{"id":22062,"date":"2016-09-01T07:00:31","date_gmt":"2016-09-01T03:00:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=22062"},"modified":"2016-09-01T09:39:35","modified_gmt":"2016-09-01T05:39:35","slug":"s%c9%99hla-ramazanqizi-qaranquslar-qayidanda-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=22062","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259hla RAMAZANQIZI.&#8221;Qaranqu\u015flar qay\u0131danda&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/s.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/s-300x224.jpg\" alt=\"s\" width=\"300\" height=\"224\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-22065\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/s-300x224.jpg 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/s.jpg 456w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&#8220;H\u0259r s\u0259trind\u0259 bizi axtar\u0131rd\u0131m. \u015eeirinin hans\u0131nda m\u0259n oldu\u011fumu izl\u0259yirdim. Yad\u0131ndad\u0131, biz g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 son bahar\u0131n h\u0259yatla \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259qam idi. K\u00fcl\u0259yin g\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 qum t\u0259pdiyi bir an idi. Bizim g\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz sevgid\u0259n kor olmu\u015fdu dey\u0259 h\u0259tta qum da onlar\u0131 incitm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259di. O g\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f nec\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck idi. Fikir verdinmi o g\u00fcn Ay da sevgilisi olan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin yan\u0131ndayd\u0131. Amma i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ox z\u0259if g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Yad\u0131ndad\u0131? Biz \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck sevgiy\u0259 and i\u00e7mi\u015fdik h\u0259min g\u00fcn. Bax onda qaranqu\u015flar\u0131n k\u00f6\u00e7 vaxt\u0131 idi. Dediyin h\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sanki m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sl\u0259\u015firdi. C\u0259sar\u0259tli sevgim qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda heyr\u0259tl\u0259nmi\u015fdin y\u0259qin ki. Hara getdin ? Niy\u0259 getdin? -dey\u0259 sual ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131na tutmayacam s\u0259ni. Bilirs\u0259nmi niy\u0259? \u00c7\u00fcnki getdin&#8230; B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259min vaxt bu \u0259n do\u011fru se\u00e7im idi. Ail\u0259nin \u00e7\u0259kdiyi z\u0259hm\u0259t qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda borcun idi. Bu borcu \u00f6d\u0259y\u0259 bildinmi? Yoxsa onlar\u0131 da h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259, hicranla ba\u015f-ba\u015fa buraxd\u0131n. Qa\u00e7d\u0131n sanki. Kimd\u0259n,<br \/>\nN\u0259d\u0259n? \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qa\u00e7d\u0131n. Ac\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kirdin mi? Ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131 n\u0259 idi? He\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcnm\u00fc? Yolunu \u00e7ox g\u00f6zl\u0259dim&#8230; G\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini bil\u0259-bil\u0259. H\u0259r qaranqu\u015flar qay\u0131danda sanki s\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259nmi\u015f kimi yolunu h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259dim. Hardasan, nec\u0259s\u0259n soru\u015fmayacam. \u00c7\u00fcnki bilir\u0259m. Y\u0259qin t\u00f6r-t\u00f6k\u00fcnt\u00fc olan kiray\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131nda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki yerind\u0259 ham\u0131dan gizl\u0259nirmi\u015f kimi b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcb oturmusan. \u0130\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 da yand\u0131rmam\u0131san ki, otaq yolda\u015f\u0131n oyanmas\u0131n. Telefon i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda oxuyursan. Nec\u0259liyini bilir\u0259m. Pe\u015fmansan. Utanma a\u011flamaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259 a\u011fla. Nec\u0259 olsa he\u00e7 kim g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Bilirs\u0259nmi a\u011flamaq insan\u0131 rahatla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r. M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7ox a\u011flad\u0131m. Ham\u0131dan k\u00fcsd\u00fcm. Gec\u0259 ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t etdim d\u0259li kimi. Bilirs\u0259nmi, s\u0259ni unutmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmad\u0131. S\u0259ni unutmaq ist\u0259m\u0259dim \u00e7\u00fcnki. T\u0259k s\u0259ni sevdim. Bilirdim ki g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n hans\u0131sa baharda. S\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni sevirs\u0259n. Baharlarm\u0131 \u00e7ox oldu ? Niy\u0259s\u0259 he\u00e7 bitm\u0259di h\u0259sr\u0259tin. \u0130\u015fl\u0259rin yoluna d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm\u00fc? \u00c7ox \u00fczd\u00fcn m\u0259ni. Amma s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m. M\u0259n aciz biriy\u0259m y\u0259qin ki. S\u0259nsizlik m\u0259ni \u00e7ox incitdi. H\u0259kiml\u0259r yax\u015f\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 demir. M\u0259n gedir\u0259m. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n bunu da bilir\u0259m. \u018flvida.&#8221;<br \/>\nM\u0259ktub \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n Turan \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc dizl\u0259rin\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259ssiz a\u011flad\u0131. Sonra m\u0259ktubu yerd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb dodaqlar\u0131na s\u0131xd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259rki d\u0259fn m\u0259rasimi \u0259b\u0259di olaraq \u015e\u0259lal\u0259ni Turandan ay\u0131rd\u0131. Turan gec\u0259 ham\u0131 ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra yenid\u0259n \u015e\u0259lal\u0259nin q\u0259brin\u0259 g\u0259ldi. M\u0259ktub da \u0259lind\u0259 idi. &#8220;G\u0259ldim \u015e\u0259lal\u0259m. G\u0259ldim sevgilim. Bax qaranqu\u015flar g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259ldim&#8221; -dey\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fc. Orda da yat\u0131b qald\u0131. Sabah a\u00e7\u0131landa q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259n \u015e\u0259lal\u0259nin ail\u0259si q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259bri \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yatan adam\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndil\u0259r. Yax\u0131nla\u015fanda h\u0259min \u015f\u0259xsin buz kimi soyuq oldu\u011fu, \u00e7oxdan \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fc anla\u015f\u0131ld\u0131. A\u011fz\u0131ndan v\u0259 burnundan qan axm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;H\u0259r s\u0259trind\u0259 bizi axtar\u0131rd\u0131m. \u015eeirinin hans\u0131nda m\u0259n oldu\u011fumu izl\u0259yirdim. Yad\u0131ndad\u0131, biz g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 son bahar\u0131n h\u0259yatla \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259qam idi. K\u00fcl\u0259yin g\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 qum t\u0259pdiyi bir an idi. Bizim g\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz sevgid\u0259n kor olmu\u015fdu dey\u0259 h\u0259tta qum da onlar\u0131 incitm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259di. O g\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f nec\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck idi. Fikir verdinmi o g\u00fcn Ay da sevgilisi olan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin yan\u0131ndayd\u0131. 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