{"id":18901,"date":"2016-03-22T20:26:21","date_gmt":"2016-03-22T16:26:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18901"},"modified":"2016-03-22T20:26:21","modified_gmt":"2016-03-22T16:26:21","slug":"elnur-r%c9%99suloglunu-dogum-gunu-munasib%c9%99til%c9%99-t%c9%99brik-edirik-22-mart-1982-ci-il","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18901","title":{"rendered":"Elnur R\u0259sulo\u011flunu do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259 t\u0259brik edirik! ( 22 mart 1982-ci il)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/s020.radikal.ru\/i722\/1512\/e3\/d01894917afa.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Elnur R\u018fSULO\u011eLU (\u018fliyev Elnur R\u0259sul o\u011flu) 1982-ci ild\u0259 Salyan rayonunda z\u0259hm\u0259tke\u015f ail\u0259sind\u0259 anadan olmu\u015fdur. 1988-ci ild\u0259 Salyan rayonundak\u0131 Yusif Qas\u0131mov ad\u0131na 4 sayl\u0131 tam orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin birinci sinfin\u0259 daxil olmu\u015f, 1999-cu ild\u0259 oran\u0131 bitirmi\u015fdir. Be\u015fillik fasil\u0259d\u0259n sonra \u2013 2004-c\u00fc ild\u0259 484 balla, \u00f6d\u0259ni\u015fsiz \u0259saslarla Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Pedaqoji Universitetinin filologiya fak\u00fclt\u0259sinin \u0259yani \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259bul olunmu\u015f, 2008-ci ild\u0259 is\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan dili v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat m\u00fc\u0259llimi ixtisas\u0131 alaraq ali t\u0259hsilini ba\u015fa vurmu\u015fdur. H\u0259min ild\u0259n Salyan rayonu Salman C\u0259f\u0259rov ad\u0131na Yenik\u0259nd k\u0259nd tam orta m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan dili v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat m\u00fc\u0259llimi i\u015fl\u0259yir.<br \/>\n1999-cu ild\u0259n d\u00f6vri m\u0259tbuatda m\u00fcnt\u0259z\u0259m \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f edir. M\u00fcxt\u0259lif zaman k\u0259siyind\u0259 \u201cQ\u0259l\u0259b\u0259\u201d, \u201dKredo\u201d, \u201dG\u0259nc m\u00fc\u0259llim\u201d, \u201dAysberq v\u0259 h\u0259yat\u201d, \u201dT\u0259hsil v\u0259 zaman\u201d, \u201cKaspi\u201d q\u0259zetl\u0259rind\u0259, \u201cAz\u0259rbaycan m\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201d, \u201cAz\u0259rbaycan dili v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 t\u0259drisi\u201d, \u201cUlduz\u201d jurnallar\u0131nda, \u201cwww.ayb.az\u201d, \u201cwww.dayaq.info\u201d, \u201cwww.avrasiya.info\u201d, \u201cwww.litparad.org\u201d, \u201cwww.qafqazmedia.az\u201d, \u201cwww.bizim.info\u201d, \u201cwww.azpress.az\u201d, \u201cwww.persona.az\u201d, \u201cwww.vehdet.org\u201d saytlar\u0131nda \u015feir v\u0259 m\u0259qal\u0259l\u0259ri \u00e7ap olunmu\u015fdur.<br \/>\nAil\u0259lidir. \u0130ki \u00f6vlad\u0131 \u2013 bir o\u011flu v\u0259 bir q\u0131z\u0131 var.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011f r\u0259ngi sevmir\u0259m<\/p>\n<p>A\u011f r\u0259ngi sevmir\u0259m r\u0259ngl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki a\u011f r\u0259ng qorxu, t\u0259slim r\u0259ngidir.<br \/>\nBa\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc x\u0259b\u0259rsiz alan<br \/>\n\u018fzrail r\u0259ngidir, \u00f6l\u00fcm r\u0259ngidir.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011f r\u0259ngi sevmir\u0259m r\u0259ngl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n sevmir\u0259m t\u0259slim olma\u011f\u0131.<br \/>\nH\u0259yat m\u00fcbariz\u0259, m\u00fcbariz insan<br \/>\nBacar\u0131r g\u00fcc al\u0131b yorulmama\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011f r\u0259ngi sevmir\u0259m r\u0259ngl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n sevir\u0259m m\u00fcbariz\u0259ni.<br \/>\nM\u00fcbariz olmayan diriyk\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fc,<br \/>\nM\u00fcbariz olmayan h\u0259yat d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim arzum<\/p>\n<p>Xatir\u0259l\u0259r y\u0131\u011f\u0131n-y\u0131\u011f\u0131n,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimdir apard\u0131\u011f\u0131n.<br \/>\n\u018fll\u0259rimd\u0259n qopard\u0131\u011f\u0131n<br \/>\nRahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131m, dincliyimdir,<br \/>\nCavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m, g\u0259ncliyimdir.<br \/>\nYaralar\u0131m d\u00fcy\u00fcn-d\u00fcy\u00fcn,<br \/>\nBununla s\u0259n f\u0259xr et, \u00f6y\u00fcn.<br \/>\nV\u00fcsal oldu \u00e7ox g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn.<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kib qo\u015fun g\u0259ldi,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin bundan xo\u015fun g\u0259ldi.<br \/>\nE\u015fq havas\u0131 ba\u015fdan getm\u0259z,<br \/>\nS\u0259sim, \u00fcn\u00fcm s\u0259n\u0259 yetm\u0259z,<br \/>\nKi\u015fi olan qar\u011f\u0131\u015f etm\u0259z.<br \/>\nArzum budur m\u0259nim s\u0259n\u0259:<br \/>\n\u201cSevgim olsun q\u0259nim s\u0259n\u0259\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m<\/p>\n<p>Aprelin axr\u0131yd\u0131, son g\u00fcnl\u0259riydi.<br \/>\nHava isti idi, s\u0259ma t\u0259rt\u0259miz.<br \/>\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f g\u00f6yd\u0259n yer\u0259 od \u0259l\u0259yirdi<br \/>\nK\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz, q\u0259md\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n is\u0259 bu zaman t\u0259rimi silib<br \/>\nYolda deyinirdim: \u201c\u00dcr\u0259k dayan\u0131r.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bil g\u00f6yl\u0259 yer ba\u015f-ba\u015fa verib,<br \/>\nG\u00f6y kimi od tutub yerl\u0259r d\u0259 yan\u0131r\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131q. Yollar boyunca,<br \/>\nG\u00f6r a\u011fcaqay\u0131nlar nec\u0259 \u0259kilib.<br \/>\nOnlar\u0131n alt\u0131nda otrub doyunca,<br \/>\nK\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 yol\u00e7u dinc\u0259lib.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011fcaqay\u0131nlar\u0131n alt\u0131nda yen\u0259<br \/>\nYol\u00e7ular oturub n\u0259f\u0259sin d\u0259rir.<br \/>\nOturmaq ar g\u0259lir b\u0259zil\u0259rin\u0259,<br \/>\nAyaq \u00fcst\u0259 durub n\u0259f\u0259sin d\u0259rir.<\/p>\n<p>Dan\u0131\u015fa bils\u0259ydi, a\u011fcaqay\u0131nlar<br \/>\nBiz\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7ard\u0131.<br \/>\nBil, dil\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259ydi, a\u011fcaqay\u0131nlar<br \/>\nBurdan ke\u00e7mi\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7ard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n bir saatdan da art\u0131q yoldayam,<br \/>\nBitib-t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259yir uzanan yollar.<br \/>\nD\u00f6ng\u0259ni d\u00f6n\u00fcr\u0259m, sa\u011f yox, soldayam,<br \/>\nQurtarmaq bilm\u0259yir uzanan yollar.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yol var qar\u015f\u0131da h\u0259l\u0259,<br \/>\nB\u0259li, m\u0259n bu yolda daha yol\u00e7uyam.<br \/>\nBa\u015fqas\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr, n\u0259d\u0259ndir bel\u0259,<br \/>\nYoxsa m\u0259n bu yolda t\u0259nha yol\u00e7uyam?<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r yer\u0259 arxamca k\u00f6lg\u0259m s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr,<br \/>\nN\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 can\u0131m\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb t\u0259la\u015f.<br \/>\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim tez-tez d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr,<br \/>\nFikirl\u0259rim m\u0259n\u0259 olubdur yolda\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nc\u0259, olsa da d\u00fcz, \u0259yri-\u00fcyr\u00fc d\u0259,<br \/>\nYollar hey uzanan qollara b\u0259nz\u0259r.<br \/>\nYer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259r bir insan \u00f6mr\u00fc d\u0259,<br \/>\nSonu bilinm\u0259y\u0259n yollara b\u0259nz\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259kt\u0259b yollar\u0131na ayaq basanda,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bil yenid\u0259n u\u015faqla\u015f\u0131ram.<br \/>\nU\u015faq s\u0259sl\u0259rin\u0259 qulaq asanda,<br \/>\nD\u0259rdimd\u0259n, q\u0259mimd\u0259n uzaqla\u015f\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p>Bir anl\u0131\u011fa an\u0131b o ill\u0259ri m\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr kitab\u0131m\u0131 varaqlay\u0131ram.<br \/>\nM\u0259nd\u0259n sonra g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259sill\u0259ri m\u0259n,<br \/>\nH\u0259yat yollar\u0131nda soraqlay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p>Bu h\u0259yat yollar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259tind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259tin,<br \/>\nG\u0259r\u0259kdir bu yolda m\u00fcbariz olmaq.<br \/>\nZ\u0259iflik g\u00f6st\u0259rs\u0259n, olmasan m\u0259tin,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin qism\u0259tindir qul, k\u0259niz olmaq.<\/p>\n<p>Qulaqlar\u0131 s\u0259sd\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yolda,<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n torpaqlar\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r bizi.<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n bir a\u011facd\u0131r, onda bu halda,<br \/>\nQurdlar i\u00e7imizd\u0259n da\u011f\u0131d\u0131r bizi.<\/p>\n<p>Hardand\u0131r bizl\u0259rd\u0259, hardand\u0131r yadl\u0131q,<br \/>\nDo\u011fma qarda\u015f\u0131ma nec\u0259 \u201cyad\u201d deyim?<br \/>\nK\u0259d\u0259rli g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldib \u015fadl\u0131q,<br \/>\nBayram libas\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259n nec\u0259 geyim?<\/p>\n<p>Yurdda\u015flar\u0131m k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn, qa\u00e7q\u0131n, did\u0259rgin,<br \/>\nQaraba\u011fdan s\u00fcrg\u00fcn edibl\u0259r bizi.<br \/>\nDan\u0131\u015fa bilmir\u0259m, \u0259s\u0259bim g\u0259rgin,<br \/>\n\u00d6z \u0259ll\u0259rimizl\u0259 didibl\u0259r bizi.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z \u0259ll\u0259rimizl\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131blar bizi,<br \/>\nN\u0259 vaxt b\u00fct\u00f6v yumruq olaca\u011f\u0131q biz?<br \/>\n\u00c7oxdand\u0131r bir k\u00fcnc\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131blar bizi,<br \/>\nAx\u0131rda v\u0259t\u0259nsiz qalaca\u011f\u0131q biz.<\/p>\n<p>Havan\u0131n ax\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259nir bird\u0259n,<br \/>\nN\u0259\u011fm\u0259 deyib \u0259sir isti k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r.<br \/>\nBir bax\u0131n, bir bax\u0131n, c\u0259nub t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n,<br \/>\nBuraya t\u0259l\u0259sir isti k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Burda hakim olmu\u015f isti k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r,<br \/>\nYuxudan oyatd\u0131 tozu, torpa\u011f\u0131.<br \/>\n\u018fsib cana doymu\u015f isti k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r,<br \/>\nQald\u0131r\u0131b oynatd\u0131 tozu, torpa\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130sti k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rin d\u00f6vr\u00fc az oldu,<br \/>\nTaca zorla sahib olanlar kimi.<br \/>\n\u0130sti k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rin \u00f6mr\u00fc az oldu,<br \/>\n\u015eayi\u0259l\u0259r kimi, yalanlar kimi.<\/p>\n<p>Art\u0131q m\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015far ota\u011f\u0131mdayam,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm kimi sad\u0259, \u00e7illi\u00e7\u0131raqban.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 s\u00f6z verib dedim: \u201cYazacam,<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n, \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131mdan\u201d.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Elnur R\u018fSULO\u011eLU (\u018fliyev Elnur R\u0259sul o\u011flu) 1982-ci ild\u0259 Salyan rayonunda z\u0259hm\u0259tke\u015f ail\u0259sind\u0259 anadan olmu\u015fdur. 1988-ci ild\u0259 Salyan rayonundak\u0131 Yusif Qas\u0131mov ad\u0131na 4 sayl\u0131 tam orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin birinci sinfin\u0259 daxil olmu\u015f, 1999-cu ild\u0259 oran\u0131 bitirmi\u015fdir. Be\u015fillik fasil\u0259d\u0259n sonra \u2013 2004-c\u00fc ild\u0259 484 balla, \u00f6d\u0259ni\u015fsiz \u0259saslarla Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Pedaqoji Universitetinin filologiya fak\u00fclt\u0259sinin \u0259yani \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259bul olunmu\u015f, 2008-ci [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18901","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18901","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18901"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18901\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18903,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18901\/revisions\/18903"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18901"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18901"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18901"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}