{"id":24653,"date":"2017-03-09T07:00:15","date_gmt":"2017-03-09T03:00:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=24653"},"modified":"2017-03-09T09:43:17","modified_gmt":"2017-03-09T05:43:17","slug":"ulku-tasliova-darvazli-mihrali","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=24653","title":{"rendered":"\u00dclk\u00fc TA\u015eLIOVA.”DARVAZLI M\u0130HRAL\u0130”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Hayat\u0131n i\u00e7inde ba\u011f\u0131ra \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ra dolanan Abdullah A\u011fa o\u011flunu ar\u0131yordu. Haylazl\u0131klar\u0131 babas\u0131n\u0131 can\u0131ndan bezdirse de o kara g\u00f6zleri g\u00f6zlerine deyince g\u00f6nl\u00fcne g\u0131da oluyordu.
\n\u201cAy gadas\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m de g\u00f6r\u00fcm hardasan. Gene nereye gitti bu u\u015fak? Ay o\u011ful neredesin ses ver. Boz at da yerinde yok. At s\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in gene yayla\u011fa gitmi\u015f olacak.\u201d
\nDilinde terekeme \u00e2\u015f\u0131k havas\u0131, elinde at kam\u00e7\u0131s\u0131yla evlerinin \u00f6n\u00fcndeki k\u0131r\u0131k bula\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131na gitti. K\u0131nal\u0131 kayan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131, akl\u0131na isyan edercesine kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki g\u00fczelli\u011fe ili\u015fti kald\u0131. \u0130kindi vaktinin turuncu \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 ye\u015fil ovay\u0131 z\u00fcmr\u00fct cennetine benzetmi\u015fti. Bu g\u00fczel g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f, i\u00e7ine mutluluk doldurdu. Y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki sert \u00e7izgileri yumu\u015fay\u0131nca g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesi daha bir g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr oldu.
\nG\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen dudaklar\u0131 aras\u0131ndan f\u0131s\u0131ldarcas\u0131na, \u201cNe garip hal\u2026 Huzur ile zahmet yan yana. Bu tarafta urusun zulm\u00fc, di\u011fer tarafta k\u00f6y\u00fcm Darvaz. Ey g\u00fczel vatan, d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc yine deli g\u00f6nl\u00fcm g\u00fczelli\u011finin hayaline. Bir yanda korku ile kavga, bir yanda millettim, iman\u0131m, memleketim\u2026\u201d dedi.
\nR\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne dokunmas\u0131yla kendisine geldi. Uzaktaki karart\u0131y\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce gururlu heyecana kap\u0131ld\u0131.
\n\u201cAha da geliyor babas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6rkemli aslan balas\u0131. T\u00fckenmez hazinesi. Bu nece at s\u00fcrmektir? Yava\u015f ay balam yava\u015f. G\u00f6r ki at\u0131 \u00e7atlatacak.\u201d
\nYorgun g\u00fcne\u015f a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r da\u011flar ard\u0131na y\u00fcr\u00fcrken eyersiz at\u0131n belinde bir yi\u011fit b\u00fcy\u00fcyordu. Hen\u00fcz b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 terlememi\u015f kara o\u011flan\u0131 babas\u0131 bir ba\u015fka severdi. Ondan b\u00fcy\u00fck o\u011fullar\u0131 olsa da hi\u00e7 biri onun gibi de\u011fildi. Bir ba\u015fkayd\u0131 Mihrali. Babas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ak\u0131, karas\u0131, nuruydu. Biliyordu, anl\u0131yordu ondaki o cesareti.
\nTer i\u00e7indeki at\u0131 babas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdurdu. Bir hamlede yere atlad\u0131. At\u0131n burnundan \u00e7\u0131kan nefes ate\u015f gibiydi. Babas\u0131 at\u0131n halini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce celallendi.
\n\u201cDaha ya\u015f\u0131n ka\u00e7 ay balam? Ne kantarma takm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n ne eyer. Kald\u0131r\u0131p seni ta\u015fa, kayaya \u00e7alsa benim halim nece olur. Umudum y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131r, \u00f6mr\u00fcm pu\u00e7 olur.\u201d
\n\u201cSen narahat olma baba hi\u00e7bir at beni ne kayaya \u00e7alabilir ne de ta\u015fa.\u201d
\nAbdullah A\u011fa y\u00fcksek duygu ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerle ba\u011fland\u0131\u011f\u0131 evlad\u0131ndaki yurt ve millet sevgisinin fark\u0131ndayd\u0131. Arkada\u015flar\u0131yla oynad\u0131klar\u0131 oyunlarda o hep at biner, silah ku\u015fan\u0131r kumandan olur, k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fc\u015fmanlardan kurtar\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7o\u011fu zaman da eyersiz at\u0131n\u0131n yelesinden tutarak da\u011f, tepe, ova demeden ko\u015far dururdu.
\nGeceyi g\u00fcnd\u00fcz, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc gece eden zaman Mihrali\u2019yi bir kararda koyar m\u0131 hi\u00e7? On yedi ya\u015f\u0131na gelen delikanl\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fc pek bir ceng\u00e2ver olup \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Gen\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131nda cesareti, mertli\u011fi ve \u00e7evikli\u011fi dillerde s\u00f6ylenir olmu\u015ftu.
\nK\u00e2inat\u0131n tek sultan\u0131 olan zaman, hayat\u0131n nehri gibi ak\u0131p gidiyordu. Abdullah A\u011fan\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fc de bu nehir i\u00e7inde sona \u00e7atarak, o gece hakikat vuslat\u0131na ermi\u015fti. Yoku\u015fu \u00e7ok, d\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc az bir \u00f6m\u00fcr ya\u015fayarak sessizce \u00e7ekip gitmi\u015fti zalim d\u00fcnyadan. Ard\u0131nda ise yulars\u0131z bir aslan b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\n\u201cBaban\u0131z bu d\u00fcnyadan gider oldu\/Beni od ata\u015flara katar oldu\/ Gelin helallik verin ay balam\/ onun son dile\u011fiydi bu ay balam.\u201d diyerek a\u011f\u0131t yakan anas\u0131n\u0131 yine Mihrali teselli ediyordu.
\nTek katl\u0131 evleri, taziyeye gelen insanlarla dolup bo\u015fal\u0131yordu. Ahali ne kadar kar\u015f\u0131 dursa da Urus askeri, Abdullah A\u011fa\u2019n\u0131n defnini M\u00fcsl\u00fcman mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131na yap\u0131lmas\u0131na izin vermiyordu.
\n\u201cBen babam\u0131 Urus mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yatmas\u0131na izin vermem. B\u00f6yle bir \u015feyi benim y\u00fcre\u011fim kabul etmez.\u201d diyerek ne kadar kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131ysa s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ailesinin aksakallar\u0131na dinletemedi. \u201cO\u011ful bu k\u00e2firler bize izin vermezler. Nice senedir M\u00fcsl\u00fcman mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131na defin yapt\u0131rmad\u0131lar, \u015fimdi mi izin verecekler? Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 belaya koyma.\u201d
\nAksakallar\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcne daha fazla kar\u015f\u0131 durmad\u0131 Mihrali. Duramazd\u0131 da; nas\u0131l dursundu? Adet \u00f6yleydi. Ba\u015f\u0131na kara kalpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 takarak evin d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Babas\u0131n\u0131n at\u0131n\u0131n ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fu ye\u015filli\u011fe do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Beyaz al\u0131nl\u0131 kara at\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, g\u00f6nl\u00fcne g\u00f6md\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kederli g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7ine s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yordu.
\nKaraya\u011f\u0131z, k\u0131sa boylu, t\u0131knaz delikanl\u0131, babas\u0131n\u0131n at\u0131ndan ba\u015fka kimsenin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaylakta sars\u0131la sars\u0131la a\u011fl\u0131yordu. Bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 yakan h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar aras\u0131nda \u201cBabammm\u201d diyordu. \u201cAtam, dal\u0131m, k\u00f6meyim, g\u00fcc\u00fcm, kuvvetim, sesim sedam, heyecan\u0131m, co\u015fkum. Beni nas\u0131l b\u0131rakt\u0131n gittin?\u201d diyor, hasretini s\u00f6zlere ekleyerek g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131ndan ak\u0131t\u0131yordu. Y\u00fcre\u011finin yand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyor, \u201cBana yard\u0131m et Allah\u201d diye yakar\u0131yordu.
\nAbdullah A\u011fan\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc Darvaz K\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fc yasa bo\u011fmu\u015ftu. Bu yetmiyormu\u015f gibi Urus askerleri gelip, gidip rahats\u0131z ediyordu. Onlar\u0131n yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6ren Mihrali, gen\u00e7li\u011fin deli co\u015fkusuyla kavgaya kalk\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, amcalar\u0131n\u0131, a\u011fabeylerini zor durumlara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. \u201cVermem babam\u0131 o zalimlere.\u201d diyor da ba\u015fka bir s\u00f6z demiyordu.
\n\u201cGel hele aziz o\u011ful. Bu yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n do\u011fru de\u011fil. \u00d6m\u00fcr ya\u015fanas\u0131 devrand\u0131r. Sonra da o devran biter yenisi ba\u015flar. Sen baban\u0131n biten davar\u0131n\u0131n yeniden ba\u015flayan yan\u0131s\u0131n. Her yer Allah\u2019\u0131n de\u011fil mi? E\u011fer sen baban\u0131n defnine kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karsan bu soysuz k\u00e2firlerin bize etmedi\u011fi zul\u00fcm kalmaz. Bunca insan\u0131n hayat\u0131n\u0131 tehlikeye atma.\u201d
\nDarvaz k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn hat\u0131r\u0131 say\u0131l\u0131r aksakal\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yerde koymak olmazd\u0131. Boyun e\u011fdi sustu Mihrali.
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\nG\u00fcnler zaman denen kisveden ge\u00e7ip giderken can\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fen gada Mihrali\u2019 ye huzur vermiyordu. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yast\u0131\u011fa koyup, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yumdu\u011funda babas\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na dikiliyor, \u201cBeni niye buraya koydun? Bana verdi\u011fin helallik bu muydu? G\u00fcne\u015f gezip yorulanda, g\u00f6kteki kartal yuvas\u0131na d\u00f6nende, mor da\u011flar kara olanda. Al alevler k\u00fcl savuranda gel beni kurtar ey benim aslan y\u00fcrekli balam.\u201d diyordu.
\nTer i\u00e7inde deh\u015fetle uyanan Mihrali g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc r\u00fcyay\u0131 anlama \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ellerinin aras\u0131na alarak, \u201cBabam, \u2018Gece gel beni buradan al.\u2019 diyor.\u201d \u201cKimin yaman oldu\u011funu, kimin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn hakikat oldu\u011funu yak\u0131nda herkes g\u00f6recek.\u201d
\nYata\u011f\u0131ndan kalk\u0131p kara mintan\u0131n\u0131, kara \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131 giyerek, k\u00f6r\u00fckl\u00fc kara \u00e7ivekilerini ayaklar\u0131na \u00e7ekti. Kara \u00e7uhas\u0131n\u0131 giyinip kara kemerini takt\u0131. Duvarda as\u0131l\u0131 duran \u00e7ift fi\u015fekli\u011fi g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne \u00e7apraz ba\u011flad\u0131. Yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 kamas\u0131na bakt\u0131 bakt\u0131, dudaklar\u0131na k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcverdi. Babas\u0131 g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f kabzal\u0131 han\u00e7eri,
\n\u201cAslan o\u011flum s\u00fcnnet oldun. Bu kamay\u0131 er olu\u015funun ilk hediyesi olarak sana veriyorum. Bu bize atam\u0131zdan yadig\u00e2rd\u0131r. Ona g\u00f6re balamcan.\u201d diyerek toy meydan\u0131nda \u00e2\u015f\u0131k havas\u0131yla a\u011f\u0131r gayda oynayarak beline takt\u0131\u011f\u0131 an\u0131 hat\u0131rlad\u0131. O ne g\u00fczel bir g\u00fcnd\u00fc. Kol kald\u0131r\u0131p a\u011f\u0131r ad\u0131mlarla kartal gibi s\u00fcz\u00fclen babas\u0131na bir kez daha hayran olmu\u015ftu. Hat\u0131r\u0131 say\u0131l\u0131r b\u00fcy\u00fck adamd\u0131 Abdullah A\u011fa. Yoksa o kadar millet toy meclisine y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131r m\u0131yd\u0131 hi\u00e7? Bir tarafta kaynayan yemek kazanlar\u0131, bir tarafta \u00e2\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n toy havalar\u0131yla co\u015fan ayaklar, kollar\u2026 G\u00f6nl\u00fcne tuhaf bir keder d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Kara k\u0131l\u0131fl\u0131 kamas\u0131n\u0131 beline ast\u0131. Odadaki k\u0131s\u0131k lamba \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda \u0131slak g\u00f6zlerini elinin tersiyle silerek kara kalpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na takt\u0131. Yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015fucu taraf\u0131nda duvara dayal\u0131 duran t\u00fcfe\u011fini ald\u0131. S\u00fck\u00fbtun ete\u011finden tutarak a\u011f\u0131r ad\u0131mlarla d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. D\u0131\u015f kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durarak etrafa g\u00f6z gezdirdi. \u201cAllah bana yard\u0131m ediyor.\u201d dedi. Yerle g\u00f6k aras\u0131nda ne varsa karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n karas\u0131nda yok olmu\u015ftu sanki.
\nAh\u0131r\u0131n orta dire\u011finde as\u0131l\u0131 duran idare \u00e7\u0131ras\u0131n\u0131 yakt\u0131ktan sonra eyeri at\u0131n beline y\u00fckledi. Ko\u015fun tak\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 da ba\u011flayarak yular\u0131 eline ald\u0131. T\u00fcfe\u011fini s\u0131rt\u0131na \u00e7aprazlamas\u0131na ge\u00e7irdi\u011finde kendisini bekleyen zor g\u00fcnlerden b\u00eehaberdi. Nerden bilecekti ki bir g\u00fcn Turan\u2019dan Yemen\u2019e uzanan bir destan olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Bir Sultan\u0131n yulars\u0131z aslan\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u2026
\nNe olabilecekleri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu, ne de i\u00e7inde korkunun zerresini bar\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131yordu. Tek emeli vard\u0131 o da babas\u0131n\u0131 oradan kurtarmak… Hi\u00e7bir zaman arzular\u0131 pe\u015finden ko\u015fmaktan korkmayan Mihrali belki de \u015fimdi en b\u00fcy\u00fck arzusunun pe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fi, gelece\u011fi, atas\u0131yd\u0131, ecdad\u0131yd\u0131 babas\u0131. Onu Urus \u00f6l\u00fclerinin i\u00e7inde nas\u0131l b\u0131rakabilirdi. Bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc babas\u0131n\u0131n orada olu\u015funu kendisine yediremedi. Zalimlerin zulm\u00fc hangi yi\u011fidin i\u00e7inde gam bar\u0131nd\u0131rmad\u0131 ki Mihrali\u2019 in de i\u00e7inde bar\u0131nmas\u0131n. Bu i\u00e7ini kemiren dertten kurtulman\u0131n tek yolu vard\u0131. O da o yola \u00e7\u0131kmaktan geri durmad\u0131.
\n\u00c7\u0131ray\u0131 tek nefeste s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fckten sonra at\u0131n yular\u0131ndan \u00e7ekerek ah\u0131rdan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. K\u0131sa boyu, zay\u0131f bedeni onu daha bir \u00e7evik k\u0131l\u0131yordu. Bir z\u0131plat\u0131\u015fta at\u0131n beline oturarak topuklar\u0131yla karn\u0131na vurdu. Gece yar\u0131 olmak \u00fczereydi ve her yer zil karayd\u0131.
\nUrus mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131na do\u011fru sessizce yol al\u0131yordu. At\u0131n\u0131n yelesini ok\u015fayarak, \u201cGece kara da olsa s\u0131r saklamaz sak\u0131n sesini \u00e7\u0131karma.\u201d dedikten sonra mezarl\u0131\u011fa varmadan at\u0131ndan indi. Yular\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u011fac\u0131n dal\u0131na ili\u015ftirerek diplerden sine sine ilerledi. \u201cY\u0131lan gibi sessizce s\u00fcr\u00fcnerek ilerlemeliyim.\u201d
\nT\u00fcmse\u011fin dibine uzanarak etraf\u0131 kola\u00e7an etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Darvaz k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn her bir ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131n topra\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yerini \u00e7ok iyi biliyordu. Da\u011f tepe demeden gece g\u00fcnd\u00fcz at s\u00fcrmenin ne kadar i\u015fine yarayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmemi\u015fti. Bir gece \u00f6nce de kazma k\u00fcre\u011fi saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kayan\u0131n dibine \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.
\nMezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6rt ucunda n\u00f6bet tutan Urus askerlerini atlatarak, babas\u0131n\u0131n mezar\u0131na vard\u0131. Neyse ki babas\u0131 mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ortas\u0131ndaki hafif \u00e7ukur yerdeydi. Kalpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p kenara koydu.
\n\u201cAha burada yatan \u00f6l\u00fcler gibi sessiz olmal\u0131y\u0131m. Yoksa yar\u0131n k\u00f6yde \u00e7\u0131kacak olan kavga, d\u00f6v\u00fc\u015f bo\u015fu bo\u015funa olur.\u201d
\nHer k\u00fcrek savuru\u015fuyla babas\u0131na daha da yakla\u015f\u0131yordu. G\u00f6z\u00fc ne Urus\u2019 un kibirli askerlerini g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu, ne de y\u00fcre\u011fine yakalanarak \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclece\u011fi korkusu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu.
\n\u201cSeni \u00f6z yurdunda, \u00f6z topra\u011f\u0131nda yabanc\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131r m\u0131y\u0131m baba?\u201d diyerek olanca g\u00fcc\u00fcyle topra\u011f\u0131 kaz\u0131yordu.
\nYerden ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 kalpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 katlayarak kemerine ge\u00e7irdi. Mezara e\u011filip babas\u0131n\u0131n kefenli bedenini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce bir an i\u00e7i titredi. Sonra hemen e\u011filip,
\n\u201cYa Allah.\u201d diyerek bir hamlede omuzuna ald\u0131.
\nGecenin zil karas\u0131 yerini alaca karanl\u0131\u011fa b\u0131rak\u0131yordu. Omuzunda babas\u0131 olsa da var g\u00fcc\u00fcyle ko\u015fuyordu.
\n\u201cDur kimsin sen?\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131ran Urus askerine ald\u0131rmadan at\u0131n\u0131n ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fu tarafa ko\u015fuyordu. Arkadan ba\u011f\u0131ranlar\u0131n sesleri \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131p y\u00fckselmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Mihrali babas\u0131n\u0131 at\u0131n\u0131n terkisine yerle\u015ftirmi\u015fti bile.
\nSilah sesleri duyunca t\u00fcfe\u011fini alarak kazma k\u00fcre\u011fini saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kayan\u0131n arkas\u0131na sipere yatt\u0131.
\n\u201cNamertler biraz daha yakla\u015f\u0131n ki size d\u00fcnyay\u0131 dar edip cehennemin kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7ay\u0131m.\u201d
\nD\u00f6rt kez ni\u015fan ald\u0131 d\u00f6rt kez teti\u011fe dokundu. B\u00fct\u00fcn sesler kesilmi\u015f, sadece ku\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcrkek kanat \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131\u015flar\u0131 duyulur olmu\u015ftu.
\nDarvaz\u2019\u0131n di\u011fer ucunda olan M\u00fcsl\u00fcman mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131na at\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6rtnala s\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. Arada bir terkisine ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 beyaz kefenli babas\u0131na bak\u0131yor, oradan kurtard\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in i\u00e7ine ac\u0131 bir huzur doluyordu.
\nM\u00fcsl\u00fcman mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda da Urus askerleri n\u00f6bet tutuyordu. At\u0131n\u0131 uza\u011fa bir \u00e7eper dibine ba\u011flad\u0131. Kalpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p eyerin k\u00f6\u015fesine s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. T\u00fcfe\u011fini sol omzuna \u00e7apraz ast\u0131. Etraf\u0131n\u0131 iyice kollad\u0131. Sanki yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde kimse ya\u015fam\u0131yordu. Babas\u0131n\u0131 at\u0131n beline ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcp tek hamlede sa\u011f omuzuna y\u00fcklendi. K\u0131sa boylu, \u00e7elimsiz zay\u0131f bedenli Mihrali sanki da\u011flar kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck ve g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir bedene sahipmi\u015f gibi mezarl\u0131\u011fa do\u011fru ko\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n\u00d6nceden haz\u0131rlay\u0131p \u00fczerini tahta ve otlarla kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kabre babas\u0131n\u0131 usul\u00fcnce yerle\u015ftirerek \u00fczerini \u00f6rtt\u00fc. Son duas\u0131n\u0131 okuyup g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131yla babas\u0131n\u0131n kabrini sulad\u0131\u011f\u0131 vakitte \u015fafak s\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, g\u00fcne\u015f do\u011fmak i\u00e7in da\u011flar ard\u0131nda yer ar\u0131yordu.
\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 babas\u0131n\u0131n topra\u011f\u0131ndan kald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda sabah\u0131 fark etti. H\u0131zl\u0131ca avucunu toprakla doldurarak yerinden kalkt\u0131. Ko\u015far ad\u0131mla at\u0131na do\u011fru y\u00f6neldi. Arkas\u0131ndan ba\u011f\u0131ran Urus askerlerine ald\u0131rmad\u0131. Eyerin kenar\u0131ndan kalpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 alarak ba\u015f\u0131na takt\u0131. At\u0131na binip mahmuzlad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda arkas\u0131ndan ya\u011fmur gibi ya\u011fan mermiler ona yeti\u015femiyordu.
\nDa\u011flar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen g\u00fcne\u015fe bakt\u0131. Kantarmay\u0131 \u00e7ekerek at\u0131n\u0131 durdurdu. Babas\u0131n\u0131n mezar\u0131ndan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 avucundaki topra\u011f\u0131 \u00f6perek havaya serpti. Sonra d\u00f6nd\u00fc uzakta kalan Darvaz K\u00f6y\u00fcne bakt\u0131. \u0130\u00e7ine bir kor d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.
\n\u201cSeni tekrar g\u00f6rmek nasip olacak m\u0131?\u201d
\nAt\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6rtnala s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc da\u011flar kollar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7arak onu ba\u011fr\u0131nda saklamaya haz\u0131rd\u0131.\/ 25.08.2016\/ANKARA<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Hayat\u0131n i\u00e7inde ba\u011f\u0131ra \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ra dolanan Abdullah A\u011fa o\u011flunu ar\u0131yordu. Haylazl\u0131klar\u0131 babas\u0131n\u0131 can\u0131ndan bezdirse de o kara g\u00f6zleri g\u00f6zlerine deyince g\u00f6nl\u00fcne g\u0131da oluyordu. \u201cAy gadas\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m de g\u00f6r\u00fcm hardasan. Gene nereye gitti bu u\u015fak? Ay o\u011ful neredesin ses ver. Boz at da yerinde yok. At s\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in gene yayla\u011fa gitmi\u015f olacak.\u201d Dilinde terekeme \u00e2\u015f\u0131k havas\u0131, elinde […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24653","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kumbet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24653","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24653"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24653\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24661,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24653\/revisions\/24661"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24653"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24653"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24653"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}