{"id":18718,"date":"2016-03-11T15:00:54","date_gmt":"2016-03-11T11:00:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18718"},"modified":"2016-03-11T21:03:35","modified_gmt":"2016-03-11T17:03:35","slug":"elnur-r%c9%99suloglu-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18718","title":{"rendered":"Elnur R\u018fSULO\u011eLU.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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M\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m<\/p>\n

Aprelin axr\u0131yd\u0131, son g\u00fcnl\u0259riydi.
\nHava isti idi, s\u0259ma t\u0259rt\u0259miz.
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f g\u00f6yd\u0259n yer\u0259 od \u0259l\u0259yirdi
\nK\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz, q\u0259md\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n is\u0259 bu zaman t\u0259rimi silib
\nYolda deyinirdim: \u201c\u00dcr\u0259k dayan\u0131r.
\nEl\u0259 bil g\u00f6yl\u0259 yer ba\u015f-ba\u015fa verib,
\nG\u00f6y kimi od tutub yerl\u0259r d\u0259 yan\u0131r\u201d.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131q. Yollar boyunca,
\nG\u00f6r a\u011fcaqay\u0131nlar nec\u0259 \u0259kilib.
\nOnlar\u0131n alt\u0131nda otrub doyunca,
\nK\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 yol\u00e7u dinc\u0259lib.<\/p>\n

A\u011fcaqay\u0131nlar\u0131n alt\u0131nda yen\u0259
\nYol\u00e7ular oturub n\u0259f\u0259sin d\u0259rir.
\nOturmaq ar g\u0259lir b\u0259zil\u0259rin\u0259,
\nAyaq \u00fcst\u0259 durub n\u0259f\u0259sin d\u0259rir.<\/p>\n

Dan\u0131\u015fa bils\u0259ydi, a\u011fcaqay\u0131nlar
\nBiz\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7ard\u0131.
\nBil, dil\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259ydi, a\u011fcaqay\u0131nlar
\nBurdan ke\u00e7mi\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7ard\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bir saatdan da art\u0131q yoldayam,
\nBitib-t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259yir uzanan yollar.
\nD\u00f6ng\u0259ni d\u00f6n\u00fcr\u0259m, sa\u011f yox, soldayam,
\nQurtarmaq bilm\u0259yir uzanan yollar. <\/p>\n

G\u00f6r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yol var qar\u015f\u0131da h\u0259l\u0259,
\nB\u0259li, m\u0259n bu yolda daha yol\u00e7uyam.
\nBa\u015fqas\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr, n\u0259d\u0259ndir bel\u0259,
\nYoxsa m\u0259n bu yolda t\u0259nha yol\u00e7uyam?<\/p>\n

H\u0259r yer\u0259 arxamca k\u00f6lg\u0259m s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr,
\nN\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 can\u0131m\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb t\u0259la\u015f.
\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim tez-tez d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr,
\nFikirl\u0259rim m\u0259n\u0259 olubdur yolda\u015f. <\/p>\n

M\u0259nc\u0259, olsa da d\u00fcz, \u0259yri-\u00fcyr\u00fc d\u0259,
\nYollar hey uzanan qollara b\u0259nz\u0259r.
\nYer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259r bir insan \u00f6mr\u00fc d\u0259,
\nSonu bilinm\u0259y\u0259n yollara b\u0259nz\u0259r.<\/p>\n

M\u0259kt\u0259b yollar\u0131na ayaq basanda,<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil yenid\u0259n u\u015faqla\u015f\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

U\u015faq s\u0259sl\u0259rin\u0259 qulaq asanda,<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdimd\u0259n, q\u0259mimd\u0259n uzaqla\u015f\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Bir anl\u0131\u011fa an\u0131b o ill\u0259ri m\u0259n,<\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr kitab\u0131m\u0131 varaqlay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n sonra g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259sill\u0259ri m\u0259n,<\/p>\n

H\u0259yat yollar\u0131nda soraqlay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Bu h\u0259yat yollar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259tind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259tin,<\/p>\n

G\u0259r\u0259kdir bu yolda m\u00fcbariz olmaq.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259iflik g\u00f6st\u0259rs\u0259n, olmasan m\u0259tin,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin qism\u0259tindir qul, k\u0259niz olmaq.<\/p>\n

Qulaqlar\u0131 s\u0259sd\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yolda,<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n torpaqlar\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r bizi.<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n bir a\u011facd\u0131r, onda bu halda,<\/p>\n

Qurdlar i\u00e7imizd\u0259n da\u011f\u0131d\u0131r bizi.<\/p>\n

Hardand\u0131r bizl\u0259rd\u0259, hardand\u0131r yadl\u0131q,<\/p>\n

Do\u011fma qarda\u015f\u0131ma nec\u0259 \u201cyad\u201d deyim?<\/p>\n

K\u0259d\u0259rli g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldib \u015fadl\u0131q,<\/p>\n

Bayram libas\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259n nec\u0259 geyim?<\/p>\n

Yurdda\u015flar\u0131m k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn, qa\u00e7q\u0131n, did\u0259rgin,<\/p>\n

Qaraba\u011fdan s\u00fcrg\u00fcn edibl\u0259r bizi.<\/p>\n

Dan\u0131\u015fa bilmir\u0259m, \u0259s\u0259bim g\u0259rgin,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z \u0259ll\u0259rimizl\u0259 didibl\u0259r bizi.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z \u0259ll\u0259rimizl\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131blar bizi,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 vaxt b\u00fct\u00f6v yumruq olaca\u011f\u0131q biz?<\/p>\n

\u00c7oxdand\u0131r bir k\u00fcnc\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131blar bizi,<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131rda v\u0259t\u0259nsiz qalaca\u011f\u0131q biz.<\/p>\n

Havan\u0131n ax\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259nir bird\u0259n,<\/p>\n

N\u0259\u011fm\u0259 deyib \u0259sir isti k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bir bax\u0131n, bir bax\u0131n, c\u0259nub t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Buraya t\u0259l\u0259sir isti k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Burda hakim olmu\u015f isti k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r,<\/p>\n

Yuxudan oyatd\u0131 tozu, torpa\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018fsib cana doymu\u015f isti k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r,<\/p>\n

Qald\u0131r\u0131b oynatd\u0131 tozu, torpa\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130sti k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rin d\u00f6vr\u00fc az oldu,<\/p>\n

Taca zorla sahib olanlar kimi.<\/p>\n

\u0130sti k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rin \u00f6mr\u00fc az oldu,<\/p>\n

\u015eayi\u0259l\u0259r kimi, yalanlar kimi.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131q m\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015far ota\u011f\u0131mdayam,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm kimi sad\u0259, \u00e7illi\u00e7\u0131raqban.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 s\u00f6z verib dedim: \u201cYazacam,<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n, \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131mdan\u201d.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

M\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m Aprelin axr\u0131yd\u0131, son g\u00fcnl\u0259riydi. Hava isti idi, s\u0259ma t\u0259rt\u0259miz. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f g\u00f6yd\u0259n yer\u0259 od \u0259l\u0259yirdi K\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz, q\u0259md\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz. M\u0259n is\u0259 bu zaman t\u0259rimi silib Yolda deyinirdim: \u201c\u00dcr\u0259k dayan\u0131r. El\u0259 bil g\u00f6yl\u0259 yer ba\u015f-ba\u015fa verib, G\u00f6y kimi od tutub yerl\u0259r d\u0259 yan\u0131r\u201d. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131q. Yollar boyunca, G\u00f6r a\u011fcaqay\u0131nlar nec\u0259 \u0259kilib. Onlar\u0131n alt\u0131nda otrub […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18718","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18718","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18718"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18718\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18724,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18718\/revisions\/18724"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18718"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18718"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18718"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}