{"id":2164,"date":"2013-05-06T13:27:05","date_gmt":"2013-05-06T13:27:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=2164"},"modified":"2013-05-06T13:27:06","modified_gmt":"2013-05-06T13:27:06","slug":"saqif-qaratorpaq-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=2164","title":{"rendered":"Saqif QARATORPAQ.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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***<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7di bu karvan.
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7di a\u011f d\u0259v\u0259l\u0259r,
\nyan\u0131nda k\u00f6\u015f\u0259yi.
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7di Qaran\u0259r.
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7dim,\u2013
\n\u0130\u00e7im s\u0259hra,
\nk\u00fcl\u0259k sovurar qumu,
\ntale deyil\u0259n bumu?!<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7di b\u0259yaz gec\u0259l\u0259r,
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7di a\u011f k\u0259cav\u0259l\u0259r.
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131, a\u011f\u0131.
\nH\u0259r \u015fey bit\u0259nd\u0259n sonra
\nqalan bir a\u011fr\u0131.
\n\u0130\u00e7im s\u0259hra,
\nk\u00fcl\u0259k sovurar qumu,
\ntale deyil\u0259n bumu?!<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7di qara bir k\u00f6lg\u0259,
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7di ba\u015f\u0131b\u0259lal\u0131 bir \u00f6lk\u0259,
\nZavall\u0131 bir m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t,
\nbalaca bir k\u0259nd,
\nb\u0259lk\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259\u2026
\ni\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7di
\n\u018fmir Teymurun bo\u011fazlatd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6\u015f\u0259k,
\nk\u00fcl\u0259k, k\u00fcl\u0259k, k\u00fcl\u0259k.
\n\u0130\u00e7im s\u0259hra,
\nK\u00fcl\u0259k sovurar qumu,
\nTale deyil\u0259n bumu,
\nQism\u0259t deyil\u0259n bumu?!<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Doldurdum ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qeyb\u0259tl\u0259r il\u0259,
\nBo\u015faltd\u0131m i\u00e7imi s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r il\u0259.
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r-kims\u0259siz, yetim \u00fcr\u0259yim,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim-kims\u0259siz, yetim k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r.
\nBilmir\u0259m hayana gedim gec\u0259l\u0259r?<\/p>\n

Ba\u015flad\u0131 bir q\u0259fil, bir \u00e7is\u0259k ya\u011f\u0131\u015f,
\nMirvari damc\u0131lar s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc asta.
\nBi\u00e7ar\u0259 \u015famlar\u0131n kirpikl\u0259rind\u0259n
\n Yudu s\u00fcrm\u0259sini a\u011f fanarlar\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Axd\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin yanaqlar\u0131na
\n\u2026Buludlu, ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131, yalq\u0131z bir gec\u0259
\nN\u0259mli, qan\u0131 qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015f dodaqlar\u0131ynan
\nA\u011flay\u0131r, y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b ayaqlar\u0131ma.<\/p>\n

SINMI\u015e BUDA\u011eIN AHI<\/p>\n

Yol\u00e7ular yollar\u0131nda, kims\u0259 s\u0259ni e\u015fitm\u0259z,
\nKe\u00e7ib gedir ged\u0259nl\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yinin dal\u0131nca.
\nYaralar\u0131n qaynay\u0131b, qaysaqlay\u0131b biti\u015fm\u0259z
\nEndikc\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259kliy\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n q\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259 bigan\u0259l\u0259rin, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131na!
\nD\u0259rdini d\u0259rdi bilib taleyin\u0259 ac\u0131maz.
\nBoylan\u0131b xo\u015fb\u0259xtl\u0259rin z\u0259f\u0259r bayraqlar\u0131na
\n\u0130\u00e7in-i\u00e7in h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131b taleyin\u0259 ac\u0131ma!<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131nla suvarma nifr\u0259tini i\u00e7ind\u0259,
\nSevgil\u0259rin q\u0259d\u0259mi q\u0259z\u0259bin\u0259 tu\u015f olar.
\n\u018friyib it\u0259rmis\u0259n \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tinin i\u00e7ind\u0259,
\nT\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n yell\u0259ri \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t k\u00fcl\u00fc sovurar.<\/p>\n

Hissl\u0259rinin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 bakir\u0259lik ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131,
\nYa\u011fd\u0131rma d\u00f6n\u00fckl\u0259rin nam\u0259hr\u0259m s\u0259hras\u0131na!
\n\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131lacaq q\u0259brin\u0259 b\u0259dxahlar\u0131n alq\u0131\u015f\u0131,
\nYaxa y\u0131rt\u0131b, \u00fcz c\u0131r\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r yas\u0131na.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131nd\u0131nm\u0131 al\u0131ndan, aldand\u0131nm\u0131 al\u0131na?
\nN\u0259 yar\u0131n oldu yollar, n\u0259 yollar oldu yar\u0131.
\nSin\u0259n g\u00f6z-g\u00f6z t\u0259n\u0259d\u0259n, k\u00fcs\u0259n\u0259rmi hal\u0131na
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin p\u0259rvan\u0259si, q\u0259ml\u0259rin q\u0259mk\u00fcsar\u0131?<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Ovcuna ba\u011flanan pul ha deyil\u0259m,
\nBu a\u011fa d\u00fcnyaya qul ha deyil\u0259m.
\nXo\u015fb\u0259xtliy\u0259 ged\u0259n yol ha deyil\u0259m,
\nY\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcb sar\u0131lam ayaqlar\u0131na.<\/p>\n

Gileyim he\u00e7 umu-k\u00fcs\u00fcd\u0259n deyil,
\n\u018fll\u0259rim t\u0259rl\u0259yir-istid\u0259n deyil.
\nM\u0259ni \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rin isid\u0259n deyil,
\nBax\u0131b aldan\u0131ram dodaqlar\u0131na.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n ki, bu sevdada na\u015f\u0131 deyils\u0259n,
\nG\u00fcls\u0259n, g\u00fcll\u0259rin ba\u015f\u0131 deyils\u0259n.
\nHay\u0131f ki, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131 deyils\u0259n,
\nNec\u0259 axacaqsan yanaqlar\u0131ma?<\/p>\n

ETIRAF<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259hid sevgil\u0259rin m\u0259zar\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259
\nBax\u0131b qan qoxuyan \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259
\n\u0130nana bilmir\u0259m \u00f6lm\u0259diyim\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u0131rt\u0131q k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin d\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259
\n\u00c7\u0131lpaq n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259rin yataqlar\u0131na,
\nBoyal\u0131, boyas\u0131z dodaqlar\u0131na
\nBoylananlar\u0131n
\nbax\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u015fart\u0131s\u0131na,
\nbax\u0131b \u00fczl\u0259rinin q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131na,
\n\u00fct\u00fcl\u00fc, qardan a\u011f k\u00f6yn\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259,
\ninana bilmir\u0259m \u00f6lm\u0259diyim\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131b ya\u011f\u0131\u015fda \u00e7\u0259tirl\u0259rin\u0259
\n\u00d6p\u00fcb xan\u0131mlar\u0131n \u0259lc\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n
\n\u00d6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm bir ax\u015fam evl\u0259rin\u0259c\u0259n.
\nbax\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyin\u0259,
\nbax\u0131b boynub\u00fck\u00fck \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259
\ninana bimir\u0259m \u00f6lm\u0259diyim\u0259.<\/p>\n

Papaqlar ba\u015flar\u0131 apar\u0131b gedir,
\npapaqlar ba\u015flar\u0131 qopar\u0131b gedir,
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u00fcmidl\u0259rin ayaqlar\u0131na,
\nke\u00e7ib tamahlar\u0131n niz\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259.
\nBax\u0131b bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n adamlar\u0131na,
\nBax\u0131b g\u00fcl libasl\u0131 \u0259dalar\u0131na,
\nBir d\u0259 qana batm\u0131\u015f \u0259t\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259,
\n\u0130nana bilmir\u0259m \u00f6lm\u0259diyim\u0259!
\n\u0130nana bilmir\u0259m \u00f6lm\u0259diyim\u0259!<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Bu divar\u0131 tutub ged\u0259r
\nBu kor, qurtaranacan.
\nBu divar\u0131 tutub getdim
\nBu gor qurtaranacan.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bir \u0259l,
\nArzum q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259, g\u00fcl\u00fcm x\u0259z\u0259l.
\nBu oca\u011f\u0131n ah\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l
\nBu gor qurtaranacan.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fcnc\u0259 g\u00fcl tap\u0131lmaz.
\nBirc\u0259 ovuc k\u00fcl tap\u0131lmaz.
\nYolsuzlu\u011fa yol tap\u0131lmaz
\nBu yol qurtaranacan.<\/p>\n

DURNA L\u018fL\u018fYI<\/p>\n

F\u0259l\u0259k yand\u0131ras\u0131 bir ah qalmad\u0131,
\nG\u00fcnah el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcnah qalmad\u0131.
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6km\u0259y\u0259 torpaq qalmad\u0131,
\nD\u0259rdimi yazma\u011fa durna l\u0259l\u0259yi.<\/p>\n

\u018fhdin\u0259 v\u0259fal\u0131 bir yar tap\u0131lmaz,
\nQan\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 \u0259\u011fyar tap\u0131lmaz.
\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 h\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 divar tap\u0131lmaz,
\nD\u0259rdimi yazma\u011fa durna l\u0259l\u0259yi.<\/p>\n

Hay\u0131f, m\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n se\u00e7di g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r.
\nYoxsa m\u0259n gecikdim, k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r?
\nQanl\u0131 k\u00f6yn\u0259yimd\u0259n ke\u00e7di g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r,
\nD\u0259rdimi yazma\u011fa durna l\u0259l\u0259yi.<\/p>\n

Bu s\u00fcrt\u00fck d\u00f6vran\u0131n astar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b,
\nYetimin \u0259caib dostlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.
\nQ\u0259rib\u0259 dil\u0259n\u00e7i postlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b,
\nD\u0259rdimi yazma\u011fa durna l\u0259l\u0259yi.<\/p>\n

Bu qanl\u0131 qov\u011fadan ba\u015f\u0131m a\u00e7\u0131la!
\n\u018fsir aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n da\u015f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131la!
\nHeyhat! \u015eair olub makina\u00e7\u0131lar!
\nD\u0259rdimi yazma\u011fa durna l\u0259l\u0259yi.<\/p>\n

Saqif, sa\u011falas\u0131 min-min yara var,
\nYaz\u0131rsan yaz bel\u0259: a\u011f var, qara var!
\nBu q\u0259l\u0259m h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox \u00e7irnel aparar,
\nD\u0259rdimi yazma\u011fa durna l\u0259l\u0259yi!
\nQ\u0259brimi qazma\u011fa durna l\u0259l\u0259yi!<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdu,
\ni\u00e7imd\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 var.
\nO \u0259ll\u0259r nec\u0259 isti,
\nBilir\u0259m, n\u0259dir q\u0259sdi.<\/p>\n

O g\u00f6zl\u0259r nec\u0259 do\u011fma,
\nGir\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r yuxuma.<\/p>\n

O g\u00f6zl\u0259r nec\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f,
\nBir bakir\u0259 aldan\u0131\u015f,
\n\u2026i\u00e7imd\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdu,
\ni\u00e7imd\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 var. <\/p>\n

BULAQDAN QAYIDAN QIZ<\/p>\n

Hay\u0131f ki, \u00fcr\u0259yim sevgid\u0259n doyub,
\nHay\u0131f, ham\u0131 kimi m\u0259n d\u0259 adamam.
\nOd al\u0131b, \u0259riyib, k\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rdim
\n\u018fg\u0259r a\u011fac olsam, \u0259g\u0259r da\u015f olsam.<\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259rin titr\u0259yir, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin dolub,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yin xo\u015f s\u00f6z\u0259, q\u0131l\u0131\u011fa m\u00f6htac.
\nDaha ke\u00e7\u0259n ke\u00e7ib, olanlar olub,\u2013
\nBizim d\u0259rdimiz\u0259 tap\u0131lmaz \u0259lac.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnahkar axtarma bu sevdada s\u0259n,
\nQar\u011fama taley\u0259, qar\u011fama baxta.
\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni s\u00f6zs\u00fcz d\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259n,\u2013
\nQara ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fam \u0259lim\u0259 \u00e7oxdan.<\/p>\n

Dinc\u0259ldin, di yeri, dil a\u00e7ar yollar;
\nH\u0259r \u015feyi yoluna qoyacaq zaman.
\n\u018fll\u0259ri xam\u0131rda g\u00f6zl\u0259yir anan,
\nM\u0259nim d\u0259 bir azca yaz\u0131m-pozum var.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Bir ah\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 ax\u0131b gedir\u0259m,
\nY\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcb g\u0259l\u0259n yox q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131ma.
\nS\u0259sim\u0259 hay ver\u0259n bir kims\u0259 yoxdu,\u2013
\nBir dey\u0259n yoxdu ki, bir insan bat\u0131r.
\nYa m\u0259n yuxudayam, ya d\u00fcnya yat\u0131r,\u2013
\nBir oyanan yoxdu h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131ma.<\/p>\n

Ged\u0259nl\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7evirib gedir,
\nKe\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259r bax\u0131rlar-g\u00f6rm\u00fcrl\u0259r m\u0259ni.
\nUnudub saat\u0131, unudub g\u00fcn\u00fc
\nAdamlar harasa y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcb gedir.<\/p>\n

Bax\u0131ram, h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f yamya\u015f\u0131l sudu,
\nBax\u0131ram, g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc el\u0259 mavi ki!
\nH\u0259yat el\u0259 adi, el\u0259 adi ki,
\nBaxd\u0131m, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin ya\u015f\u0131 qurudu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

*** \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7di bu karvan. \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7di a\u011f d\u0259v\u0259l\u0259r, yan\u0131nda k\u00f6\u015f\u0259yi. \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7di Qaran\u0259r. \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7dim,\u2013 \u0130\u00e7im s\u0259hra, k\u00fcl\u0259k sovurar qumu, tale deyil\u0259n bumu?! \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7di b\u0259yaz gec\u0259l\u0259r, \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7di a\u011f k\u0259cav\u0259l\u0259r. G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131, a\u011f\u0131. H\u0259r \u015fey bit\u0259nd\u0259n sonra qalan bir a\u011fr\u0131. \u0130\u00e7im s\u0259hra, k\u00fcl\u0259k sovurar qumu, tale deyil\u0259n bumu?! \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n ke\u00e7di qara bir k\u00f6lg\u0259, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2164","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2164","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2164"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2164\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2167,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2164\/revisions\/2167"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2164"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2164"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2164"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}