{"id":20245,"date":"2016-06-16T08:00:02","date_gmt":"2016-06-16T04:00:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=20245"},"modified":"2016-06-16T11:30:08","modified_gmt":"2016-06-16T07:30:08","slug":"s%c9%99faq%c9%99t-cavansirzad%c9%99-sevginin-gozl%c9%99ri-romaninin-xxxvii-hiss%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=20245","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259faq\u0259t CAVAN\u015e\u0130RZAD\u018f.\u201dSevginin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u201d roman\u0131n\u0131n XXXVII hiss\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/12985435_986875234742846_1048039984923505815_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/12985435_986875234742846_1048039984923505815_n-169x300.jpg\" alt=\"12985435_986875234742846_1048039984923505815_n\" width=\"169\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-20246\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/12985435_986875234742846_1048039984923505815_n-169x300.jpg 169w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/12985435_986875234742846_1048039984923505815_n.jpg 450w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 169px) 100vw, 169px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Eldar R\u0259\u015fadla T\u0259hmin\u0259ni Qadirin evin\u0259 g\u0259tirdi. T\u0259hmin\u0259nin a\u011flamaqdan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\nEldar da Fidans\u0131z ke\u00e7irdiyi d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259ri biruz\u0259 verm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 pis olurdu. R\u0259\u015fad T\u0259hmin\u0259ni sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; A\u011flama T\u0259hmin\u0259. Dua el\u0259 ki, sa\u011f-salamat al\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n qurtara bil\u0259k<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259hmin\u0259  &#8211; Camal qisas \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qay\u0131d\u0131b. \u00c7ox kinli adamd\u0131. Siz onu m\u0259nim q\u0259d\u0259r tan\u0131m\u0131rs\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>Eldar T\u0259hmin\u0259nin s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fir; &#8211; Kinli olub neyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k? \u00d6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259k?<br \/>\nQadir Eldar\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirir; &#8211; Camal a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z adam deyil. Onun h\u0259d\u0259fi s\u0259ns\u0259n, Fidan deyil. \u018fs\u0259bl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k yersizdir. Sakit ba\u015fla fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. Cin H\u0259s\u0259nin g\u0259lm\u0259yin\u0259 az qal\u0131b. Amma&#8230;.<br \/>\nQadir T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131, sonra s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc davam el\u0259di: &#8211; G\u0259lin bac\u0131n\u0131n burda olma\u011f\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 deyil. R\u0259\u015fad &#8211; Hara aparaq? T\u0259hmin\u0259ni t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 alt\u0131nda qoya bilm\u0259r\u0259m.<br \/>\nEldar R\u0259\u015fada &#8211; D\u00fcz\u00fc bu hadis\u0259 olmasayd\u0131, Fidanla siz\u0259 \u015fad x\u0259b\u0259rimiz vard\u0131. M\u0259n bilir\u0259m T\u0259hmin\u0259ni hara aparmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Etibarl\u0131 yerdi.<br \/>\nR\u0259\u015fad maraqla &#8211; Hara?<br \/>\nEldar stul \u00e7\u0259kib T\u0259hmin\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Siz burda olmayanda Fidanla anan\u0131n yan\u0131na getmi\u015fdik.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 h\u0259m t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi, h\u0259m d\u0259 sevincd\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri par\u0131ldad\u0131.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; Anam sizi nec\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131?<br \/>\nEldar &#8211; Anan dedi ki, g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 o, v\u0259fas\u0131z\u0131 bura g\u0259tir\u0259rs\u0259n.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 sevincl\u0259 R\u0259\u015fada baxd\u0131. Sevincd\u0259n aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol Eldar. S\u0259n h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck adamsan.<br \/>\nEldar aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 bu d\u0259f\u0259 sevincd\u0259n a\u011flad\u0131, Eldar\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b \u00f6pd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol. \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol.<br \/>\nR\u0259\u015fad &#8211; S\u0259n ba\u015fqa adamsan Eldar. Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n adam\u0131 deyils\u0259n. \u018fsl b\u00f6y\u00fck adamsan<br \/>\nEldar &#8211; \u00c7ox sa\u011f olunuzu Fidana saxlayars\u0131z. N\u0259 edibs\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz o edib. R\u0259\u015fad, s\u0259n T\u0259hmin\u0259ni anas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na apar. M\u0259n Qadirl\u0259 Cin H\u0259s\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m.<br \/>\nR\u0259\u015fad T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 &#8211; Ged\u0259k. T\u0259nmin\u0259 \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, R\u0259\u015fadla birlikd\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar<\/p>\n<p>*** <\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u0259riyl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc bil\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rini cilovlaya bilmirdi. Art\u0131q K\u0259rim d\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Ayb\u0259niz divanda oturub a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Aynur q\u0131z\u0131yla yataq ota\u011f\u0131nda qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 qap\u0131ya s\u00f6yk\u0259yib a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da ged\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim &#8211; Madam bu \u0259clafla bar\u0131\u015fmaq niyy\u0259tin var\u0131yd\u0131, m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 niy\u0259 \u0259riz\u0259 verirdin? M\u0259qs\u0259din n\u0259 idi?<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz &#8211; Bo\u015fanmaq fikrim vard\u0131. N\u0259 bilim, yalvard\u0131, \u0259l \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di. Yolda rastla\u015fd\u0131q, s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259di.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r hirsl\u0259ndi, bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. &#8211; Yalan deyirs\u0259n. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f t\u0259yin el\u0259misiz.<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz &#8211; Niy\u0259 yalan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m ax\u0131? B\u00f6y\u00fck adamlar\u0131q, dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259di, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Burda n\u0259 var ax\u0131?<br \/>\nK\u0259rim &#8211; G\u0259r\u0259k restorana ged\u0259ydiz?<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz &#8211; Ay ata, pe\u015fmand\u0131, t\u00f6vb\u0259 etmi\u015f\u0259m deyir.M\u0259nim d\u0259 bir q\u0131z\u0131m var. O\u011flan olsayd\u0131, dey\u0259rdim c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m. Q\u0131zd\u0131r ax\u0131, ist\u0259mir\u0259m atas\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fcs\u00fcn.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim &#8211; Bar\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n? Lap yax\u015f\u0131,ax\u015fam ver-ve\u015fini y\u0131\u011f, apar\u0131m evin\u0259. Amma Ayb\u0259niz, \u00e7a\u015farsan \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 \u015fikay\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n.\u00d6ld\u00fcrs\u0259 d\u0259 can\u0131n \u00e7\u0131xacaq \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. <\/p>\n<p>Ayb\u0259niz a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr dem\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fc yox idi<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r atas\u0131na &#8211; O \u0259claf bunu saxlayand\u0131? He\u00e7 vaxt. Ki\u015fi u\u015faq q\u0259dri bil\u0259n olub! Onun plan\u0131 ba\u015fqad\u0131. G\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ksiz. Sonra dem\u0259yin S\u0259f\u0259r bizi x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q el\u0259m\u0259di.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim Ayb\u0259niz\u0259 bax\u0131b s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc deyir; &#8211; M\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc dedim. \u00c7al\u0131\u015f anan kimi olma, n\u0259 var d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc dan\u0131\u015f.<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz &#8211; M\u0259n d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram ata. H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259n ail\u0259min da\u011f\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259mir\u0259m. El\u00e7in and i\u00e7di, t\u00f6vb\u0259 el\u0259di.<br \/>\nAraya sakitlik h\u00f6km s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Qap\u0131dan ayr\u0131lan Lamiy\u0259 yata\u011f\u0131nda oturdu.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; El\u00e7in ba\u015flar\u0131na oyun a\u00e7acaq. Atas\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259mur oldu\u011funu bil\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n almaq ist\u0259mirdi Ayb\u0259nizi.<br \/>\nAynur &#8211; Y\u0259qin istefa verm\u0259yind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259ri yoxdu.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Y\u0259qin. Zaman niy\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259mir m\u0259n\u0259. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n testin cavab\u0131 n\u0259 olacaq?<br \/>\nAynur q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n Zamana z\u0259ng etm\u0259sin\u0259 icaz\u0259 verm\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259n q\u0259ti Zaman\u0131 y\u0131\u011fma. \u0130ndi S\u0259f\u0259rin b\u00fct\u00fcn fikri-zikri s\u0259nd\u0259dir.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; D\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n. He\u00e7 olmasa s\u0259n y\u0131\u011f. Allah el\u0259y\u0259 u\u015faq S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n ola.<br \/>\nAynur \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fir, t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs q\u0131z\u0131na bax\u0131r: &#8211; Deyir\u0259m utanm\u0131rsanda.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131, s\u0259n dey\u0259ndi, utanm\u0131ram. Z\u0259ng el\u0259.<br \/>\nAunur \u00f6z telefonuyla Zamana z\u0259ng edir<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz atas\u0131na verdiyi sualla sakitliyi pozur<br \/>\n&#8211; Ev\u0259 qay\u0131tmayacaqsan?<br \/>\nK\u0259rim &#8211; Ev\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq n\u0259di? Anandan bo\u015fan\u0131ram.<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz &#8211; Ax\u0131 ata, niy\u0259 bo\u015fan\u0131rs\u0131z? S\u0259b\u0259bini deyin m\u0259n d\u0259 bilim.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; Guya bilmirs\u0259n?<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz &#8211; Vallah bilmir\u0259m. N\u0259 anam bir s\u00f6z deyir, n\u0259 d\u0259 atam. Bilirs\u0259ns\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r, de bilim<br \/>\nK\u0259rim &#8211; Anan\u0131n T\u0259hmin\u0259nin qa\u00e7\u0131rtmas\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259rin vard\u0131?<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi; &#8211; Yoox.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; B\u0259s Fidan\u0131n?<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz &#8211; N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131z?<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 atas\u0131 bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim &#8211; Bir balan\u0131n can\u0131na and i\u00e7 ki, x\u0259b\u0259rin yoxdu?<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz &#8211; Ata, balam\u0131n can\u0131na and olsun Fidan\u0131n, ya da o qad\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131 n\u0259ydi, T\u0259hminin qa\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259rim olmay\u0131b. O vaxt el\u0259 bilirdim Fidan S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t edib, onun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131blar. V\u0259ssalam<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 atas\u0131 bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. Ayb\u0259nizin d\u00fcz dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131na inand\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259rim &#8211; Anan T\u0259hmin\u0259ni d\u0259, Fidan\u0131 da o\u011furlatd\u0131r\u0131b.<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz &#8211; Anam bunu nec\u0259 bacar\u0131b? Ax\u0131, siz\u0259 bunu kim deyib? B\u0259lk\u0259 anam\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u015f\u0259r at\u0131rlar?<br \/>\nK\u0259rim &#8211; Ananla dala\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcn yad\u0131ndad\u0131? O g\u00fcn anan \u00f6z\u00fc etiraf el\u0259di. <\/p>\n<p>Ayb\u0259niz e\u015fitdikl\u0259rin\u0259 inana bilmirdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 inana bilmir\u0259m. \u0130nanmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Anamdan h\u0259r \u015feyi soru\u015facam. Bura s\u0259ni ev\u0259 qaytarma\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015fdim. G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, ox yaydan \u00e7oxdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b<br \/>\nK\u0259rim &#8211; El\u00e7inl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 yen\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015f.  N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r gec deyil, fikirl\u0259\u015f.<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131 &#8211; Bel\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m El\u00e7ind\u0259n d\u0259 vacib probleml\u0259rimiz var. Atamla anam\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u00f6rn\u0259k bilmi\u015f\u0259m.Onlar\u0131n da ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 m\u0259nimkind\u0259n bet\u0259rmi\u015f. Ax\u015fam z\u0259ng ed\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 O \u0259clafla bir d\u0259f\u0259 dan\u0131\u015facam<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 cavab vermir. \u00c7antas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r ki, Lamiy\u0259yl\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rs\u0131n. Lamiy\u0259nin dedikl\u0259rind\u0259n sonra ayaq saxlamal\u0131 oldu. Lamiy\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259candan S\u0259f\u0259rin ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259rini e\u015fitm\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Dem\u0259li,cavablar birisig\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xacaq. H\u0259y\u0259candan \u0259lim-aya\u011f\u0131m \u0259sir.<br \/>\nAynur &#8211; S\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u0259m. Burda h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 n\u0259 var ki, h\u0259y\u0259canlan\u0131rsan? Uza\u011f\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n kimd\u0259n oldu\u011funu bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. \u018flind\u0259n d\u0259 ba\u015fqa he\u00e7n\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Niy\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k? G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. Fidandan u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 asanl\u0131qla alacam. U\u015faq S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n olsa, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 alacam. \u018frin\u0259 des\u0259m ver\u0259c\u0259k. He\u00e7 kim ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 saxlamaz<\/p>\n<p>Qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, S\u0259f\u0259r i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. Aynurun g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qorxudan b\u0259r\u0259ldi. Lamiy\u0259nin r\u0259ngi a\u011fard\u0131, qorxudan titr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; S\u0259n kimin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 cavab ver\u0259 bilmirdi<br \/>\nAynur \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 alandan sonra dedi:<br \/>\n&#8211; Tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z var, onun u\u015fa\u011f\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; N\u0259 oldu el\u0259, sizin tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n adlar\u0131 S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 Fidand\u0131r?<br \/>\nAynur- Yox, s\u0259n tamamil\u0259 s\u0259hv e\u015fitdin.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r s\u0259sinin tonunu qald\u0131rd\u0131. &#8211; Qar\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda u\u015faq yoxdur Aynur xan\u0131m. \u0130ndiys\u0259 m\u0259ni q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131zla t\u0259k burax\u0131n.<br \/>\nAynur n\u0259 is\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi, fikrind\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131.<br \/>\nQ\u0131z\u0131na bax\u0131b otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcb diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; E\u015fidir\u0259m. \u0130zah el\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcm bu u\u015faq s\u00f6hb\u0259ti n\u0259di?<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Onsuzda s\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kdim. M\u0259n Fidan\u0131n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259nd\u0259n oldu\u011funa inan\u0131ram.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi &#8211; Nec\u0259? Ba\u015f\u0131n xarabd\u0131 s\u0259nin, ya \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc gic yerin\u0259 qoyursan? Bu a\u011fl\u0131na hardan g\u0259ldi ax\u0131?<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131 &#8211; M\u0259ni q\u0131nama. S\u0259ni itirm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Q\u0131sqancl\u0131qdan, s\u0259n\u0259 olan sevgimd\u0259n a\u011fl\u0131m\u0131 itirmi\u015f\u0259m. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bu yola \u0259l atd\u0131m. \u018fg\u0259r u\u015faq s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xsa, o qad\u0131ndan u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 alacam.N\u0259 olsun m\u0259n do\u011fmam\u0131\u015fam. Raz\u0131 olmaram sevdiyim ki\u015finin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fqas\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fcts\u00fcn.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; A\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f. Havalan\u0131b el\u0259m\u0259. Onun u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259rind\u0259ndi. Niy\u0259 inanm\u0131rsan ax\u0131, m\u0259nim Fidanla aramda he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdu. Bunu bird\u0259f\u0259lik ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Ax\u0131, anangild\u0259 olanda z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Anan\u0131 soru\u015fdu. S\u0259ni soru\u015fdu m\u0259nd\u0259n.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Lamiy\u0259, m\u0259ni h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarma. Fidana laz\u0131m olsayd\u0131m, guya ev n\u00f6mr\u0259mizi bilmir? Ev\u0259 y\u0131\u011fard\u0131da. Ba\u015f\u0131n xarabd\u0131rsa, de, apar\u0131m h\u0259kim\u0259. Axma\u011f\u0131n biri axmaq.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b otaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.<br \/>\n****<\/p>\n<p>Fidan o\u011flu Ya\u015far\u0131 birt\u0259h\u0259r soskas\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na verib yat\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131. Havas\u0131zl\u0131qdan bo\u011fulurdu. Camal h\u0259r \u015feyi yax\u015f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u018fsir saxland\u0131\u011f\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259si d\u0259 yox idi. Sussuzluq bir yana, h\u0259y\u0259can v\u0259 qorxuyla b\u0259rab\u0259r yuxusuzluq da onu haldan salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, Camal i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. Fidan camal\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 qa\u015fqabaql\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yana \u00e7evirdi. Camal bir-iki add\u0131m Fidana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\nCamal \u2013 Dedikl\u0259rimi fikirl\u0259\u015fdin?<br \/>\nFidan Camala cavab verm\u0259di.<br \/>\nCamal \u2013 \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc naza qoyursan. Eybi yox, gec-tez \u00f6z\u00fcn ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Onda dey\u0259c\u0259m s\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\nFidan t\u0259r-t\u0259rs Camala baxd\u0131: &#8211; Bu d\u0259f\u0259 Eldara \u00f6z\u00fcm dey\u0259c\u0259m s\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u00fcn.<br \/>\nCamal kinay\u0259 il\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di, dizl\u0259ri \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturdu.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tEldara bu q\u0259d\u0259r arxay\u0131nsan? Bu d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259ni tapa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Yerin de\u015fiyind\u0259 d\u0259 olsaz, tapa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Madam Eldar bu q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131d\u0131r, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni n\u0259 \u0259c\u0259b g\u00f6rm\u0259yib? Yox e Fidan, gec-tez m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259slim olacaqsan. Gec-tez.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tO g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Bilir\u0259m gec-tez Eldar bizi xilas ed\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tEldar ancaq sizin \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc xilas ed\u0259 bil\u0259r. <\/p>\n<p>Camal aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, otaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131. Fidan s\u0259ssizcd\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 dua edirdi ki, Eldar onlar\u0131 tez taps\u0131n.<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nR\u0259\u015fad ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 T\u0259hmin\u0259nin \u0259vv\u0259l ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259hl\u0259sind\u0259 saxlad\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131yd\u0131. R\u0259\u015fad\u0131n ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259di, m\u0259hl\u0259y\u0259 girdi. Anas\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 evin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc. \u015e\u0259rif\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda art\u0131q R\u0259\u015fad T\u0259hmin\u0259nin yan\u0131ndayd\u0131. \u015e\u0259rif\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi qucaqlad\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 d\u0259, \u015e\u0259rif\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011flamaqdan dan\u0131\u015fa bilmirdil\u0259r. R\u0259\u015fad da k\u00f6vr\u0259lmi\u015fdi. <\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nEldarla Qadir Cin H\u0259s\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fid\u0259n Qadir qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda iki h\u00fcnd\u00fcr ki\u015fi g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Ki\u015fil\u0259rin ikisinin d\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131 otuz be\u015fi ke\u00e7\u0259rdi. Ki\u015fil\u0259rd\u0259n biri sual Verdi: &#8211; Bizi Eldar \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b.<br \/>\nQadir \u2013 Cin H\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\nCin H\u0259s\u0259n \u2013 M\u0259n\u0259m.<br \/>\nQadir \u2013 Buyurun.<br \/>\nQadir Cin H\u0259s\u0259ni v\u0259 onunla g\u0259l\u0259n o\u011flan\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259ri d\u0259v\u0259t etdi. Eldar Cin H\u0259s\u0259nl\u0259 \u0259ln\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Xo\u015f g\u0259lmisiz.<br \/>\nEldar oturmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yer g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Cin H\u0259s\u0259n v\u0259 onunla g\u0259l\u0259n ki\u015fi divanda oturdular.  Eldar Qadirl\u0259 bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259nin ke\u00e7mi\u015f sevgilisi evd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 he\u00e7 c\u00fcr yer tapa bilmirdi. Telefonunu cibind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131, harasa z\u0259ng etdi. Telefonu bir ki\u015fi g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\nTahir \u2013 Alo. Nec\u0259s\u0259n? N\u0259 oldu testin cavab\u0131? U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n atas\u0131 kimdir?<br \/>\nD\u0259st\u0259yin o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n ki\u015fi Tahir\u0259 dedi; &#8211; Cavab birisig\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xacaq. Arxay\u0131n ol, adamla \u00f6z\u00fcm dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. Dediyi pulu m\u0259n dey\u0259n vaxt g\u0259tir\u0259rs\u0259n.<br \/>\nTahir\u2013 Narahat olma. Be\u015f y\u00fcz manat\u0131 g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259m.  Bura bax, e\u015fidirs\u0259n? Cavablar\u0131n kopyas\u0131n\u0131 almam\u0131\u015f pulu vermirs\u0259n.<br \/>\nKi\u015fi \u2013 Narahat olma. Tahir, xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259 bizim x\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259.<br \/>\nTahir \u2013 Arxay\u0131n ol. Sad\u0259c\u0259 o u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nd\u0259n olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<br \/>\nTahir telefona \u201cadboy\u201d Verdi.<br \/>\nTahir \u2013 Bilirdim ki, o u\u015faq sa\u011fd\u0131r. Yax\u015f\u0131 Lamiy\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131. M\u0259n s\u0259nin i\u00e7 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ortaya \u00e7\u0131xardaram\u2026<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 v\u0259 yezn\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131. Evd\u0259 n\u0259 vard\u0131sa stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyurdu. Ana kimi sevincd\u0259n n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi. \u018fli-aya\u011f\u0131 dola\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bir-birin\u0259.T\u0259hmin\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutub dedi: &#8211; Ana, daha b\u0259sdi. K\u00f6k\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fik. S\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fik. Bird\u0259 bir-iki g\u00fcn burda qalmal\u0131yam.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 stulda oturdu.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tR\u0259\u015fad qalmayacaq?<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259nin yerin\u0259 suala R\u0259\u015fad cavab Verdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tM\u0259nim bir-iki i\u015fim var. Ba\u015fqa \u00f6lk\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259liy\u0259m.Ondan sonar g\u0259lib T\u0259hmin\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 &#8211; Fidan q\u0131z\u0131m niy\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259di?  S\u00f6z\u00fcn d\u00fcz\u00fc, biz ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; Bilir\u0259m ana. Fidan indi qohumlar\u0131gild\u0259dir.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 t\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259; &#8211; Qohumlar\u0131gild\u0259? M\u0259n el\u0259 bilirdim Fidan yetimdir?<br \/>\nR\u0259\u015fad g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir \u2013 \u015e\u0259rif\u0259 xala, \u0259rinin qohumlar\u0131 el\u0259 Fidan\u0131n qohumlar\u0131 say\u0131l\u0131rda.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 &#8211; H\u0259 d\u00fczd\u00fcr. Fikir verm\u0259yin, adam qocald\u0131qca ba\u015f\u0131nda hu\u015f qalm\u0131r. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, vaxt\u0131nda g\u0259ldiz. Yoxsa haz\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, ged\u0259c\u0259kdim.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; Hara haz\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n?<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259rif\u0259  &#8211; S\u0259n tan\u0131marsan, \u0259mim n\u0259v\u0259si var. Onun o\u011flu x\u0259st\u0259xanada yat\u0131r. Ba\u015f\u0131nda \u015fi\u015f var. Uzaq olsun, deyirl\u0259r di\u015fisind\u0259ndir. Onu g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259kdim.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; Allah \u015f\u0259fa versin. \u0130st\u0259s\u0259n m\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m. Ged\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m R\u0259\u015fad?<br \/>\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, olar.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 &#8211; \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259yinizi yeyin, yem\u0259yinizi soyutmay\u0131n. <\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r atas\u0131na Lamiy\u0259nin q\u0131sqancl\u0131qdan Fidan\u0131n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ondan oldu\u011funu dan\u0131\u015fanda K\u0259rim \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 o\u011fluna bax\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 qad\u0131n q\u0131sqancl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ad\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Axmaql\u0131qd\u0131r.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Fidan b\u0259lk\u0259 biz\u0259 do\u011frudan z\u0259ng edib?<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Ax\u0131, s\u0259b\u0259b yoxdur. Niy\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259m\u0259lidir?<br \/>\nK\u0259rim \u2013 N\u0259 bilim. Yax\u015f\u0131, Lamiy\u0259 Fidan\u0131n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 harda g\u00f6r\u00fcbd\u00fc?<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r atas\u0131n\u0131n verdiyi suala cavab ver\u0259 bilm\u0259di. O\u011flunun yerin\u0259 sual\u0131na K\u0259rim cavab Verdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tBu sual\u0131 arvad\u0131na verm\u0259k a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259di?<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 G\u0259lm\u0259di.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Dem\u0259li, Fidan x\u0259st\u0259xanaya g\u0259lib ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Lamiy\u0259 izl\u0259yibdi.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Y\u00fcz faiz onlar g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbl\u0259r. Fidan g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 o\u011flunu da g\u0259tirib. Y\u0259qin imkan tap\u0131b u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131ndan t\u00fck qopard\u0131b.N\u0259 bilim, a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259n variant budur.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 T\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259, DNT testinin n\u0259tic\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259k. Onda utand\u0131racam onu.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim \u2013 S\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nim kimi d\u0259v\u0259 s\u0259bri var bala. Lamiy\u0259nin anandan bet\u0259r olmas\u0131ndan qorxuram.  M\u0259n indi h\u0259kim\u0259 getm\u0259liy\u0259m. \u015e\u0259k\u0259rimi yoxlatd\u0131rmal\u0131yam.<\/p>\n<p>Bu zaman S\u0259f\u0259rin \u0259l telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. S\u0259f\u0259r telefonu cibind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. Z\u0259ng ed\u0259n L\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim idi.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r atas\u0131na \u2013 L\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kimdir.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Xeyirdimi?<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Lamiy\u0259yl\u0259 m\u00fcalic\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fck. Yan\u0131na getm\u0259liydik. Tamam unutmu\u015fam.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r telefona cavab Verdi.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tAlo.<br \/>\nL\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim \u2013 Salam S\u0259f\u0259r. Nec\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun L\u0259taf\u0259t xan\u0131m. Siz nec\u0259siz?<br \/>\nL\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim \u2013 \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, yava\u015f-yava\u015f. S\u0259f\u0259r anangil\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259dim, telefona cavab ver\u0259n olmad\u0131. \u00d6zd\u0259 demi\u015fdim ki, m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259sin. Y\u0259qin evd\u0259 dem\u0259yibl\u0259r.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Ev telefonu xarab olub. Siz anama n\u0259 vaxt z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdiz?<br \/>\nL\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim \u2013 D\u00fcn\u0259n z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdim. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, s\u0259hv el\u0259mir\u0259ms\u0259, yolda\u015f\u0131n cavab vermi\u015fdi. Sonra n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r z\u0259ng el\u0259dim, he\u00e7 kim cavab verm\u0259di.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259rin nitqi qurumu\u015fdu.  Lamiy\u0259nin s\u00f6zl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 ona z\u0259ng ed\u0259nin Fidan oldu\u011funu demi\u015fdi. S\u0259f\u0259r indi anlad\u0131 ki, Lamiy\u0259 ona yalan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b.<br \/>\nL\u0259taf\u0259t bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 \u201calo\u201d dey\u0259nd\u0259n sonra S\u0259f\u0259r fikirl\u0259rini toplad\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Anama dey\u0259r\u0259m, siz\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259r. L\u0259taf\u0259t xan\u0131m, anamla niy\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdiniz?<br \/>\nL\u0259taf\u0259t d\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri dem\u0259kd\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd edirdi; &#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur ananla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m S\u0259f\u0259r. Sonra \u00f6z\u00fc s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi dey\u0259r. Anana salam de. Sa\u011f ol<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Sa\u011f olun.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 atas\u0131na baxd\u0131: &#8211; S\u0259n hara ged\u0259c\u0259kdin?<br \/>\nK\u0259rim \u2013 H\u0259kim\u0259. N\u0259 olub?<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 M\u0259n d\u0259 L\u0259taf\u0259t xan\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131na ged\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Lamiy\u0259ni d\u0259 aparacaqsan?<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 T\u0259k ged\u0259c\u0259m. \u00c7\u0131xaq? Birinci s\u0259nin h\u0259kimin\u0259 ged\u0259k, sonra L\u0259taf\u0259tin yan\u0131na.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Sex\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Ax\u015fam t\u0259r\u0259fi ged\u0259c\u0259m. Ged\u0259k ata.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 K\u0259rim evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda Lamiy\u0259yl\u0259 Aynur pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.<br \/>\nAynur \u2013 Bunlar hara gedirl\u0259r bel\u0259?<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; S\u0259f\u0259r sex\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259kdi. K\u0259rim day\u0131n\u0131 bilmir\u0259m.<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nCin H\u0259s\u0259n Eldar\u0131n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 dinl\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Cin H\u0259s\u0259n \u00e7ox uzun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Qadirl\u0259 Eldar bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. Eldar\u0131n s\u0259bri t\u00fck\u0259ndi,siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi. Cibind\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc siqaret pa\u00e7kas\u0131ndan bir siqaret qoydu dama\u011f\u0131na. Siqaretini yand\u0131randa Cin H\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259, yan\u0131ndak\u0131 ki\u015fi d\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131lar.<br \/>\nCin H\u0259s\u0259n \u2013 Sabah bu vaxtacan Camal\u0131 da, ona havadarl\u0131q ed\u0259n kimdirs\u0259 onu tapacam. Yerini s\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259m. Sabah bizi burda g\u00f6zl\u0259yin.<br \/>\nEldar hiss edirdi ki, bu adama g\u00fcv\u0259nm\u0259k olar; &#8211; G\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\nCin H\u0259s\u0259nl\u0259 adam\u0131 getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nFidan art\u0131q Ya\u015far\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bilmirdi. Ya\u015far ac\u0131ndan v\u0259 sussuzdan a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan da o\u011flunu sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, Camal ev sahibi il\u0259 ota\u011fa girdil\u0259r. Fidan a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya Camal\u0131n yan\u0131ndak\u0131 adam yalvar\u0131rd\u0131: &#8211; Yalvar\u0131ram, \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yox, o\u011flum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn su verin. Yalvar\u0131ram.<br \/>\nCamal\u0131n yan\u0131ndak\u0131 adam\u0131n Fidana yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lir. Qorxusundan Camala biruz\u0259 vermir. Camal Fidana yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r: &#8211; U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ver m\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\nFidan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259dir, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 verm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. Camal c\u00fcml\u0259sini t\u0259krarlad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tFidan, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ver, yedizdirib g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\nFidan o\u011fluna g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259yatda \u0259n \u00e7ox nifrt\u0259 etdiyi adam\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda aciz olmu\u015fdu.<br \/>\n&#8211;\tG\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, bilir\u0259m.<br \/>\nCamal \u2013 \u00d6z\u00fcn bil\u0259rs\u0259n. O\u011flun da, s\u0259n d\u0259 ac\u0131ndan \u00f6l\u00fcn.<br \/>\nCamal otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 Fidan m\u0259cbur qal\u0131b dedi: &#8211; Raz\u0131yam. Allah s\u0259ni bildiyi kimi el\u0259sin \u0259claf. Raz\u0131yam.<br \/>\nCamal yan\u0131ndak\u0131 ki\u015fiy\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 etdi, ki\u015fi Fidana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Fidan ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 o\u011flunun xatirin\u0259, ac qalmamas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o\u011flunu Camal\u0131n adam\u0131na verdi. Ki\u015fi Ya\u015far quca\u011f\u0131nda  otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xanacan Fidan o\u011flunun arxas\u0131nca baxa-baxa qald\u0131. Camal qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Fidana d\u00f6n\u00fcb kinli bax\u0131\u015flarla bax\u0131b dedi: &#8211; O\u011flunu he\u00e7 vaxt g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n Fidan.<br \/>\nCamal otaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcb a\u00e7arla ba\u011flad\u0131. Fidan qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131, yumruqlaya-yumruqlaya \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rma\u011fa, a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131\u2026 \u201c Ya\u015far\u201d deyib \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ard\u0131 var\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Eldar R\u0259\u015fadla T\u0259hmin\u0259ni Qadirin evin\u0259 g\u0259tirdi. T\u0259hmin\u0259nin a\u011flamaqdan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Eldar da Fidans\u0131z ke\u00e7irdiyi d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259ri biruz\u0259 verm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 pis olurdu. R\u0259\u015fad T\u0259hmin\u0259ni sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. &#8211; A\u011flama T\u0259hmin\u0259. Dua el\u0259 ki, sa\u011f-salamat al\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n qurtara bil\u0259k T\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; Camal qisas \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qay\u0131d\u0131b. \u00c7ox kinli adamd\u0131. Siz onu m\u0259nim q\u0259d\u0259r tan\u0131m\u0131rs\u0131z. 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