{"id":22145,"date":"2016-09-08T09:00:49","date_gmt":"2016-09-08T05:00:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=22145"},"modified":"2016-09-08T09:49:14","modified_gmt":"2016-09-08T05:49:14","slug":"emin-pirini-dogum-gunu-munasib%c9%99til%c9%99-t%c9%99brik-edirik-8-sentybar-1986-ci-il","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=22145","title":{"rendered":"Emin Pirini do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259 t\u0259brik edirik! (8 sentybar 1986-c\u0131 il)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyi Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259r t\u0259\u015fkilat\u0131n\u0131n G\u00fcnd\u0259lik Analitik \u0130nformasiya Agentliyinin v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n R\u0259hb\u0259rliyi Sizi, yeni n\u0259sil Az\u0259rbaycan g\u0259ncliyinin istedadl\u0131 n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259sini, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin v\u0259 G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczv\u00fcn\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fckafat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259 s\u0259mimi q\u0259lbd\u0259n t\u0259brik edir, Siz\u0259 uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr, m\u00f6hk\u0259m cansa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik, i\u015fl\u0259rinizd\u0259, \u0259d\u0259bi-b\u0259dii yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda bol-bol u\u011furlar dil\u0259yir! Sevib, sevdiyiniz insanlar\u0131n \u0259hat\u0259 dair\u0259sind\u0259 olun!<\/p>\n

M\u0259tbuat xidm\u0259ti<\/strong><\/p>\n

Emin P\u0130R\u0130 (Emin Piri Sabir o\u011flu) 1986-c\u0131 il sentyabr ay\u0131n\u0131n 8-d\u0259 C\u0259lilabadda anadan olub.2008-2012-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 Bak\u0131 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin Tarix fak\u00fclt\u0259sind\u0259 bakalavr, 2012-2014-c\u00fc ill\u0259rd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Pedaqoji Universitetinin Tarix fak\u00fclt\u0259sind\u0259 magistr d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259si \u00fczr\u0259 ali t\u0259hsil al\u0131b.2008-2010-cu ill\u0259rd\u0259 c\u0259bh\u0259 b\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 ta\u011f\u0131m komandiri (leytenant) kimi xidm\u0259t edib.
\n2013-c\u00fc ild\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 Turizm Nazirliyi v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin birg\u0259 layih\u0259si olan \u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u0259sul katibidir.Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00fcn\u0259 layiq g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcb.Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin v\u0259 G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczv\u00fcd\u00fcr.
\n2014-c\u00fc ild\u0259 2013-c\u00fc ilin yekunlar\u0131na \u0259sas\u0259n G\u0259ncl\u0259r v\u0259 \u0130dman Nazirliyi t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n \u0259d\u0259biyyat sah\u0259sind\u0259ki u\u011furlar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 “G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fckafat\u0131” il\u0259 t\u0259ltif olunub.Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin t\u0259\u015fkilat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015f\u0259n “\u018fn yax\u015f\u0131 \u015feir”, “N\u0259simi” m\u00fcsabiq\u0259sinin qalibl\u0259rind\u0259ndi.
\n\u015eeirl\u0259ri “Az\u0259rbaycan”, “Ulduz” jurnallar\u0131nda, “\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti”, “525-ci q\u0259zet”, “Elimiz.G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz” q\u0259zetl\u0259rind\u0259, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif \u0259d\u0259biyyat, o c\u00fcml\u0259d\u0259n m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat portallar\u0131nda d\u0259rc olunub.
\nAzVision.az sayt\u0131n\u0131n \u0259m\u0259kda\u015f\u0131, g\u0259nc \u015fair Emin Piri \u0259d\u0259biyyat sah\u0259sind\u0259ki nailiyy\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u201c\u0130lin \u0259n istedadl\u0131 g\u0259nci\u201d m\u00fckafat\u0131na layiq g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcb.Hal-haz\u0131rda Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r.
\nEmin Piri bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u00f6nc\u0259 is\u0259 Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 \u201c\u0130lin g\u0259nci\u201d se\u00e7ilmi\u015fdi.
\n2012-ci ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 G\u0259ncl\u0259r-\u0130dman Nazirliyi t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n maliyy\u0259l\u0259\u015fdirlil\u0259n v\u0259 D\u00fcnya G\u0259nc T\u00fcrk Yazarlar Birliyi t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n h\u0259yata ke\u00e7iril\u0259n \ufffdB\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fayan yarad\u0131c\u0131 g\u0259ncl\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r\ufffd layih\u0259si \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sind\u0259 \ufffdB\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259r\ufffd kitab\u0131nda \u015feirl\u0259ri d\u0259rc olunub.<\/p>\n

U\u015eAQLIQ \u0130LL\u018fRIM ASAN KE\u00c7M\u018fYI\u0130B<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259tin ke\u00e7ib u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m,
\nayaqqab\u0131m y\u0131rt\u0131lard\u0131
\nB\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131m.
\naya\u011f\u0131n\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259sin dey\u0259
\ndua etmisinizmi he\u00e7?!
\nU\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rim asan ke\u00e7m\u0259yib…
\nBir az \u00e7\u0259tin olub u\u015faq ill\u0259rim.<\/p>\n

S\u0259rh\u0259ddin
\ntikanl\u0131 m\u0259ftill\u0259ri kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259rdi
\nkas\u0131b u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259
\nm\u0259kt\u0259b bufetinin qap\u0131s\u0131.
\nO s\u0259rh\u0259di ke\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259k
\nal\u0131n yaz\u0131m\u0131za qar\u015f\u0131
\n\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcsyan idi.
\nb\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n
\n\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck inqilab\u0131.<\/p>\n

Anam\u0131n erk\u0259n a\u011faran sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda
\ng\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc
\nala bilm\u0259diyi oyuncaqlar.
\nTaleyin oyunca\u011f\u0131na \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdik.
\nB\u0259s hardayd\u0131
\nK\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri sev\u0259n Tanr\u0131?!<\/p>\n

Hindus olmasaq da,
\natam\u0131z\u0131n cibin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259
\nb\u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r bizi
\nsinif otaqlar\u0131nda
\nKastalara.
\nD\u0259niz sular\u0131 okean sular\u0131na
\nqar\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi
\nBizi qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmazd\u0131lar…
\nHe\u00e7 d\u0259 sevgid\u0259n udmur
\nOkean bal\u0131qlar\u0131
\nD\u0259niz bal\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131.
\nOynayanda bel\u0259 varl\u0131 u\u015faqlar\u0131
\nBizi \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yara\u015fd\u0131rmazd\u0131lar.
\nPaltar\u0131n\u0131n yama\u011f\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259tm\u0259kdi
\nvarl\u0131lar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nKas\u0131b u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n oyunu.<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fil\u0259r a\u011flamaz dey\u0259n anam
\nyerim\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc a\u011flard\u0131.
\nNa\u011f\u0131l s\u00f6yl\u0259rdi,
\ng\u00f6yd\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 alma d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zdi na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131nda,
\ndem\u0259zdi bunu anam –
\nbird\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimiz alma ist\u0259y\u0259r…<\/p>\n

M\u018fL\u018fKL\u018fR\u018f ATILAN M\u018fRMIL\u018fR…<\/p>\n

Toplardan,
\nt\u0259yyar\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n
\ndo\u011fan u\u015faqlar
\nyerd\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131.
\nu\u015faqlar\u0131n yerd\u0259
\nbatan s\u0259sl\u0259ri
\ng\u00f6yd\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n
\n\u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Analar saxlaya bilmirdi
\nbombalar\u0131
\nu\u015faqlar qa\u00e7a bilmirdi
\nbombalardan.
\nhara qa\u00e7salar da
\nbombalar tuturdu u\u015faqlar\u0131.
\n\u015f\u0259h\u0259r bombalanark\u0259n
\nitirmi\u015fdi
\nalt\u0131ayl\u0131q k\u00f6rp\u0259sini.
\nqoparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131
\n\u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n m\u0259rmil\u0259r.
\nbir qolu balas\u0131nda
\nbiri \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 anan\u0131n…<\/p>\n

itgin qoluna yalvar\u0131b,
\nitgin balas\u0131n\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131, ana:
\n\ufffdyax\u015f\u0131 bax balama
\na\u011flayanda
\n\u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tut,
\nbir az g\u00fcld\u00fcr.
\nqula\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259ndi
\nqula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 \u00f6rt\ufffd.<\/p>\n

Balas\u0131yla it\u0259n
\nqolunu g\u00fcnahland\u0131r\u0131b,
\ngeri qay\u0131tmayan
\n\u0259lin\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.
\nitirdiyi qolunun
\nyerin\u0259 bax\u0131b
\nyaras\u0131n\u0131 danlay\u0131rd\u0131,
\nana.<\/p>\n

bu da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin
\nh\u0259r da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b,
\naxtar\u0131rd\u0131 yavrusunu.
\nda\u015f qald\u0131rmaqdan
\nda\u015fa d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc t\u0259kl\u0259nmi\u015f \u0259li.
\nancaq bala vermirdi
\nda\u015flar…
\non alt\u0131 il ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259
\nana balas\u0131n\u0131 axtar\u0131rd\u0131
\nalt\u0131 ayl\u0131q k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r aras\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

SA\u011e QALAN VARMI?!…<\/p>\n

\u018fsg\u0259r sin\u0259si axtar\u0131r
\nisinm\u0259y\u0259
\nfevral \u015faxtas\u0131ndan
\n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259.<\/p>\n

h\u0259r \u0259sg\u0259r tabutu
\nbir a\u011f g\u0259linlikl\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259r…
\n\u0259sg\u0259r deyil,
\nsev\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n arzular\u0131n\u0131
\ng\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ged\u0259r
\nh\u0259r at\u0131lan g\u00fcll\u0259.<\/p>\n

soba yan\u0131nda
\ngec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131 bir q\u0131z
\nm\u0259ktub yaz\u0131r s\u0259ng\u0259r\u0259.
\nanas\u0131n\u0131n yar\u0131yuxulu
\n\ufffdq\u0131z\u0131m yatmam\u0131san?\ufffd
\nsual\u0131na diksinib
\n\ufffd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259m, ana
\nodun at\u0131ram sobaya\ufffd…<\/p>\n

Daha
\ngec\u0259l\u0259ri oyaq qalma\u011fa
\nsoba yan\u0131nda
\nm\u0259ktub yazma\u011fa,
\nyalandan \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259
\nsobaya odun atma\u011fa
\nehtiyac yoxdu…
\nta\u011f\u0131m komandirinin
\ns\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259n q\u0131vr\u0131la-q\u0131vr\u0131la
\nbo\u011fuq s\u0259si g\u0259lir:
\nkims\u0259 sa\u011fd\u0131?!<\/p>\n

AYA\u011eIM \u00d6Z\u00dcMD\u018fN QEYR\u018fTLI \u00c7IXDI<\/p>\n

\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131
\ntorpa\u011fa basd\u0131r\u0131lan
\nminalar
\ntoxunanda ayaqlar.
\n\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r yara a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131
\nyaralar
\nanalar\u0131n yuxusuna qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.
\nyuxular qara x\u0259b\u0259rin
\nard\u0131nca qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbin\u0259 qara xal d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n q\u0131zlar\u0131n
\ng\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131ndan
\n\u00f6p\u00fc\u015f yerini
\ns\u0259h\u0259r e\u015fitdiyi x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r yuyar.
\nevli xan\u0131mlar
\nyata\u011f\u0131nda yox,
\ntorpaqda
\n\u0259riy\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259rin yer salar.<\/p>\n

\ufffdO da c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259ydi
\nm\u0259rmil\u0259r qucaqlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131
\nsa\u011f aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n add\u0131m\u0131n\u0131.
\narxada can ver\u0259n
\nadd\u0131m s\u0259sin\u0259
\nqay\u0131d\u0131b
\nitmi\u015f aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131 \u0259lin\u0259.
\nBir vaxt sevgilisin\u0259
\ng\u00fcl ver\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259r
\nbug\u00fcn n\u0259 aparacaqd\u0131?! <\/p>\n

c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259 qalan sa\u011f aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n
\nt\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259
\nsol aya\u011f\u0131 al\u0131b x\u0259rcl\u0259yir!
\ndanlay\u0131r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r-ax\u015fam
\n\u0259lini ba\u015f\u0131na, dizin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131r:
\no qald\u0131 c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259,
\nm\u0259ns\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131m
\naya\u011f\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n qeyr\u0259tli \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

BA\u015e DA\u015eLARI UTANDIRDI M\u018fN\u0130<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259hid m\u0259zarlar\u0131n\u0131
\nm\u0259rm\u0259r\u0259 b\u00fckd\u00fck,
\nda\u015f qoyduq ba\u015flar\u0131na
\nqalxa bilm\u0259sinl\u0259r
\n\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 t\u00fcp\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bu ya\u015f\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259
\n\u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r xiyaban\u0131nda
\n18 ya\u015fl\u0131
\nba\u015f da\u015flar\u0131
\nutand\u0131rd\u0131 m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

m\u0259nd\u0259n ki\u00e7ikdi h\u0259l\u0259
\nm\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 do\u011fulanlar
\n\u0259mi deyib
\n\u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131r ba\u015fda\u015flar\u0131
\nbir \u0259sg\u0259rin \u00f6l\u00fcm g\u00fcn\u00fc
\nba\u015fda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcym\u00fc\u015f.<\/p>\n

can qoydular
\nn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc paylar\u0131na
\nsa\u011f qalanlar
\nda\u015flad\u0131lar
\ntorpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259hid m\u0259zarlar\u0131n\u0131
\nm\u0259rm\u0259r\u0259 b\u00fckd\u00fck,
\nda\u015f qoyduq ba\u015flar\u0131na
\nqalxa bilm\u0259sinl\u0259r
\n\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 t\u00fcp\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u0130T\u0130R\u0130LM\u0130\u015e \u018fLL\u018fR<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259
\nSevgilisinin \u0259lind\u0259
\ng\u00f6z\u00fc axtarard\u0131
\nona veril\u0259c\u0259k g\u00fcll\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

Indi
\nkitablar\u0131 aras\u0131nda qurutdu\u011fu
\nG\u00fcl l\u0259\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259 axtar\u0131r
\nSevgilisinin s\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259 itirdiyi \u0259ll\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

ALLAHIN ZARAFATI<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u0259nl\u0259r oyan\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xa q\u0259bird\u0259n
\ndurub diril\u0259rin qaza q\u0259brini.
\nged\u0259s\u0259n sevdiyin q\u0259brin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259
\ng\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n yaz\u0131l\u0131b:
\nbir zarafatd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eeytan da bezikib \u00e7\u0131xa \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n
\ni\u00e7ind\u0259n allah\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc boylana
\nd\u00f6n\u00fcb arxas\u0131yca g\u0259l\u0259n b\u0259nd\u0259y\u0259:
\n\ufffdYaman aldatd\u0131m ha…\ufffd
\nDey\u0259!<\/p>\n

Sanc\u0131dan q\u0131vr\u0131lan anaya
\nm\u0259ktub g\u0259l\u0259
\nb\u0259tnind\u0259ki k\u00f6rp\u0259d\u0259n:
\nm\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259yin,
\nbu, zarafatd\u0131.<\/p>\n

75 ya\u015f\u0131nda d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259 qap\u0131n-
\nm\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 sevdiyin q\u0131zd\u0131
\nqay\u0131d\u0131b.
\n\u0259lind\u0259 \u0259san\u0131n qoydu\u011fu qabar
\ntoxuna sa\u00e7lar\u0131na…
\nQo\u015fulub Iblis\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259s\u0259n
\nAllah\u0131n dal\u0131nca qeyb\u0259t ed\u0259s\u0259n
\narxanca m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r yalvara
\nAllah da g\u00f6yd\u0259n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra:
\nEmin,
\nbu,
\nzarafat deyil?!<\/p>\n

D\u00dcNYANIN \u018fN T\u018fM\u0130Z YALANI<\/p>\n

Ya\u011fma qar,
\nya\u011fma
\n\u0259lc\u0259yim olmasa da
\n\u0259ll\u0259rim \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcr m\u0259nim.
\natam\u0131n
\n\ufffddaha yeddi ya\u015f\u0131n var
\nb\u00f6y\u00fck ki\u015fis\u0259n
\nhe\u00e7 ki\u015fi d\u0259 \u0259lc\u0259k taxar?!\ufffd
\ns\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcr m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

yalan dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 bacarm\u0131r atam
\ndodaqlar\u0131n\u0131n titr\u0259m\u0259sind\u0259n
\ng\u00f6zl\u0259rinin dolmas\u0131ndan bilinir
\ncibl\u0259rinin yalan\u0131.
\nqar qarda\u015f,
\nd\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n t\u0259miz
\nyalan\u0131 s\u0259ns\u0259n.<\/p>\n

qar qarda\u015f,
\nm\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 yox
\natama g\u00f6r\u0259 ya\u011fma
\no, yalan dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 bacarm\u0131r
\nata o\u011ful aras\u0131na girm\u0259, qar.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011fma,
\n\u00e7irkli \u0259ll\u0259r atmas\u0131n s\u0259ni
\n\u00e7irkli ayaqlar alt\u0131nda
\n\u0259zm\u0259sinl\u0259r t\u0259mizliyini.
\nt\u0259miz dill\u0259r
\n\u00e7irkl\u0259nm\u0259sin s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259,
\nya\u011fma.<\/p>\n

u\u015faqlar\u0131n s\u0131z\u0131ldayan
\nbarmaqlar\u0131nda \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u0259,
\nisti \u0259lc\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n, qar.<\/p>\n

…U\u015faq \u0259ll\u0259rini \u00f6zl\u0259mi\u015fdi qar
\nqar vard\u0131
\nu\u015faqlar yoxdu
\nm\u00fcharib\u0259 qovmu\u015fdu
\nyavrular\u0131 torpaqlar\u0131ndan.
\nonlar\u0131n yerind\u0259
\ntanklar oynay\u0131rd\u0131.
\nqar a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131 u\u015faqlar\u00e7\u00fcn,
\ncan verirdi
\ntanklar\u0131n
\nqanl\u0131 t\u0131rt\u0131llar\u0131 alt\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

qar ist\u0259yir u\u015faqlar
\ntanks\u0131z,
\nyalans\u0131z,
\n\u0259lc\u0259kli qar.
\nya\u011f\u0131rsansa bel\u0259 ya\u011f qar!<\/p>\n

CAN BORCU<\/p>\n

G\u0259l,
\nd\u00f6y qap\u0131m\u0131…
\nyolun uzaqd\u0131 bilir\u0259m,
\n\u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259,
\nsiz\u0259 g\u0259tirr\u0259m
\nqap\u0131m\u0131
\nd\u00f6y,
\n\u00fcr\u0259yin d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fay\u0131b g\u00fcld\u00fcrm\u0259dim
\ns\u0259ni doyunca.
\nqoy,
\n\u00f6l\u00fcm…
\ndoyunca a\u011flad\u0131m s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131m,
\ns\u0259nin d\u0259 yan\u0131nda
\nyalan\u00e7\u0131 oldum,
\ng\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259 bilm\u0259dim \u0259man\u0259tini.
\ns\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 can borcum qal\u0131b,
\nnisy\u0259 d\u0259ft\u0259rin\u0259 yazarsan m\u0259ni.
\nNa\u011f\u0131llara inanm\u0131ram<\/p>\n

Na\u011f\u0131llara inanm\u0131ram
\ns\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259 q\u0131z!
\nEvd\u0259 yem\u0259y\u0259
\nbir \u015fey tapmayanda
\nanam\u0131n boyat na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131
\nyavanl\u0131q el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r
\n\u015firin\u00e7ay \u0259v\u0259zi
\natam\u0131n gec\u0259yl\u0259 birg\u0259 bitirdiyi
\n\u015feirl\u0259ri dinl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 geydiyim
\ndaban\u0131 getmi\u015f ayaqqab\u0131
\natam\u0131n hans\u0131sa imkanl\u0131ya
\nsatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feirdi, q\u0131z!<\/p>\n

Z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 qon\u015fu u\u015fa\u011f\u0131
\nbal\u0131q qaytaranda,
\n\u0259t qaytaranda
\nbo\u011faz\u0131mda na\u011f\u0131l ili\u015fib qal\u0131b,
\na\u011fz\u0131mdan \u015feir g\u0259lib!<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u015feir \u00f6l\u00fcs\u00fc, na\u011f\u0131l x\u0259st\u0259si,
\nlap bel\u0259
\nna\u011f\u0131l \u015fahzad\u0259si.
\nM\u0259ni n\u0259 bilirs\u0259n, bil.
\nAncaq ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131m
\na\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n
\nna\u011f\u0131l da deyil!
\nH\u0259, indi nec\u0259
\nNa\u011f\u0131llara inan\u0131rsan
\nna\u011f\u0131llara inanmayan q\u0131z?!<\/p>\n

TANRI S\u018fNI QORUSUN, ALLAH<\/p>\n

Sabah\u0131n xeyir, Allah!
\nyuxuda s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m
\nbir az narahat qalm\u0131\u015fam
\norda h\u0259yat\u0131n nec\u0259di?
\ns\u00f6z\u00fcn nec\u0259,
\nke\u00e7irmi
\nm\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r aras\u0131nda?!
\nancaq…
\nm\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rin d\u0259
\ncan al\u0131b can sat\u0131r
\ns\u0259nin ad\u0131ndan,
\ns\u0259nd\u0259n yuxar\u0131 u\u00e7urlar
\ns\u0259nin alt\u0131nda… <\/p>\n

U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259rd\u0259n
\nsoru\u015fard\u0131m yerini
\ndey\u0259rdil\u0259r g\u00f6yd\u0259s\u0259n.
\nbaxard\u0131m g\u00f6y\u0259
\nbulud da g\u00f6yd\u0259
\ns\u0259n d\u0259.
\ng\u00f6yd\u0259n lopa-lopa
\nqar ya\u011f\u0131r,
\nya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r
\nb\u0259s niy\u0259 allah ya\u011fm\u0131r?!
\nbir u\u015faq arzusuna
\nya\u011f\u0131\u015f kimi ya\u011f
\ns\u0259ninl\u0259 islan\u0131m ba\u015fdan aya\u011fa
\nm\u0259n ba\u015fdan aya\u011fa s\u0259n olum, Allah!
\nBuralarda deyirl\u0259r ki
\ns\u0259n yoxsan
\nn\u0259 dedim inanmad\u0131lar
\nist\u0259dim yerini dey\u0259m
\nqorxdum
\nbaxmazlar allahsan
\nq\u0131yarlar s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259
\nap yolundan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b
\nallahs\u0131z ed\u0259rl\u0259r S\u0259ni.
\nqorxma
\ns\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn dua ed\u0259c\u0259m:
\nTanr\u0131
\ns\u0259ni qorusun, Allah!<\/p>\n

QIZ QALASI<\/p>\n

Bak\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259kar\u0259ti
\nQ\u0131z qalas\u0131,
\nt\u0259k t\u0259nha yalq\u0131z qalas\u0131…<\/p>\n

Harda dar\u0131xan varsa
\nQ\u0131z qalas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r.
\nH\u0259r q\u0131z qalas\u0131 yan\u0131nda
\nbir o\u011flan qalas\u0131n ist\u0259r.
\nAncaq
\n\u015eu\u015fa qalas\u0131na
\nqonaq getm\u0259k d\u0259
\nke\u00e7ir k\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nbizim Q\u0131z qalas\u0131n\u0131n.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259ng al\u0131b \u00e7iynin\u0259
\nsudan g\u0259ldiyi g\u00fcnl\u0259r
\nqal\u0131b daban\u0131 altda,
\nqal\u0131b zaman\u0131n altda.<\/p>\n

Anlaya bilmir
\nayaq s\u0259sl\u0259rin\u0259 dola\u015fan
\n\u0259cn\u0259bi s\u00f6zl\u0259ri, k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259ri,
\nuzaqlardan g\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

Dolanbac pill\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259
\nf\u0131rlan\u0131r zaman\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131
\nQ\u0131z qalas\u0131-
\nd\u0259niz\u0259 uzanan barma\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda
\n\u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcn qa\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259r qoynuna qa\u00e7\u0131b
\nc\u0131rmaqlayar dal\u011falar \u0259t\u0259yini
\ntutsa,
\nguya qalx\u0131b sil\u0259c\u0259k
\n\u0259srl\u0259rd\u0259n b\u0259ri
\ndoluxsunan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini.<\/p>\n

qucaqlay\u0131b bu qalan\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sini
\n\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00fcrt\u0259r d\u0259niz.
\nUyuyar i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r,
\np\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla dan\u0131\u015far dal\u011falar,-
\nbird\u0259n oyansa Bak\u0131
\nsual dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131na
\nQ\u0131z qalas\u0131
\nn\u0259 cavab ver\u0259r?!<\/p>\n

s\u0259h\u0259r
\nQ\u0131z qalas\u0131
\n\u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259nizin izi.
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f boylanar
\nq\u0131zarar \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f yeri,
\nq\u0131zarar qalan\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u0259srl\u0259rin da\u015f yadda\u015f\u0131nda
\ns\u00fcz\u0259r qollar\u0131
\nd\u00f6vr\u0259sind\u0259ki q\u0131zlarla
\nyall\u0131 getm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259r –
\nqollar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an olsa.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 qo\u015fulub ged\u0259r
\nG\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7an olsa.<\/p>\n

AT\u018f\u015eK\u018fS <\/p>\n

\u0130yirmi illik
\nk\u00f6hn\u0259lmi\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259
\nba\u015flad\u0131
\nteleviziya
\nx\u0259b\u0259r ba\u015fl\u0131qlar\u0131:
\nat\u0259sk\u0259s pozulub…<\/p>\n

d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n susduruldu.
\nm\u0259rmil\u0259r\u0259
\nat\u0131lan
\nAna f\u0259ryad\u0131yla.<\/p>\n

S\u00dcKUTLU S\u018fNG\u018fR<\/p>\n

Pozulur
\ns\u0259ssiz gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259
\ng\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n qovulmu\u015f
\ns\u0259ng\u0259rin s\u00fckutu. <\/p>\n

Torpaqdan d\u0259n yerin\u0259
\nbar\u0131t d\u0259nl\u0259y\u0259n s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 dimdiyi.
\nV\u0259 bir d\u0259
\ns\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 kimi qorxu d\u0259nl\u0259yirdi
\n\u0259sg\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyi Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259r t\u0259\u015fkilat\u0131n\u0131n G\u00fcnd\u0259lik Analitik \u0130nformasiya Agentliyinin v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n R\u0259hb\u0259rliyi Sizi, yeni n\u0259sil Az\u0259rbaycan g\u0259ncliyinin istedadl\u0131 n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259sini, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin v\u0259 G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczv\u00fcn\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fckafat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259 s\u0259mimi q\u0259lbd\u0259n t\u0259brik edir, Siz\u0259 uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr, m\u00f6hk\u0259m cansa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik, i\u015fl\u0259rinizd\u0259, \u0259d\u0259bi-b\u0259dii yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda bol-bol u\u011furlar dil\u0259yir! Sevib, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22145","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22145","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=22145"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22145\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":22152,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22145\/revisions\/22152"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=22145"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=22145"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=22145"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}