{"id":21298,"date":"2016-07-30T02:00:37","date_gmt":"2016-07-29T22:00:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=21298"},"modified":"2016-07-30T09:36:14","modified_gmt":"2016-07-30T05:36:14","slug":"vusal-yurdoglu-narahat-ruhlar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=21298","title":{"rendered":"V\u00fcsal YURDO\u011eLU.&#8221;Narahat ruhlar&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/vy.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/vy-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"vy\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-19913\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/vy-225x300.jpg 225w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/vy.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r gec\u0259 bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn sonu kimidir,<br \/>\nH\u0259r gec\u0259 sakitlik \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259.<br \/>\nDan\u0131\u015fan dill\u0259r\u0259 kilid ba\u011flan\u0131r,<br \/>\nA\u00e7ar\u0131 at\u0131l\u0131r d\u0259rinlikl\u0259r\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 ruhlar s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr arxamca,&#8230;<br \/>\nRahatl\u0131q axtar\u0131r nakam \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r.<br \/>\nYen\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259zir m\u0259nim dal\u0131mca,<br \/>\nDondurur q\u0259lbimi soyuq k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>S\u00fckutun i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rim<br \/>\nQaranl\u0131q d\u00fcnyada i\u015f\u0131q axtar\u0131r.<br \/>\nRuhlar\u0131 tap\u0131ram m\u0259n \u00f6z yolumda,<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m, bu yollar hara apar\u0131r?!&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6l\u00fbml\u00fc d\u00fcnyada ya\u015fayan insan,<br \/>\nSin\u0259d\u0259 bir \u00fcr\u0259k da\u015f\u0131yan insan,<br \/>\nRuhunu verdiyi k\u0259si axtar\u0131r&#8230;<br \/>\nAxtar\u0131r&#8230;, tapmam\u0131\u015f, \u00f6l\u00fcm onu tap\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn min-min arzusu<br \/>\nAmans\u0131z \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn qurban\u0131 olur.<br \/>\nSevincli, i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 say\u0131lan d\u00fcnya<br \/>\nNakam \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rin zindan\u0131 olur&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Arxiv\u0259 at\u0131l\u0131r ke\u00e7diyin h\u0259yat,<br \/>\nBir he\u00e7\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259k bel\u0259 asanm\u0131\u015f.<br \/>\nYas\u0131na verilir \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn yaz\u0131,<br \/>\nMeydandan bel\u0259 tez \u00e7\u0131xmaq da varm\u0131\u015f&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 inanan sad\u0259l\u00f6vh biri<br \/>\nCan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k sevgi u\u011frunda.<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbl\u0259rin aynas\u0131 yalan des\u0259 d\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcn g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259k \u00f6z \u00fcsulunda&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>* * *<\/p>\n<p>Sevgiyl\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn aras\u0131ndak\u0131<br \/>\nS\u0259ddl\u0259ri ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259m s\u0259ni sevm\u0259kl\u0259.<br \/>\nOxudum \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u00f6z \u00fcr\u0259yimi,<br \/>\nN\u0259yi qazanm\u0131\u015fam s\u0259ni sevm\u0259kl\u0259?!&#8230;<br \/>\n*****<br \/>\nH\u0259yatda yolunu tapa bilm\u0259y\u0259n<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259tin tapa bilsin ist\u0259diyini.<br \/>\nKimins\u0259 dal\u0131nca s\u00fcr\u00fcns\u0259 bel\u0259,<br \/>\nTale verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259diyini&#8230;<br \/>\n*****<br \/>\nHeyr\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tirmir bu ruhlar m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn m\u0259n onlara qar\u0131\u015faca\u011fam.<br \/>\nQar\u0131\u015f\u0131q h\u0259yat\u0131m, &#8211; qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q yuxu,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni yuxum kimi unudaca\u011fam!&#8230;<br \/>\n*****<br \/>\nSusuram daha&#8230;<br \/>\nSusuram, s\u0259ssizlik m\u0259nim ruhumu<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcyl\u0259 apar\u0131r getdiyi yer\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nGed\u0259r\u0259m bu yolun sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r,<br \/>\nSevginin g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n itdiyi yer\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\n*****<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259n dayansam da yol ortas\u0131nda<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 donub qalmaram, narahat olma!<br \/>\nS\u0259nl\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyim d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259r\u0259<br \/>\nYas da saxlamaram, narahat olma!&#8230;<br \/>\n*****<br \/>\n\u018fg\u0259r fikrim gets\u0259 \u00e7ox uzaqlara,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc dikdiyim qara yollara<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z ruhumla yolda\u015f olaram&#8230;,<br \/>\nNakam \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 sirda\u015f olaram!&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>   * * *<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, bu gec\u0259<br \/>\nT\u0259k deyil\u0259m bu yollarda&#8230;<br \/>\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, ya\u015fay\u0131ram,<br \/>\nS\u00fcr\u00fcns\u0259m d\u0259 bu yollarda&#8230;<br \/>\nYa\u015fay\u0131ram m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259,<br \/>\nYa\u015fay\u0131ram \u00fcmidl\u0259rl\u0259,<br \/>\ng\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram!&#8230;<br \/>\n*****<br \/>\nH\u0259r gec\u0259 bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn sonu kimidir,<br \/>\nH\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r bir k\u00f6rp\u0259 do\u011fula bil\u0259r.<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn qap\u0131lar\u0131 a\u00e7ar m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t,<br \/>\nYuxular bir anda \u00e7in ola bil\u0259r&#8230;<br \/>\n*****<br \/>\nYen\u0259 ruhlar s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr arxamca,<br \/>\nRahatl\u0131q tapacaq nakam \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r.<br \/>\nK\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259z m\u0259nim dal\u0131mca,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 qanad verir il\u0131q k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r!&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>H\u0259r gec\u0259 bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn sonu kimidir, H\u0259r gec\u0259 sakitlik \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259. Dan\u0131\u015fan dill\u0259r\u0259 kilid ba\u011flan\u0131r, A\u00e7ar\u0131 at\u0131l\u0131r d\u0259rinlikl\u0259r\u0259&#8230; Yen\u0259 ruhlar s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr arxamca,&#8230; Rahatl\u0131q axtar\u0131r nakam \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r. Yen\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259zir m\u0259nim dal\u0131mca, Dondurur q\u0259lbimi soyuq k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r&#8230; S\u00fckutun i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rim Qaranl\u0131q d\u00fcnyada i\u015f\u0131q axtar\u0131r. Ruhlar\u0131 tap\u0131ram m\u0259n \u00f6z yolumda, Bilmir\u0259m, bu yollar hara apar\u0131r?!&#8230; \u00d6l\u00fbml\u00fc d\u00fcnyada [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21298","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21298","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=21298"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21298\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21301,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21298\/revisions\/21301"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=21298"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=21298"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=21298"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}