{"id":23794,"date":"2016-12-27T07:00:43","date_gmt":"2016-12-27T03:00:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=23794"},"modified":"2016-12-27T10:07:59","modified_gmt":"2016-12-27T06:07:59","slug":"s%c9%99hla-ramazanqizi-gizli-x%c9%99st%c9%99lik-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=23794","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259hla RAMAZANQIZI.&#8221;Gizli x\u0259st\u0259lik&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/s_pic2.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/s_pic2-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-23800\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 adi g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n biridir. Ax\u015famdan ya\u011fan \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259 ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f sabaha do\u011fru z\u0259ifl\u0259di, t\u0259dric\u0259n k\u0259sildi. Jal\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259v\u0259s v\u0259 z\u00f6vql\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r. K\u00fcl\u0259kli ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f t\u0259mir\u0259 ehtiyac duyan i\u015f\u0131q tell\u0259rini s\u0131radan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q yanm\u0131r. Jal\u0259 t\u0259dbirli q\u0131zd\u0131r. O ax\u015famdan i\u015fl\u0259rini qaydas\u0131na qoyur ki, sabah a\u00e7\u0131landa s\u00fcrprizl\u0259rl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmas\u0131n.<br \/>\nSaat 8 00 \u2013da o evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Binan\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131, birlikd\u0259 ofis\u0259 qalxd\u0131lar. Saat 9 \u2013dur v\u0259 ham\u0131 i\u015f ba\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131r h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi. \u0130\u015f\u00e7il\u0259r qeydiyyat jurnal\u0131na qol \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir yer\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131lar. Arada s\u00f6hb\u0259t ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00dcmumi ortamda ged\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z fikrini \u0259lav\u0259 edirdi. G\u0259ncl\u0259rimizin psixoloji t\u0259sirl\u0259r\u0259 tez m\u0259ruz qalmas\u0131ndan, m\u0259kt\u0259b psixloqlar\u0131n\u0131n i\u015finin z\u0259ifliyind\u0259n v\u0259 s. S\u00f6hb\u0259t g\u0259lib hal-haz\u0131rda b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0130slam d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259las\u0131 olan Vahabilik t\u0259limin\u0259 g\u0259ldikd\u0259 i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rd\u0259n biri-Murad ham\u0131n\u0131n tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259nc idman\u00e7\u0131 El\u015fad\u0131n v\u0259 onunla birg\u0259 Suriyaya ged\u0259nl\u0259rin \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yl\u0259di.<br \/>\nHam\u0131 susdu. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u0259ncl\u0259r\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131. El\u015fad bar\u0259sind\u0259 onu dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m ki, o a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131, savadl\u0131, i\u015fg\u00fczar, yax\u015f\u0131 ata v\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 kimi ham\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n tan\u0131n\u0131b. O g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, Suriyaya gedi\u015fini h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irdi. Onun Suriayaya Vahabi olaraq d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 getdiyini e\u015fid\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259s q\u0131nad\u0131, sonra i\u00e7d\u0259n onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flad\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259slind\u0259 o v\u0259 onun kimil\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 haraya ged\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rini, ba\u015flar\u0131na hans\u0131 m\u00fcsib\u0259tl\u0259rin g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259d\u0259n d\u00f6vr\u00fcn m\u0259n dey\u0259rdim ki, a\u011f \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc-narkotikdirs\u0259, gizli x\u0259st\u0259liyi \u2013V\u0259habiliy\u0259 c\u0259lb edilmi\u015fl\u0259r. B\u0259rli-b\u0259z\u0259kli, c\u0259lbedici s\u00f6zl\u0259r, insan\u0131n aciz n\u0259fsini \u0259ks\u0259r hallarda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qul ed\u0259n pullarla son d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t\u0259, f\u0259lak\u0259t\u0259 aparan bir yola d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu sah\u0259d\u0259 maarifl\u0259ndirm\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259ri aparan \u201cm\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r\u201d \u015fagirdl\u0259rini-qurbanlar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259yatada ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f s\u0259viyy\u0259sinin a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 olmas\u0131ndan naraz\u0131lar s\u0131ras\u0131nda axtar\u0131b se\u00e7irl\u0259r.<br \/>\nEl\u015fad da y\u0259qin ki, b\u0259d\u0259nc\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fcolmas\u0131na baxmayaraq, psixoloji c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n \u0259n z\u0259ifl\u0259rd\u0259n, acizl\u0259rd\u0259n biri imi\u015f.<br \/>\nSabah\u0131n\u0131 romantik bir ortamda qar\u015f\u0131layan Jal\u0259, g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc ac\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259 davam etdirir. El\u015fad\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc ham\u0131 kimi onu da sars\u0131td\u0131. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 yox ki, El\u015fad \u00f6ld\u00fc. Daha d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tlisi oras\u0131ndad\u0131r ki, o \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 Suriyaya ged\u0259rk\u0259n ail\u0259sini- o\u011flunu, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun kims\u0259siz, yad \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 iki \u00f6vladla qalan qad\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n hal\u0131na ac\u0131d\u0131 Jal\u0259. Bir an bel\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc o qad\u0131n\u0131n yerind\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etm\u0259si Jal\u0259ni d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u00d6z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259ssizliy\u0259 qapan\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 suallar ba\u015f qald\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00d6l\u00fcm a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r, amma \u0259lac\u0131 olmayan d\u0259rddir.H\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6z m\u0259nf\u0259\u0259tini g\u00fcds\u0259, onda insanl\u0131q \u00f6l\u0259r. Niy\u0259 Suriyaya ged\u0259nl\u0259r yaln\u0131z \u00f6zl\u0259rini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb buna m\u00fcvafiq h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edirl\u0259r? M\u0259g\u0259r onlar\u0131n q\u0259lbi el\u0259 ac\u0131mas\u0131z olur, da\u015fla\u015f\u0131r ki, onlara h\u0259yat ver\u0259n valideynl\u0259rini g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 burax\u0131rlar? Tnr\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u201cM\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s Qurani-K\u0259rim\u201d-d\u0259 buyurur ki, valideynl\u0259rinizi incitm\u0259d\u0259n, onlara sevgi ver\u0259r\u0259k ya\u015fasan\u0131z \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 savab \u0259m\u0259l olars\u0131n\u0131z. Dini b\u0259han\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259r\u0259k qarda\u015f\u0131n qarda\u015fa silah qald\u0131rmas\u0131 n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir? M\u0259g\u0259r d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259nl\u0259rin h\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259fi m\u00fcs\u0259lman deyil? Hans\u0131 din deyir ki, apar ail\u0259ni yadlar\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 burax? O\u011flanlar\u0131n\u0131, q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 qarda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n qan\u0131na q\u0131yanalarla bir yerd\u0259 ya\u015fat?<br \/>\nEl\u015fad v\u0259 el\u015fadlar cihad ad\u0131yla vuru\u015fub \u00f6l\u00fcrl\u0259r. B\u0259s onlar\u0131n \u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 apard\u0131qlar\u0131 qad\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131, q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 kimin \u00fcmidin\u0259 burax\u0131rlar? Acl\u0131q, s\u0259fal\u0259t, v\u0259 daha m\u00fcxt\u0259lif \u0259zablar\u0131n ba\u015f al\u0131b getdiyi bir \u00f6lk\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, yoxsa m\u00fcst\u0259qil, bolluq, sivil ya\u015fam t\u0259rzi olan Az\u0259rbaycan?! Ax\u0131 ham\u0131ya b\u0259llidir ki, din u\u011frunda cihad m\u00fcs\u0259lman qan\u0131na susamaq dem\u0259k deyil. Ham\u0131m\u0131z bilirik ki, \u00f6lk\u0259miz , xalq\u0131m\u0131z, milll\u0259timiz bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn daha do\u011fma, daha \u0259zizdir. Yurdumuzun ya\u011f\u0131 tapda\u011f\u0131nda, yurdda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n did\u0259rgin oldu\u011fu bir vaxtda elimizin o\u011flanlar\u0131 can\u0131n\u0131 sataraq ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 pul namin\u0259 yad bir \u00f6lk\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn vuru\u015fmal\u0131d\u0131rm\u0131?<br \/>\n\u201cAna haqq\u0131-Tanr\u0131 haqq\u0131\u201d deyib atalar\u0131m\u0131z. \u00d6vlad ona h\u0259yat ver\u0259n, h\u0259r \u015feyin ilkini \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259n, min bir \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcb boya ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131ran valideynl\u0259rini\u00f6vlads\u0131zl\u0131a m\u0259hkum etm\u0259kl\u0259mi m\u00fckafatland\u0131rmal\u0131d\u0131r?! B\u00fct\u00fcn bu suallar i\u00e7ind\u0259 az qala itib batan Jal\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qeyr-iradi g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlaya bilm\u0259di. A\u011flad\u0131 g\u0259ncliyimiz\u0259&#8230; Kims\u0259siz qalan qad\u0131n v\u0259 azya\u015fl\u0131 k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r\u0259&#8230;.<br \/>\nBel\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr kitab\u0131ndan bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 Jal\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ac\u0131l\u0131, h\u0259yat d\u0259rsi qazand\u0131racaq s\u0259hif\u0259 kimi ya\u015fan\u0131b \u00f6rt\u00fcld\u00fc.Sabah n\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 kims\u0259 bilmir, Tanr\u0131dan savay\u0131. \u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u201cGizli x\u0259st\u0259liy\u0259\u201d yoluxmay\u0131n. Analar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n, atalar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n ah\u0131l \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131nda onlar\u0131n z\u0259ifl\u0259mi\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ya\u015f i\u00e7ind\u0259 buraxmay\u0131n. Vallahi-billahi valideynl\u0259rini a\u011fladan\u0131 Tanr\u0131 da ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamaz. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bu g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc l\u0259yaq\u0259tl\u0259 ya\u015fayaq ki, sabah\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n nur sa\u00e7an g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin\u0259 k\u00f6lg\u0259 salmas\u0131n.<br \/>\n05.09.2014<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 adi g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n biridir. Ax\u015famdan ya\u011fan \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259 ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f sabaha do\u011fru z\u0259ifl\u0259di, t\u0259dric\u0259n k\u0259sildi. Jal\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259v\u0259s v\u0259 z\u00f6vql\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r. K\u00fcl\u0259kli ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f t\u0259mir\u0259 ehtiyac duyan i\u015f\u0131q tell\u0259rini s\u0131radan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q yanm\u0131r. Jal\u0259 t\u0259dbirli q\u0131zd\u0131r. O ax\u015famdan i\u015fl\u0259rini qaydas\u0131na qoyur ki, sabah a\u00e7\u0131landa [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23794","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23794","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23794"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23794\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23801,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23794\/revisions\/23801"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23794"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23794"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23794"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}