{"id":19665,"date":"2016-05-15T10:00:38","date_gmt":"2016-05-15T06:00:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=19665"},"modified":"2016-05-15T10:25:30","modified_gmt":"2016-05-15T06:25:30","slug":"esmira-r%c9%99himli-dua-povest-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=19665","title":{"rendered":"Esmira R\u018fH\u0130ML\u0130.”Dua” (Povest)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Ma\u015f\u0131n \u0259fsan\u0259vi g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi olan k\u0259nd yollar\u0131 il\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f ir\u0259lil\u0259yirdi. Yol get-ged\u0259 daral\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u00f6nc\u0259 ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f torpa\u011f\u0131 islatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yolun k\u0259narlar\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan n\u0259m olan torpaq q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 q\u0259hv\u0259yi r\u0259ng\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131. Yola d\u00f6\u015f\u0259n\u0259n da\u015flar s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k seyr\u0259ldiyind\u0259n yol \u00e7ala-\u00e7uxur olmu\u015fdu. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlay\u0131b: \u2013 Daha s\u00fcr\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Yollar pisdir, ma\u015f\u0131n xarab olar. Burdan o yana piyada gedin \u2013 dedi.
\n\u00d6m\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 naraz\u0131 halda bulay\u0131b dedi:
\n\u2013 Dey\u0259s\u0259n yen\u0259 ya\u011facaq. Hava yaman tutulub.
\n\u00d6m\u0259rin yaxin dostu \u018frkam ingilis qonaqlar\u0131n\u0131 ail\u0259vi olaraq \u0130stanbulun q\u0259rbind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n q\u0259dim \u00c7atalcan\u0131n \u0130nc\u0259\u011fiz k\u0259ndini g\u0259zdirm\u0259y\u0259, oradak\u0131 ma\u011faralar\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. Bu Henri Ceyms, xan\u0131m\u0131 Anna ve q\u0131zlar\u0131 balaca Aleks idi. Onlar butik oteld\u0259 iki ayr\u0131 otaq kiralad\u0131lar. Birind\u0259 qonaqlar\u0131n\u0131 rahatlad\u0131lar, dig\u0259rind\u0259 is\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259ri yerl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. Buran\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r ev olub sonradan otel\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259yi a\u015fkar g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. K\u0259nd yerl\u0259rind\u0259 bel\u0259 otell\u0259r turistl\u0259rin diqq\u0259tini m\u00fcasir otell\u0259rd\u0259n daha \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259kir. Ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 otaqlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 \u00fcmumi bir h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Otaqlar\u0131n birind\u0259 otel i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259ri yerl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Dam\u0131nda is\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r yem\u0259yi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fc \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc eyvan d\u00fcz\u0259ldilmi\u015fdi. Onlar bir q\u0259d\u0259r dinc\u0259lib yor\u011funluqlar\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131qdan sonra k\u0259ndi g\u0259zm\u0259k q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldil\u0259r. \u00d6m\u0259r is\u0259 he\u00e7 dinc\u0259lm\u0259k haqda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nO, fotoaparat\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 ona qura\u015fd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015ftativi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00e7antas\u0131na qoydu. \u018frkam qonaqlar\u0131na dedi:
\n\u2013 Dostum h\u0259v\u0259skar fotoqraf oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn daima hans\u0131sa bir kadr\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 narahatd\u0131r. Bird\u0259n k\u00f6lg\u0259 azca \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259r, i\u015f\u0131q bir az o t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u2026 Daha n\u0259 bilim n\u0259l\u0259r.
\nSonra o \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00d6m\u0259r\u0259 sar\u0131 tutub dedi:
\n\u2013 Qarda\u015f\u0131m, bir dinc\u0259lib istirah\u0259t el\u0259s\u0259n\u0259! O c\u00fcr i\u015fin var, neyl\u0259yirs\u0259n bu fotoqrafl\u0131\u011f\u0131? \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259yin bundan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r ki! Onsuz da s\u0259n h\u0259v\u0259skar fotoqrafsan. Amma bu i\u015fl\u0259 el\u0259 ciddi m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olursan ki, el\u0259 bil n\u0259 olub!
\n\u2013 Dinc\u0259lir\u0259m Erkam, dinc\u0259lir\u0259m. \u00d6z i\u015fim birlikd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259tdiyimiz \u015firk\u0259td\u0259ki t\u0259mir v\u0259 tikinti i\u015fl\u0259ridir. O i\u015fl\u0259 yaln\u0131z qazanc m\u0259qs\u0259di il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful oluram. Foto il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olma\u011f\u0131 is\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 u\u011furlu fotolar al\u0131nanda el\u0259 bil d\u00fcnyan\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 verirl\u0259r. Onda m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l fotolar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259hz m\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m v\u0259 \u0259n qeyri-adi anlar\u0131 m\u0259n tuturam.
\nAzca t\u00fcrkc\u0259 anlayan Henri \u00d6m\u0259r\u0259 onunla h\u0259mr\u0259y oldu\u011funu bildirdi:
\n\u2013 You are right! The photography is wonderful hobby!
\n\u00d6m\u0259r onun simas\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yeni bir h\u0259mfikir tapmas\u0131na sevindi:
\n\u2013 Foto sanki zaman\u0131n bir an\u0131n\u0131 tutub saxlay\u0131r. El\u0259 deyilmi? N\u0259 vaxtsa \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f fotolara baxanda el\u0259 bil adam\u0131 bir anl\u0131\u011fa ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 apar\u0131r. Foto s\u0259n\u0259ti il\u0259 maraqlanma\u011f\u0131m h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ox d\u0259yi\u015fdi. \u018fslind\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey v\u0259t\u0259nim\u0259 olan sevgid\u0259n ba\u015flad\u0131. M\u0259nd\u0259 onun g\u00f6z\u0259l gu\u015f\u0259l\u0259rinin fotosunu \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k h\u0259v\u0259si oyand\u0131. Daha sonra qu\u015flar\u0131, heyvanlar\u0131 v\u0259 insanlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m.
\nH\u0259mfikiri il\u0259 bir az s\u00f6hb\u0259t etdikd\u0259n sonra \u00d6m\u0259r \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 sal\u0131b bayaq g\u0259ldikl\u0259ri k\u0259ndin giri\u015find\u0259ki \u0259sas yola c\u0131xd\u0131. \u00d6m\u0259r dayan\u0131b \u0259trafa g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi. \u018ftraf maraql\u0131, z\u0259ngin kadrlarla dolu idi. Lakin \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di ki, bayaqdan g\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc alm\u0131\u015f qara buludlar \u015faqq\u0131llday\u0131b yag\u0131\u015f t\u00f6kd\u00fc. \u015eim\u015f\u0259yin s\u0259sind\u0259n qocaman pal\u0131d a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 ki\u015fil\u0259r, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259ki insanlar narahat olub da\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u015fma\u011fa, ev-e\u015fikl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. El\u0259 \u00d6m\u0259r d\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, k\u0259ndin i\u00e7ind\u0259n iki \u0259li d\u0259 y\u00fckl\u0259 dolu bir q\u0131z\u0131n g\u0259ldiyini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Q\u0131z\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fc a\u011f\u0131r oldu\u011fundan o l\u0259ngiyirdi.
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f az vaxt \u0259rzind\u0259 onu \u0259m\u0259lli ba\u015fl\u0131 islatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0131z ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan qurtulmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259sdiyind\u0259n \u0259lind\u0259ki kis\u0259l\u0259ri s\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. El\u0259 bu vaxt kis\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n biri onun \u0259lind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259ki h\u0259r \u015fey, \u0259rzaq v\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259v\u0259zl\u0259r yer\u0259 da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131.
\n\u00d6m\u0259r ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131:
\n\u2013 Bu saat siz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259r\u0259m.
\nQ\u0131z bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b ona baxd\u0131. Onun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda m\u0259chul bir k\u0259d\u0259r var idi. O: \u2013 Narahat olmay\u0131n m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm y\u0131\u011faram \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k i\u00e7ini \u00e7\u0259kdi v\u0259 \u0259rzaqlar\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259sik y\u0131\u011fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 \u00d6m\u0259r\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, o a\u011flay\u0131r. H\u0259y\u0259canla: \u2013 Niy\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rs\u0131z, n\u0259 ba\u015f verib? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu. Q\u0131z tutularaq: \u2013 A\u011flam\u0131ram, ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdand\u0131r \u2013 dey\u0259 cavab verdi. \u00d6m\u0259r ona bir daha n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xan sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n su \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 yanaqlar\u0131na ax\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6m\u0259r: \u2013 B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 onun kirpikl\u0259rinin islanmas\u0131nda m\u00fcq\u0259ssir ya\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. B\u0259s onda bu g\u0259nc q\u0131z\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 n\u0259d\u0259n bu q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0259mlidir? \u2013 dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.
\n\u2013 \u00c7\u0259kinm\u0259yin, deyin. B\u0259lk\u0259 siz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259yim d\u0259y\u0259r.
\nQ\u0131z g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015faraq: \u2013 T\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m. He\u00e7 bir \u015fey laz\u0131m deyil. H\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r \u2013 dedi.
\n\u00d6m\u0259r: \u2013 O zaman icaz\u0259 verin siz\u0259 yard\u0131m edim. Y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fcz a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r. \u2013 deyib kis\u0259l\u0259ri qald\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u2013 Tez-tez bel\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rs\u0131z?
\n\u2013 Neyl\u0259m\u0259k olar? Art\u0131q al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r ula\u011f\u0131m\u0131z var idi. Bazarl\u0131q el\u0259yib ona y\u00fckl\u0259yirdim. Sonra \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k puluna g\u00f6r\u0259 atam heyvan\u0131 satd\u0131. \u0130ndi g\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7atsa da, \u00e7atmasa da \u00f6z\u00fcm da\u015f\u0131mal\u0131yam. Bazara getm\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 vaxt\u0131m olmur. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi bird\u0259n al\u0131ram. H\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7ox alanda ucuz verirl\u0259r.
\n\u00d6m\u0259ri g\u00fclm\u0259k tutdu:
\n\u2013 Vaxt\u0131n\u0131z olmur deyirsiz? M\u0259n el\u0259 bilirdim bu s\u00f6z\u00fc yaln\u0131z biz \u015f\u0259h\u0259rlil\u0259r deyirik. K\u0259nd yerl\u0259rind\u0259 is\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n bo\u015f vaxt\u0131 olur v\u0259 onlar bizim kimi vaxt probleml\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 qalm\u0131rlar.
\n\u00d6m\u0259rin g\u00fclm\u0259sind\u0259n bu k\u0259d\u0259rli q\u0131z\u0131n da eyni a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. O da g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k dedi:
\n\u2013 Ail\u0259miz b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr, vaxt \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq olmur.
\nOnlar azca getmi\u015fdil\u0259r ki, q\u0131z dayand\u0131. \u0130r\u0259lid\u0259ki qap\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rib: \u2013 M\u0259n \u00e7atd\u0131m. Z\u0259hm\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kdiniz, \u00e7ox sa\u011f olun! \u2013 dedi. Kis\u0259l\u0259ri \u00d6m\u0259rd\u0259n ald\u0131 v\u0259 indic\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi k\u00f6hn\u0259 taxta qap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi. O, \u00d6m\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di, \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 y\u00fck oldu\u011fundan qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7iynil\u0259 it\u0259l\u0259yib a\u00e7d\u0131 v\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di.
\nBu q\u0131z \u00d6m\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. O dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na, l\u0259hc\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 k\u00fcbar \u015f\u0259h\u0259r q\u0131zlar\u0131ndan he\u00e7 n\u0259 il\u0259 f\u0259rql\u0259nmirdi. Yaln\u0131z \u0259yn\u0131nd\u0259ki k\u0259ndsaya\u011f\u0131 libas\u0131 onun k\u0259nd q\u0131z\u0131 oldu\u011fundan x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi.<\/p>\n

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\nMaraql\u0131 fotolar \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00d6m\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fc burada g\u00f6z\u0259l bir m\u0259kan\u0131 tutmu\u015fdu. Ya\u015f\u0131l \u00f6rt\u00fckl\u0259 z\u0259ngin olan bu yerin bir t\u0259r\u0259fi yamac kimi \u00fcz\u00fc yuxar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, get-ged\u0259 da\u011f kimi y\u00fcks\u0259lir, \u0259n y\u00fcks\u0259k yerin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131qda is\u0259 k\u0259skin bir \u015f\u0259kild\u0259, divar kimi a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 enirdi. H\u0259min bu yerd\u0259 q\u0259dim ma\u011faralar var idi. \u00d6m\u0259r burada g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131, bat\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcbh \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u0131n duman\u0131n\u0131, \u015fehin\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. O \u00fczd\u0259n d\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259ti g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015f ax\u015famdan haz\u0131rlay\u0131b qoydu\u011fu \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k yola \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u00d6m\u0259r arzusunda oldu\u011fu h\u0259min yer\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7atd\u0131qda fotoaparat\u0131n\u0131 \u015ftativ\u0259 b\u0259rkid\u0259r\u0259k g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin qalxmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. O foto i\u015fin\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n vur\u011fun idi. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r yarpa\u011fa, buda\u011fa, qu\u015fa qiym\u0259tli bir x\u0259zin\u0259 kimi bax\u0131rd\u0131. X\u00fcsusil\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259bi\u0259t onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bitib t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259n m\u00f6vzu, i\u015f material\u0131 idi. \u00d6m\u0259r diqq\u0259tini toplayaraq \u0259traf\u0131 s\u00fczd\u00fc. Q\u0259rib\u0259 bir hiss ona hakim k\u0259sildi. Burada sanki ondan ba\u015fqa da kims\u0259 var idi. Bu hiss onun diqq\u0259tini obyektivd\u0259n yay\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259bii ki, buraya ondan ba\u015fqa da m\u00fcxt\u0259lif insanlar, turistl\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259rdil\u0259r. \u00d6m\u0259ri \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131ran bunun m\u0259hz bu saatda, h\u0259l\u0259 g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015f, ala toranl\u0131qda ba\u015f verm\u0259si idi. O g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin do\u011fmas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn fotoaparat\u0131 \u015ftativ\u0259 qura\u015fd\u0131rmal\u0131, i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir ne\u00e7\u0259 m\u0259kan se\u00e7m\u0259li oldu\u011fundan tez g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. B\u0259s ondan ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 bura bel\u0259 tezd\u0259n g\u0259tir\u0259n n\u0259 ola bil\u0259rdi?
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin ilk \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259sil\u0259 qu\u015flar oyan\u0131b cikkild\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Lakin \u0259trafa yay\u0131lan bu h\u0259zin n\u0259\u011fm\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir s\u0259s d\u0259 var idi. \u0130nsan s\u0259si! Bu s\u0259s qad\u0131n p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6m\u0259ri vahim\u0259 basd\u0131. Bu kim ola bil\u0259rdi?! O, s\u0259sin hardan g\u0259ldiyini t\u0259hmin etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sakit dayan\u0131b dinl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259, \u0259trafa g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. P\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 qu\u015flar\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015faraq me\u015f\u0259y\u0259 yay\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan o, bir \u015fey ay\u0131rd el\u0259y\u0259 bilmirdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 bu s\u0259s zirv\u0259sind\u0259 dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131 da\u011f\u0131n s\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131ndak\u0131 ma\u011faralardan g\u0259lirdi? Lakin bu sakit, k\u00fcl\u0259ksiz havada onun sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259ki kollar\u0131n \u0259trafa a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f budaqlar\u0131n\u0131n titr\u0259m\u0259si onun diqq\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kdi. \u00d6m\u0259r fotoaparat\u0131n\u0131n obyektivini a\u00e7d\u0131. Onu haz\u0131r v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 tutaraq ehtiyatla ir\u0259lil\u0259di. Bu m\u0259chulun n\u0259, kim oldu\u011funu bilm\u0259k, onu g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Bu zaman o, kollar\u0131n aras\u0131ndak\u0131 bo\u015fluqda h\u00fcnd\u00fcrl\u00fcy\u00fc t\u0259xmin\u0259n yar\u0131m metr olan yumruvari bir qaralt\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. C\u0259ld bu qaralt\u0131n\u0131n fotosunu \u00e7\u0259kdi. Lakin bu qaralt\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kili\u015f an\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131xan \u00e7\u0131qq\u0131lt\u0131dan s\u0259ks\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k dik at\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 insan boyunda oldu. O, var g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xan kollar\u0131, budaqlar\u0131 aralayaraq qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00d6m\u0259r qorxaq ada eyildi. H\u0259tta dostlar\u0131 ona \u00f6z aralar\u0131nda qurd \u00fcr\u0259kli d\u0259 deyirdil\u0259r. Lakin kims\u0259siz, ala qaranl\u0131q me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 bel\u0259 bir s\u0259hn\u0259 il\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259\u015f\u0259n \u00d6m\u0259rin heyr\u0259td\u0259n az qala ayaqlar\u0131 yer\u0259 yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u0259ll\u0259ri sustald\u0131. O, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b titr\u0259y\u0259n barmaqlar\u0131 il\u0259 c\u0259ld bu m\u0259chul m\u0259xluqun bir ne\u00e7\u0259 fotosunu \u00e7\u0259kdi.
\n\u00d6m\u0259r h\u0259yatda ilk d\u0259f\u0259 bel\u0259 bir \u015feyl\u0259 rastla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan heyr\u0259tl\u0259nmi\u015f, sars\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O, ev\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b t\u0259l\u0259sik fotolar\u0131 aparatdan komp\u00fcterin\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrtd\u00fc. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259ssiz olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da dostunu yuxudan oyatd\u0131. \u018frkam naraz\u0131 halda: \u2013 N\u0259 olub yen\u0259? S\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n hardan g\u0259lirs\u0259n? \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k qalx\u0131b oturdu. \u00d6m\u0259r dedi:
\n\u2013 S\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r me\u015f\u0259nin i\u00e7il\u0259 gedib h\u00fcnd\u00fcr t\u0259p\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m ki, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f t\u0259z\u0259 qalxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlar\u0131 yaxalay\u0131b g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7\u0259kili\u015fl\u0259r edim. Lakin m\u0259n\u0259 qalan bu anla\u015f\u0131lmaz kadrlar oldu.
\n\u018frkam ona m\u0259h\u0259l verm\u0259yib, onu yuxudan bel\u0259 tez oyatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn naraz\u0131 halda \u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yuma\u011fa getdi. Qay\u0131danda \u00d6m\u0259rin komp\u00fcterind\u0259ki fotolara maraqla baxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00d6m\u0259r bu kadrlar\u0131 gah b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcr, gah ki\u00e7ildir, onlara diqq\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Kadrlarda d\u0259qiqlik az idi. Yaln\u0131z bir qaralt\u0131n\u0131n ir\u0259lil\u0259y\u0259rk\u0259n fotosunun \u00e7\u0259kildiyi hiss olunurdu.
\n\u2013 El\u0259 bunlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kmis\u0259n? B\u0259s u\u011furlu fotolar var?
\n\u00d6m\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc monitordan \u00e7\u0259km\u0259d\u0259n: \u2013 U\u011furlu fotolar el\u0259 bunlard\u0131r. Q\u0259rib\u0259 bir \u015feyl\u0259 rastla\u015fd\u0131m. Bu bir qaralt\u0131 idi. Bunun n\u0259 oldu\u011funu anlaya bilm\u0259dim. O m\u0259nd\u0259n qorxub qa\u00e7d\u0131. T\u0259l\u0259sik onu \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 kadr \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bildim. Lakin kadrlardan bunun n\u0259 oldu\u011fu anla\u015f\u0131lm\u0131r. Kabusdur n\u0259dir?! \u2013 dedi.
\n\u018frkam g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131y\u0131b monitordak\u0131 \u015f\u0259kil\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n\u2013 Bu n\u0259dir bel\u0259? Budur bax, burada \u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr! Bax, a\u00e7\u0131q-ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr bu bir \u0259ldir, insan \u0259li!
\n\u00d6m\u0259r bir az da h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131:
\n\u2013 Nec\u0259 olub ki, bayaqdan bunu g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m! Bu do\u011frudan da \u0259ldir!<\/p>\n

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\u00d6m\u0259r \u00c7atalcada qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r g\u00fcn, h\u0259r an \u0259trafda yeni maraql\u0131 kadrlar g\u00f6r\u00fcr, onlar\u0131 fotoaparat\u0131n\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131nda \u0259b\u0259dil\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k h\u0259v\u0259sil\u0259 k\u0259ndin k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. O vaxt itirm\u0259k ist\u0259mir, \u00e7oxlu sayda fotolar \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 can at\u0131rd\u0131. Burada t\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259, q\u0259dimd\u0259n qalm\u0131\u015f k\u00f6hn\u0259 k\u0259nd evl\u0259ri deyil, h\u0259m d\u0259 insanlar \u00f6z mehriban simalar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7ox maraql\u0131 idil\u0259r. O, kiralad\u0131qlar\u0131 ev\u0259 ged\u0259rk\u0259n ke\u00e7dikl\u0259ri k\u0259ndin gir\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259ki \u0259sas yola \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Maraql\u0131 kadrlar\u0131 tutmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131y\u0131b \u0259trafa baxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Fotoaparat\u0131n\u0131 \u015ftativ\u0259 b\u0259rkitdi. K\u00f6hn\u0259 evl\u0259ri, da\u015f d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nmi\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. Evl\u0259rd\u0259n birinin taxta eyvan\u0131nda bir q\u0131z m\u0259h\u0259cc\u0259r\u0259 sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6hn\u0259 palaz\u0131 s\u00fcp\u00fcrg\u0259 il\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6m\u0259r bu maraql\u0131 kadr\u0131 da \u00e7\u0259kdikd\u0259n sonra bu q\u0131z\u0131 hardasa g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, onu bir yerd\u0259n tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 \u00e7ox tez d\u0259 xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Bu o idi. K\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259ldikl\u0259ri ilk g\u00fcn ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n, \u0259lind\u0259ki a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259diyind\u0259n da\u011f\u0131dan q\u0131z! H\u0259min q\u0131z ona t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr el\u0259yib el\u0259 bu evin qap\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259ri girmi\u015fdi.
\nQ\u0131z yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 aln\u0131ndan dart\u0131b boynun ard\u0131nda d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259mi\u015fdi. Uzun \u015fabal\u0131d\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131 k\u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, \u00e7ox i\u015fl\u0259diyind\u0259n yanaqlar\u0131 p\u00f6rtm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. B\u0259yaz d\u0259rili \u00fcz\u00fc t\u0259rl\u0259diyind\u0259n ay kimi par\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131z iri palaz\u0131n h\u0259r iki \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131-yax\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131qdan sonra m\u0259h\u0259cc\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n dartd\u0131, qatlay\u0131b ev\u0259 apard\u0131. \u00d6m\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:
\n\u2013 G\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131zd\u0131r\u2026
\nBu q\u0131z\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k mara\u011f\u0131 ona g\u00fcc g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. O k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 oynayan u\u015faqlardan birini yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b soru\u015fdu:
\n\u2013 Bu eyvanda indic\u0259 palaz \u00e7\u0131rpan q\u0131z\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rsan?
\n\u2013 D\u0259lini deyirs\u0259n?
\n\u00d6m\u0259r t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nib duruxdu:
\n\u2013 M\u0259g\u0259r o d\u0259lidir? O ki, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 q\u0131zd\u0131r!
\nU\u015faq yek\u0259 ki\u015fi kimi \u0259lini \u0259lin\u0259 vurub g\u00fcld\u00fc:
\n\u2013 B\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259nd bilir ki, o d\u0259lidir! S\u0259n bilmirs\u0259n?
\n\u00d6m\u0259ri maraq g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ax\u0131 o q\u0131zla dan\u0131\u015fanda onda c\u00fczi d\u0259 olsa a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131zl\u0131q g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u00d6m\u0259rin k\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259n h\u0259min q\u0131z\u0131 yen\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k, onu dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmaq ke\u00e7di.
\nO, f\u00fcrs\u0259t tapanda bura g\u0259lir, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc foto \u00e7\u0259kirmi\u015f kimi g\u00f6st\u0259rir, \u0259sil m\u0259qs\u0259di \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn f\u00fcrs\u0259t g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. \u0130st\u0259yi o q\u0131z\u0131 bir daha g\u00f6rm\u0259k, onunla bir daha rastla\u015fmaq, qism\u0259t olsa onunla bir daha dan\u0131\u015fmaq idi. Lakin q\u0131z g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi. Evl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lib-ged\u0259n yox idi. El\u0259 bil burada he\u00e7 k\u0259s ya\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131. Bird\u0259n \u00d6m\u0259rin diqq\u0259tini qar\u015f\u0131dan g\u0259l\u0259n iki qad\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kdi. Onlar\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259ki y\u00fckl\u0259rind\u0259n bazardan qay\u0131td\u0131qlar\u0131 a\u015fkar g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Qad\u0131nlar \u00d6m\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fanda ayaq saxlad\u0131lar. Bir-birl\u0259ril\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131ndan, ail\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qdan sonra sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b ayr\u0131ld\u0131lar. Qad\u0131nlardan birisi getdikd\u0259n sonra o biri qad\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259ki y\u00fck\u00fc yer\u0259 qoyub dayand\u0131. Onun g\u0259lib y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc aparmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kimis\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi a\u015fkar hiss olunurdu. \u00d6m\u0259r f\u00fcrs\u0259td\u0259n istifad\u0259 el\u0259yib ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n\u2013 Teyz\u0259, \u00fczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m, sizd\u0259n bir \u015fey soru\u015fa bil\u0259r\u0259mmi?
\nQad\u0131n, \u2013 B\u0259li, o\u011flum, soru\u015f \u2013 dedi.
\n\u2013 Bu eyvanl\u0131 evd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l bir q\u0131z ya\u015fay\u0131r. Onun bar\u0259sind\u0259 soru\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
\n\u2013 H\u0259\u0259\u0259, o q\u0131z? Bax, o\u011flum, s\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc dey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. M\u0259nim d\u0259 s\u0259n ya\u015fda o\u011flanlar\u0131m var. \u0130st\u0259m\u0259r\u0259m ki, onlardan hans\u0131 biris\u0259 d\u0259li q\u0131z als\u0131n. Bird\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259 aldan\u0131b ona vurularsan haaa\u2026 Bax, deyir\u0259m, q\u0131z d\u0259lidir! Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259laya salma! Yarl\u0131-yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 o\u011flansan, d\u0259li q\u0131z s\u0259nin n\u0259yin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdir?!
\n\u2013 Yox, teyz\u0259, m\u0259n onu he\u00e7 tan\u0131m\u0131ram. El\u0259-bel\u0259 soru\u015fdum, el\u0259-bel\u0259\u2026 Onun d\u0259li oldu\u011funu n\u0259d\u0259n bilirsiz?
\n\u2013 Bax, o\u011flum, s\u0259h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015f o, ya harasa gedir, ya da hardansa g\u0259lir. A\u011fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda olan adam da bel\u0259 \u015fey el\u0259y\u0259r?
\n\u00d6m\u0259rin mara\u011f\u0131 bir az da artd\u0131. Ax\u0131 bu q\u0131zla \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015fdi. O xo\u015f t\u0259sir ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayan, m\u0259d\u0259ni, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 bir q\u0131z idi.
\n\u00d6m\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z, m\u00fc\u0259mmal\u0131 hissl\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259 \u00e7a\u015f-ba\u015f qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O haql\u0131 idi, yoxsa bu q\u0131z\u0131 d\u0259li hesab el\u0259y\u0259n k\u0259nd camaat\u0131? Ona x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q ed\u0259n qad\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rini bir daha xat\u0131rlad\u0131: \u201cBird\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259 aldan\u0131b ona vurularsan ha!\u201d \u00d6m\u0259r: \u201cVurulmaram, niy\u0259 vuruluram ki?!\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. B\u0259s onda niy\u0259 o bu q\u0131z bar\u0259sind\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox fikirl\u0259\u015firdi? Niy\u0259 h\u0259min q\u0131z ona bel\u0259 sirli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc?<\/p>\n

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\n\u00d6m\u0259r q\u0131z\u0131n eyvanda palaz \u00e7\u0131rpark\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kdiyi \u015f\u0259klini komp\u00fcterind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259r\u0259k bax\u0131r, onu anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. O, \u018frkam\u0131n komp\u00fcter\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb soru\u015fdu:
\n\u2013 Bu q\u0131z haqda t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat\u0131n nec\u0259dir, onun haqda n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n?
\n\u2013 Yaln\u0131z onu dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m ki, \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131zd\u0131r.
\n\u2013 Bizim k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r. Taxta eyvanl\u0131 suvanmam\u0131\u015f da\u015f evi g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259nmi? Bax, o evd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r.
\n\u2013 Dostum, s\u0259n a\u015fiq olmusan!
\n\u2013 Yooox, n\u0259 a\u015fiq can\u0131m?!
\n\u2013 Niy\u0259 d\u0259 yox! O g\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 kim sevdalanmaz?!
\n\u2013 Bilirs\u0259nmi, qon\u015fular ona d\u0259li deyirl\u0259r. Amma m\u0259n onunla dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam, o q\u0131z kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131d\u0131r. Lakin n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 o, m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Bu q\u0131zda n\u0259 is\u0259 bir sirr var. Onu g\u00f6rm\u0259k, onunla bir daha dan\u0131\u015fmaq, bu sirri \u00e7\u00f6zm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. O is\u0259 n\u0259inki k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259, he\u00e7 eyvana da \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r.
\n\u2013 Bura bax, dostum, g\u0259ls\u0259n\u0259 evl\u0259rin\u0259 ged\u0259k!
\n\u2013 N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?! Gedib n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yik?
\n\u2013 Eh, o q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259han\u0259 tapmaq olar ki!
\n\u2013 M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, n\u0259?
\n\u2013 M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, dey\u0259 bil\u0259rik ki, guya biz onlar\u0131n evl\u0259rini almaq ist\u0259yirik. Sonra bir \u015feyi b\u0259han\u0259 el\u0259yib dey\u0259rik ki, daha alas\u0131 olmad\u0131q. N\u0259yimiz\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdir onlar\u0131n evl\u0259ri?
\n\u2013 Do\u011frudan da, b\u0259s dem\u0259zl\u0259r ki, n\u0259yiniz\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdir?
\n\u2013 Dey\u0259rik k, al\u0131b butik otel el\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirik. Nec\u0259 fikirdir?
\n\u2013 M\u0259nc\u0259 a\u011flabatand\u0131r.
\n\u2013 A\u011flabatan n\u0259dir?! \u018flad\u0131r, \u0259la! Mac\u0259ran\u0131 sevir\u0259m!<\/p>\n

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\nEv sahibi ya\u015fl\u0131 bir adam idi. O qonaqlar\u0131 h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131b \u0259yl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 yer g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. \u00d6m\u0259r il\u0259 \u018frkam ke\u00e7ib oturdular. Evd\u0259 adam \u00e7ox idi. Ki\u015fi: \u2013 O\u011flanlar\u0131md\u0131r, be\u015f o\u011flum var \u2013 dey\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. \u0130ki azya\u015fl\u0131 u\u015faq qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a g\u0259lib ona sar\u0131ld\u0131lar. Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam: \u2013 Bunlar da n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rimdir \u2013 dedi. O, u\u015faqlar\u0131 bir-bir \u0259zizl\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc qonaqlara tutdu:
\n\u2013 G\u0259li\u015finizin m\u0259ram\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259rdim. Siz\u0259 n\u0259d\u0259 yard\u0131m\u00e7\u0131 ola bil\u0259r\u0259m?
\n\u00d6m\u0259r ehtiyatla: \u2013 Biz i\u015f adam\u0131y\u0131q. Sizin k\u0259ndd\u0259 turistl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ki\u00e7ik bir otel, bir d\u0259 ki\u00e7ik restoran a\u00e7maq ist\u0259yirik. Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir ne\u00e7\u0259 yer g\u00f6zalt\u0131 el\u0259mi\u015fik. Bunlardan biri d\u0259 sizin evinizdir. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck ki, sizin evinizi satmaq fikrinizin olub olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259k \u2013 dedi.
\nKi\u015fi ona diqq\u0259tl\u0259 qulaq asd\u0131qdan sonra: \u2013 H\u0259, dem\u0259li evimizi almaq ist\u0259yirsiz \u2013 dedi.
\n\u00d6m\u0259r \u0259trafa g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirib: \u2013 B\u0259li, bura el\u0259 biz ist\u0259diyimiz kimidir. Geni\u015f d\u0259hliz v\u0259 \u00e7oxlu ki\u00e7ik otaqlar\u2026 \u2013 dedi.
\n\u00c7ox \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di ki, \u00d6m\u0259rin g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259diyi q\u0131z \u0259lind\u0259 sini i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. O, qonaqlara q\u0259hv\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. Q\u0131z: \u2013 Xo\u015f g\u0259lmisiz \u2013 deyib i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0259hv\u0259 fincanlar\u0131 olan sinini qonaqlara uzatd\u0131.
\n\u00d6m\u0259r arzusuna \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. B\u0259li, bu o idi. \u00d6m\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259rin\u0259 zill\u0259di. Q\u0131z qona\u011f\u0131n ona diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss edib bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b ona baxd\u0131. O d\u0259qiq\u0259 onu tan\u0131y\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdi v\u0259 n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 \u00e7ox h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131. El\u0259 bu d\u0259m ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131nda beli \u015fal il\u0259, aln\u0131 qatlanm\u0131\u015f ba\u015f yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 sar\u0131nm\u0131\u015f g\u0259nc qad\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Qad\u0131n bir \u0259lil\u0259 belini, bir \u0259lil\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tutmu\u015fdu. O \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 q\u0131za i\u015far\u0259 el\u0259yib d\u0259hlizi g\u00f6st\u0259rdi.
\n\u2013 Yeri!
\nQ\u0131z o d\u0259qiq\u0259 d\u0259hliz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Qad\u0131n ona t\u0259pindi:
\n\u2013 U\u015faqlar burda n\u0259 g\u0259zirl\u0259r? Onlar\u0131 niy\u0259 yat\u0131rtmam\u0131san?
\n\u2013 Ax\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 yedizdirm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m\u2026
\n\u2013 N\u0259yi g\u00f6zl\u0259yirs\u0259n? Of, bu q\u0131z m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259k! Tez ol, u\u015faqlar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr, g\u0259l dal\u0131mca!
\nQ\u0131z danland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qonaqlar\u0131n e\u015fitdiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 p\u0259rt olmu\u015fdu. O c\u0259ld geri qay\u0131daraq u\u015faqlar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015fi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259yib qad\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131nca naraz\u0131 halda baxd\u0131.
\n\u2013 G\u0259linimdir\u2026 Eh, bizim g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz budur. \u00d6z\u00fc he\u00e7 n\u0259 el\u0259mir, el\u0259 hey t\u0259l\u0259b el\u0259yir, \u0259mr el\u0259yir. O\u011flum da onun t\u0259r\u0259fini tutur dey\u0259, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 getm\u0259k, bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259k olmur. B\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259r yaz\u0131q q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n boynunda olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259, h\u0259r i\u015fd\u0259 g\u00fcnahkar da odur. Eh, n\u0259 is\u0259\u2026 Deyir\u0259m bar\u0131 adam yan\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bel\u0259 aparmas\u0131n. Q\u0131z\u0131mdan \u00f6tr\u00fc \u00e7ox narahatam. Bu evd\u0259 onunla \u00e7ox pis davran\u0131rlar. Ax\u0131 o buna layiq deyil.
\n\u018frkam ki\u015fiy\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k-dir\u0259k verm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn: \u2013 Narahat olmay\u0131n, \u0259mi, q\u0131zd\u0131r, \u0130n \u015fa Allah \u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259r, yax\u015f\u0131 bir ev\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r h\u0259r \u015fey d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259r \u2013 dedi. Qoca: \u2013 Eeeh, birini bilirsiz, birini yox. Ax\u0131 onu kim alar kas\u0131b ki\u015finin q\u0131z\u0131d\u0131r. Bir d\u0259 ax\u0131\u2026 He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m nec\u0259 deyim, ax\u0131 k\u0259ndd\u0259 onun ad\u0131 d\u0259li kimi \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 el\u00e7i g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r ya gic\u0259, ya da \u00e7ola\u011fa g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u0259lirl\u0259r. M\u0259n d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 b\u0259db\u0259xt el\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259diyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn vermir\u0259m. Eeeh, n\u0259 is\u0259\u2026 \u2013 dey\u0259 gileyl\u0259ndi.
\n\u018frkam \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz g\u00f6st\u0259rib, guya t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nirmi\u015f kimi soru\u015fdu:
\n\u2013 B\u0259s ad\u0131 niy\u0259 el\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b?
\n\u2013 Bilirs\u0259nmi o\u011flum, bir s\u00f6z ki \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, camaat\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, sonra daha\u2026 Elin a\u011fz\u0131 torba deyil ki y\u0131\u011fasan!
\n\u2013 B\u0259lk\u0259 ev q\u0131z\u0131d\u0131r, t\u0259hsil g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn avamd\u0131r. Kimins\u0259 yan\u0131nda bilm\u0259yib n\u0259yis\u0259 s\u0259hv dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ad\u0131 bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b?
\n\u2013 Yox, o\u011flum, el\u0259 deyil. M\u0259nim Ayi\u015f\u0259m \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131, savadl\u0131 q\u0131zd\u0131r. O, \u0130stanbulda lisey bitirib. T\u0259hsilini Universitetd\u0259 davam el\u0259tdirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Lakin arzusu \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 qald\u0131.
\n\u2013 Niy\u0259?
\n\u2013 O, t\u0259hsil ald\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 lap ki\u00e7ik ya\u015flar\u0131ndan bir qohumumun evind\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259nha, ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131n idi. Qad\u0131n Allah\u0131n r\u0259hm\u0259tin\u0259 qovu\u015fduqdan sonra qarda\u015f\u0131 u\u015faqlar\u0131 evini satd\u0131lar. Ayi\u015f\u0259m d\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131 yan\u0131ma. M\u0259n d\u0259 daha ya\u015flanm\u0131\u015fam, t\u0259hsil x\u0259rcl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 pul da d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. \u0130ndi b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259r onun boynundad\u0131r, ham\u0131ya o bax\u0131r. O q\u0259d\u0259r i\u015fl\u0259yir ki, yor\u011funluqdan \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr. \u018fg\u0259r bu evi satsam ki\u00e7ik ev alaram, pulun qal\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 o\u011flanlar\u0131 evl\u0259ndir\u0259r\u0259m. B\u0259lk\u0259 Ayi\u015f\u0259min d\u0259 i\u015fi azalar. Siz bir otaqlar\u0131 g\u0259zin bax\u0131n. Evin arxa t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259timiz var, ora da bax\u0131n. Do\u011frudur, h\u0259y\u0259t \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259kdir, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda su il\u0259 dolur. Alsan\u0131z buna bir \u00e7ar\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259li olacaqs\u0131n\u0131z.
\nYa\u015fl\u0131 adam\u0131n d\u0259v\u0259til\u0259 onlar otaqlara baxmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yerl\u0259rind\u0259n qalxd\u0131lar. \u00d6m\u0259r d\u0259hlizd\u0259 Ayi\u015f\u0259 il\u0259 rastla\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0131z bir anl\u0131q ona baxsa da sonra ona m\u0259h\u0259l verm\u0259yib t\u0259l\u0259sik otaqlardan birin\u0259 ke\u00e7di. \u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n qarda\u015flar\u0131ndan birinin s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi:
\n\u2013 Niy\u0259 bel\u0259 gec g\u0259ldin? Bir az c\u0259ld ola bilm\u0259zdin? G\u0259l, g\u0259l ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 ovxala!
\nBu vaxt o biri otaqdan dig\u0259r qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fidildi:
\n\u2013 Ayi\u015f\u0259, harda qald\u0131n?! G\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xsana, q\u0131z!
\nAyi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yenic\u0259 s\u0259si g\u0259l\u0259n qarda\u015f\u0131na yetirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, g\u0259lin hardansa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b d\u0259hlizd\u0259 peyda oldu. O \u0259s\u0259bi g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u0259 d\u0259 qona\u011fa g\u00f6r\u0259 yava\u015f dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131:
\n\u2013 S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 burdasan? B\u0259s paltarlar\u0131 kim yuyacaq?
\nAyi\u015f\u0259 niy\u0259 l\u0259ngidiyinin s\u0259b\u0259bini izah etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259lil\u0259 indic\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 haqq qazand\u0131rmaq ist\u0259di. O, el\u0259: \u2013 M\u0259n\u2026 \u2013 demi\u015fdi ki, g\u0259lin onun s\u00f6z\u00fcnu k\u0259sdi:
\n\u2013 Sus, dan\u0131\u015fma! U\u015faqlar yat\u0131b! Paltarlar\u0131 niy\u0259 yumam\u0131san?
\n\u2013 M\u0259n\u2026
\n\u2013 S\u0259n\u0259 dem\u0259dim sus?!
\nG\u0259lin qona\u011f\u0131n ona mat-mat baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb t\u0259rbiy\u0259li qad\u0131n oldu\u011funu g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259sum bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra Ayi\u015f\u0259nin qolundan tutaraq \u00e7\u0259kib apard\u0131.
\n\u00d6m\u0259r art\u0131q qocan\u0131n n\u0259 dediyini e\u015fitmirdi, onun fikri Ayi\u015f\u0259nin yan\u0131nda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn diqq\u0259tini onlar\u0131n n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda c\u0259ml\u0259\u015fdirmi\u015fdi. Q\u0131z\u0131 qaba\u011f\u0131na sal\u0131b aparan g\u0259linin s\u0259si h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lirdi:
\n\u2013 S\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131landan he\u00e7 n\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259mis\u0259n! Evl\u0259ri y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131n, x\u00f6r\u0259yi bi\u015firib qablar\u0131 yudun, dem\u0259li daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?! B\u0259s paltarlar\u0131 kim yuyacaq?
\n\u2013 Ax\u0131 m\u0259n\u2026
\n\u2013 Dem\u0259dim dan\u0131\u015fma?! U\u015faqlar\u0131 oyadacaqsan!
\n\u00d6m\u0259r otaqlara baxd\u0131qdan sonra a\u011fl\u0131na maraql\u0131 fikir g\u0259ldi: \u201cDey\u0259s\u0259n ax\u0131 buran\u0131 do\u011furdan da ki\u00e7ik otel el\u0259m\u0259k olar!\u201d \u018fvv\u0259l bu s\u00f6z\u00fc b\u0259han\u0259 xatirin\u0259 des\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 indi bu fikir ona daha real v\u0259 maraql\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

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\n\u00d6m\u0259r \u0259l telefonundak\u0131 z\u0259ngli saat\u0131 s\u00fcbh tezd\u0259n z\u0259ng vursun dey\u0259 qura\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Lakin o, s\u00fcbh a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f art\u0131q \u00f6z sevimli m\u0259kan\u0131nda, me\u015f\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259 heyran oldu\u011fu h\u0259min o mistik yerind\u0259 idi. Onu bu d\u0259f\u0259 buraya c\u0259lb el\u0259y\u0259n foto \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259n daha \u00e7ox ke\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fcn bu saatlar\u0131nda ba\u015f vermi\u015f hadis\u0259 idi. B\u0259lk\u0259 burada nam\u0259lum m\u0259xluq, bir me\u015f\u0259 m\u0259xluqu ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131 ki, onu ancaq \u00d6m\u0259r tapm\u0131\u015f, k\u0259\u015ff etmi\u015fdi?
\nG\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n q\u0131zm\u0131\u015f hava s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n s\u0259rinl\u0259\u015fdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015feh d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00d6m\u0259rin tutmaq ist\u0259diyi an da el\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fcn bu vaxt\u0131 idi. Onun ehtimal\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 n\u0259 ba\u015f vers\u0259 el\u0259 bu vaxt ba\u015f ver\u0259c\u0259k, g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi m\u0259xluq indic\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u00d6m\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xana dayand\u0131. Art\u0131q g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin ilk \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131 g\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Buludlar\u0131n k\u0259narlar\u0131 par\u0131ldad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan g\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fc par\u00e7a-par\u00e7a g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. G\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fc i\u015f\u0131qlanma\u011fa ba\u015flasa da s\u0131x a\u011faclar i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n me\u015f\u0259nin i\u00e7\u0259risin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin\u0259 imkan vermirdi.
\nMe\u015f\u0259nin s\u00fckutunu s\u00fcbh \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 oyanan qu\u015flar\u0131n s\u0259si pozurdu. \u00d6m\u0259r dayan\u0131b me\u015f\u0259nin h\u0259nirtisini dinl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qu\u015f cikkiltisind\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 bir h\u0259nirti olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yad olan h\u0259r hans\u0131 s\u0259si o d\u0259qiq\u0259 ay\u0131rd etm\u0259k olard\u0131. Bu an \u00d6m\u0259r h\u0259min s\u0259si, o sirli p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131n\u0131 bir daha e\u015fitdi. S\u0259s ke\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi yen\u0259 d\u0259 astadan n\u0259 is\u0259 deyirdi. \u00d6m\u0259r yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259di, dizl\u0259rini qatlay\u0131b a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259yildi v\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 qulaq asma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Ara bir b\u0259zi s\u00f6zl\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131q-ayd\u0131n e\u015fidilir, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 anla\u015f\u0131lmaz olurdu.
\n\u2013 M\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm bu z\u00fclmd\u0259n qurtar. N\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7at\u0131r, n\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259brim\u2026 O Yusif pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259ri ki quyudan, zindandan qurtard\u0131n\u2026 M\u0259ni d\u0259 xilas el\u0259\u2026 M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nin qulunam\u2026
\nBu g\u0259nc qad\u0131n s\u0259si idi. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 \u00d6m\u0259r onun kiminl\u0259s\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 z\u0259nn el\u0259di. Lakin tezlikl\u0259 dua el\u0259diyini anlad\u0131. Qad\u0131n astadan davam el\u0259di:
\n\u2013 Dualar\u0131m q\u0259bul olunana q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259 dua el\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m\u2026 G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 sil\u2026 \u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u2026 \u018fsirlikd\u0259n qurtar\u2026
\nG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n bu d\u0259rdli qad\u0131n kim idi? Onu kim incitmi\u015fdi, kim \u0259sir g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc? B\u0259lk\u0259 h\u0259min o kabus?! \u00d6m\u0259rin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n dara d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f bu qad\u0131na k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259m\u0259k ke\u00e7di, b\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 bu qad\u0131n me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u0130nce\u011fiz ma\u011faralar\u0131nda? B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 onu burada m\u0259cburi saxlay\u0131rlar? \u00d6m\u0259r ona yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini, ona nec\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yini soru\u015fmaq ist\u0259di. Aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b s\u0259sin g\u0259ldiyini t\u0259xmin etdiyi t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 add\u0131mlad\u0131. O uzaqda deyildi, dizi \u00fcst\u0259 oturmu\u015f, ba\u015f\u0131na qara il\u0259 boz r\u0259ngin qar\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir \u00f6rt\u00fck salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00d6rt\u00fck qad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n yaln\u0131z burnu v\u0259 \u00e7\u0259n\u0259si g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu onun g\u0259nc oldu\u011funu anlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yet\u0259rli idi. \u00d6m\u0259r add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 yava\u015fca basaraq ona yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b yan\u0131nda oturmaq, onunla dan\u0131\u015fmaq, d\u0259rdini soru\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Lakin n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ehtiyatl\u0131 olsa da qad\u0131n ona kimins\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss edib diksindi. \u00d6m\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259ki kimi qa\u00e7mas\u0131n dey\u0259 onun \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259n tutdu. Qad\u0131n \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn arxas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. \u00d6m\u0259r onu daha m\u00f6hk\u0259m tutma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015faraq: \u2013 S\u0259n kims\u0259n? \u2013 deyib, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tamamil\u0259 \u00f6rtm\u00fc\u015f \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fc \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u0259narla\u015fd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259di. Lakin aln\u0131ndan d\u0259y\u0259n q\u0259fil v\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc z\u0259rb\u0259 onu dayand\u0131rd\u0131. O qad\u0131n\u0131 burax\u0131b \u0259lini aln\u0131na apard\u0131. \u018fli torpaq qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q qana bula\u015fd\u0131. Qad\u0131n qu\u015f kimi yerind\u0259n s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b qa\u00e7d\u0131. O qad\u0131n\u0131n h\u00fcrkd\u00fcy\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onu da\u015fla vurdu\u011funu anlad\u0131. Bu kabus deyildi. Ger\u00e7\u0259k qad\u0131n idi. \u00d6m\u0259r onun s\u0131sqa \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ovuclar\u0131nda hiss el\u0259yirdi.
\n\u00d6m\u0259r \u018frkam\u0131 oyad\u0131b narahat el\u0259m\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sakitc\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. Qa\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n axan qan yana\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da bula\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O soyuq su il\u0259 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yudu. \u0130slatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ya\u015f d\u0259smal\u0131 aln\u0131na qoyub arxas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 divanda uzand\u0131. Lakin \u018frkam oyaq oldu\u011fundan onun g\u0259ldiyind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r tutmu\u015fdu. \u018frkam ona yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b \u2013 S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 olub, \u00d6m\u0259r? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu.
\n\u2013 He\u00e7\u2026 Bir az \u0259vv\u0259l me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m\u2026 Aln\u0131m da\u015fa d\u0259yib \u0259zildi.
\n\u2013 S\u0259n d\u0259 yaralanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fcnasib zaman tapd\u0131n ha\u2026 Ax\u0131 biz bir-iki g\u00fcn\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b geri qay\u0131tmal\u0131y\u0131q?
\n\u2013 S\u0259n qay\u0131t\u2026 M\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimi burda qoyub he\u00e7 yer\u0259 ged\u0259n deyil\u0259m. Ayi\u015f\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 \u0130stanbula aparmay\u0131nca geri qay\u0131tmayaca\u011fam.
\n\u2013 \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, bu s\u0259nin \u015f\u0259xsi i\u015findir, amma s\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilmir\u0259m\u2026 \u0130stanbulda q\u0131zm\u0131 yoxdur? Orda o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z var ik\u0259n\u2026
\n\u2013 Q\u0131zlar\u0131n \u00e7oxu g\u00f6z\u0259l ola bil\u0259r, lakin h\u0259r q\u0131z onun q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259sum ola bilm\u0259z. M\u0259n ondak\u0131 m\u0259sumlu\u011fa m\u0259ftun olmu\u015fam!
\n\u2013 B\u0259s bu k\u0259ndd\u0259 onun haqq\u0131nda g\u0259z\u0259n s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r nec\u0259, s\u0259ni narahat el\u0259mir?
\n\u00d6m\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fcb: \u2013 Bo\u015f ver! G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n kim niy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b o s\u00f6z\u00fc?! B\u0259lk\u0259 kimins\u0259 \u00e7irkin q\u0131z\u0131 var, qorxur ki, el\u00e7il\u0259r onun q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 yox, Ayi\u015f\u0259ni alarlar \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n

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\n\u00d6m\u0259r \u00e7ox narahat idi. \u00dcr\u0259yi s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r, can\u0131n\u0131 qoyma\u011fa yer tapa bilmirdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki onlar tezlikl\u0259 \u0130stanbula qay\u0131tmal\u0131 idil\u0259r. Fikri Ayi\u015f\u0259nin yan\u0131nda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan daha fotoya olan h\u0259v\u0259si d\u0259 onu \u0259vv\u0259lki q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. \u0130mkan tapan kimi Ayi\u015f\u0259 gilin taxta eyvanlar\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayan\u0131r, onun \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.
\nBu d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r hava \u00e7ox dumanl\u0131 oldu\u011fundan g\u00f6z-g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bel\u0259 havada foto \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k d\u0259 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. O fikrini da\u011f\u0131tmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir az g\u0259zm\u0259k q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldi. Dumanl\u0131 havada hara ged\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259zi\u015f\u0259rk\u0259n bir q\u0131z il\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259ldi. El\u0259 bil g\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u00fcz onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00d6m\u0259r onu o d\u0259qiq\u0259 tan\u0131masa da q\u0131z onu tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan dayan\u0131b diqq\u0259tl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu Ayi\u015f\u0259 idi. \u00d6m\u0259r ona: \u2013 Ayi\u015f\u0259m! \u2013 dey\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ndi. Q\u0131z g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib yava\u015fca:
\n\u2013 M\u0259nim ad\u0131m Ayi\u015f\u0259dir. Ayi\u015f\u0259m deyil \u2013 dedi.
\n\u2013 B\u0259s atan s\u0259ni niy\u0259 Ayi\u015f\u0259m \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r?
\n\u2013 \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n onun Ayi\u015f\u0259siy\u0259m.
\n\u2013 Olarm\u0131 m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 Ayi\u015f\u0259m deyim?
\n\u00d6m\u0259r \u0259traf\u0131na baxd\u0131. He\u00e7 k\u0259s yox idi. Dumandan \u0259traf daha da g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z olmu\u015fdu. Lakin o Ayi\u015f\u0259nin getm\u0259diyini, yax\u0131nda oldu\u011funu hiss edirdi. \u00d6m\u0259r y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 onunla dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa davam el\u0259di:
\n\u2013 M\u0259nim d\u0259 Ayi\u015f\u0259m ol! S\u0259ni burada, bu \u0259ziyy\u0259tin i\u00e7ind\u0259 qoyub getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, Ayi\u015f\u0259m! E\u015fidirs\u0259nmi?! Ayi\u015f\u0259m!!!
\nLakin he\u00e7 bir s\u0259s g\u0259lm\u0259di. Q\u0131z el\u0259 bil qeyb olmu\u015f, qu\u015f olub g\u00f6y\u0259 u\u00e7mu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

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\u2013 Salam-\u0259leyk\u00fcm, xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck!
\n\u2013 Salam-\u0259leyk\u00fcm, xo\u015f g\u0259ldiniz!
\n\u2013 Nec\u0259siniz?
\n\u2013 T\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edirik! Siz nec\u0259siz?
\n\u2013 Biz d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131y\u0131q, sa\u011f olun! Biz Ayi\u015f\u0259ni o\u011flumuz \u00d6m\u0259r\u0259 ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fik.
\n\u2013 El\u0259mi? \u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l! Amma bu \u00e7ox ciddi m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir. M\u0259n o\u011flanlar\u0131m\u0131 da \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131m bu s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259 ham\u0131 i\u015ftirak el\u0259sin.
\nYa\u015fl\u0131 adam d\u0259hliz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ilk rastla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 o\u011flundan evd\u0259 olan dig\u0259r qarda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 da \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Qarda\u015flar g\u0259lib \u0259d\u0259b-\u0259rkanla salamla\u015fd\u0131qdan sonra \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. Onlardan \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fc \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc el\u00e7ilikd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 i\u015ftirak ed\u0259n \u00d6m\u0259r\u0259 tutub dedi:
\n\u2013 Dem\u0259li, Ayi\u015f\u0259ni ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmisiniz\u2026 Onu hardan tan\u0131y\u0131rsan?
\n\u2013 Sizin evd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m\u2026
\n\u2013 Ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcz?
\n\u2013 Onunla bir d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.
\nDig\u0259r qarda\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc atas\u0131na tutub etiraz\u0131n\u0131 bildirdi:
\n\u2013 Baba, s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox deyirdik q\u0131z\u0131 \u0130stanbula oxuma\u011fa g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259! Budur bax! T\u0259rbiy\u0259si yax\u015f\u0131ca korlan\u0131b! K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 o\u011flanla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb!
\nO biri qarda\u015f onun bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rini t\u0259sdiql\u0259di:
\n\u2013 H\u0259, do\u011frudur. Dinl\u0259m\u0259din bizi\u2026 Bax g\u00f6r \u015f\u0259h\u0259r onu nec\u0259 xarab el\u0259yib! K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 o\u011flanla tan\u0131\u015f olub!
\nQarda\u015f\u0131: \u2013 Ayi\u015f\u0259! \u2013 dey\u0259 hirsl\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Ayi\u015f\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sik yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flaya-ba\u011flaya g\u0259ldi.
\n\u2013 Ke\u00e7 otur!
\nQ\u0131z dinm\u0259zc\u0259 ke\u00e7ib oturdu. \u00dcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n hals\u0131z v\u0259 q\u0131zd\u0131rmal\u0131 oldu\u011fu hiss olunurdu. O biri qarda\u015f: \u2013 Ayi\u015f\u0259, bu o\u011flan\u0131 hardan tan\u0131y\u0131rsan? S\u0259ni ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lib! Q\u0131z, e\u015fidirs\u0259nmi? Cavab vers\u0259n\u0259! \u2013 dedi.
\nAyi\u015f\u0259 pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O susur, tez-tez \u0259lini aln\u0131na apar\u0131r, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131rd\u0131. B\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00d6m\u0259r\u0259 tutub q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 \u0259lini \u0259lin\u0259 vurdu:
\n\u2013 B\u0259s s\u0259n n\u0259 c\u0259sar\u0259tl\u0259 bizim bac\u0131m\u0131zla k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcs\u0259n? S\u0259n\u0259 bu h\u0259ddi kim verib? S\u0259nin kimisini g\u00fcll\u0259 qaba\u011f\u0131na qoymaq da azd\u0131r!
\nBayaqdan sakit oturmu\u015f dig\u0259r qarda\u015f dill\u0259ndi:
\n\u2013 Bir dayan! S\u0259n n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? Biz adam \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259nik? Pis o\u011flana ox\u015fam\u0131r. Yax\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fl\u0131q vers\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 ona ver\u0259rik.
\n\u00d6m\u0259rin ata-anas\u0131 dem\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z tapm\u0131r, \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q ya\u011fan Ayi\u015f\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 onun qarda\u015flar\u0131na bax\u0131rd\u0131lar.
\n\u00d6m\u0259rin atas\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etm\u0259d\u0259n dedi:
\n\u2013 Biz Ayi\u015f\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ist\u0259diyiniz m\u0259bl\u0259\u011fd\u0259 ba\u015fl\u0131q verm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r\u0131q!
\nAyi\u015f\u0259nin atas\u0131 bu s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259n sanki diksin\u0259r\u0259k ay\u0131ld\u0131. O b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011fluna t\u0259pin\u0259r\u0259k dedi:
\n\u2013 S\u0259n kims\u0259n ki, m\u0259n olan yerd\u0259 q\u0259rar verirs\u0259n?! M\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m! Ayi\u015f\u0259mi d\u0259 satmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bazara \u00e7\u0131xarmam\u0131\u015fam!
\nYa\u015fl\u0131 adam \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00d6m\u0259rin atas\u0131na tutaraq: \u2013 Siz arxay\u0131n olun, ortada he\u00e7 bir ba\u015fl\u0131q s\u00f6hb\u0259ti ola bilm\u0259z! Ayi\u015f\u0259min atas\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259m, m\u0259n siz\u0259 deyir\u0259m, q\u0131z sizindir! Verdim getdi! \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n

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\nAyi\u015f\u0259 a\u011f g\u0259linlikd\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Atas\u0131 ona xeyir-dua verib aln\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fc. Q\u0131z xeyir-duas\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131b yenic\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yirdi ki, yan\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015f qarda\u015f\u0131 arvad\u0131 onun qolundan tutdu. Ayi\u015f\u0259 ona sar\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Qad\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini geni\u015f a\u00e7araq ona bax\u0131rd\u0131. Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259 susduqdan sonra yava\u015fca dedi:
\n\u2013 Ayi\u015f\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ox amans\u0131z v\u0259 haqs\u0131z olmu\u015fam!
\n\u2013 Bu n\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u00fcr? Niy\u0259 el\u0259 deyirs\u0259n?
\n\u2013 S\u0259nin haqq\u0131nda k\u0259ndd\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259ti m\u0259n yay\u0131rd\u0131m. Qorxurdum ki, bird\u0259n \u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259rs\u0259n, i\u015fl\u0259r t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb qalar \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259\u2026
\nQad\u0131n\u0131n \u201ck\u0259ndd\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259ti m\u0259n yay\u0131rd\u0131m\u201d ifad\u0259si \u00d6m\u0259ri o q\u0259d\u0259r heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndirdi ki, az qala yeni bir \u015fey k\u0259\u015ff el\u0259yibmi\u015f kimi \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131b ham\u0131n\u0131 toplamaq ist\u0259di. Lakin qad\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015fla dolmu\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00d6m\u0259ri saxlad\u0131.
\n\u2013 Ayi\u015f\u0259, m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla! Sizin eviniz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n m\u0259n yeyib yat\u0131r, s\u0259n is\u0259 qul kimi i\u015fl\u0259yirdin. Dediyim t\u0259hqirl\u0259r\u0259, ac\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 bir k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 olsun cavab vermirdin. Boynumda haqq\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr. Haqq\u0131n\u0131 halal el\u0259!
\n\u2013 Allah ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayand\u0131r, m\u0259n n\u0259kar\u0259y\u0259m?! Allah ba\u011f\u0131\u015flas\u0131n! Haqq\u0131m\u0131 halal el\u0259yir\u0259m!
\n\u2013 \u00c7ox i\u015fl\u0259diyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259r yuxuda \u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131ndan zar\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131n. M\u0259n bunu bir q\u0131raqdan seyr el\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lirdi. Amma s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lan kimi yen\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259ni i\u015fl\u0259dirdim.
\n\u2013 Halal el\u0259yir\u0259m!
\n\u2013 H\u0259y\u0259t ya\u011f\u0131\u015f suyu il\u0259 dolanda qur\u015fa\u011fa q\u0259d\u0259r soyuq suyun i\u00e7in\u0259 girib suyu vedr\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 bo\u015fald\u0131rd\u0131n. M\u0259n is\u0259 isti evd\u0259\u2026 M\u0259n\u2026
\nG\u0259lin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 salm\u0131\u015f, barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 ke\u00e7ird\u0259r\u0259k s\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ayi\u015f\u0259 onun sin\u0259sin\u0259 yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sini ovuclar\u0131na al\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di:
\n\u2013 Halal el\u0259yir\u0259m!
\nAtas\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259ki quran\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b Ayi\u015f\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 tutdu.<\/p>\n

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\nOnlar ma\u015f\u0131nla \u00c7atal\u00e7adan uzaqla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Ayi\u015f\u0259 h\u0259r c\u00fcr\u0259 s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259ti, incikliyi gerid\u0259 burax\u0131b yeni h\u0259yata ba\u015flayacaqd\u0131. \u00d6m\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259 vuruldu\u011fu, fotolar \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259hd etdiyi, lakin kabusla rastla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259min o vahim\u0259li da\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 Ayi\u015f\u0259nin da\u011fa sar\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259canla boyland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb dedi:
\n\u2013 T\u0259k burda b\u0259xtim g\u0259tirm\u0259di, i\u015fim u\u011furlu al\u0131nmad\u0131. \u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l
\nyerdir, lakin t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf\u2026
\nMa\u015f\u0131n yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca q\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259birsizl\u0259ndiyi hiss olunurdu. Onlar da\u011f\u0131n lap yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0131z g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259d\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcy\u0259: \u2013 Qarda\u015f, l\u00fctf\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlayarsanm\u0131? \u2013 dedi. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc: \u2013 Ba\u015f \u00fcst\u0259! \u2013 deyib ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlad\u0131. Ayi\u015f\u0259 \u00d6m\u0259r\u0259: \u2013 Bir az g\u00f6zl\u0259, tez qay\u0131daca\u011fam \u2013 deyib t\u0259l\u0259sik ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00d6m\u0259r onun ard\u0131nca: \u2013 Hara gedirs\u0259n? M\u0259ni d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259! \u2013 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, q\u0131z g\u0259linliyinin \u0259t\u0259kl\u0259rini \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b ondan \u00e7\u0131xmayan c\u0259ldlikl\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131ndan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. Budaqlardan tuta-tuta \u00fcz\u00fc yuxar\u0131 ir\u0259lil\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00d6m\u0259r: \u201cAyi\u015f\u0259 bu vahim\u0259li da\u011fda qorxar, yar\u0131 kabus, yar\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259k qad\u0131nla rastla\u015far\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sik ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k onun ard\u0131nca getdi.
\n\u00d6m\u0259rin ard\u0131nca g\u0259ldiyind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz olan Ayi\u015f\u0259 inadla ir\u0259lil\u0259yirdi. Bird\u0259n dizl\u0259rini qatlay\u0131b yer\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc v\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rini ir\u0259li uzatd\u0131. Q\u0259fil sakitl\u0259\u015fib dua el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131:
\n\u2013 Allah\u0131m, m\u0259ni zindandan qurtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259ldim! Xilas el\u0259din, h\u0259l\u0259 \u00fcst\u0259lik \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n k\u0259d\u0259ri g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yerin\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l bir hiss qoydun! E\u015fq! Onu el\u0259 sevir\u0259m ki! G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 ilk baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ona a\u015f\u0131q oldum! N\u0259n\u0259m deyirdi ki, s\u00fcbh vaxt\u0131 da\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda dua el\u0259s\u0259n dualar\u0131n q\u0259bul olunar. Ax\u0131r ki duam\u0131 e\u015fitdin! S\u0259n\u0259 minn\u0259tdaram, Allah\u0131m!\u201d
\n\u00d6m\u0259r diqq\u0259tl\u0259 s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xartmadan, n\u0259f\u0259sini i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131. Bu h\u0259min s\u0259s idi! H\u0259min kabus qad\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si! Nec\u0259 olub ki, bu vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r bunun f\u0259rqind\u0259 olmay\u0131b? Dem\u0259li, dua el\u0259y\u0259n eyni adamd\u0131r! Y\u0259ni do\u011frudan da burada rastla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259min vahim\u0259li qad\u0131n el\u0259 Ayi\u015f\u0259 imi\u015f?!
\n\u00d6m\u0259r onu h\u00fcrk\u00fctm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sakitc\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Ayi\u015f\u0259 onun g\u0259ldiyini bilm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn diksinib q\u0259fil yerind\u0259n s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131. Qorxub qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259di. \u00d6m\u0259r onu tutaraq: \u2013 Ayi\u015f\u0259m, qorxma m\u0259n\u0259m! \u2013 dedi.
\nAyi\u015f\u0259 \u00d6m\u0259rin onun s\u00f6zl\u0259rini e\u015fitdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn narahat olmu\u015fdu, n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi. \u00d6m\u0259r onu b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk qucaqlay\u0131b dedi:
\n\u2013 M\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi e\u015fitdim. Bu g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m!
\nAyi\u015f\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 onun sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259yib sakitl\u0259\u015fdi. Ma\u015f\u0131nda yol boyu ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00d6m\u0259rin \u00e7iynin\u0259 qoyub onun dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259rin he\u00e7 birin\u0259 cavab verm\u0259d\u0259n susdu. \u00d6m\u0259r is\u0259 hey dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, planlar\u0131 il\u0259 onu tan\u0131\u015f el\u0259yir, kefini a\u00e7ma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131:
\n\u2013 Evinizi atandan ald\u0131m. Pulunu da art\u0131q verdim ki, qarda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u0259raitini ist\u0259diyi kimi d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259 bilsin. Oran\u0131 butik otel el\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. S\u0259nin otelin olacaq. Sonra g\u0259lirin\u0259 daha birini alar\u0131q. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 s\u0259nin bir ne\u00e7\u0259 otelin olar. \u0130\u015f qad\u0131n\u0131 olarsan. \u0130stanbulda t\u0259hsilini d\u0259 davam etdir\u0259rs\u0259n. S\u0259n a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 v\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fqansan. Bacararsan! \u0130ndiy\u0259 kimi s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259li dey\u0259n h\u0259mk\u0259ndlil\u0259rin s\u0259n ora ged\u0259nd\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n tozuna da h\u0259sr\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r!
\nAyi\u015f\u0259 yanaqlar\u0131ndan ya\u015f\u0131 s\u0131l\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di:
\n\u2013 \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, ax\u0131 m\u0259n s\u0259nin Ayi\u015f\u0259n\u0259m!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ma\u015f\u0131n \u0259fsan\u0259vi g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi olan k\u0259nd yollar\u0131 il\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f ir\u0259lil\u0259yirdi. Yol get-ged\u0259 daral\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u00f6nc\u0259 ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f torpa\u011f\u0131 islatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yolun k\u0259narlar\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan n\u0259m olan torpaq q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 q\u0259hv\u0259yi r\u0259ng\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131. Yola d\u00f6\u015f\u0259n\u0259n da\u015flar s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k seyr\u0259ldiyind\u0259n yol \u00e7ala-\u00e7uxur olmu\u015fdu. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlay\u0131b: \u2013 Daha s\u00fcr\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Yollar pisdir, ma\u015f\u0131n xarab olar. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19665","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19665","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19665"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19665\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19668,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19665\/revisions\/19668"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19665"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19665"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19665"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}