{"id":18770,"date":"2016-03-14T14:00:05","date_gmt":"2016-03-14T10:00:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18770"},"modified":"2016-03-14T16:28:36","modified_gmt":"2016-03-14T12:28:36","slug":"gunel-%c9%99liyeva-m%c9%99n-niy%c9%99-xosb%c9%99xt%c9%99m-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18770","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel \u018fL\u0130YEVA.”M\u0259n niy\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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U\u015faqlar, ev\u0259 verdiyim in\u015fan\u0131 yazm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?
\nEl\u0259ys\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131” M\u0259n niy\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m” adl\u0131 in\u015fan\u0131 oxusun v\u0259 in\u015falar\u0131 m\u00fczakir\u0259 ed\u0259k.
\nH\u0259r insan\u0131n h\u0259yata bax\u0131\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik haqda sizin d\u0259 fikirl\u0259rinizi b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yinizi ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
\n-Lal\u0259 ,s\u0259n \u0259lini qald\u0131rmad\u0131n. \u0130n\u015fan\u0131 niy\u0259 yazmam\u0131san ?Bu ki \u00e7ox m\u00fch\u00fcm, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc ,m\u00f6vzudur .
\n-M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, m\u0259n yaza bilm\u0259dim.
\n-Ax\u0131 niy\u0259 ?Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik insan\u0131n daxilind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259sdir .O s\u0259nd\u0259, o m\u0259nd\u0259 -o h\u0259r birimizd\u0259 ,ona sahibl\u0259nm\u0259k ,\u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259sin yan\u0131nda qala bil\u0259r. -S\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikl\u0259 dost, sirda\u015f, h\u0259md\u0259m olmaq ist\u0259m\u0259dinmi he\u00e7?
\n-\u0130st\u0259dim, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259! Amma o m\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr .He\u00e7 m\u0259niml\u0259 qalmaq da ist\u0259mir. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n insana dost olmaz.
\n-Bilirs\u0259n, Lal\u0259, dost yaln\u0131z s\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n deyil, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259nin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn insand\u0131r. S\u0259nin d\u0259 onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259yin laz\u0131md\u0131r .
\n-D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ,m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, h\u0259r g\u00fcn onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m .Dua edir\u0259m ki, m\u0259nim d\u0259 yan\u0131mda qals\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik .M\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lsin. Lakin o he\u00e7 vaxt g\u0259lmir m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f.
\n-G\u0259l sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik haqda fikirl\u0259rini dinl\u0259y\u0259k .B\u0259lk\u0259, ondan sonra s\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259slind\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt oldu\u011funun f\u0259rqin\u0259 vararsan.
\n-Yax\u015f\u0131, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259.
\n-N\u0259zrin ,s\u0259n niy\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xts\u0259n?
\n-Atam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 sevdiyim oyuncaqlar\u0131 al\u0131r .M\u0259ni parka ,g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 apar\u0131r. Atam\u0131n pulu \u00e7oxdur. N\u0259 ist\u0259s\u0259m h\u0259diyy\u0259 edir m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn .Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m.
\n-M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259
\n-Buyur, Lal\u0259!
\n-Amma bizim imkan\u0131m\u0131z yoxdur .Kas\u0131b\u0131q, atam f\u0259hl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yib, min bir \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k pulu qazan\u0131r. M\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ba\u015fqa u\u015faqlar\u0131n oyuncaqlar\u0131na, b\u0259z\u0259kli paltarlar\u0131na baxanda ”Ka\u015f m\u0259nim d\u0259 bel\u0259 pal- paltar\u0131m, oyuncaqlar\u0131m olard\u0131” dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m .\u018fg\u0259r arzuma \u00e7atm\u0131ramsa nec\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259t ola bil\u0259r\u0259m?
\n-Lal\u0259, s\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xts\u0259n.
\n-Xo\u015fb\u0259xt deyil\u0259m ,m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259.
\n-El\u0259ys\u0259 g\u0259l Emilin xo\u015fb\u0259xt olma s\u0259b\u0259bini dinl\u0259y\u0259k .B\u0259lk\u0259 ,onda xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyinin f\u0259rqin\u0259 vara bildin.
\nM\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki anam yan\u0131mdad\u0131r .Atam\u0131 itir\u0259nd\u0259 c\u0259mi 5 ya\u015f\u0131m var idi. Aradan 2 il ke\u00e7ib. Anam deyir ki, atam c\u0259bhh\u0259 b\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olub. Erm\u0259nini \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb. Ba\u015fqa u\u015faqlar kimi m\u0259n d\u0259 atam\u0131n yan\u0131mda olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m .Amma h\u0259m d\u0259 onunla f\u0259xr edir\u0259m. M\u0259nim atam q\u0259hr\u0259mand\u0131, igiddi, c\u0259surdu .M\u0259n buna g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m. H\u0259r zaman atamla q\u00fcrur duyacam.
\n-Lal\u0259 ,n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n?
\n-M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m.
\n-Ax\u0131 s\u0259nin atan ,anan yan\u0131ndad\u0131r. Xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bundan b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259b\u0259b var, s\u0259nc\u0259?
\n-M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 ,ax\u0131 m\u0259n he\u00e7 onlar\u0131n \u00fczl\u0259rini doyunca g\u00f6r\u0259 bilmir\u0259m .Atam kimi anam da h\u0259r g\u00fcn i\u015fd\u0259 olur .Qon\u015fumuz Fatim\u0259 xalan\u0131n evini t\u0259mizl\u0259yir. Ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 yor\u011fun olur .M\u0259n\u0259 vaxt ay\u0131rm\u0131r he\u00e7.
\n-Lal\u0259, indi m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6z h\u0259yat hekay\u0259mi dan\u0131\u015facam .M\u0259nc\u0259 ,bundan sonra fikirl\u0259rin tamamil\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259k.
\nS\u0259rt q\u0131\u015f m\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fcyd\u00fc .D\u0259li ruzigar sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 yolurdu .Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f damlalar\u0131 sanki \u00fcz\u0259rimiz\u0259 deyil ,\u00fcr\u0259yimiz\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 .G\u0259l\u0259n soyuq yell\u0259r \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 bir k\u0259d\u0259rli il d\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259kdi \u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259. 1O ya\u015f\u0131m tamam olurdu h\u0259min g\u00fcn.
\nAnam m\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 tiki\u015f fabrikin\u0259 aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nBu g\u00fcn m\u0259vacibimi alacam ,ged\u0259k ,i\u015fim qurtandan sonra s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 alacam ,q\u0131z\u0131m .Ax\u0131 bu g\u00fcn s\u0259nin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u00fcr.
\nO g\u00fcn sevincimd\u0259n yer\u0259- g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131m .Atam fiziki q\u00fcsurlu oldu\u011fu u\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bilmirdi. Evin b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fck\u00fc anam\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ydi .O ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 maa\u015fla h\u0259m ail\u0259ni doland\u0131r\u0131r ,h\u0259m d\u0259 atam\u0131n d\u0259rmanlar\u0131na, m\u00fcalic\u0259sin\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edirdi .Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt n\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 ,n\u0259 d\u0259 bac\u0131ma,qarda\u015f\u0131ma h\u0259diyy\u0259 alma\u011fa pulu \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131 .Qon\u015fular\u0131m\u0131z u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6hn\u0259 paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 biz\u0259 verirdil\u0259r v\u0259 biz d\u0259 o paltarlar\u0131 geyinirdik .He\u00e7 vaxt t\u0259z\u0259 paltar\u0131m\u0131z olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 .Amma bu g\u00fcn anam m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 paltar alacaqd\u0131 .H\u0259m d\u0259 a\u011f r\u0259ngd\u0259 ,b\u0259mb\u0259yaz .M\u0259n bu paltar\u0131 m\u0259kt\u0259bimizin yeni il \u015f\u0259nliyin\u0259 geyin\u0259c\u0259kdim .\u00c7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt idim .Ax\u0131 h\u0259r yeni ild\u0259 u\u015faqlar t\u0259z\u0259 geyinirdil\u0259r .Biz u\u015faq olmasaq bel\u0259. Bizim ruhumuz u\u015faqk\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc .Amma ax\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259rin daxilind\u0259ki u\u015faqlar daha k\u00f6vr\u0259k olurlar.
\nQ\u0131z\u0131m ,i\u015f bitdi gedim maa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131m m\u00fcdird\u0259n .Sonra ged\u0259k s\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z verdiyim h\u0259diyy\u0259ni al\u0131m .
\n-Aysel xan\u0131m ke\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 tikdiyiniz paltar \u0259n h\u00f6rm\u0259tli ,z\u0259ngin m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259rimizin xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259yib .Bu b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0259bah\u0259tdir .Siz\u0259 bu ay\u0131n maa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m .Bir d\u0259 bel\u0259 s\u0259hv etm\u0259yin. El\u0259 edin ki ,h\u00f6rm\u0259tli m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259rimiz b\u0259y\u0259nsin \u0259l i\u015finizi.
\n-Ax\u0131 m\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r i\u015f g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m bir ay .Bir ”h\u00f6rm\u0259tli” ,varl\u0131 m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259rinin z\u00f6vq\u00fcn\u0259, \u0259slind\u0259 z\u00f6vqs\u00fczl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259nim pulumu niy\u0259 k\u0259sirsiniz? Allahdan qorxun!
\n-S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc dedim m\u0259n .El\u0259 etm\u0259 ki ,qovum s\u0259ni i\u015fd\u0259n d\u0259 bird\u0259f\u0259lik.
\n-Q\u0131z\u0131m ,ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc tuta bilm\u0259dim.
\n-Eybi yox, anacan, can\u0131n sa\u011f olsun, \u0259sas s\u0259nin, atam\u0131n -ail\u0259mizin mehribanl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. Allah bizi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 mehriban etsin .
\n-Q\u0131z\u0131m, m\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 ana ola bilm\u0259dim .Bu il d\u0259 ad g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dim \u0259n sevdiyin paltar\u0131.
\n-Ana, a\u011flama!
\n-Alo, Aysel xan\u0131m ,G\u00fcnay m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259dir dan\u0131\u015fan. Bu g\u00fcn M\u0259tan\u0259ti m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259yin .M\u0259nim i\u015fim \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259y\u0259 yola d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m ,Yeni ili ke\u00e7ir\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik ,\u00fcz\u00fcrl\u00fc say\u0131n.
\n-Ana, \u00e7ox sevindim .
\n-Niy\u0259 ,q\u0131z\u0131m ,ax\u0131 s\u0259n yeni ili m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 ke\u00e7irm\u0259yi \u00e7ox sevirdin .
\n-Ana ,amma h\u0259r il u\u015faqlar m\u0259nd\u0259n niy\u0259 bayramda t\u0259z\u0259 paltar almirsan dey\u0259 soru\u015fanda \u00e7ox pis olurdum. Utan\u0131rd\u0131m .<\/p>\n

-N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki bu il bayram\u0131 ke\u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik .
\n-Q\u0131z\u0131m ,s\u0259n m\u0259l\u0259ks\u0259n. S\u0259ni \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m .<\/p>\n

-H\u0259, Lal\u0259 indi xo\u015fb\u0259xts\u0259n ?Yoxsa, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt olma\u011fa s\u0259b\u0259bin yoxdur?
\n-M\u0259tan\u0259t m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, b\u0259li ,m\u0259n \u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m. Ax\u0131 m\u0259nim sizin kimi b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcr\u0259kli m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259m var. Anam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ala bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n il ad g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 sevdiyim paltar\u0131 h\u0259diyy\u0259 etmi\u015fdi .Xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m m\u0259n .Bax buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m .
\n-U\u015faqlar ,xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik n\u0259 pulda ,n\u0259 var d\u00f6vl\u0259td\u0259dir. \u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xo\u015fb\u0259xt etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n and\u0131r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

U\u015faqlar, ev\u0259 verdiyim in\u015fan\u0131 yazm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z? El\u0259ys\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131” M\u0259n niy\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m” adl\u0131 in\u015fan\u0131 oxusun v\u0259 in\u015falar\u0131 m\u00fczakir\u0259 ed\u0259k. H\u0259r insan\u0131n h\u0259yata bax\u0131\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik haqda sizin d\u0259 fikirl\u0259rinizi b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yinizi ist\u0259yir\u0259m. -Lal\u0259 ,s\u0259n \u0259lini qald\u0131rmad\u0131n. \u0130n\u015fan\u0131 niy\u0259 yazmam\u0131san ?Bu ki \u00e7ox m\u00fch\u00fcm, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc ,m\u00f6vzudur . -M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, m\u0259n yaza bilm\u0259dim. -Ax\u0131 niy\u0259 ?Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik insan\u0131n daxilind\u0259n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18770","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18770","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18770"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18770\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18773,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18770\/revisions\/18773"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18770"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18770"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18770"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}