hamil\u0259 qalacaq, onda he\u00e7 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Amma bilm\u0259yimd\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 oldu. Kimin kim oldu\u011funu bildik.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 &#8211; \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 \u201c sa\u011f ol \u201d deyir\u0259m. \u018fsl \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc indi-indi g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. <\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Siz bunun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bo\u015fan\u0131rs\u0131z?<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 &#8211; H\u0259.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Yox, anan\u0131n x\u0259yan\u0259ti \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 &#8211; N\u0259?<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 N\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259ti? Ana, s\u0259n atama&#8230;.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 K\u0259rim\u0259: &#8211; Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da bilmirs\u0259n. Ne\u00e7\u0259 il m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 sadiq qalm\u0131\u015fam, o\u011fluma-q\u0131z\u0131ma ana olmu\u015fam. X\u0259yan\u0259t n\u0259di?<br \/>\nK\u0259rim kinay\u0259 il\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di: &#8211; Ay b\u0259db\u0259xt, el\u0259 bilirs\u0259n x\u0259yan\u0259t ancaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc adamlarla olur? S\u0259n \u0259rin\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t ed\u0259n qad\u0131nlardan da bet\u0259rs\u0259n.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r atas\u0131na \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fir.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tS\u0259n n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? He\u00e7 olmasa h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131n.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Ananla n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n olsaq, bir o q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Anan dediyin bu qad\u0131n T\u0259hmin\u0259nin d\u0259, Fidan\u0131n da qa\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259\u015fkil edib. T\u0259hmin\u0259ni zorlatd\u0131r\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu, divana \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb, \u0259liyl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tutdu. S\u0259f\u0259r e\u015fitdikl\u0259rin\u0259 inana bilmirdi. Diqq\u0259tl\u0259 anas\u0131na baxd\u0131, asta add\u0131mlarla yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Anas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda oturub \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tAtam d\u00fcz deyir?<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 utand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan cavab verm\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z tapa bilmirdi.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdi: &#8211; Niy\u0259 susursan? Cavab verd\u0259.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Adam\u0131n g\u0259r\u0259k dili olsun ki, cavab versin.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 o\u011fluna \u2013 M\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt dem\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m Fidan\u0131 zorlas\u0131nlar.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131: &#8211; S\u0259n n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? S\u0259n o adamlar\u0131 hardan tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n ax\u0131? Zorlamaq n\u0259di?<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131: &#8211; Qurban olum o\u011flum, m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tDaha s\u0259n adda anam yoxdur. Yoxsan bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\n&#8211;\tYalvar\u0131ram, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259rim C\u0259mil\u0259nin qolundan tutdu, yerd\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259 onu qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259tirdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tUtanmaz-utanmaz ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla deyir.Dur, dur r\u0259dd ol. G\u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r cans\u0131z heyk\u0259l kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yer\u0259 zill\u0259mi\u015fdi. Anas\u0131n\u0131n yalvar\u0131\u015f dolu q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitmirdi, atas\u0131n\u0131n anas\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 kobudlu\u011funu g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc.K\u0259rim C\u0259mil\u0259ni h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 it\u0259l\u0259yib qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 K\u0259rim\u0259 qar\u011f\u0131\u015f el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; Allah s\u0259ni nec\u0259 bilir el\u0259 el\u0259sin K\u0259rim. S\u0259n m\u0259ni b\u0259db\u0259xt el\u0259din. Allah s\u0259ni b\u0259db\u0259xt el\u0259sin.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259rim qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ovuclar\u0131nda s\u0131x\u0131b g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 o\u011flundan gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259rin d\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 yana\u011f\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. S\u0259f\u0259r atas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. \u018fliyl\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rini \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n aralad\u0131. K\u0259rim o\u011flunu qucaqlad\u0131, h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr ata-bala a\u011flad\u0131lar. <\/p>\n<p>*** <\/p>\n<p>Ayb\u0259nizin tez-tez qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n El\u00e7in bir az q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndi: &#8211; S\u0259n b\u0259yaqdan hara bax\u0131rsan?<br \/>\n&#8211;\t\u0130lan g\u0259linimiz d\u0259 anas\u0131yla burdad\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 des\u0259, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yax\u015f\u0131 olmayacaq.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tFikir verm\u0259, sabah atanla dan\u0131\u015facam. Dey\u0259c\u0259m ki, pe\u015fmanam. Bizim q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z var. S\u0259n he\u00e7 raz\u0131 olarsan ki, q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z atas\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fcs\u00fcn?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tAtamla \u00f6z\u00fcm dan\u0131\u015facam. M\u0259n\u0259 bir az vaxt ver.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBird\u0259 Ayb\u0259niz, m\u0259nim bir az borcum var.<\/p>\n<p>Ayb\u0259niz t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi: &#8211; N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r?<br \/>\nEl\u00e7in \u2013 \u00c7ox deyil, iyirmi min.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tEl\u00e7in, n\u0259 etmis\u0259n ki, bu q\u0259d\u0259r borcun olub?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tS\u0259n m\u0259ni at\u0131b ged\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc itirdim. Qumara qur\u015fand\u0131m. Q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n can\u0131na and olsun, bir d\u0259 oynamayacam.<\/p>\n<p>Bu vaxt Lamiy\u0259 Ayb\u0259nizgilin masas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tNu\u015f olsun.<\/p>\n<p>Ayb\u0259niz Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 cavab verm\u0259di.<br \/>\nEl\u00e7in \u2013 \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol. Buyurun qona\u011f\u0131m\u0131z olun.<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz El\u00e7in\u0259 t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs baxd\u0131.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol. Biz doymu\u015fuq. \u015eadam ki, daha bo\u015fanm\u0131rs\u0131z. Baxmada ail\u0259 da\u011f\u0131tmaq asan m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 deyil.<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz \u2013 D\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n, bac\u0131-qarda\u015f ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamaq i\u015find\u0259 ustay\u0131q.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 nazlana-nazlana Ayb\u0259nizgilin masas\u0131ndan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. Restoran\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n anas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; K\u0259rimovlar ail\u0259sinin i\u00e7ind\u0259 babat adam varsa, o da S\u0259f\u0259rdir. Taksiyl\u0259 ged\u0259k, g\u00f6r\u0259k evd\u0259ki ab\u0131-hava nec\u0259dir.<\/p>\n<p>*** <\/p>\n<p>Taksi ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 evin qaba\u011f\u0131nda saxlad\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda yer\u0259 s\u0259rilmi\u015f a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Qon\u015fulardan bir-iki qad\u0131n onun ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tSiz\u0259 n\u0259 olub? \u00c7\u0259kilin, imkan verin.<\/p>\n<p>Aynur q\u0131z\u0131yla birg\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259nin qolundan tutdular.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 &#8211; Ev\u0259 niy\u0259 girmirsiz?<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya: &#8211; M\u0259ni \u00f6z evim\u0259 apar\u0131n. \u00d6z evim\u0259 apar\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259gil C\u0259mil\u0259ni anas\u0131yla birg\u0259 g\u0259ldikl\u0259ri taksiy\u0259 mindirdil\u0259r. \u00d6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 onunla birg\u0259 taksiy\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Eldar Qadirl\u0259 sevin\u0259-sevin\u0259 binaya girdil\u0259r. Birlikd\u0259 lift\u0259 mindil\u0259r. <\/p>\n<p>Qadir \u2013 Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lin bac\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr, g\u0259l biz\u0259. Anam s\u0259nd\u0259n b\u0259rk inciyir.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Camal mikrobundan can\u0131m\u0131 qurtar\u0131m g\u0259l\u0259rik. U\u015faqlara g\u00f6r\u0259 narahatam. Onun arxas\u0131nda kim dayan\u0131r, onu kim pulnan t\u0259min edir, bilmir\u0259m. G\u0259r\u0259k o vaxt onu \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259ydim. Anas\u0131na yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259ldi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBizd\u0259 bir o\u011flan var. Ad\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitm\u0259mi\u015f olmarsan. Cin H\u0259s\u0259n deyir ham\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tE\u015fitmi\u015f\u0259m. N\u0259 laz\u0131m olsa, yerin alt\u0131nda da olsa tap\u0131r. Onunla s\u0259ni tan\u0131\u015f ed\u0259r\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tOlar.<\/p>\n<p>Liftin qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Eldargil m\u0259nzil\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fanda qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r. Eldar h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259 Fidan\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, n\u0259 d\u0259 o\u011flunu. Qadir yataq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di. Ya\u015fara aid he\u00e7 n\u0259 yox idi. Fidan\u0131n \u00e7amadan\u0131 yerd\u0259ydi. Qadir Eldar\u0131n yan\u0131na qay\u0131td\u0131. Eldar hirsind\u0259n telefonu ovcunda s\u0131xd\u0131: &#8211; Z\u0259ng \u00e7atm\u0131r.<br \/>\nQadir \u2013 Fidan\u0131n \u00e7amadanlar\u0131 yerind\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tB\u0259s u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n?<br \/>\n&#8211;\tU\u015fa\u011f\u0131n \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 yoxdur.<\/p>\n<p>Bu zaman Eldar\u0131n mobil telefonuna gizli n\u00f6mr\u0259d\u0259n z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. Eldar telefona cavab verdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tAllo.<br \/>\nQar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n Camal\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fidildi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tSalam Eldar m\u00fc\u0259llim. <\/p>\n<p>Eldar \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n di\u015fl\u0259rini q\u0131cad\u0131: &#8211; Ay s\u0259ni \u0259claf!&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\tBu olmad\u0131 ki!&#8230;Z\u0259ng el\u0259dim deyim ki, narahat olma. Arvad-u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n el\u0259 bil ki, m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259man\u0259tdir. G\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259yim kimi qoruyub saxlayacam. <\/p>\n<p>Eldar Camal\u0131 h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259di: &#8211; Fidana toxunsan s\u0259ni diri-diri do\u011frayacam.<br \/>\nCamal \u2013 Dedim ax\u0131, \u0259man\u0259tdir. Bilirs\u0259n \u0259man\u0259t n\u0259dir? \u0130ndi \u0259s\u0259bis\u0259n, \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rini cilovla, s\u0259h\u0259r yen\u0259 y\u0131\u011facam. Polis\u0259-zada z\u0259ng el\u0259m\u0259. Onda \u0259man\u0259tini qoruya bilm\u0259r\u0259m&#8230; Qorxdu\u011fun ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ard\u0131 var&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>C\u0259mil\u0259nin verdiyi suala Lamiy\u0259 cavab ver\u0259 bilm\u0259di, qorxusundan udqundu. Cavab verm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00f6z tapa bilmirdi. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n yerin\u0259 Aynur cavab verdi, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirm\u0259di. 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