{"id":19818,"date":"2016-05-21T02:00:52","date_gmt":"2016-05-20T22:00:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=19818"},"modified":"2016-05-21T09:50:00","modified_gmt":"2016-05-21T05:50:00","slug":"vusal-yurdoglu-h%c9%99yat-budaginda-bar-olmusam-m%c9%99n","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=19818","title":{"rendered":"V\u00fcsal YURDO\u011eLU.&#8221;H\u0259yat buda\u011f\u0131nda bar olmu\u015fam m\u0259n&#8230;&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/2014-12-10-113_1-1.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-19123\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/2014-12-10-113_1-1-208x300.jpg\" alt=\"2014-12-10-113_1 (1)\" width=\"208\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-19123\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/2014-12-10-113_1-1-208x300.jpg 208w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/2014-12-10-113_1-1.jpg 423w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 208px) 100vw, 208px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>G\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m d\u0259v\u0259tsiz, vaxts\u0131z-v\u0259d\u0259siz,<br \/>\nK\u00f6rp\u0259 t\u0259k do\u011fulub var olmu\u015fam m\u0259n.<br \/>\nValideyn sevinci, bir \u00f6vlad pay\u0131,<br \/>\nH\u0259yat buda\u011f\u0131nda bar olmu\u015fam m\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259d\u0259mim d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n yer k\u00fcr\u0259sin\u0259,<br \/>\nMaraq g\u00f6st\u0259rmi\u015f\u0259m h\u0259r n\u00f6qt\u0259sin\u0259.<br \/>\nDolan\u0131b qohumlar \u0259hat\u0259sin\u0259,<br \/>\nYadl\u0131qdan soyuyub xar olmu\u015fam m\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 yamanl\u0131q, evd\u0259 qaranl\u0131q,<br \/>\nG\u0259nc idim, g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 yanm\u0131rd\u0131 i\u015f\u0131q.<br \/>\nG\u00f6rm\u0259yib \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fczl\u00fck, yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q,<br \/>\nH\u0259qiq\u0259t oxuyan tar olmu\u015fam m\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Oxumaq \u00e7\u0259tindi, bir d\u0259 t\u0259nb\u0259llik,<br \/>\nKas\u0131bl\u0131q utancl\u0131q, u\u011fur \u0259ng\u0259llik.<br \/>\nLayiq olmayan\u00e7\u00fcn var t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik,<br \/>\nT\u0259hsili yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q, kor olmu\u015fam m\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u015eikay\u0259t etmir\u0259m, adil s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n,<br \/>\nNaraz\u0131 qalm\u0131\u015fam \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n.<br \/>\nK\u0259d\u0259rim oxunur sol\u011fun \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259n,<br \/>\nTaleyin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 tor olmu\u015fam m\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Taled\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, hans\u0131 taled\u0259n,<br \/>\nHans\u0131 qism\u0259timd\u0259n, hans\u0131 b\u0259xtimd\u0259n?!<br \/>\nG\u00fcz\u0259\u015ft\u0259 getdiyim t\u0259miz e\u015fqimd\u0259n,<br \/>\nHans\u0131 yaz\u0131 il\u0259 yorulmu\u015fam m\u0259n?!<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259mada qanad\u0131n a\u00e7an qartal\u0131n,<br \/>\nV\u00fcqar\u0131 da\u011flar t\u0259k uca qartal\u0131n.<br \/>\nYurdo\u011flu \u015feirind\u0259n qoca qartal\u0131n,<br \/>\n\u0130ti bax\u0131\u015f\u0131nda yar olmu\u015fam m\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259l\u0259mim yazan\u0131 yazm\u0131r h\u0259yat\u0131m,<br \/>\nUduza-uduza hey add\u0131m atd\u0131m.<br \/>\nN\u0259l\u0259ri itirdim, n\u0259l\u0259ri atd\u0131m,<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 \u0259qid\u0259ml\u0259 pir olmu\u015fam m\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>G\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m d\u0259v\u0259tsiz, vaxts\u0131z-v\u0259d\u0259siz, K\u00f6rp\u0259 t\u0259k do\u011fulub var olmu\u015fam m\u0259n. Valideyn sevinci, bir \u00f6vlad pay\u0131, H\u0259yat buda\u011f\u0131nda bar olmu\u015fam m\u0259n&#8230; Q\u0259d\u0259mim d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n yer k\u00fcr\u0259sin\u0259, Maraq g\u00f6st\u0259rmi\u015f\u0259m h\u0259r n\u00f6qt\u0259sin\u0259. Dolan\u0131b qohumlar \u0259hat\u0259sin\u0259, Yadl\u0131qdan soyuyub xar olmu\u015fam m\u0259n&#8230; M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 yamanl\u0131q, evd\u0259 qaranl\u0131q, G\u0259nc idim, g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 yanm\u0131rd\u0131 i\u015f\u0131q. 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