{"id":20074,"date":"2016-06-02T03:00:22","date_gmt":"2016-06-01T23:00:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=20074"},"modified":"2016-06-02T09:58:37","modified_gmt":"2016-06-02T05:58:37","slug":"aysel-n%c9%99sirzad%c9%99-qulpu-qalmis-canta-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=20074","title":{"rendered":"Aysel N\u018fS\u0130RZAD\u018f.\u201dQulpu qalm\u0131\u015f \u00e7anta\u201d (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Q\u0131\u015f\u0131n o\u011flan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 idi. Bak\u0131ya ilk d\u0259f\u0259 ill\u0259rd\u0259n b\u0259ri ya\u011fmayan qar ya\u011fm\u0131\u015f, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r a\u011f libas\u0131n\u0131 geyinmi\u015fdi… O g\u00fcn n\u0259 vaxtdan h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 (ehtiyac\u0131m oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn) yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259diyim t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00fcm\u00fc alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. D\u0259rsd\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki vaxtdan bir az gec \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q v\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131mla b\u0259rab\u0259r metroya g\u0259ldik. Metroda o q\u0259d\u0259r adam var idi ki, \u00fc\u00e7 qatar\u0131 yola salandan sonra n\u00f6vb\u0259ti g\u0259l\u0259n qatara min\u0259 bildik. Metrodan \u00e7\u0131xanda hava tamam qaralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131ma qaranl\u0131qda ev\u0259 gedirdim. \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 qorxu yox idi des\u0259m, yalan olard\u0131. T\u0259qa\u00fcdd d\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 lap qorxurdum. Deyirdim bird\u0259n kims\u0259 izl\u0259y\u0259r, bil\u0259r… n\u0259ys\u0259… Metrodan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131qdan sonra olmayan dayanaca\u011fa t\u0259r\u0259f ir\u0259lil\u0259dim. Olmayan dayanacaq-adamlar harda \u00e7ox y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131rlarsa, ora da \u201cdayanacaq\u201d olur.
\n Bu nam\u0259lum dayanacaqda h\u0259r k\u0259s kimi m\u0259n d\u0259 bizim q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259n avtobusu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim.
\n Q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259n d\u00fcz be\u015f avtobus ke\u00e7di amma birin\u0259 d\u0259 min\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. Minm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmurdu. Avtobus dayanaca\u011fa yax\u0131nla\u015fan kimi adamlar bir-birini ayaqlamaq bahas\u0131na olsa bel\u0259 avtobusa minirdil\u0259r. M\u0259n d\u0259 k\u0259narda soyuqdan donmu\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259, n\u0259 vaxt avtobus bo\u015f gel\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 avtobusa min\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. El\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259-d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259, \u00f6z i\u00e7imd\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fa-dan\u0131\u015fa bir add\u0131m ir\u0259li at\u0131rd\u0131m ki, aya\u011f\u0131m \u00e7uxura d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259min alt\u0131 de\u015fildi, su ke\u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 dem\u0259k olar ki, buz k\u0259sirdi. H\u0259m soyuqdan, h\u0259m d\u0259 avtobusa min\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259ni a\u011flamaq tutmu\u015fdu. Amma yen\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u201dS\u0259n u\u015faq deyils\u0259n art\u0131q b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcs\u0259n he\u00e7 kimd\u0259n d\u0259 qorxmamal\u0131san, g\u0259l\u0259n avtobuslardan birin\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q min\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n\u201ddey\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verirdim.
\n Yar\u0131m saatdan \u00e7ox g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259yim\u0259 baxmayaraq, yen\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259n he\u00e7 bir avtobusda yer tap\u0131b min\u0259 bilmirdim.
\n El\u0259 bu vaxt kims\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b \u201cay bala, dey\u0259s\u0259n ilk d\u0259f\u0259 bel\u0259 halla rastla\u015f\u0131rsan, niy\u0259 k\u0259narda dayanm\u0131san, bu gedi\u015fl\u0259 s\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r avtobus g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259li olacaqsan. Bir c\u0259hd et ke\u00e7 ir\u0259li\u201d s\u00f6yl\u0259di.
\n O, ya\u015fl\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 a\u011farm\u0131\u015f, beli b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir ki\u015fi idi. Sonra \u00f6yr\u0259ndiyim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 burda \u201cdispecir\u201di\u015fl\u0259yir.
\n M\u0259nim d\u0259 soyuqdan di\u015fim doda\u011f\u0131m\u0131 k\u0259sirdi. S\u0259sim titr\u0259y\u0259-titr\u0259y\u0259 cavab verdim.
\n H\u0259 baba, ilk d\u0259f\u0259di ki, bel\u0259 halla rastla\u015f\u0131ram, biri d\u0259 bo\u015f g\u0259lmir ki, minib ged\u0259m. Burda soyuqdan dondum.
\nQoca bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di, \u0259lini avtobusa minm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir-birini it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n caamata t\u0259r\u0259f uzad\u0131b dedi:- Eh, ay bala bu K\u018fNDL\u018f\u015eM\u0130\u015e \u015e\u018fH\u018fRD\u018fN adam n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259sin ax\u0131? H\u0259r\u0259 bir rayondan i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259lir, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tin k\u0259nd\u0259 aparmaqdan k\u0259ndin \u201cm\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t\u201din \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259tirirl\u0259r. G\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259nmi nec\u0259 avtobusa minm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ab\u0131rlar\u0131ndan-h\u0259yalar\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ibl\u0259r. H\u0259l\u0259 o cavan o\u011flanlar\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin\u0259 fikir ver. N\u0259 qad\u0131n bilirl\u0259r, n\u0259 q\u0131z bilirl\u0259r, n\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck ki\u00e7ik yeri\u2026 Avtobus g\u0259l\u0259n kimi ham\u0131dan birinci qa\u00e7\u0131b minirl\u0259r. \u018f\u015f\u015fi onlar\u0131 da q\u0131namal\u0131 deyil, onlar da ev\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n da narahat halda yollar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n var ax\u0131. N\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n, kimd\u0259n dey\u0259s\u0259n g\u00fcnah\u0131 kimd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n\u2026?!
\n M\u0259n dem\u0259k olar ki, ayaq d\u0131rna\u011f\u0131mdan sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma q\u0259d\u0259r buzlam\u0131\u015f, buz heyk\u0259lin\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b fikrimi bel\u0259, bildir\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. Bildirs\u0259ydim dey\u0259rdim ki, babam dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Sovetin he\u00e7 n\u0259yini b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 bir nizam-intizam\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259y\u0259n\u0259rmi\u015f. B\u0259lk\u0259 bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn he\u00e7 yeri yox idi dem\u0259y\u0259, amma n\u0259ys\u0259 d\u0259 fikrimd\u0259n ke\u00e7di.
\n Avtobus g\u0259ldi, qoca ciddi c\u0259hdl\u0259 ir\u0259lil\u0259yib avtobusun s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fcn\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar bilmir\u0259m, \u0259l edib m\u0259ni yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcy\u0259 dedi bu m\u0259nim n\u0259v\u0259mdi \u201cN\u201dq\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sin\u0259 gedir. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc d\u0259 sa\u011f olsun bir t\u0259h\u0259r yer edib m\u0259ni avtobusa mindirdi. D\u00f6n\u00fcb qocaya sa\u011f olun dey\u0259c\u0259kdim ki, bir d\u0259 baxd\u0131m ayaqlar\u0131m yerd\u0259n k\u0259silib. Bir t\u0259h\u0259r ayaq\u00fcst\u0259 dayand\u0131m. O q\u0259d\u0259r adam minmi\u015fdi ki, avtobusda add\u0131m atma\u011fa yer yox idi. Bu vaxt \u201dTelefonum kim o\u011furlad\u0131?\u201ddeyib ucadan q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ran bir adam al\u0259mi bir-birin\u0259 qatd\u0131. Ham\u0131 soyuqdan donmu\u015fdu kimin n\u0259yin\u0259 laz\u0131m idi kimin telefonu itdi, kim\u0259 n\u0259 oldu?! O\u011frular da qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131 do\u011frular\u0131n aras\u0131na s\u0259sl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0131xarmad\u0131. Bir onu bildil\u0259r ki, adam\u0131 var g\u00fccl\u0259ri il\u0259 avtobusdan yer\u0259 sald\u0131lar \u201cget yerd\u0259 axtar\u201ddey\u0259. M\u0259n d\u0259 f\u0259ras\u0259tli t\u0259rp\u0259nib tez mobil telefonumu qolumdan asd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7antadan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b \u0259limd\u0259 saxlad\u0131m ki, bird\u0259n m\u0259nim d\u0259 telefonum o\u011furlayarlar.
\n Art\u0131q q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Adamlar bir-birl\u0259rini it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259-it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 avtobusdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7antam\u0131n qulpundan b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim ki, bir az avtobusdan adam bo\u015fals\u0131n \u00e7antamdan yol pulumu \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131m, rahat d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm, \u0259sas o idi ki, q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. El\u0259 \u0259l atd\u0131m ki, \u00e7antadan pulu \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131m, bax\u0131b g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, \u00e7antam\u0131 k\u0259sib g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcbl\u0259r. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r hay-haray etdim n\u0259 xeyri var \u00e7anta getmi\u015fdi i\u00e7ind\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtdan b\u0259ri h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259diyim t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00fcm. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259 d\u0259 olan olmu\u015fdu. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc d\u0259 \u0259limd\u0259 \u00e7antan\u0131n qulpunu g\u00f6r\u00fcb he\u00e7 yol pulu da ist\u0259m\u0259di. Kor-pe\u015fman \u0259limd\u0259 \u00e7antan\u0131n qulpu ev\u0259 yolland\u0131m.
\n Haa, bu arada unutmadan deyim ki, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 f\u0259ras\u0259tli \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b mobil telefonu \u0259limd\u0259 saxlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m yoxsa o da \u0259ld\u0259n ged\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Q\u0131\u015f\u0131n o\u011flan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 idi. Bak\u0131ya ilk d\u0259f\u0259 ill\u0259rd\u0259n b\u0259ri ya\u011fmayan qar ya\u011fm\u0131\u015f, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r a\u011f libas\u0131n\u0131 geyinmi\u015fdi… O g\u00fcn n\u0259 vaxtdan h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 (ehtiyac\u0131m oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn) yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259diyim t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00fcm\u00fc alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. D\u0259rsd\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki vaxtdan bir az gec \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q v\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131mla b\u0259rab\u0259r metroya g\u0259ldik. Metroda o q\u0259d\u0259r adam var idi ki, \u00fc\u00e7 qatar\u0131 yola salandan sonra n\u00f6vb\u0259ti g\u0259l\u0259n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20074","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20074","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=20074"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20074\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20075,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20074\/revisions\/20075"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=20074"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=20074"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=20074"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}