{"id":19226,"date":"2016-04-09T09:30:06","date_gmt":"2016-04-09T05:30:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=19226"},"modified":"2016-04-09T11:23:01","modified_gmt":"2016-04-09T07:23:01","slug":"19226","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=19226","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnay H\u018fS\u018fNL\u0130.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/577.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-19225\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/577-300x187.jpg\" alt=\"577\" width=\"300\" height=\"187\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-19225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/577-300x187.jpg 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/577.jpg 545w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>G\u00d6Z\u018fL\u0130M<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n ki&#8230; V\u0259t\u0259nim!<br \/>\nVicdan\u0131m\u0131n aynas\u0131na r\u0259smin \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u0259lliyin a\u011f\u0131r oldu,<br \/>\nBeli s\u0131nd\u0131 f\u0131r\u00e7am\u0131n.<br \/>\nHeyranl\u0131qdan kilidl\u0259nib,<br \/>\n\u018fli s\u0131nd\u0131 f\u0131r\u00e7am\u0131n.<br \/>\nKipriyimi f\u0131r\u00e7a edib,r\u0259smin onunla c\u0131zaram.<br \/>\nBir az qan\u0131mdan s\u00fcz\u0259r\u0259m,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 qataram.<br \/>\nKipriyiml\u0259 \u201cqanya\u015f\u201d adl\u0131<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259xsus bu boyayla<br \/>\nD\u0259rdl\u0259rind\u0259n cadarlanm\u0131\u015f<br \/>\nPar\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 s\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131 yazaram.<br \/>\nS\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n ki&#8230;<br \/>\nVicdan\u0131m\u0131n aynas\u0131na ilm\u0259-ilm\u0259 h\u00f6r\u00fcm s\u0259ni.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 dayan,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimin qapa\u011f\u0131 ol,<br \/>\nH\u0259m g\u00f6rm\u0259yim, g\u00f6r\u00fcm s\u0259ni.<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 saray laz\u0131m deyil.<br \/>\nTorpa\u011f\u0131ndan k\u0259rpic k\u0259sim,<br \/>\nH\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n divar\u0131na h\u00f6r\u00fcm s\u0259ni.<br \/>\nS\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n ki&#8230;<br \/>\nVicdan\u0131m\u0131n aynas\u0131na s\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<br \/>\nQorxuram ki \u00e7at-\u00e7at olub<br \/>\nT\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259r aya\u011f\u0131m altda.<br \/>\nYumaq olar vicdanim,<br \/>\nB\u00fck\u00fcl\u0259r aya\u011f\u0131m altda.<br \/>\nO r\u0259smini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,<br \/>\nH\u0259m s\u0259nd\u0259n utan\u0131ram, h\u0259m d\u0259 yaman qorxuram.<\/p>\n<p>13.10.2014<\/p>\n<p>T\u018fRS D\u00d6N\u018fC\u018fK BU D\u00dcNYA<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7evir\u0259c\u0259m oxunu,<br \/>\nT\u0259rs d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k bu d\u00fcnya.<br \/>\nEni\u015fd\u0259n ba\u015flayacaq \u00e7aylar\u0131n\u0131n axar\u0131,<br \/>\nYoxu\u015fa t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\n\u0130nsan qoca do\u011fulub,<br \/>\nK\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259\u015fib \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\nM\u0259zlumu tapdalayan,<br \/>\n\u015eux olan qam\u0259tin d\u0259<br \/>\nAh\u0131mdan b\u00fck\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\nLaz\u0131ms\u0131z ka\u011f\u0131z kimi<br \/>\nS\u0259ni ovub b\u00fck\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\nOvcumun i\u00e7i boyda<br \/>\nOlacaqsan a d\u00fcnya,<br \/>\nOynadacam \u0259limd\u0259<br \/>\nS\u0259ni oyuncaq kimi.<br \/>\nBalaca top eyl\u0259yib,<br \/>\nAt\u0131b-tutacam s\u0259ni.<br \/>\nM\u0259ni ill\u0259r uzunu<br \/>\nAt\u0131b- tutdu\u011fun kimi.<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 at\u0131b m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nTutma\u011f\u0131 unudurdun.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m d\u0259yirdim<br \/>\nYerl\u0259rin g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi at\u0131ram s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nYalvar,y\u0131x\u0131l dizim\u0259!!!<\/p>\n<p>15.07.2014<\/p>\n<p>\u0130BAD\u018fT<\/p>\n<p>\u018fl a\u00e7\u0131b k\u00f6m\u0259yi S\u018fN-d\u0259n ist\u0259dim,<br \/>\nUzand\u0131 qollar\u0131m g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 sar\u0131.<br \/>\nBel\u0259c\u0259 il \u00f6td\u00fc, ay ke\u00e7di, g\u00fcnl\u0259r yeti\u015fdi.<br \/>\nYalvard\u0131m d\u0259rdimi g\u0259l eyl\u0259 yar\u0131.<br \/>\nN\u0259 \u0259lac eyl\u0259din kor d\u0259rdl\u0259rim\u0259?<br \/>\n\u00dcst\u0259lik belim\u0259 duz y\u00fck\u00fc vurdun.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z da\u011f\u0131 eyl\u0259din h\u0259yat\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259<br \/>\nDa\u011flar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fckafat kimi<br \/>\nD\u0259rdimin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 qoydun.<br \/>\nS\u0259nin ist\u0259diyin ibad\u0259t bumu?<br \/>\nZ\u0259ncirsiz, k\u0259ndirsiz \u00e7arm\u0131x oyunu&#8230;<br \/>\nBurax m\u0259nim \u0259ll\u0259rimi!!!<br \/>\nOnlar pislikl\u0259r\u0259 al\u0259t olmad\u0131.<br \/>\nDaha qald\u0131rmaram onlar\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\n\u018flsiz as, qolsuz as  g\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nS\u0259n ki, yol taparsan m\u0259ni asma\u011fa,<br \/>\nS\u0131y\u0131r b\u0259d\u0259nimd\u0259n damarlar\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nBa\u011fla bir-birin\u0259 lap ucundan as.<br \/>\nSa\u00e7\u0131mdan bir tel ay\u0131r,<br \/>\nLap onun ucundan as.<br \/>\nBilir\u0259m he\u00e7 s\u0259nd\u0259 insaf qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>07.12.2014<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>G\u00d6Z\u018fL\u0130M S\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n ki&#8230; V\u0259t\u0259nim! Vicdan\u0131m\u0131n aynas\u0131na r\u0259smin \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. G\u00f6z\u0259lliyin a\u011f\u0131r oldu, Beli s\u0131nd\u0131 f\u0131r\u00e7am\u0131n. Heyranl\u0131qdan kilidl\u0259nib, \u018fli s\u0131nd\u0131 f\u0131r\u00e7am\u0131n. Kipriyimi f\u0131r\u00e7a edib,r\u0259smin onunla c\u0131zaram. Bir az qan\u0131mdan s\u00fcz\u0259r\u0259m, Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 qataram. Kipriyiml\u0259 \u201cqanya\u015f\u201d adl\u0131 M\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259xsus bu boyayla D\u0259rdl\u0259rind\u0259n cadarlanm\u0131\u015f Par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 s\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131 yazaram. S\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19226","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19226","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19226"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19226\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19231,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19226\/revisions\/19231"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19226"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19226"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19226"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}