{"id":18789,"date":"2016-03-15T10:00:53","date_gmt":"2016-03-15T06:00:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18789"},"modified":"2016-03-15T10:49:51","modified_gmt":"2016-03-15T06:49:51","slug":"mayis%c9%99-%c9%99s%c9%99dullaqizi-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-15","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18789","title":{"rendered":"Mayis\u0259 \u018fS\u018fDULLAQIZI.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"mxe\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar v\u0259 Jurnalistl\u0259r Birlikl\u0259rinin \u00fczv\u00fc,
\n\u201c\u0130ctimaiyy\u0259t v\u0259 t\u0259hsil\u201d q\u0259zetinin t\u0259sis\u00e7isi v\u0259 ba\u015f redaktoru<\/p>\n

BU H\u018fYAT YOLUNDA<\/p>\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ri varaqlam\u0131\u015fam,
\nNe\u00e7\u0259 \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259ri oraqlam\u0131\u015fam,
\nNe\u00e7\u0259 sev\u0259nl\u0259ri soraqlam\u0131\u015fam,
\nHe\u00e7 dem\u0259 na\u015f\u0131yam, ruhum bir incim,
\nD\u00fcnya sevncimd\u0259n olub bir \u0259l\u00e7im.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n sev\u0259n biriy\u0259m, s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131yam,
\nC\u00fct qo\u015fa qanada, g\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131yam,
\nK\u0259d\u0259ri, q\u00fcss\u0259ni atma\u011fa n\u0259 var,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yi sevgiyl\u0259 vuran insan\u0131n,
\nRuhuna bulaqt\u0259k axma\u011fa n\u0259 var?!
\nQ\u0259lbini bir s\u00f6zl\u0259 alma\u011fa n\u0259 var?!<\/p>\n

Yurdumun bu il\u0131q, od n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n ilham alaraq cilalanm\u0131\u015fam,
\nQ\u0259lbi b\u0259dxahlar\u0131n da\u015f q\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259n,
\nK\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n \u0259l\u0259md\u0259n uzaqla\u015fm\u0131\u015fam.
\n\u00c7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259, aranda g\u00fcll\u0259,
\nMe\u015f\u0259d\u0259 k\u0259klikl\u0259, ba\u011fda b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259,
\nD\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259m, da\u011flar a\u015fm\u0131\u015fam,
\nQayada bulaqla dodaqla\u015fm\u0131\u015fam.
\nUzaq s\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 yaraqla\u015fm\u0131\u015fam.
\nBu h\u0259yat yolunda bulaqla\u015fm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

K\u0259d\u0259ri, q\u00fcss\u0259ni atma\u011fa n\u0259 var,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yi sevgiyl\u0259 vuran insan\u0131n,
\nRuhuna bulaqt\u0259k axma\u011fa n\u0259 var?!
\nQ\u0259lbini bir s\u00f6zl\u0259 alma\u011fa n\u0259 var?!<\/p>\n

D\u00d6Y\u018fC\u018fM QAPINI<\/p>\n

…Bir g\u00fcn x\u0259b\u0259r el\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n,
\nD\u00f6y\u0259c\u0259m s\u0259nin qap\u0131n\u0131,
\nGizli olan m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259,
\nHeyran qoyacam ham\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir c\u00fct sev\u0259n qovu\u015facaq,
\n\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259 sevgi da\u015facaq,
\nAlov kimi al\u0131\u015facaq,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin bit\u0259n zaman\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ruhuma olmusan qida,
\n\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259 qopur min nida,
\nAllah, n\u0259dir b\u0259s bu sevda?!
\nUnudub, pisi, yaman\u0131,
\nHeyran qoyacam ham\u0131n\u0131.
\n…D\u00f6y\u0259c\u0259m s\u0259nin qap\u0131n\u0131!<\/p>\n

\u00dcR\u018fY\u0130MD\u018f SAXLARAM<\/p>\n

Milyon-milyon insanlar\u0131n
\n\u0259hat\u0259sind\u0259,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc t\u0259nha hiss edir\u0259m…
\nSanki duman
\nb\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb cahan\u0131,
\nYalan, laqeydlik,
\nx\u0259yan\u0259t g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m!
\nBacard\u0131qca qa\u00e7\u0131ram
\ninsanlardan,
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 odlu bir sevda
\nola-ola…
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 nisgil ya\u015f\u0131
\ndola-dola…<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259l\u0259n i\u015fl\u0259r xatir\u0259l\u0259r
\n adlan\u0131r,
\nOxunmu\u015f bir kitab kimi
\n qatlan\u0131r…
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn bu olanlar\u0131,
\n tale yaz\u0131s\u0131 bilmi\u015f\u0259m,
\nSonra da u\u015faq kimi,
\n \u015firin-\u015firin g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m…
\nAmma niy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu olanlardan
\n sonra,
\nS\u0259ni s\u0259nd\u0259n v\u0259 onlardan,<\/p>\n

s\u0131z\u0131ldayan can\u0131mdan \u00e7ox
\n sevdim???
\nS\u0259ni bu ruhuma n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u0131n bildim!
\nYoxsa ki, s\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn bu olanlara?
\n\u0130caz\u0259siz, suals\u0131z \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 dolanlara.
\nS\u0259ni el\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 saf sevgim\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259yib,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n \u0259l\u0259yib,
\n\u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 saxlaram!
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259, daha kim\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl a\u00e7arsan?
\nYoxsa ordan da qa\u00e7arsan?!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar v\u0259 Jurnalistl\u0259r Birlikl\u0259rinin \u00fczv\u00fc, \u201c\u0130ctimaiyy\u0259t v\u0259 t\u0259hsil\u201d q\u0259zetinin t\u0259sis\u00e7isi v\u0259 ba\u015f redaktoru BU H\u018fYAT YOLUNDA Ne\u00e7\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ri varaqlam\u0131\u015fam, Ne\u00e7\u0259 \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259ri oraqlam\u0131\u015fam, Ne\u00e7\u0259 sev\u0259nl\u0259ri soraqlam\u0131\u015fam, He\u00e7 dem\u0259 na\u015f\u0131yam, ruhum bir incim, D\u00fcnya sevncimd\u0259n olub bir \u0259l\u00e7im. M\u0259n sev\u0259n biriy\u0259m, s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131yam, C\u00fct qo\u015fa qanada, g\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131yam, K\u0259d\u0259ri, q\u00fcss\u0259ni atma\u011fa n\u0259 var, \u00dcr\u0259yi sevgiyl\u0259 vuran […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18789","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18789","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18789"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18789\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18790,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18789\/revisions\/18790"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18789"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18789"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18789"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}