{"id":18978,"date":"2016-03-30T11:00:05","date_gmt":"2016-03-30T07:00:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18978"},"modified":"2016-03-30T15:41:34","modified_gmt":"2016-03-30T11:41:34","slug":"t%c9%99nha-qalmaq-ist%c9%99yirs%c9%99n","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=18978","title":{"rendered":"T\u0259nha qalmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/img_5902.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-18984\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/img_5902-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"img_5902\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-18984\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/img_5902-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/img_5902.jpg 392w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ox adam t\u0259nha olmaq ist\u0259yir, m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n bir vaxt \u0259rzind\u0259 t\u0259nha qalmaq ist\u0259yir, bezir insanlardan, h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n, b\u0259z\u0259n el\u0259 sakitlik ist\u0259yirs\u0259n ki, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb harasa qa\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131 arzulay\u0131rsan, t\u0259nha, adamlar olmayan yer\u0259\u2026 Fikirl\u0259rini, hissl\u0259rini yerb\u0259yer etm\u0259k, h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini planla\u015fd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259nha qalmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n\u2026 T\u0259nha qalmaq b\u0259z\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t\u0259 deyil, q\u0131sa m\u00fcdd\u0259t\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259nha qalmaq n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir?T\u0259nhal\u0131q!<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259nhal\u0131q t\u0259k a\u011flamaqd\u0131r, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 boynuna qoyacaq, sar\u0131lacaq v\u0259 birg\u0259 a\u011flayaca\u011f\u0131n bir kims\u0259nin olmamas\u0131d\u0131r;<br \/>\nT\u0259nhal\u0131q etibar edib, payla\u015faca\u011f\u0131n. m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259yim kim\u0259s\u0259 ehtiyac duymaqd\u0131r;<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmaqd\u0131r;<br \/>\nX\u0259st\u0259l\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259 hal, q\u0131zd\u0131rmayla yem\u0259k bi\u015firm\u0259k, \u00e7ay d\u0259ml\u0259m\u0259k, aptek\u0259 gedib d\u0259rman almaqd\u0131r;<br \/>\nT\u0259nhal\u0131q market\u0259, bazara t\u0259k gedib, t\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bazarl\u0131q etm\u0259k, y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn da\u015f\u0131mas\u0131d\u0131r;<br \/>\n\u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yazmaqd\u0131r, sanki g\u00fcnd\u0259liyin olmaqd\u0131r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259;<br \/>\nT\u0259nhal\u0131q t\u0259nha oldu\u011fun v\u0259 evd\u0259 s\u0259ni kims\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ev\u0259 ancaq yatma\u011fa g\u0259lm\u0259kdir;<br \/>\nT\u0259nhal\u0131q evd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fmaq, qa\u00e7maqd\u0131r;<br \/>\nT\u0259nhal\u0131q i\u015ftahs\u0131zl\u0131q, yem\u0259d\u0259n yatmaq, t\u0259klikd\u0259 g\u0259zm\u0259kdir;<br \/>\nT\u0259nhal\u0131q g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259, a\u011fr\u0131larla ba\u015f-ba\u015fa qal\u0131b yuxuya getm\u0259kdir;<br \/>\nT\u0259nhal\u0131q evind\u0259ki v\u0259 ya i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyandak\u0131 s\u00fckun\u0259ti \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn pozma\u011f\u0131nd\u0131r;<br \/>\nT\u0259nhal\u0131q vaxt\u0131n tez kem\u0259sini v\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fcn tez ke\u00e7m\u0259sini arzulmaqd\u0131r;<br \/>\nT\u0259nhal\u0131q bayramlardan imtina etm\u0259kdir, onlar\u0131 qeyd etm\u0259m\u0259kdir, \u00e7\u00fcnki qeyd etm\u0259y\u0259 kims\u0259n qalmay\u0131b art\u0131q;<br \/>\nH\u0259yat\u0131ndak\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131 v\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131lar\u0131, pislikl\u0259ri v\u0259 pisl\u0259ri unutmamaqd\u0131r;<br \/>\nDar\u0131xmaq, h\u0259sr\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k, \u00fcmid etm\u0259k, inanmaq v\u0259 bunlarla \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259s\u0259lli edib, aldatmaqd\u0131r;<br \/>\nBir qad\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qad\u0131nlar\u0131n da, ki\u015fil\u0259rin d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 olan pis niyy\u0259ti, pax\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131, s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259ti, ittiham\u0131, s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri, t\u0259hqirl\u0259ridir, ki\u015fil\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n edil\u0259n \u0259xlaqs\u0131z t\u0259klifl\u0259rdir;<br \/>\nT\u0259nhal\u0131q h\u0259r an \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259yini anlamaq v\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259yin zaman kims\u0259nin vecin\u0259 olmamas\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259bul etm\u0259kdir;<br \/>\n\u0130ntim h\u0259yata vida dem\u0259kdir;<br \/>\nH\u0259r i\u015fi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u0259sidir;<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259 qatmaqd\u0131r v\u0259 t\u0259nha oldu\u011funu unutma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaqd\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00c7ox adam t\u0259nha olmaq ist\u0259yir, m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n bir vaxt \u0259rzind\u0259 t\u0259nha qalmaq ist\u0259yir, bezir insanlardan, h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n, b\u0259z\u0259n el\u0259 sakitlik ist\u0259yirs\u0259n ki, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb harasa qa\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131 arzulay\u0131rsan, t\u0259nha, adamlar olmayan yer\u0259\u2026 Fikirl\u0259rini, hissl\u0259rini yerb\u0259yer etm\u0259k, h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini planla\u015fd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259nha qalmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n\u2026 T\u0259nha qalmaq b\u0259z\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t\u0259 deyil, q\u0131sa m\u00fcdd\u0259t\u0259\u2026 T\u0259nha qalmaq n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir?T\u0259nhal\u0131q! 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