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Camal telefonu s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb, ota\u011f\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 o\u011flunu qucaqlay\u0131b q\u0131s\u0131lan Fidana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. <\/p>\n

– El\u0259 bilirdin, s\u0259n\u0259 bird\u0259 \u0259lim \u00e7atmaz? G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n el\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Qa\u00e7\u0131r\u0131landa qorxusundan a\u011flayan Ya\u015far h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz anas\u0131n\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131-qaral\u0131 yuxu g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Camal u\u015faq oyanmamas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn asta dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan\u0131n da a\u011flamaqdan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nCamal \u0259liyl\u0259 qurban\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 toxunmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 Fidan sol \u0259liyl\u0259 onu it\u0259l\u0259di. Camal otaqda ondan tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n t\u0259xmin\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fda olan ki\u015fiy\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7evirdi: <\/p>\n

– M\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7may\u0131n. He\u00e7 su da verm\u0259yin. Tox g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 nec\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fibs\u0259 \u0259sir oldu\u011fu yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. \u018fsir oldu\u011funu biraz hiss el\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259 Camala bax\u0131rd\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 Fidana. Camal otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xanda o da \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7arla ba\u011flad\u0131.
\nBalaca m\u0259tb\u0259xin qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131nda cavan qad\u0131n dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Camal qad\u0131na bax\u0131b otaqda dedikl\u0259rini yen\u0259 t\u0259krarlad\u0131. <\/p>\n

– Allah\u0131n suyunu da vermirsiz. M\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n bu qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lmayacaq. Pulunuz art\u0131qlamas\u0131yla veril\u0259c\u0259k. O da m\u0259n dey\u0259nl\u0259ri el\u0259s\u0259z.
\nKi\u015fi Camala qad\u0131na baxa-baxa arxay\u0131nl\u0131qla dedi. – Arxay\u0131n ol. <\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n \u0259rinin d\u0259, Camal\u0131n da g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259diyi sual\u0131 verdi.
\n–\tBird\u0259n polis g\u0259lib el\u0259s\u0259, nec\u0259 olacaq?<\/p>\n

Camal qad\u0131na cavab verm\u0259k ist\u0259di, dayand\u0131. Ki\u015fiy\u0259 t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs baxd\u0131, evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ki\u015fi d\u0259 qad\u0131na t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs baxd\u0131, Camal\u0131n arxas\u0131nca baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259ni anas\u0131yla evin\u0259 g\u0259tirdi. C\u0259mil\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 saxlaya bilmirdi. He\u00e7 vaxt a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259zdi ne\u00e7\u0259 il bir yast\u0131\u011fa ba\u015f qoyan ki\u015fi onu bel\u0259 al\u00e7aldard\u0131.
\nO\u011flu da onu anal\u0131qdan silmi\u015fdi. C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox t\u0259sir ed\u0259n g\u0259lini v\u0259 qudas\u0131 yan\u0131nda bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259si idi. Lamiy\u0259 evd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n k\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7iy\u0259 su g\u0259tirm\u0259sini tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 – N\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131rsan? Su g\u0259tir.
\nK\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7i C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 st\u0259kanda su g\u0259tirdi. C\u0259mil\u0259 suyu i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra sakitl\u0259\u015fdi. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 tutub ac\u0131qla dedi:
\n– H\u0259r \u015feyin g\u00fcnahkar\u0131 s\u0259ns\u0259n. H\u0259r \u015fey s\u0259nin ucbat\u0131ndan oldu.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b C\u0259mil\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131. T\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 qaynanas\u0131na baxd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n yerin\u0259 Aynur sual verdi: <\/p>\n

– Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim, siz yola getmirsiz, q\u0131z\u0131m n\u0259 etsin ona?
\nLamiy\u0259 anas\u0131na cavab verdi;<\/p>\n

– \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 bunlar\u0131n evini d\u0259 su da bassa m\u0259nd\u0259n bil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. H\u0259r \u015feyin g\u00fcnahkar\u0131 s\u0259ns\u0259n C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ba\u015fqa g\u00fcnahkar axtarma. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za n\u0259 g\u0259libs\u0259 s\u0259ns\u0259n s\u0259b\u0259bkar.<\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131, astaca a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya dedi: – S\u0259f\u0259r h\u0259r \u015feyi bildi. Lamiy\u0259 – N\u0259yi bildi?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 Fidan\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131rtma\u011f\u0131m\u0131<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259nin can\u0131na \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0131 g\u0259ldi, qorxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n– Boynuna ald\u0131n? <\/p>\n

– Neyl\u0259m\u0259liydim? Narahat olma, s\u0259n d\u0259 o evd\u0259 \u00e7ox qalmayacaqsan.<\/p>\n

Aynur t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131na baxd\u0131; – Bu n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r?<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 – Fikir verm\u0259, a\u011fl\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131b. M\u0259n niy\u0259 o evd\u0259 qalmamal\u0131yam? M\u0259n ki, he\u00e7 kimi qa\u00e7\u0131rtmam\u0131\u015fam. Ola bilsin yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131z z\u0259ifdir, m\u0259n xat\u0131rlad\u0131m.\u018frinizin m\u0259\u015fuq\u0259siyl\u0259 Fidan\u0131n qa\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lma\u011f\u0131nda g\u00fcnah\u0131m yoxdu. Sad\u0259c\u0259 bilib susmu\u015fam. Dey\u0259r\u0259m m\u0259ni h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259misiz. \u0130ndiki v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 alsaq, ham\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 inanar.<\/p>\n

– Onsuzda o\u011flum s\u0259ni saxlamayacaq – Lamiy\u0259 inadkarl\u0131qla C\u0259mil\u0259nin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdi. <\/p>\n

– Onu sizd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim demir. S\u0259f\u0259rin m\u0259ni bo\u015famas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259b\u0259b yoxdu. Sizin eqonuz, insanlara yuxar\u0131dan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 baxma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z sizi bax bel\u0259 t\u0259k qoydu. H\u0259l\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259yiniz g\u00fcnl\u0259riniz qabaqdad\u0131r. Bunu siz\u0259 m\u0259n deyir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ev telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259lir. Ham\u0131 telefona bax\u0131r. K\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7i qad\u0131n m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda Lamiy\u0259 \u0259liyl\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 el\u0259di. <\/p>\n

– \u00d6z\u00fcm baxaram. Y\u0259qin S\u0259f\u0259rdi.
\nLamiy\u0259 telefona cavab verdi. – Allo
\nTelefonun o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n tan\u0131\u015f qad\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259ldi. – Salam. <\/p>\n

– Salam.
\n– C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131 olar?
\n– Kim idi soru\u015fan?
\n– L\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 udqundu, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirm\u0259di. <\/p>\n

– Evd\u0259 yoxdu. N\u00f6mr\u0259nizi verin g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 deyim y\u0131\u011fs\u0131n. <\/p>\n

– \u00d6z\u00fcm y\u0131\u011facam. Sa\u011f olun.
\nL\u0259taf\u0259t d\u0259st\u0259yi yerin\u0259 qoydu. \u015e\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 telefona baxd\u0131.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Kim idi? <\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 qaynanas\u0131na, sonra telefona baxd\u0131. N\u0259 olur olsun bir yol tapmal\u0131yd\u0131. L\u0259taf\u0259t yen\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259c\u0259k, bilirdi. Lamiy\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 anas\u0131na baxd\u0131, h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131yd\u0131, ixtiyars\u0131z g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu.<\/p>\n

– Z\u0259ng ed\u0259n Fidan idi. S\u0259f\u0259ri soru\u015furdu. Dem\u0259li S\u0259f\u0259r Fidanla m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259ri yen\u0259 davam etdirir? Siz Fidanla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131z?<\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 – Gic-gic dan\u0131\u015fma. Y\u0259qin n\u0259ys\u0259 vacib i\u015fi var z\u0259ng edib. <\/p>\n

– Vacib i\u015fi? Dem\u0259li vacib i\u015fi var. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 siz d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131z Fidanla. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n bo\u015fanma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ist\u0259yirsiz. Bunu g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ksiz. He\u00e7 kim bunu g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 s\u0259sini y\u00fcks\u0259ltdi, ev telefonunu yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131. <\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 – Niy\u0259 al\u0259mi bir-birin\u0259 qat\u0131rs\u0131z? <\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 d\u0259, Aynur da qorxdular. <\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 bir add\u0131m geri \u00e7\u0259kildi. Telefon iki yer\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. <\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 – Neyl\u0259din ay q\u0131z? S\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131n xarab olub?<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 – Xarab el\u0259misiz. \u018fliniz n\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259yir m\u0259hv olur. \u018fl \u00e7\u0259kin m\u0259nd\u0259n. <\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 Lamiy\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 Aynur qolundan tutdu; <\/p>\n

– Dayan. Q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Allah q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u00fcn. <\/p>\n

Aynur – El\u0259 s\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u00fcn ki, al\u0259mi qat\u0131rsan bir-birin\u0259<\/p>\n

Evin k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259k\u00e7isi C\u0259mil\u0259nin yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi. <\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259- R\u0259dd olun evimd\u0259n. Bird\u0259 sizi bu evd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259yim. Bunlara bax. V\u0259ziyy\u0259timd\u0259n istifad\u0259 edirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Aynur – G\u00fcnah s\u0259n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q ed\u0259nd\u0259dir . G\u0259r\u0259k s\u0259ni el\u0259 o v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 d\u0259 qoyard\u0131q. <\/p>\n

\u0130kinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 otaqlardan birinin qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, orta ya\u015fl\u0131, dolu qad\u0131n otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ayb\u0259nizin q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n day\u0259si idi.
\nQad\u0131n qa\u015fqabaql\u0131 dedi: – Xan\u0131mlar, bir az sakit. U\u015faq yat\u0131b ax\u0131!<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 anas\u0131na – Ged\u0259k ana. Bu qad\u0131ndan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzaq dursaq o q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. <\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 – Poz\u011fun.
\nAynur – Q\u0131z\u0131nd\u0131r.H\u0259r halda q\u0131z\u0131m qarn\u0131nda u\u015faq g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259yib. B\u0259yaqda bo\u015fatmaq ist\u0259diyin \u0259riyl\u0259 tutduq. Restoranda!…<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259yl\u0259 anas\u0131 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. Aynur h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xa-\u00e7\u0131xa deyinir. <\/p>\n

– Hardan ili\u015fdik bunlara biz? O Fidan\u0131n da tap\u0131b pay\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259c\u0259m. <\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 – Fidanla i\u015fin yoxdu. Z\u0259ng ed\u0259n o deyildi.
\nAynur t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. – Ax\u0131… <\/p>\n

– Yolda ba\u015fa salacam<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r h\u0259v\u0259ssiz atas\u0131yla \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 \u00e7ay s\u00fczd\u00fc<\/p>\n

K\u0259rimin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, simas\u0131 \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n el\u0259 bil d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. S\u0259f\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n atas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn r\u0259nginin d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259si qa\u00e7mad\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r – \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fcn r\u0259ngi qaral\u0131b el\u0259 bil. Ged\u0259k h\u0259kim\u0259. S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 narahatam ata.<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim – \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m. Qoy \u00f6l\u00fcm, bird\u0259f\u0259lik can\u0131m qurtars\u0131n.Anan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bird\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259yim. <\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r – M\u0259nim anam yoxdu. Onu bu qap\u0131ya h\u0259sr\u0259t qoyacam. <\/p>\n

K\u0259rim – Uduzmu\u015fam. Ne\u00e7\u0259 il ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m qad\u0131n h\u0259yatda \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259xlaqs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 el\u0259di.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r – O vaxt nahaq Fidana inanmad\u0131m. Yaz\u0131q q\u0131z\u0131 pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 yar\u0131yolda qoydum. El\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 uduzdum ata. \u00c7ox heyf uduzdum. C\u0259mil\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 anam i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u015feytanla ya\u015fay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim S\u0259f\u0259rin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131r. <\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 O qad\u0131na bird\u0259 ana dem\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. Ana bel\u0259 olmur. O\u011flunu,q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259db\u0259xt el\u0259mir. Ayb\u0259nizin d\u0259 \u0259li var bu i\u015fd\u0259?<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim ah \u00e7\u0259kdi – Bilmir\u0259m. T\u0259ki olmas\u0131n. Bo\u015fanandan sonra \u00e7al\u0131\u015facam buralardan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedim.Sabahdan h\u0259r yerd\u0259 yazacaqlar ki, K\u0259rim K\u0259rimov k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc istefa verib. Jurnalistl\u0259rin \u0259lin\u0259 \u0259sl material ke\u00e7di.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Hara ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?
\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Bilmir\u0259m. Y\u0259qin \u0259minin yan\u0131na Sant-Peterburqa ged\u0259c\u0259m. <\/p>\n

K\u0259rimin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu. S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259ldi. Aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, atas\u0131n\u0131n boynunu qucaqlay\u0131b, ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Eldar \u00e7ar\u0259siz otaqda o ba\u015fa-bu ba\u015fa var-g\u0259l edirdi. <\/p>\n

Qadir – Madam ki, Camal\u0131n ail\u0259ni sa\u011f qoymayaca\u011f\u0131na bel\u0259 \u0259mins\u0259n, polis\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259.
\nEldar – Polis\u0259 tutaq ki,z\u0259ng el\u0259dim. Buracan tapan adam polisi bilm\u0259z? Gec-tez z\u0259ng ed\u0259c\u0259k. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilmir\u0259md\u0259, bu al\u00e7aq buran\u0131 nec\u0259 tap\u0131b.
\nQadir – B\u0259lk\u0259 izl\u0259tdirir?
\nEldar – Pulu hardan tap\u0131r. Onun g\u0259r\u0259k cibind\u0259 si\u00e7anlar oynas\u0131n. O g\u00fcn bir o\u011flanla g\u0259lmi\u015fdin biz\u0259. Ad\u0131 n\u0259ydi onun?
\n– S\u0259rdar\u0131 deyirs\u0259n?
\n– H\u0259. Bel\u0259 etibarl\u0131 o\u011fland\u0131r? – S\u0259rdar m\u0259rd o\u011fland\u0131. Ondan arxay\u0131n ol.<\/p>\n

Eldar \u2013\u0130ndiki v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 he\u00e7 kim\u0259 inana bilmir\u0259m. M\u0259nd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 deyil.<\/p>\n

Eldar\u0131n telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259l\u0259n kimi Qadir t\u0259l\u0259sik dill\u0259ndi.
\n– Z\u0259ng edirl\u0259r.
\nTelefonun ekran\u0131nda “R\u0259\u015fad” yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n– R\u0259\u015fadd\u0131r.
\nEldar telefona cavab Verdi:
\n– Alo. Yax\u015f\u0131yam. Fidan? Yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r y\u0259qin. Camal Fidanla u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131r\u0131b. H\u0259l\u0259 T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259. Siz n\u0259 vaxt qay\u0131d\u0131rs\u0131z? Aeroportdas\u0131z? El\u0259 bilirdim…G\u00f6zl\u0259yin, g\u0259lirik.
\nEldar Qadir\u0259 – Ged\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 il\u0259 anas\u0131 ev\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fanda Lamiy\u0259 dayand\u0131.
\n – Qorxuram ev\u0259 girm\u0259y\u0259. B\u0259lk\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259 n\u0259ys\u0259 deyib? <\/p>\n

– Qorxma, ata-balan\u0131n indi onu g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yoxdur. S\u0259sini e\u015fits\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 telefonu adboy ver\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. S\u0259n anana inan. \u0130\u015fdir,g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir, Fidan\u0131 at ortal\u0131\u011fa.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc buru\u015fdurdu – Sonra q\u0131z\u0131\u015f\u0131b Fidan\u0131 axtarma\u011fa getsin?
\nAynur – Ged\u0259 bilm\u0259z. Fidan\u0131n \u0259ri var. Narahat olma. Allah bilir, Fidan\u0131n \u0259ri \u00e7oxdan evl\u0259rini sat\u0131b.
\nLamiy\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi: – Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim, evini niy\u0259 sat\u0131r?
\n– Demirs\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr?
\n– H\u0259
\n– Qorxusundan. Q\u0131sqancl\u0131qdan!<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b evin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi.
\nAynur – Narahat olma, yan\u0131ndayam. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 \u0259l\u0259 al.<\/p>\n

Aynur qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n qap\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fitdi, aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – Lamiy\u0259gil d\u0259 g\u0259ldi. <\/p>\n

K\u0259rim – Anas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259. Aynur araya girib, fikirl\u0259rini qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rar.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 atas\u0131 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 qorxusundan h\u0259y\u0259can ke\u00e7irirdi.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 – C\u0259mil\u0259 xalan\u0131 anamla ev\u0259 apard\u0131q. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 gecikdik.
\nAynur m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan K\u0259rimi g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ndi. <\/p>\n

– K\u0259rim qarda\u015f, n\u0259 olub ax\u0131? C\u0259mil\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ox pis hiss edirdi. H\u0259kim \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmaq ist\u0259dik, raz\u0131 olmad\u0131.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r Lamiy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 bax\u0131r.
\n– Anam siz\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di?
\nLamiy\u0259 – \u018fksin\u0259, ancaq a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – \u00c7\u0131xaq yuxar\u0131. S\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm var.
\nK\u0259rim Aynura – G\u0259lin biz d\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 \u00e7ay i\u00e7\u0259k. Buyurun.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 il\u0259 Aynur bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. Lamiy\u0259 pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri astaca qalxd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 onun ard\u0131nca. Otaqlar\u0131na gir\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n Aynur onlara bax\u0131rd\u0131.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flayanda Lamiy\u0259 \u00e7oxdan yataqda oturmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r – Lamiy\u0259, anama niy\u0259 demis\u0259n ki, atam T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 z\u0259ng edib?
\nLamiy\u0259 – Kim? M\u0259n?
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – S\u0259brimi yoxlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yalan dan\u0131\u015fma. Bu s\u00f6hb\u0259ti atam, m\u0259n, bir d\u0259 s\u0259n bilirdin?
\nLamiy\u0259 udqundu, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirm\u0259di. – Onu m\u0259n yox, Fidan deyib anana.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.
\n– Ay q\u0131z Fidan\u0131n n\u0259 d\u0259xli var m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259?
\nLamiy\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc islatd\u0131.
\n– \u00c7ox d\u0259xli var. Fidanla anan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Bug\u00fcn d\u0259 orda olanda z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Telefona \u00f6z\u00fcm cavab verdim. S\u0259ni soru\u015furdu. Utanm\u0131r, ail\u0259li qad\u0131nd\u0131, ail\u0259 da\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. <\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r t\u0259\u0259c\u00fcbl\u0259nir, Lamiy\u0259nin dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? Pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qal\u0131b \u015f\u0259r at\u0131rsan? <\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 – Anandan soru\u015farsan. Fidan s\u0259ni soru\u015furdu S\u0259f\u0259r. O evli qad\u0131nd\u0131r, s\u0259ninl\u0259, ananla niy\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131d\u0131r?
\n– Gic-gic dan\u0131\u015fma. Onun m\u0259niml\u0259 he\u00e7 bir s\u00f6hb\u0259ti yoxdur.
\nLamiy\u0259 – S\u0259ni soru\u015furdu S\u0259f\u0259r. Dedim yoxdur. Arvad\u0131n oldu\u011fumu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi telefonu \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 adboy verdi.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – Dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n he\u00e7 birin\u0259 inanm\u0131ram.
\nLamiy\u0259 – Anandan soru\u015farsan.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r ” M\u0259nim el\u0259 anam yoxdur ” dem\u0259k ist\u0259di, dayand\u0131.
\nLamiy\u0259 – Guya h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 s\u0131f\u0131rdan ba\u015flad\u0131q. Guya xo\u015fb\u0259xt olacaqd\u0131q. S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015find\u0259 ili\u015fib qalm\u0131san.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – Yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xartma, Fidan\u0131 sevdiyimi bil\u0259-bil\u0259 evl\u0259nmis\u0259n m\u0259niml\u0259. T\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 salm\u0131san
\nLamiy\u0259 – N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 s\u0259ni sevm\u0259kd\u0259n ba\u015fqa g\u00fcnah\u0131m olmay\u0131b yan\u0131n\u0131zda.\u00c7oxdan qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131ndayd\u0131m
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na fikir ver. Az s\u0259hvl\u0259r el\u0259m\u0259mis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 – M\u0259nim ba\u015fqa n\u0259 s\u0259hvim olub S\u0259f\u0259r? De bilim. \u0130\u00e7kili v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 s\u0259n yax\u0131n g\u0259lmi\u015fdin m\u0259n\u0259. N\u0259 s\u0259n, n\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n bir-birimizi zorla yata\u011fa salmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 \u0130yr\u0259nc-iyr\u0259nc s\u00f6zl\u0259ri dilin\u0259 g\u0259tirib, m\u0259ni \u0259vv\u0259lki S\u0259f\u0259r el\u0259m\u0259. Fidan inanm\u0131ram anamla dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. On \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck pisliyi el\u0259 anam edib.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 – G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131b. Anam da yan\u0131mdayd\u0131. Z\u0259ng ed\u0259n Fidan idi.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ovcunda gizl\u0259dib h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcyl\u0259 a\u011flayanda S\u0259f\u0259r qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 g\u0259lib qaynanas\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Aynur xala, bug\u00fcn Fidan biz\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdi?
\nAynur \u2013 H\u0259,el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Telefona Lamiy\u0259 cavab verdi. \u0130kiniz d\u0259 evlisiniz. D\u00fcz\u00fc,s\u0259nd\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259zdim.<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim t\u0259\u0259c\u00fcbl\u0259 o\u011fluna baxd\u0131:
\nK\u0259rim \u2013 S\u0259n Fidanla yen\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 M\u0259n yox. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr anam dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. H\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nd inanm\u0131ram anamla da dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Y\u0259qin n\u0259ys\u0259 olub, z\u0259ng edib. H\u0259r halda \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Aynur \u2013 Fidanla dan\u0131\u015facaqsan?
\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Fidanla laz\u0131m deyil. Ba\u015f\u0131na i\u015f a\u00e7arsan. \u018fri ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r Aynurun da dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 inanm\u0131r. \u015e\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 qaynanas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 bax\u0131r.S\u0259f\u0259rin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan s\u0131x\u0131lan Aynur g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ondan yay\u0131nd\u0131rmaq \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015far Fidan\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da xeyri yox idi. Ya\u015far\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k olmurdu. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yuxudan oyanan kimi u\u015fa\u011fa \u015firin \u00e7ay verirdi. Ya\u015far sussuzdan a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, Ya\u015far\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131nda yell\u0259d\u0259-yell\u0259d\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

–\tKims\u0259 var evd\u0259? Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, kims\u0259 varsa, cavab versin. O\u011fluma \u015firin \u00e7ay laz\u0131md\u0131r. H\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faqd\u0131r, yalvar\u0131ram, he\u00e7 olmasa su verin. \u015eirin \u00e7ay olmasa da olar.<\/p>\n

Fidana cavab ver\u0259n yox idi. Qad\u0131n m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 kartof soyurdu. Fidan\u0131n yalvar\u0131\u015flar\u0131na pis olurdu, lakin Caamal\u0131n qorxusundan qap\u0131ya yax\u0131n dura bilmirdi. Ya\u015far\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131ndan Fidan a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.
\n–\tU\u015fa\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidirsiz? \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Yuxudan oyan\u0131b. Acd\u0131r, sussay\u0131b. He\u00e7 olmasa termosunu verim, il\u0131q su verin. Yalvar\u0131ram, insafa g\u0259lin. <\/p>\n

Fidan h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcyl\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131.Daha o\u011flunu sakitl\u0259\u015fdirmirdi. \u00c7ar\u0259siq qal\u0131b qap\u0131dan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131,k\u00fcr\u0259yini divara s\u00f6yk\u0259yib yer\u0259 oturdu. Fidan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259diyi bir \u015fey oldu. Qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, orta ya\u015fl\u0131 bir qad\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259 su dolu qrafinl\u0259 ota\u011fa girdi.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n \u2013 Termos han\u0131?<\/p>\n

Fidan aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, u\u015faq \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n termosu \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b qad\u0131na uzatd\u0131. Qad\u0131n termosun a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b qrafind\u0259ki suyu i\u00e7in\u0259 t\u00f6kd\u00fc.
\nFidan \u2013 \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol. Yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 vaxt unutmaram.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n soyuqqanl\u0131qla \u2013 Bu bar\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 kim\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259, olsun \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Fidan \u2013 Narahat olma, aram\u0131zda qalacaq.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n otaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, qap\u0131n\u0131 arxadan ba\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yolda T\u0259hmin\u0259 e\u015fitdiyi x\u0259b\u0259rd\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 saxlaya bilmirdi. R\u0259\u015fad onu sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca daha \u00e7ox a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

T\u0259hmin\u0259 – Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrs\u00fcz. M\u0259n Camal\u0131 \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131ram. Onu m\u0259nim q\u0259d\u0259r he\u00e7 kim tan\u0131ya bilm\u0259z. Onun m\u0259qs\u0259di qisas almaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 Qad\u0131r s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nQadir – \u0259g\u0259r o adam pul ist\u0259mirs\u0259, bunu dilim\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m, m\u0259qs\u0259di qisasd\u0131rsa, Fidan\u0131 da, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 da \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259 bil\u0259r. Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur, polis\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259k.<\/p>\n

R\u0259\u015fad \u2013 M\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 polis\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r etm\u0259k m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tdir.
\nEldar \u2013 Bilmir\u0259m. Bu \u0259claf Fidan\u0131 t\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131na qa\u00e7\u0131ra bilm\u0259zdi. Ona kims\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edir. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nimiz kimdirs\u0259, Camaldan da t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259lidir. Bizi camal\u0131n \u0259liyl\u0259 vurur. Qadir, s\u0259nin dediyin o cin H\u0259s\u0259n kimdir?<\/p>\n

R\u0259\u015fad t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 – Cin H\u0259s\u0259ni tan\u0131y\u0131rsan?<\/p>\n

Eldar R\u0259\u015fada baxd\u0131: – S\u0259n tan\u0131y\u0131rsan ki?
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Onu m\u0259nim kimi he\u00e7 kim tan\u0131ya bilm\u0259z. Zal\u0131m\u0131n o\u011flu, i\u015fi g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259miz g\u00f6r\u00fcr. \u0130yn\u0259ni yerin dibind\u0259 d\u0259 olsa tap\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Eldar \u2013 Hardan tan\u0131y\u0131rsan?
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131m\u0131 vurmu\u015fdu. O vaxtdan m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rimiz var. Sonra bir-iki i\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 onu b\u0259zi adamlara calam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u00c7ox pul ist\u0259y\u0259ndir, amma d\u0259y\u0259r. N\u00f6mr\u0259si var m\u0259nd\u0259.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Neynirsiz edin, birc\u0259 Fidan\u0131 tez qurtar\u0131n. <\/p>\n

Eldar telefonunu R\u0259\u015fada uzad\u0131r.
\nEldar \u2013 Al telefonu, z\u0259ng el\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259n\u0259. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r laz\u0131md\u0131rsa ver\u0259c\u0259m. \u018fclaf\u0131n yerini yerini iyirmi d\u00f6rd saata \u00f6yr\u0259nsin.<\/p>\n

R\u0259\u015fad telefonu Eldardan al\u0131r. Cibind\u0259n \u00f6z telefonunu \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Ax\u015fam \u00e7a\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. Lamiy\u0259 il\u0259 anas\u0131 \u015fam yem\u0259yini haz\u0131rlay\u0131rlar. K\u0259rim ota\u011f\u0131nda uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Evin qap\u0131s\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. S\u0259f\u0259r qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, g\u0259l\u0259n Ayb\u0259niz idi.
\nAyb\u0259niz \u2013 Salam. Nec\u0259siz?
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131 g\u0259ldin. M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259c\u0259kdim.
\nAyb\u0259niz \u2013 Xeyirdimi? N\u0259 olub?<\/p>\n

Ayb\u0259niz \u0259slind\u0259 valideyinl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yox, \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. <\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 X\u0259b\u0259rin varda, atam\u0131z istefa verib?
\nAyb\u0259niz e\u015fitdiyi x\u0259b\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7ox pis oldu: – Ola bilm\u0259z. He\u00e7 yeriydi?
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Anandan da bo\u015fan\u0131r.
\nAyb\u0259niz \u2013 El\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan ki, el\u0259 bil ana ayr\u0131, ata birik. Anandan n\u0259di daha?
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 M\u0259nim o adda anam yoxdur. Silmi\u015f\u0259m o qad\u0131n\u0131 anal\u0131qdan.<\/p>\n

Ayb\u0259nizin lap h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259si dar\u0131x\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Ayb\u0259niz \u2013 N\u0259 olub ax\u0131? Niy\u0259 bel\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?<\/p>\n

Bu zaman Lamiy\u0259yl\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 S\u0259n anan\u0131n Fidanla T\u0259hmin\u0259ni o\u011furlatd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirdin?<\/p>\n

Ayb\u0259niz e\u015fitdikl\u0259rin\u0259 inana bilmir.<\/p>\n

Ayb\u0259niz \u2013 Nec\u0259?<\/p>\n

Aynurda qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

Aynur \u2013 Ayb\u0259niz, q\u0131z\u0131m, yolda\u015f\u0131n niy\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259di?<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259, bac\u0131s\u0131 da Aynura baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r maraqla; \u2013 Yolda\u015f\u0131 bura niy\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259lidir?<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 – G\u00fcnorta restoranda g\u00f6rd\u00fck. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck ki, bar\u0131\u015f\u0131blar.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259rin hirsind\u0259n az qala g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qanla dola. Hirsl\u0259 bac\u0131s\u0131na baxd\u0131. Ayb\u0259niz qorxusundan udqundu.<\/p>\n

Fidan u\u015faq butulkas\u0131nda o\u011fluna su verdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Ya\u015far sakitl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Fidan yumru qab\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. O\u011flunun yem\u0259yini haz\u0131rlamal\u0131yd\u0131.
\nBu zaman Camal\u0131n yan\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc ki\u015fiyl\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fitdi. Ya\u015far yerd\u0259 oturmu\u015fdu, Butulkas\u0131yla oynay\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131 ki, n\u0259 is\u0259 e\u015fid\u0259 bilsin.<\/p>\n

M\u0259tb\u0259xl\u0259 Fidan\u0131n ba\u011fl\u0131 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131n m\u0259saf\u0259si yax\u0131n oldu\u011fundan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin deyildi. Ki\u015fi qad\u0131n\u0131 danlay\u0131rd\u0131.
\nKi\u015fi \u2013 S\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131n qa\u00e7\u0131b? Niy\u0259 su verdin? Camal bils\u0259, bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yax\u015f\u0131 olmayacaq. N\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131?
\nQad\u0131n \u2013 S\u0259n dem\u0259s\u0259n,m\u0259n dem\u0259s\u0259m hardan bil\u0259c\u0259k? U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fits\u0259ydin, s\u0259n d\u0259 ver\u0259rdin.
\nKi\u015fi \u2013 Verm\u0259zdim. Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 olsun. Gedir\u0259m, su qab\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m. He\u00e7 kimin balas\u0131 m\u0259nim balamdan art\u0131q deyil. <\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda Camal\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Camal \u0259r-arvad\u0131 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 s\u00fczd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra dedi:
\n–\tDey\u0259s\u0259n arvad\u0131na s\u00f6z\u00fcn ke\u00e7mir.<\/p>\n

Ki\u015finin r\u0259ngi qa\u00e7d\u0131.
\n–\tAnad\u0131r, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n alma\u011f\u0131na \u00fcr\u0259yi d\u00f6zm\u0259yib. Bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 su qab\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi Fidan olan qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Fidan termosu yerd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ya\u015far\u0131 da uca\u011f\u0131na al\u0131b divara q\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131. Ki\u015fi qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Camal da, ki\u015fi d\u0259 ota\u011fa girdil\u0259r.
\nKi\u015fi Fidana yax\u0131nla\u015fanda Fidan \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ac\u0131qland\u0131.
\n–\tYax\u0131nla\u015fma. S\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131n durma deyir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi termosa \u0259l atanda Fidan q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.
\n–\tToxunma. O\u011flumun suyudur, toxunma.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sind\u0259n v\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131ndan Ya\u015far da qorxdu v\u0259 a\u011flayaraq \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nFidan ki\u015finin \u0259lini di\u015fl\u0259di.Ki\u015fi \u0259lini \u00e7\u0259kdi. Camal Fidana yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b termosu \u0259lind\u0259n ald\u0131.
\nFidan Camala qar\u011f\u0131\u015f el\u0259di \u2013 S\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcm bir damla suya h\u0259sr\u0259t \u00f6l\u0259s\u0259n Camal. Ay \u0259claf, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131 n\u0259di?<\/p>\n

Camal \u2013 M\u0259n dey\u0259ni ed\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n bel\u0259 olacaq?<\/p>\n

Camal ki\u015fiy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015far\u0259 edir. Ki\u015fi otaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r v\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcr. <\/p>\n

Camal \u2013 N\u0259 vaxt ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 ver\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, onda su da olacaq, yem\u0259k d\u0259.<\/p>\n

Fidan \u2013 O\u011fra\u015f, t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259, Eldar gec-tez pay\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259c\u0259k. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.
\nCamal \u2013 M\u0259n \u015f\u0259rtimi dedim. Yoxsa o\u011flunun meyidini g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259c\u0259m ona.<\/p>\n

Camal a\u011f\u0131r add\u0131mlarla otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Fidan \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131ran o\u011fluna bax\u0131r, onu sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Ard\u0131 var…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Camal telefonu s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb, ota\u011f\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 o\u011flunu qucaqlay\u0131b q\u0131s\u0131lan Fidana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. – El\u0259 bilirdin, s\u0259n\u0259 bird\u0259 \u0259lim \u00e7atmaz? G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n el\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131r\u0131q. Qa\u00e7\u0131r\u0131landa qorxusundan a\u011flayan Ya\u015far h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz anas\u0131n\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131-qaral\u0131 yuxu g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Camal u\u015faq oyanmamas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn asta dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan\u0131n da a\u011flamaqdan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Camal \u0259liyl\u0259 qurban\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 toxunmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 Fidan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19970","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19970","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19970"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19970\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19974,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19970\/revisions\/19974"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19970"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19970"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19970"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}